Violent dogs, please pay attention

It's "I clearly miss you that much".

Another year, Lu Ge bought a palm-sized cake on the night of the Lantern Festival and took it home to eat.

He didn't like butter before, and he always felt that it was sticky and too greasy.

Now maybe because I am older, I am more tolerant of everything, so cream is gradually available in my mouth.

Half of the cake was eaten, and Lu Ge's heart ached when he thought about Chi Chao.

He took out his phone and clicked on the dialog box that had never been answered. The last message was the happy new year he sent last year.

Very angry again.

I can really make up my mind to ignore myself for more than two years.

Powerful, he, Lu Ge, bowed down.

There are some things that I can't think about. When I think about it, I put a basket of lemons in my heart, which is sour and heavy.

I thought that it was me who was the one who felt uncomfortable in the end, but it was like masochistic, the more I thought about it, the more addicted I became.

For example, Lu Ge went to Chi Chao's room to sleep at night.

In the past two years, Lu Ge spent most of his time on this bed.

Because he didn't particularly miss Chi Chao, he didn't have to dismiss him.

But after finishing the work, I thought about it even more, thinking about the feeling of being bitten by those puppy teeth.

It was clear that he hated him so much before, but except for Chi Chao, no one could give Lu Ge that feeling.

Before going to bed, he would think about Chi Chao's particularly treacherous deeds, and after thinking about it, he felt that nothing could compare to this time.

Damn, just don't come back.

Today's winter is very cold, and the old lady has a moderate illness.

The elderly are weak, and if they have any minor problems, they have to go to the hospital to lie down for a few days.

The whole family is busy taking care of the elderly, and the old lady is lying on the hospital bed, frowning, always nagging about whether she can survive until Chi Chao comes back.

"It's just an ordinary cold, why can't you survive it?!" Qi Qing stared at the bedside, "Mom, look at what you said, how unlucky it is!"

"You're coming back soon." Lu Xiangming lowered his head and poked his phone, "When did you leave?"

Qi Qing straightened her back and reminded, "I'll be back in June this year."

"A few months," Lu Xiangming said with a smile, "I'll see you when the weather gets hotter."

june...

Lu Ge glanced at the stretched willow branches outside the window, and it's just the beginning of spring.

It was less than five months, and the return time, which I thought was particularly accurate at the beginning, gradually became blurred when it was accurate to "days" as the unit.

So what day is it?

Or maybe it wasn't June at all.

-

Finally, June is summer.

He clearly saw that Chi Chao was coming back, but Lu Ge gradually became irritable.

Qi Qing started asking him if Chi Chao was back if he had something to do, and in the end even Lu Chen followed suit.

As if driven away by this incident, Lu Ge had a very difficult time in June.

But from the beginning of the month to the end of the month, there was no movement from Chi Chao.

Lu Ge made a phone call to Lin Xu, and the other party was quite surprised when he connected: "He went back to school a week ago, why, didn't he go home?"

At that moment, Lu Ge's anger was burned to the head.

He didn't even know how he hung up the phone with Lin Xu, anyway, he was so angry that his brain hurt.

That is, the day after the phone call, Lu Ge was still on duty at the hospital, and suddenly received a call from Lu Chen, excitedly saying that his little brother was back.

He was dazed on the spot with his mobile phone, while Lu Chen still smiled and asked if he was being silly because of being happy.

Lu Ge laughed dryly, his heart was full of sourness, and he couldn't find any joy after searching for a long time.

"Brother, you should get off work early today," Lu Chen said happily, still not knowing the seriousness of the matter, "We will wait for you to eat."

"Working overtime today," Lu Ge lied casually, raising the head of Lu Jiao who was sitting across from him, "I won't go back to eat."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Ge stared at the computer screen and sat quietly for a while.

He came back to his senses when Lu Jiao spoke weakly and reminded him that there was no overtime work today.

"Really?" He twitched the corner of his lips, "I remember wrongly."

Lu Ge has always been mild-tempered, and usually speaks with a faint smile on his face.

But today that smile was fleeting, and he was in such a bad mood that he didn't even bother to perfunctory.

Lu Jiao lowered her head and went about her own business silently, and when it was time to get off work, Lu Ge did not see any movement.

"Is there anything to be busy today?" She asked cautiously.

Lu Ge raised his head, but quickly turned his gaze back to the computer screen: "No, you can get off work as usual."

After Lu Jiao left, the daytime work in the hospital was basically suspended.

Lu Ge sat in the office for a while, and when it got dark, he took off his white coat and went to the cafeteria to have a casual meal.

It's quite strange to say, waiting and looking forward finally brought people back, but after the first step, they couldn't get out no matter what.

Two years and three months, Lu Ge was angry in the first few months, and he was also angry in the last few months.

At first, Chi Chao was so angry that he left without saying goodbye, but now he was so angry that Chi Chao never came back.

He didn't understand what Chi Chao was thinking and what he thought of himself.

There is a very important reason for this mentality.

It's "I clearly miss you that much".

Lu Ge has never missed anyone so much, including his parents and relatives.

It may also be because this is the longest separation he has experienced, and it is also the most silent and heartbreaking separation.

He hadn't even seen each other in his dreams.

After waking up, there was a sense of loss in my chest, as if a piece was missing, overflowing with longing.

I miss you so much, why don't you come back?

If you don't come back, then don't come back.

