After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Watching Yuhuai Xing die in front of his eyes.

"Star……"

A voice came from a distant place, and Yuhuai Star could not see anything in the vast white mist.

Walking through the white mist, pushing away the clouds and mist, the clouds and mist in front of me suddenly slowly dispersed when the voice gradually got closer and closer.

When he saw the person in front of him clearly, his eyes were wet.

"grandmother!"

He quickly ran towards grandma: "Grandma, I miss you so much!"

Grandma patted his head and smiled at him kindly: "Xing Xing, grandma misses you too."

"Grandma..." Hugging grandma, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and smiled at grandma, "Grandma, can you take me away?"

What Wen Biyu said to him in the temple kept flashing through his mind, and his voice was a little choked up: "Grandma, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Can you take me away, grandma..."

Grandma helped him wipe away the tears on his face, and smiled kindly: "Xing Xing, I'm sorry."

"Grandma..." Yu Huaixing looked at grandma, bitterness spread in his heart, he squeezed his fingertips and asked softly, "Grandma, you can't forgive me, right? It's okay...I...I..."

"Xing Xing," grandma interrupted him, caressing his face with some wrinkled hands, still looking so kind, "Xing Xing has its own life, doesn't it? No matter where grandma is, grandma will always love you."

The white mist did not know when it started to gather again, grandma touched his head again, and said with a smile: "Xingxing, remember grandma will always love you."

"grandmother!"

After grandma finished her last sentence, she disappeared into the mist. Yu Huaixing suddenly opened his eyes, but his eyes were blurred.

"Star!" The man who had been guarding him held his hand tightly, helped him to sit up and let him lean on himself.

"You finally woke up, is there something wrong?" The man's voice was soft.

Tears blurred his eyes, and when the tears filled his eyes, Yuhuai Xing slowly turned his head and followed the voice to look at the man who was hugging him.

Seeing the man in front of him clearly, he opened his mouth slightly: "Gu Cinian..."

He has been in a coma for several days, and the injury on his neck has healed a lot, but his voice is still a little hoarse when he speaks.

"I'm here, I'm here." Gu Cinian gently stroked his face, his eyes full of distress.

"Gu Cinian..." Yu Huaixing closed his eyes deeply, and what Wen Biyu told him in the fire at that time kept lingering in his ears.

"You shouldn't have saved me."

Grandma... his grandma died because of him, and he shouldn't live.

After Wen Biyu sold him in the first place, he shouldn't have worked hard to live. At that time, he should have died with his grandma.

If he had died at that time, he would not have had to encounter those ten years, nor would he have encountered Gu Cinian, and his life would not have deviated from the track.

In the world of darkness, just like the darkness in which he was born, that is where he finally belongs.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian's body froze, he immediately interrupted Yu Huai Xing, "What are you talking about!"

Yuhuai Xing put his hands on the bed and got up from Gu Cinian's arms. He smiled at Gu Cinian: "I deserved to die more than ten years ago in my last life. I have enough years of stealing my life."

"Grandma..." His eyes were covered with mist, and the words Wen Biyu said kept hitting his eardrums, "Grandma was in a car accident because she asked me, and I... I killed grandma... ..."

His heart ached, he took a deep breath, and said, "Go out, I'll wait by myself first."

Gu Ci Nian didn't move, he took Yu Huaixing's hand and hugged him into his arms, and explained in a panic: "It's not like this, it's not like this, grandma... Grandma always misses you alive and happy alive."

In the hotel by the sea in City B, Yu Huaixing had already left the hotel to go to the airport when he received a call from Secretary Li.

When he learned of Wen Biyu's whereabouts and rushed to the airport, Yuhuai Xing had already left City B, and the latest flight to City A took off an hour later.

When he arrived in City A, he rushed to the temple in a hurry, and the temple was already lit up with fire.

Seeing Yuhuai Xing's lack of attachment to the world, Gu Cinian's heart was suddenly pulled, and he hugged him distressedly and kept coaxing: "Xing Xing, grandma always wants you to be happy, Xing Xing, be obedient, don't think about those things." Bad thing, okay?"

"Happiness? Alive?" Yu Huaixing murmured softly, his eyes were slack looking at the front, and the surge of heat blurred his vision.

He closed his eyes deeply, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

Gently pushing Gu Cinian, he said softly: "Gu Cinian... I have a headache, can you help me find a doctor?"

Gu Cinian had already rang the service bell before Yuhuai Xing woke up, and Yuhuai Xing called the doctor and said he was not feeling well before he came, so he frowned and stood up.

Wiping away the tears on Yu Huai Xing's face, he kissed the red corners of Yu Huai Xing's eyes distressedly, suppressed the angry anger just now, and said softly: "Okay, Xing Xing, take a rest first, I will send the doctor to you right away." Call here."

Yu Huaixing smiled at him, watching the anxious back of Gu Cinian leaving, he pulled out the needle in his hand and slowly got out of bed.

