blowing clouds

Lin Ji went back and forth under the banner of not being allowed to live in the school. The old couple who were busy with business didn't think much at all, and even when they walked into the bedroom exhausted, they didn't notice that the two brothers had fallen asleep like they did a long time ago. same bed.

In the year [-] that has already arrived, many major events have happened, such as the opening of the Xikang Railway, the launch of the Shenzhou-[-] unmanned spacecraft, the announcement of the Olympic bid ambassador by the Olympic bid committee, etc., and Xu Donghai's wedding can be foreseen in the future, but in Chen Xiyang's heart , everything in the new century is not as good as those two hearts that are close to each other under the shadow of the tree.

The bedroom was the environment Chen Xiyang was most familiar with, but in the dim moonlight that groped his way into the room, his lying posture was somewhat stiff.

Beside him, Lin Ji's laughter was like a soft goose feather fan, brushing his body and heart at the same time: "Brother, didn't you always squeeze together before, are you not used to it now?"

"Is it the same now as in the past?" Chen Xiyang raised the corners of his mouth, of course he is not used to it, but this strangeness has nothing to do with any unpleasant emotions, it's just that the fulfillment of long-cherished wishes will always produce a bit of unreality.

What's more, he has no reason not to be excited.

"I have a lot of things I want to say, but I don't know where to start," Lin Ji said softly, "It seems that there is no need to say anything. Just lying down like this now makes me extremely satisfied."

It is conceivable what countercurrents they will encounter in the future, but right now, here, they only have each other in their hearts.

Chen Xiyang stretched out his hand silently, and gently covered the back of Lin Ji's hand.

The touch from the hand is very smooth, like a piece of jade, with almost no wrinkles and wrinkles. It seems to be the same as him, full of youthful vitality.Chen Xiyang was extremely thankful that he stepped forward bravely, and was even more grateful that the other party had been waiting for him. They didn't wait until they were very old to hold each other's old hands with regret.

Lin Ji held him with his backhand, interlocking his fingers, and his palms melted in each other's warmth.

Today's weather is even a bit chilly, they can completely get in touch with each other, but taking pictures slowly is undoubtedly interesting to them at the moment.

"I don't know where the love came from, I probably had feelings before the day I kissed your belly." Chen Xiyang didn't look at the person beside him, but he was all eyes on him, "That night probably scared you, right? "

Lin Ji smiled, took Chen Xiyang's hand and put it to his heart: "I wasn't scared, to be precise, I was shocked by the sudden surprise."

"Surprise?" Chen Xiyang's tone rose, and he couldn't help but look sideways at him, "So, you were emotional earlier than I thought?"

"Yes, earlier than you imagined." Lin Ji's eyes were purer than late at night.

Complacency and pride poured into Chen Xiyang's heart, but inevitably, it added a bit of bitterness. In the past few years, he endured suffering and hesitation day and night, and what Lin Ji endured silently was probably much more than him.

It would be self-deception if he said that he didn't feel it at all before, every time he looked at each other, it was worth a thousand words, but it was something they had tacitly understood and couldn't say, but now that the clouds are clear, all kinds of emotions will only make them stronger Cherish each other and will not increase estrangement and resentment.

Chen Xiyang felt the warmth and beating of the other party's chest: "After waiting for so long, you never thought about what if... if I keep choosing to escape, what should I do?"

Lin Ji was more open-minded than he thought: "I can't force you to do anything, but at least I can control myself. Success or failure is fate, and the facts have proved that I am still lucky."

After listening to it, Chen Xiyang knew that the other party was pretending to be relaxed. What I gain and lose my life are all humble words of a person favored by fate. If he continues to be cowardly, the pain of falling into an abyss will accompany him forever Looking at his A Ji.

Fortunately, after two years of wasting, what he saw and heard finally made him dare to face himself. Even if he had to fight against the secular world, as long as two people were together, the struggle itself would become sweet.

There is no need for Chen Xiyang to say these words, he just smiled along with Lin Ji: "Fate is good... In fact, I used to think that I was very unlucky, but now I know that my life is also very good..."

