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"I don't even know how to love you."

Lu Ge seemed to be having a temper tantrum, and it was a very rational and sober way to get into a mood.

This behavior was so pure that Chi Chao couldn't tell whether it was mature or naive for a while, and it seemed that both sides were touched, which made sense from any angle.

But today, he was so cute by the sentence "no communication for now".

Although the adjective cute seems to have nothing to do with Lu Ge, Chi Chao felt that way when he saw the other party washing the dishes in his slippers.

Lu Ge is like a one-sided magnet, he is the only magnet in the whole world, no matter what he does, he can attract Chi Chao.

Even playing tantrums is so fucking cute.

"I won't be back at night, you can eat by yourself."

Lu Ge went to the study again, took two large blue folders and entered the bedroom.

Chi Chao's prepared words were choked in his throat, and he swallowed abruptly with the sound of a door closing.

From avoiding the problem at the beginning, he now actively faces it.

The language organized one set after another, but Lu Ge didn't want to listen to it.

He even closed the door.

Chi Chao didn't know if this was a means for Lu Ge to torture him, but he admitted that he was indeed tortured.

The real Lu Ge was right in front of him, he couldn't kiss or hug him, and he didn't even touch him.

There is a routine for eating every day, and after get off work, he either goes out to eat, or goes to Qi Qing's to catch up on sleep.

In short, she doesn't give him any private time, and purely treats him as a shared roommate and nanny.

While Chi Chao was being tortured, he felt a little dark in his heart.

He had imagined the worst scenario, when he came back, there would be an extra woman or man in the family.

Even Lu Ge's wedding photo blurred his face, giving birth to a little bean crawling on the ground.

Chi Chaoneng evaporated in situ and disappeared.

The slightly better thing is that Lu Ge was successfully lobbied by Qi Qing and felt that there was no future with a man.Although he hasn't found his next partner yet, he is ready to treat him as a real brother.

Although this kind of despair, but he can still work hard.

In the current situation, not only did Lu Ge have no one else, but he was also playing petty emotions because of his departure.

This is almost the best situation, Chi Chao is not so naive, he will feel that Lu Ge is not angry at all.

What's more, he also expected that Lu Ge would be angry.

Pain is better than numbness, hatred is better than forgetting.

From the moment Chi Chao decided not to reply to Lu Ge's message, he knew it would happen when they met again.

But it was too hard, and he couldn't bear it after only a week.

Chi Chao would rather Lu Ge beat him and scold him for grabbing his collar and make him blush and have a thick neck, rather than being treated like a passerby every day without saying a few words.

He has to leave when school starts in September, and it will be even more difficult to reconcile after a few hours' drive.

Chi Chao mumbled to deal with the leftovers, thinking he had to come up with an idea.

Yet another week, he still couldn't think of anything.

Lu Ge is too lazy to go to Qi Qing's place to hide him now, as long as he returns to the house after work, he doesn't care when the door is closed.

After finally waiting for the evening, the other party came to the living room to watch a movie, Chi Chao poured tea and served fruit like a dog's leg, Lu Ge didn't move, just pretended that he wasn't there.

So uncomfortable.

Chi Chao felt uncomfortable all over.

The movie ends, and the credits roll at the end.

Lu Ge was covered with a thin blanket, and fell asleep on the sofa.

Chi Chao pressed one hand on the sofa, leaned over and approached cautiously.

Unlike myself, who can look fierce with drooping smiling eyes, Lu Ge's facial features are delicate and gentle.

Although the eyebrows are black, they are slightly curved, and there is a shallow mark on the eyelids, which is the fold of double eyelids.His eyelashes are long and dense, and as light as two down feathers, trembling slightly with his breathing.The bridge of the nose is very straight, the root of the mountain is not high, and the facial lines are relatively soft. When you smile, you feel very warm.

And the lips, Chi looked at the lowered eyes for a while.

The lips are very thin and the color is very light, but the lip shape is very standard, and there is a small bead on the upper lip.

The kiss is very soft, like a mouthful, and it also has Lu Ge's unique smell.

He hasn't heard of Lu Ge for a long time, and he hasn't kissed Lu Ge for a long time.

Chi rolled up and down his Adam's apple, wanting to sneak a kiss while the other party was asleep, but he was afraid that he would not be able to stop the brake, and Lu Ge would get angry again.

Just as he was thinking, a pillow directly covered his face and was pushed aside. Lu Ge took off the blanket and got up, turned off the TV and went back to the room.

The bedroom door jammed and closed. Lu Ge frowned and looked over, only to find that Chi Chao's fingers were locked in the door frame.

"Brother," he suppressed his voice, "I was wrong."

Lu Ge said expressionlessly, "Let go."

"Brother," Chi Chaobusong said, "I have something to tell you."

Lu Ge turned around and entered the house, Chi Chao opened the door and followed.

He thought the other party finally let go, but he didn't expect Lu Ge to go to the hospital after changing his clothes.

"Brother," Chi Chao went to the entrance to stop him again, "You rest, I won't talk about it."

Lu Ge frowned, and suddenly realized that this was his home, and it was Chi Chao who wanted to get out.

"No, you can live on campus," Lu Ge said to Chi Chao with a cold face, "Can you?"

Chi Chao was stunned, staring at Lu Ge for a second as if in a daze.

Then, the arm holding the doorknob hung down, and he lowered his head and responded softly.

Lu Ge turned back to the room and closed the door.

He didn't know if this counted as rushing towards the pool, because after saying that, Lu Ge began to feel distressed.

The puppy's loss was almost visible to the naked eye, and the speed at which his shoulders collapsed was comparable to a landslide.

This is his home, yes, but it is also Chi Chao's home.

Lu Ge felt that what he said just now was a bit heavy.