-

Lu Ge almost worked the night shift in the hospital, but he stayed up all night not so formally, and returned home when he was too sleepy after nightfall.

It was past one o'clock when he got into the elevator, he thought that he would meet Chi Chao when he went to Qi Qing's place tomorrow, and maybe the other party would come back after dinner tonight.

But he just deleted Chi Chao's fingerprints stored in the combination lock a while ago, and changed the password to open the door. This brat can't open the door, and he has to go back when he comes back.

Think about Chi Chao's expression when he realized that he couldn't get in at the gate of the station.

Lu Ge lowered his head and clicked through a series of messages sent by Lu Chen. They were all pictures. He glanced at the last one and deleted the dialog box directly.

Although the photo was just a background, he could tell that it was Chi Chao.

For some reason, Lu Ge began to subconsciously resist Chi Chao, and the displeasure and irritability in his heart seemed to gradually intensify and explode because of the approach of the other party.

Like an awkward elementary school student, secretly sulking.

Lu Ge knew that this kind of behavior was naive, but he just couldn't help but want to do it.

With a sound of "ding", the elevator reaches the corresponding floor.

Lu Ge put his mobile phone in his pocket, and just turned around when he got out of the elevator car, when the dim sensor light came on, his footsteps suddenly stopped.

There are only two households on the first floor, and in the shared area of ​​the narrow corridor, a nested figure pressed down on the ground and stood up with the backpack at his feet.

Lu Ge's throat tightened, as if a big hand had suddenly grabbed his neck, and he could hardly breathe for a few seconds.

That figure was taller than expected, almost catching up with the security door behind him.

Not only that, but also a lot stronger.

The shoulders are completely stretched out, and the bulging muscles can be vaguely seen under the slightly slim black short sleeves.

The loose army green training pants were put in the short boots, and the opponent was even dressed in the army. Lu Ge's first impression was that he was unfamiliar.

"elder brother."

This sound was extremely hoarse, and Lu Ge's forehead twitched.

He gave a casual "hmm" and walked over boldly and grabbed the doorknob.

With a "creak", the fingerprint is unlocked.

Lu Ge smelled some tobacco when standing beside Chi Chao, he frowned and opened the door.

Turning on the light and changing shoes, squeezed a little hand sanitizer and rubbed it on the palm of his hand, Lu Ge didn't even look at the people who came behind him, he stepped on his slippers and went to the bathroom: "When did you come back?"

"I arrived in Yuzhou at five o'clock in the afternoon." Chi Chao bent down and took off his shoes, and found that the slippers he used to wear were no longer next to the carpet, so he took half a step forward, opened the shoe cabinet, found out his shoes and put them on.

Lu Ge washed his face and rubbed his arms together: "Have you eaten?"

Chi Chao stood at the entrance with his backpack on his back: "I've eaten."

"Sit," Lu Ge came out of the bathroom, went to the dining table and even poured him a glass of water, "I'm sweating, I'll take a shower first."

Chi nodded dully, went to the dining table, picked up his bag and sat down.

He looked down at the half glass of water on the table, and then at a set of glasses that he had never seen before. He didn't know when he bought them.

"Your room is unlocked, go to bed if you're sleepy." Lu Ge said as if walking through the living room with his pajamas, and before Chi Chao answered, he went into the bathroom and closed the door.

Chi Chao's eyes stopped on the frosted glass door, and after staring for a long time, he slowly looked away.

He looked around the entire room, and the furnishings remained basically unchanged.

It's just... cats?

He got up and walked to the climbing cat stand next to the TV cabinet, and then bent down to look into the cat nest, but he didn't find the little pig that liked to rub people's ankles.

He opened the sliding door and went to the balcony. The big pot of honeysuckle and little jasmine he had planted before was gone.

The area of ​​two square meters was obviously quite empty, except for the white orchid in the corner and the blood-red rose in full bloom.

Lu Ge was dizzy after taking a shower, and pressed his wet hair by the sink. It seemed that a lot of water had been poured into his brain, so heavy that he wanted to fall to the ground.

The eyes of the person in the mirror are scarlet, and the Qingdai in front of her eyes is slightly haggard.

He didn't expect to see Chi Chao today, at least he didn't expect to see him like this.

But I have to admit that even though Lu Ge was still angry and thought about not giving him a good face when they met, when he saw Chi Chao huddled at the door, his heart seemed to soften suddenly. It slipped thousands of miles like a landslide.

This is his puppy, and no matter how long it's been lost, it will come back home.

The longing that had accumulated for more than two years seemed to have found an outlet, pouring out in an instant, with such a turbulent force that he couldn't stand on his feet.

Lu Ge raised his hand to cover his heart, closed his eyes and adjusted his breathing slowly.

He pressed his frowning brows and dried his hair as usual.

When the door was opened again, Chi Chaozheng was standing by the coffee table, turned to look at Lu Ge: "Where's the cat?"

Lu Ge looked wearily at the cat climbing frame in the corner of the living room: "Dead."

Chi Chao's eyes widened slightly.

Lu Ge opened the cup on the dining table and poured himself a glass of water.

"In February."

After he finished speaking, he took the remaining half glass of water into the bedroom.

"Brother," Chi Chao caught up a few steps, and gently pressed his fingertips against the door of the room, "I'm sorry."

Lu Ge paused, and the shadows in the room covered most of his body.

Can't see the expression clearly, and there is no words, only the slight heavy breathing, slow and calm.

"go to bed early."

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!