After grandma died that year, Wen Biyu didn't tell him the truth at all, and he was sold to those places by Wen Biyu later.

For so many years, he never knew where his grandma was buried.

Rescued from that kind of place, he has been working hard to live, but when he missed his grandma, he didn't even have a place to worship.

Maybe... this is his punishment.

Grandma would not have died without him.

After leaving the ward, he went to the stairs and walked down the stairs step by step.

Going outside, looking at the busy traffic on the road, he suddenly felt that the world was so big and empty.

After stopping the car, he leaned aimlessly on the car window looking at the reflection outside, and finally went to a riverside.

Standing on the edge of the river, he quietly looked at the calm river, and his grandma's kind face appeared in front of him.

The corner of his mouth was slightly curved into a smile, and he called softly: "Grandma..."

Rubbing the red string on his wrist with his fingers, he walked slowly towards the river, looking at grandma with a smile in his eyes, and suddenly there was a "plop", splashing water on the calm river.

The cold water of the river swept over him in an instant, and when he slowly sank to the bottom of the river, he remained silent without any struggle.

It is very painful at the moment when he is walking towards death step by step, but at this moment he is very calm, so calm that there is always a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Being alive...is really tiring.

If his birth was a mistake, isn't it too late to return to the original track now?

"Star……"

In the dilapidated yard, a vine was planted next to it. Green vines climbed up the fence, and clusters of grapes fell down.

As the sun sets in the west, the orange-gold sunset glow shines down, dyeing the world in dazzling gold.

A young man was sitting in the yard looking at the bunches of grapes hanging from the vines, and a figure came over in the afterglow of the setting sun.

"Xing Xing." A kind voice came, the boy turned his head, his pretty face was stained with a smile, "Grandma!"

"It's time to eat." Grandma smiled kindly.

In the warm sunset, everything looks so beautiful.

With a sound of "tick", this beautiful picture seems to be broken instantly by a drop of water on the calm lake.

Soaked in the cold river water, Yuhuai Xing's consciousness gradually blurred, he stretched out his hand to grab the broken picture in front of his eyes, but no matter how he grabbed it, he could only catch it in vain.

Tears dripped from the corners of his eyes and slowly melted into the cold river.

……

The atmosphere in the emergency room of the hospital was cold, and everyone tensed up and worked hard.

This game against time is also to buy time for their own lives, if there is a slight deviation - they will not survive twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

The lights in the emergency room came on, and I don't know how long it took, the flow rate of time was slowed down by an unknown number of times, and even the air gradually froze.

"The doctor is here!" Secretary Li's voice sounded as the lights in the emergency room went out.

"How is the doctor? Is Mr. Yu okay?" Secretary Li was still trembling, and he was holding the doctor's hand with some force.

"Fortunately, the rescue was timely, and Mr. Yu is out of danger." The doctor wiped off his sweat.

The man who had been standing outside the door relaxed his tense body only after hearing what the doctor said, and when his body let out his strength for a moment, he kept his hands on the wall next to him to avoid falling.

"Alive, he's still alive."

He forgot how many times he had experienced such a hopeless feeling.

From Yuhuai star falling in a pool of blood in the previous life, to Yuhuai star being kidnapped, and now...

No matter how many times he went through, every despair and collapse was like a sharp knife, constantly lingering at him.

He didn't dare to think, what would happen to him if something happened to Yuhuai star this time.

Maybe...he will destroy the whole world like he did in his previous life.

In the ward, Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand tightly, warming his hand hard and carefully.

Yuhuai Xing's icy hand was in his palm, and the cold touch came, but it was like sharp ice cones piercing his heart fiercely.

"Xingxing..." He whispered softly, his deep voice was very hoarse.

"You left me again and left."

When Yuhuaixing woke up, he said that he had a headache and dismissed him. He was so anxious that he was unconscious for a while and didn't notice the abnormality. When he and the doctor rushed back and didn't see Yuhuaixing, he realized what Yuhuaixing was trying to do.

Chasing to the river, he saw Yu Huaixing jumping down the river with a smile, as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out of his heart by life.

In her previous life, Yuhuai star smiled like this when she was lying in a pool of blood, as if she no longer had any attachment to this world.

At that moment, the memory of his previous life overlapped with the picture in front of him, and he almost collapsed.

He once again... watched Yu Huai Xing die in front of his eyes.

Fortunately... Yuhuai star did not die this time, he, he is still alive...

When Yuhuai star jumped into the river, he jumped down without hesitation. The icy river water was bitterly cold. How could Yuhuai star bear this kind of cold?

Seeing Yu Huaixing's body sinking little by little, his heart seemed to be pulled tighter and tighter, almost suffocating.

Now that Yuhuai Xing's hand was held by him, he still felt that it was unreal.

The shock of seeing Yu Huaixing committing suicide with his own eyes still lingers in his heart, and he is very afraid that all this is his fantasy now.

