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"I've always... missed you."

Today was probably the first time Lu Ge closed the door when he slept.

With a "click", a door panel directly slapped Chi Chao's face.

The sorry sentence just now almost softened his heart. Lu Ge closed his eyes and stood inside the door for a while, holding the handle with five fingers without letting go.

"elder brother."

Chi Chao's voice seemed to be very close, and he could hear it clearly through the door.

"I've always... missed you."

Lu Ge lowered his eyes lightly.

The lights in the room were so dim that it was almost impossible to see anything.

He tried his best to get rid of those feelings that were suppressed in his heart and were about to burst out, so that he could become more rational and mature.

As an elder, he shouldn't evade the problem like this.

He should go out and ask Chi Chao what he thinks when he talks to Qi Qing face to face; or ask why he hasn't contacted himself with his mobile phone in the past two years; or ask why he is reluctant to go home after returning to school after leaving the army.

He should ask Chi Chao why he left without saying goodbye, doesn't he know how much he misses him.

He should question what he sees himself in the end, and did he ever think that he might not forgive when he left that year.

But Lu Ge didn't want to ask anything.

He suddenly discovered that not all questions need to be asked, and all conflicts need to be resolved.

It's not that Chi Chao didn't have any problems, he was almost powerless to resist in front of Qi Qing.

It may only need Lu Ge to ask a few questions, and Chi Chao will answer. Even though the process is long and cumbersome, the communication will always solve the current situation of the two of them in the end.

The elders acquiesced, and the two fell in love with each other. This should be the best ending he wanted two years ago.

But now Lu Ge just doesn't want to do that.

He didn't want to solve the problem with Chi Chao at all.

Just treat him as childish, petty, and unreasonable.

He also couldn't grab Chi Chao's collar with red eyes and beat him up to vent his anger.

Lu Ge went to the bed and lay down, closing his eyes.

As if the whole person was floating in the water, he found himself in this state called exhaustion.

He has never been in love with his peers, or even he has never been in love. I don't know if this is the gap caused by age.

Chi Chao and he didn't exert their strength in the same place at all. Both of them were panting from exhaustion, and the direction of their joint force was not the distance he wanted.

He has always tried his best to communicate, communicate, and avoid some possible problems.

Chi nodded faster than anyone else, and he forgot all about it in the blink of an eye.

Lu Ge was angry, he was angry with the other party, and also angry with himself.

This is a particularly contradictory and complicated emotion, like taking a knife, stabbing others, and then stabbing yourself.

He wanted to make Chi Chao sad, but he couldn't bear to be too sad.

Want to keep this question but can't let the problem snowball.

He wanted to teach Chi Chao a lesson.

He had to teach Chi Chao a lesson.

This little dog dared to treat him like this.

-

Lu Ge fell into a drowsy sleep all night, dreams and reality intertwined back and forth.

In the last second, I just experienced the torrential rain of the great heat, and in the next second, it ushered in a three-ninth snow day.

Chi Chao was standing in front of his house dripping wet, Lu Ge embraced him, and rolled a snowball for him casually.

At seven o'clock in the morning, the alarm clock rang.

Going to bed late last night and dreaming all night, it was like making up for Chi Chaoquan, who hadn't dreamed about it for more than two years, this night, the dreaming Lu Ge became more and more tired the more he slept.

He sat by the bed for a while, and waited for the sleepiness to subside a little, then got up and went out to wash.

As soon as the door is opened, you can smell the faint sweet aroma of rice floating in the air. There are several dishes on the table, as well as fried dough sticks and soup dumplings bought outside.

The sliding door of the balcony made a "cluster" friction sound, Lu Ge looked sideways and saw Chi Chao wearing a relatively loose short-sleeve, coming in from the balcony.

I don't know if they were trained in the army. The young man in his early twenties has a sharp sense of killing. It is clearly midsummer at this time, but Lu Ge feels that Chi Chao is like a cold pine, with a heavy weight on his shoulders. white snow.

The strangeness of yesterday came oncoming.