Even if he teaches Chi Chao a lesson, it can't be to this extent. Chi Chao just came back, and his sense of belonging is not so strong. He must be afraid that he will not want him.

He couldn't use Chi Chao to threaten what he was most afraid of. This method would increase the other party's anxiety, and over time it would gradually create a estrangement.

Lu Ge didn't really want to have a rift with Chi Chao.

He was reluctant.

Sitting by the bed and thinking for a moment, Lu Ge finally sighed.

He seemed to like Chi Chao a little too much, so much that he was afraid that he would be wronged a bit.

It sounds preposterous when you think about it, but it's true.

When Chi Chao was sad, his heart ached, and he was the one who tossed and tossed and tossed and tossed.

Lu Ge compromised with himself, and opened the door after a moment of delay.

The living room was dark, Lu Ge paused for a few seconds, and suddenly saw Chi Chao's head popping out like a rabbit from between the coffee table and the sofa.

"elder brother."

He stood up against the sofa, walked barefoot to the edge of the dining table, quickly took the cup of warm water that had been poured, and handed it to Lu Ge.

"Brother, good night."

He didn't say any other nonsense, probably because he was frightened just now.

Lu Ge raised his hand to take the cup, collected himself, and said, "Let's chat."

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They said they were chatting, but when they really sat down, they didn't know where to start.

Chi Chao sat cross-legged on the carpet, unfolded the thin blanket he had just folded, and put it on Lu Ge's waist.

"Tell me." Lu Ge crossed his fingers and held the cup in front of him, leaned on the sofa like a Buddha, and began to close his eyes and meditate.

It took Chi Chao two seconds to pull out the language he had organized before, and the first sentence was "Brother, I know I was wrong".

"In other words." Lu Ge was too lazy to listen.

"At the beginning, my aunt thought that I was just a whim, and I was young and ignorant, so I asked me to think clearly and calm down. I said that I am an adult, and I also think clearly. I am very serious."

Lu Ge's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't interrupt him.

"Auntie said that what I said now is meaningless, and I will regret it later."

Chi Chao pursed his lips, put his hands on the edge of the sofa, and pinched the blanket covering Lu Ge's body.

"But I haven't regretted it, bro, I've never regretted it."

"I know that my aunt is afraid that I will regret it, so I signed up for the army to prove to her that even after two years of separation, I have not changed."

Chi Chao obscured Qi Qing's request, and indirectly blamed everything on himself.

He thought for a while, and continued: "At first, I handed over my mobile phone, so I didn't reply. Later, the mobile phone was sent, but my mobile phone is not available because of the positioning system, only the public phone."

"Later, I took half a day off and bought a new mobile phone. I saw the message you sent me, but it has been more than a month."

"I..." Chi Chao lowered his eyes and paused when he spoke, "I didn't dare to reply."

Lu Ge took a deep breath, and then let out a long sigh.

"During the Chinese New Year in the first year, I was performing missions in other places. I was very tired and didn't pay attention. I saw that the messages you sent me had already returned to the army after the Chinese New Year... I..."

Chi Chao frowned and didn't finish the last few words.

Lu Ge half opened his eyes, and squinted at the puppy sitting on the ground: "You didn't dare to go back?"

It's okay if you don't dare the first time, but you don't dare the second time?Saying that this reason is not valid.

In the past two years, if Chi Chao sent him a few messages, Lu Ge would not be as angry as he is now.

"No," Chi Chao denied, "I did it on purpose."

Lu Ge opened his eyes directly: "What?"

"I didn't reply to your message on purpose," Chi Chao raised his face slightly and stared straight at Lu Ge, "I know you're thinking about me, and you must be thinking about it so much that you sent me this message."

The corner of Lu Ge's mouth twitched fiercely, and he felt that the anger in his heart rushed to the top of the sky in an instant.

"If I don't reply, you will always miss me. You will wonder if something happened to me, if there was an accident, and why I haven't replied to your messages. You will be angry, and you will miss me even more when you are angry. "

"What the hell..." Lu Ge's eyes went dark with anger, and he sat up directly from the sofa.

He held the water glass in one hand, and pressed the other hand to his side: "Are you sick?"

"I'm sick," Chi Chao moved his hands, gently holding Lu Ge's fingertips, "I'd rather you scold me every day than forget me."

"Two years is too long," he bowed his body, and put his forehead on Lu Ge's fingers, "Brother, you don't know what I've been living for these two years, I think you're going crazy, I really... really miss you so much."

His voice was slightly choked, and Lu Ge felt sore.

"You also know that two years is too long, even if you don't contact me, you should still call grandma a few times, do you know that she fell ill this year, and when she was in the hospital, she still wondered if she could see you for the last time! "

"I'm sorry..." Chi Chao's voice was hoarse.

It's not that he hasn't thought about the old lady, he just thinks that the old lady's body is quite strong, so he didn't think about those aspects at all.

But there are always surprises, right?

He will never see Yang Yang again.

"I don't know what to do," Chi Chao tried to calm down his emotions, "I'm over there, and I don't know anything."

It was as if he was locked in a box that was isolated from the outside world, and he didn't know anyone's reaction.

He will worry, be afraid, and think of many unreasonable things to scare himself.

He is afraid that a wrong sentence will cause a huge butterfly effect. He is afraid that those familiar people and things will be turned upside down when he doesn't know it.

And he was helpless.

Those fears could not be hidden, and Chi Chao was awakened by nightmares for countless nights.

So he subconsciously paused the time when he just left, at least Lu Ge still loved him very much at that time.

"Brother, I love you."

Chi Chao's words were filled with a thick nasal voice and a helpless daze.

"I don't even know how to love you."

The author says:

Puppies are also difficult, don’t blame him qaq;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!