Lin Ji was suddenly turned over by Chen Xiyang and pressed under him, and heard the other party whispering in his ear: "Because of you."

In this situation, I am afraid that only abnormal human beings don't kiss each other. Fortunately, they are all normal.

Compared with the fiery passion of the first kiss, in a more secret world, they are more affectionate. The tip of their tongues explores between each other's lips and teeth, and they instinctively entangle each other.

Chen Xiyang pressed almost his entire body on Lin Ji, but this supposedly uncomfortable feeling gave Lin Ji a different kind of pleasure. The harder it was to breathe, the faster his heart beat, and his two hearts pounded to think. Embracing each other like masters, audible in the dark.

As for Chen Xiyang, there is no need to say more, the feeling of completely owning Lin Ji ignited his greater ambition and more instincts, the blood rushed to the heart and another place separately, his body became hotter and hotter, and he wanted to tear more and more. What, destroy something.

As if Lin Ji was not afraid of death at all, he tightly hugged Chen Xiyang's neck with one hand, and imprisoned his waist with the other, preventing him from leaving.

Chen Xiyang panted heavily, and licked the other party's soft lips like a newborn: "Why, it's not uncomfortable to hold you up?"

"It's not uncomfortable, is it?"

When Lin Ji spoke, the heat hit Chen Xiyang's face and ears, which made his already poor sanity even worse, but he still didn't want to have such a hasty relationship.

"Stop making trouble," Chen Xiyang pecked Lin Ji's face, "You need to prepare for this kind of thing in advance, otherwise I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable."

"My brother is so gentle."

Lin Ji's tone and expression were very well-behaved, but Chen Xiyang still felt as if he had been provoked, and pinched the earlobe of the other party as if punishing him: "Don't add fuel to my fire...you are my most precious person, no Let’s talk about picking an auspicious day in the calendar, so we should prepare it well before enjoying it, now we are all influenced by strong emotions, even if we do it, it’s the same as Zhu Bajie eating ginseng fruit, wouldn’t it be a pity?”

Lin Ji didn't know whether it was regret or emotion: "Then you just do it and endure it? Is it uncomfortable? I don't care, I'm used to it anyway."

This joke made Chen Xiyang feel sad again, and after lying down on the bed, he said with emotion: "It's not uncomfortable, as long as I'm with you, any pain will be sweet to my mouth."

"It's not just for the two of you to be together, go to sleep, brother, although I don't want to sleep at all, I just want to pull you to chat endlessly, talk about when you like me, when I am I like you, but you have to go to work tomorrow."

Hearing Lin Ji's words, Chen Xiyang had to admit that the flood of love was too terrifying. He completely forgot that he had to interact with the world outside of Lin Ji. A kind of sincere anxiety and resistance took root in his heart: "I don't want to go to work. , I just want to be with you."

"Go to sleep," Lin Ji smiled and held his hand again, "If the relationship lasts forever..."

"It's going to be day and night," Chen Xiyang interrupted him, "I've wasted so long, I regret it to death."

Chen Xiyang saw the smile on Lin Ji's face with eyes that were already familiar with the darkness: "Brother, don't you dare to be so kind to me again, otherwise I will really suspect that this is a dream I had under the banyan tree."

Chen Xiyang replied with a gentle smile: "Just treat it as a lifetime dream."

After all, he himself was moved.He was not Xu Donghai, and the reason for moving his face was not narcissism, but the sudden thought that this sweet dream also belonged to him, and that the nightmare that had haunted him for nearly ten years should also come to an end.

When you are in love, it is not easy to fall asleep. Chen Xiyang feels awkward lying down, and feels that there must be something wrong with him and the bed. Fortunately, Lin Ji didn’t tease him anymore. Chen Xiyang baked the cake for most of the night, feeling like it’s almost dawn Yes, I finally feel a little sleepy.

Because the beautiful dream was reflected into reality, Chen Xiyang's dream was empty during this short sleep.Fortunately, there is no, otherwise there will be some unsightly scenes in the dream.