Holding Yu Huaixing's hand with one hand, and the fruit knife next to him with the other, he cut his arm fiercely without hesitation.

As the blood oozes out, the tingling sensation also comes immediately.

Feeling the pain, he quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

This is real... not an illusion, Yuhuai star is still alive.

His baby is still alive.

……

The pitch-black sky enveloped the earth, and the dark clouds gathered at some unknown time. With a flash of lightning, it rained heavily with a "crash".

Gu Cinian raised his eyes to look at the dark rainy night outside, and heard the sound of the rain dripping like a whine, he kissed Yu Huaixing's finger, and said softly, "Xing Xing, it's raining."

Yu Huaixing has been in a coma for many days, his body is fine, the wound on his face Gu Cinian would help him apply medicine every day to change the dressing, it has already healed, and the scar is slowly fading.

But he never woke up.

Wiping Yu Huaixing's face with a hot towel, Gu Cinian's deep and handsome face was not impatient at all, and his eyes were soft.

When Yuhuai Star was kidnapped, he was in a coma for more than half a year. As long as Yuhuai Star is still alive, he doesn't mind waiting, as long as he is still alive...

You can wait as long as you want.

It has been raining for several days, but it has not stopped.

Gu Cinian closed the window tightly, not wanting to disturb Yuhuai Star from the noisy rain outside.

"Brother, let's have a rest." Gu Cixu came in with fruit.

These days, Gu Cinian has been taking care of Yuhuai Xing day and night, and Gu Cixu is very afraid that he will continue to overdraw his body like before.

Putting the fruit on the table, seeing that Gu Cinian's gaze was always on Yu Huaixing, Gu Cixu sighed and stopped persuading him.

Because he knew that no matter how much he tried to persuade him, it was useless.

Day after day, the rain continued for more than ten days.

The cold rain swept through the cold wave, and the summer that entered the scorching heat was as cold as winter.

The man sitting by the bed soaked the towel in hot water, wrung it dry and carefully wiped Yu Huaixing's fingers.

Yu Huaixing's hands are beautiful, with slender fingers and skin as white as jade.

Gu Cinian lightly stroked his fingertips, talking to him in a normal way: "Xing Xing, I've already asked you to leave school, so you don't have to worry about your studies."

"I heard that there is a shop near the school that stir-fries chestnuts with sugar. It's delicious. Let's try it next time, shall we?"

"Recently, I have learned a few new dishes. I will cook them for you when you wake up."

Knowing that Yuhuai Xing would not respond, he continued to talk tirelessly. He thought, maybe... Maybe one day Yuhuai Xing suddenly responded to him?

The rain was still falling, the world was shrouded in darkness, and the lights in the house were kept on.

After wiping Yuhuai Xing's hands, Gu Cinian took away the hot water, and when he came back, he saw Yuhuai Xing's fingers and suddenly stopped.

Yu Huai Xing's finger moved slightly, Gu Ci Nian ran to Yu Huai Xing's side immediately without caring about anything.

The long curled and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and Yu Huaixing slowly opened his eyes.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian held Yuhuai Xing's hand, but he didn't dare to use force.

Looking at the ceiling with distracted eyes, Yu Huaixing slowly blinked his long eyelashes, and the shadows under his eyes moved slightly.

Yuhuai Xing slowly opened his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you save me?"

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian's heart clenched, his body tensed, and his deep voice became hoarse, "You, you can't just leave me like this..."

Looking at the ceiling with slack eyes, Yuhuai Xing did not turn his head, but kept whispering: "Why did you save me...Why did you save me?"

"Xingxing!" Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Xing, his heart seemed to be eaten by insects and ants, and there was dense pain.

"You can't, you can't leave me anymore..."

He held Yuhuai Xing's hand and begged: "Xing Xing, I have already lost you once, I can't lose you again, I really can't bear this kind of pain... Please don't say that again, don't leave me again, okay?" Well...please, Star..."

Suddenly he thought of something and hurriedly searched in the drawer, then he took out a letter and handed it to Yuhuai Xing: "Look, Xing Xing! This is a letter from grandma!"

Hearing that Yuhuai Xing finally reacted, he turned his head slowly, his eyes fell on the yellow envelope in front of him, and his eyes suddenly became moist.

When he woke up in the hospital last time, he always thought that the letter had been burned in the fire, but Gu Cinian found it and kept it.

He propped himself up on the bed and wanted to get up, but he was still very weak when he just woke up, so Gu Cinian hurriedly supported Yu Huaixing to let him lean in his arms.

After taking the letter that grandma asked the monk to hand over to him, his hands trembled a little, and he slowly opened it.

The paper of the letter had turned yellow, and the corners were slightly scorched by the fire, but fortunately, it was only burnt to a small corner.

Wiping away the mist that obscured his vision, Yu Huaixing took out the letter in the envelope with trembling hands, looked at the words his grandmother wrote to him in the letter, tears dripped from his eyes, and smeared on the letter.

He couldn't help crying anymore.

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