The development of the skull basically stopped, and Chi Chao's facial features did not change much, but Lu Ge always felt an indescribable feeling.

Chi Chao, who used to be in his arms with red eyes and choked up, had a very strong sense of separation from the person in front of him. Although he knew clearly that they were the same person, they couldn't be combined no matter what.

"Brother," Chi Chao walked to Lu Ge's side, "Are you on the morning shift?"

Lu Ge's eyelashes trembled, and he withdrew his gaze: "Yes."

He washed his face casually, and when he was brushing his teeth, he heard the sound of porcelain bowls clinking in the kitchen, and when he came out, he found that Chi Chao had already filled the white rice porridge.

"I bought breakfast," Chi Chao pulled away the dining stool, stood by the table and asked, "Do you want some?"

Lu Ge was "um" all over again: "You eat first."

Chi Chao's cautious appearance made him feel a little distressed, and he couldn't refuse to eat even if he didn't plan to eat.

Lu Ge went back to his room and changed his clothes, feeling that the decision he made last night might not last a week.

Just this morning, I can't get angry anymore. If this little brat wipes away his tears again, he will probably forget it all.

Lu Ge buttoned the top button of his shirt, and took a look at his bloodshot eyes in the hidden full-length mirror in the closet.

Because I didn't sleep well, my eyelids were half closed, like a ghost, and I felt like I was ten years older.

Lu Ge never thought that one day he would have something to do with age anxiety. Although 30 years old doesn't seem to be very old, compared with the spirit of a young man in his early twenties, he may still be inferior.

He Chi Chao finished his breakfast in silence, but Lu Ge had no appetite, so he finished the porridge in his bowl.

When going out, Chi Chao said to go to Qi Qing's for lunch at noon, Lu Ge nodded slightly and didn't say much.

Chi Chao's return didn't have the emotional outburst he had imagined, nor was it so grandiose, just like many ordinary days, Lu Ge slept, ate, and went to work as usual.

After he drove the car into the parking space of the hospital, he sat quietly for a few minutes before realizing, oh, Chi Chao is back.

-

At noon, Lu Ge got off work on time.

He was not in good spirits all day today, so he avoided fatigue driving and took a taxi back.

When he got home, lunch was ready, and the whole family was waiting for him alone.

"Brother, you look so bad." Lu Chen followed Lu Ge to the bathroom to watch him wash his hands, looked around and no one noticed, and asked him in a low voice, "Did you quarrel with my little brother?"

"How much is the sixth grade?" Lu Ge asked her while wiping his hands, "Is there six hundred and five?"

Lu Chen suddenly seemed to have eaten a fly, rolled his eyes and quickly moved away.

The meal was lively and lively, maybe he hadn't gotten into the mood yesterday, and most of the topics today revolved around Chi Chao.

It was nothing more than some things in the army. Lu Chen was more interested, asking questions, talking endlessly.

Lu Ge lost his appetite after half a bowl of rice, so he put down his chopsticks and went to his room to catch up on sleep.

This time I slept relatively soundly, without dreaming, and I didn't know what time it was when I opened my eyes, and there was a slight sound of pages turning in my ears.

Lu Ge tilted his head to see that Chi Chao was sitting at his desk reading a book.

It might be that the action just now caught the other party's attention, Chi Chao's eyes also turned from the book to the bedside, and bumped into Lu Ge.

"Brother," he immediately put down the book, "I'm quarreling with you?"

"No," Lu Ge closed his eyes and turned his face to the ceiling again, "What time is it?"

"47:[-]," Chi Chao turned off the desk lamp, "Do you want to sleep longer?"

"No need," Lu Ge said, "You look at yourself."

After sleeping for more than an hour, Lu Ge lay on the bed for a few minutes, then sat up with his body propped up.

A water glass was handed to him, and Lu Ge raised his eyelids to see that Chi Chao was holding the glass, his eyes flicked back and forth between his face and the glass.

"No need," Lu Ge took the cup, "You do your thing."

Chi Chao nodded awkwardly, turned his chair and sat one meter away: "Brother."