When Chen Xiyang opened his eyes, he saw Lin Ji lying sideways on the same pillow and looking at him.

Even after one night, Chen Xiyang still felt his heart was full when he saw Lin Ji, and asked softly with a smile, "Did you sleep or get up early?"

"Can't sleep," Lin Ji rubbed against his neck, "I've been looking at you, wanting to touch you but not daring, it's really tormenting."

Chen Xiyang couldn't help laughing: "Have you always been troubled by this kind of thinking?"

Lin Ji thought for a while, then shook his head: "It feels different. In the past, it was a doll that I couldn't afford in the shop window. I only dared to look at it but didn't dare to touch it. Now I bought it for fear of breaking it."

Chen Xiyang hugged the other party in his arms with a smile, but kept the distance between his lower body in a strange way: "It's early in the morning, so don't keep saying touch this word."

Chen Xiyang's actions were simply trying to cover up, Lin Ji glanced there subconsciously, his face was a little reserved, Chen Xiyang thought he was shy in broad daylight, but the other party hesitated to say something that made him wonder if he was crazy.

"Brother... can I have a look?"

Chen Xiyang suddenly felt that he didn't know this younger brother well, and he was a little bit embarrassed when he was shy: "What do you want to do with this thing? Inspection?"

"No!" Lin Ji blushed slightly, after all it was dawn, he was not as relaxed as last night, "That's right, I haven't seen it yet..."

In the early morning, the house was quiet, and Chen Xiyang was sure that the other party was just watching and wouldn't do anything, but his heart was even more excited than when he first kissed yesterday, and he opened his mouth several times like a mute but was speechless.

At the critical moment, that thing is still crazy, the more it knows that it needs to meet people, the more it will not stop, and it wants to show off.

Like him, Lin Ji did not speak, but silently looked at him with a pair of dark eyes, like a deer, harmless to humans and animals.

Chen Xiyang was heartbroken, and raised his fingers to the side of his underwear: "I really have nothing to do with you, okay, just watch it if you like..."

Chen Xiyang closed his eyes by himself, with a generous and resolute expression on his face. After two or three seconds, it seemed like a whole year passed, he quickly put on his underwear, but to be honest, Lin Ji had already seen it, even if it took a long time A layer of fabric is still holding the pipa and half covering the face...

After resting on the bed for a long time, Chen Xiyang started to put on his clothes, habitually he didn't dare to face Lin Ji directly: "I'm going to work, you should catch up on sleep at home An Ansheng."

Lin Ji leaned against the bed with a smile on his lips: "What should I do, my vacation is only a few days away, and I suddenly don't want to go to school."

"In the future...the days will be long."

Chen Xiyang wanted to comfort him casually, but after mentioning it, his tone inevitably hesitated, and Lin Ji obviously noticed the reason for his pause.

Looking back at the past, Chen Xiyang saw the boldness that he lacked the most before: "It's okay, I will talk to my parents when I find a suitable opportunity, but no matter before or after, I will never shrink back from your feelings. Whether we moved out or sneaked around, even if we were kicked out of the house together and wandered around the world, we couldn't leave each other."

Without saying a word, Lin Ji threw herself into his arms.

When they walked out of the bedroom after the kiss, the scenes in the TV series did not appear. After all, the old couple had to get up early every day to go to the store to prepare, and the possibility of staying at home and hearing their brothers telling each other was almost impossible.

But even if that scene really happened, Chen Xiyang would, as he promised, not back down again.

The happy mood should last all day, but when he came to the gate of the unit, Chen Xiyang looked at the thick clouds gathering in the sky, and the emotion in his heart was finally replaced by worry.

No one thought that Gaopeng would leave so suddenly. This was terrible news for Ding Zhaoyan, and Chen Xiyang also shared weal and woe, as if there were only so much happiness that God sprinkled on the world. Enjoy life.

But no matter what he was facing, Chen Xiyang had to help Ding Zhaoyan to hold it together, the clouds couldn't always block the arrival of the sun.