"Continue to be a sophomore in September this year, right?" Lu Ge asked softly, sipping his saliva.

Chi Chao responded obediently: "I don't plan to change my major, I'll still read the original one."

Lu Ge saw that the other party had known each other before and had his own ideas, so he didn't say anything more.

The temperature of the air conditioner in the room was a little high, he unbuttoned a button with one hand, got up and walked out the door.

Just after washing the cups, he bumped into Qi Qing and asked him why he didn't sleep more.

Lu Ge put the cup upside down in the drain basket, saying that the hospital still had something to do.

"It's not your turn to be busy with things, just take a good rest here today."

She knew that Lu Ge would definitely be affected when Chi Chao came back, but it still hurts to see the other party's half-dead and spiritless face today.

"I still have to go to work," Lu Ge didn't have the energy to argue with Qi Qing, "It's already late."

"Why are you going to work again?" Qi Qing stared, "Are you the only doctor in the hospital?!"

"Yesterday's afternoon shift, today's big shift, and tomorrow's evening shift," Lu Ge reported a series of shifts, "Tomorrow I'll sleep here all day, okay?"

Qi Qing frowned, straightened the shirt on Lu Ge's body: "Look at you, you have a sad face, didn't you sleep last night?"

"It doesn't matter whether you sleep or not," Lu Ge yawned, "Okay, Mom, I'm going to work."

Qi Qing hesitated to speak, and followed Lu Ge all the way to the door. After the other party put on his shoes and went out, he couldn't help but said, "You take it too."

"Ah?" Lu Ge turned to look at his mother, a little confused, "What?"

"How do you compare with a young man in his early twenties?" Qi Qing said with a little embarrassment, "It's time to rest."

Lu Ge: "..."

No, what is it? !

"It's nothing." Lu Ge was almost annoyed, "You think too much."

"Oh, then I'm overthinking it." Qi Qing shrunk his neck guiltily, "Then you've been arguing all night? Xiao Chao came here this morning and yawned one after another."

"Don't worry about it," Lu Ge pushed his mother back into the door, "Go chat with my dad."

"I care about you!" Qi Qing hated iron for being weak, "Oh, that's fine, just watch for yourself!"

-

It is such a feeling that a relationship is recognized by the elders.

Lu Ge spent the whole afternoon reminiscing about what Qi Qing said to him at the door, and the more he thought about it, the more funny he felt.

My mother didn't know what was installed in her mind, so she probably read relevant information in private.

Thinking about it, I feel very heartwarming.

I have caused such a big trouble for them, but I was accepted just like that.

Although there are still Lu Xiangming and the old lady, Qi Qing should be able to handle the former, and Lu Ge still wants to keep the other party from knowing about the latter.

After all, he was getting older, so he might not be able to stand the excitement. He could hide it for a year, and his old lady didn't urge him to get married every day.

Maybe he has to discuss this matter with Chi Chao.

"Uh..." Lu Ge sighed.

He has thought so much and so far, but right now, he doesn't know how to communicate normally with Chi Chao.

It's not that they are still angry like yesterday, it's just that the twists and turns they have suffocated in the past two years are too much, and they may have to be ignited and explode, and they can only return to their original state after a big fight.

Or maybe it's forming a new way of getting along, but it definitely won't be the half-dead look like it is now.

There are ways, but one thing is more fatal, that is, Lu Ge is too lazy to light up this quarrel.

He was too tired and not ready, he didn't want to talk to Chi Chao, let alone quarrel.

This is probably the Cold War, a unilateral cold treatment.

In fact, this is not good, but Lu Ge didn't want to solve the problem, so he just lived his life step by step day by day, watching Chi Chao become a little irritable by the way.

Finally, at lunch a week later, Chi Chao couldn't help but want to start the topic.

But Lu Ge turned his chopsticks across and stood up with an empty bowl: "No communication for now."

The author says:

Brother: Take it.

After the reconciliation, write a few more chapters and it will be over. I actually wrote such a long book, I am so awesome. (No matter what, let me praise myself first qaq