Wang Zhijing

If this is your wish, then I am willing to make your wish come true.

Perhaps, it is to let everyone get what they want.

I give up, I am willing.

As long as you are well.

299 Su Yun – Rest assured

On the day I left Kyoto, the maple leaves were red.

Looking back at the light autumn clouds in Changle Mountain, I imagined the scene of the people worshiping on the day of the sacrifice.

After leaving that day, he never entered the palace again.Can't believe it was so easy to let go, but he did.

Thinking back to the last time he let me hug me, I still feel pain in my heart.

Qi Xuan is very thin, even thinner than imagined, and the hug is not enough, I really want to tighten it, tighter, so as to stop the weak trembling.

I think I will remember this man and never forget again.

Although, it's not the kind he wants, but I really want him to be happy and happy.I think he can understand.

It was on the way back home that I met Yueniang.She stood on the high cliff facing the river, and if she took a step forward, she would be doomed.

My father noticed her going up the mountain and called me to save her.I flew up and hugged her to the top of the cliff, but she stubbornly refused to shed tears and said, "Why don't you let me die?"

We brought her back to the Su Mansion in Lucheng.

At the beginning, she didn't talk to anyone, tried to die several times, but was rescued by her mother.My mother is the most compassionate and patient, and Minmin would chat with her when she got home, and she gradually talked about the reason.

Similar to what we guessed, this is a story about an infatuated woman who meets an unkind person.Yue Niang was originally a man in the hook bar, but after redeeming her body, she found out that the man already had a family.Yueniang was kicked out of the house when she was pregnant, and had no choice but to kill herself to end her remaining life.

The Su family is a scholarly family, obeys Confucianism and Taoism, and abides by etiquette and uprightness.But the parents are not the ones who are the sticky pillars, and they are very caring for Yueniang, and they never have the slightest dislike for her birth.

My father told Yueniang that he was alive and worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth, so don't punish yourself with the mistakes of others.It doesn't matter what others think, life is priceless, so don't do that stupid thing.

Yueniang gradually changed her mind, but her body became heavier, and sometimes when she went out with her mother to buy incense and household items, she would attract sideways glances.

The Su family was a family of nobles in the city, and they took in a woman of unknown origin, and gradually there were many rumors.

I asked Yue Niang what her plans were for the future.

She collected her bow as a courtesy, and said that she had planned for many days.

She said that she didn't want to hurt the Su family anymore, and planned to move out of Lucheng, return home to give birth to the child, and live a stable life.

I asked her if there were relatives in her hometown.

She nodded, but did not answer.

I knew that she had nowhere to go, so I told her the decision I had discussed with my parents.

She knelt down after hearing this, and shook her head in tears: "No, Brother Su, I can't trouble you anymore. My body is dirty and embarrassing, how can I tarnish the reputation of the Su family."

I helped her up and said: "Since you call me big brother, you are a member of the Su family. You should also know about me and Qing'er. For the rest of my life, I will not marry another woman. You marry in, daddy." Mother only accepted another daughter. Your child is the descendant of the Su family."

Yueniang was sobbing, knelt down and refused to agree.

I am not good at words, and it was my mother who persuaded her in the end.

The happy event is simple, and the rumors in the city will stop.From then on, Yueniang called me elder brother, commensurate with sister Minmin.Not long after her child was born, Minmin was also pregnant.Both are boys. Although my parents still have a grudge against having no grandchildren, they have never complained about my decision.

When Minmin returned home, the three generations of grandparents and grandchildren had dinner together, and the family was very happy.

Xiaoyu and Bianxin also like to tease the two babies. After Yueniang knew about them, she let the children recognize their godfather.Minmin joked that she was still a child, so she would never consider her child as a baby godfather.Pian Xiaoyu had a special affinity with that child, every time Minmin came, he begged for help, and made a lot of trouble.

On the fifth day after I got married, a special envoy from the capital immediately called my door.He handed me a brocade box, knelt down in a very respectful manner, and said: "This is a special wedding gift from Your Majesty to Mr. Su."

I opened the brocade box.

Inside lay two jade cups.It's not the pair I gave him back, but the dragon and the phoenix Xizun, engraved with the auspicious words of a century-old marriage.

There is also a letter in the box, which is made of ordinary juan paper, not an imperial edict.

He said that there is no other intention, just a heart, congratulations for letting go of the knot, and wishing happiness and beauty.

I know he, like everyone else, has misunderstood the intentions of this marriage, but that's fine too.

I thought about it, and asked the Beijing envoy to go back to the study to get the paper, pen and ink, and write a reply for a moment after thinking about it.

In the letter, I greeted you first, but I didn't use my title, it was just an ordinary friend asking.After writing this, I hesitated for a long time, not knowing what else to say.Perhaps there should be no writing at all?

But this gift came so suddenly and so quickly, I am afraid that someone will always report to Jingzhong about my recent situation in Lucheng.

Nothing to say is superfluous, I just repeated what I said earlier, I hope he is all right.

The reply was delivered three days later, and it was still the envoy from Beijing.

There is only one sentence to open.

As you wish, don't worry.

In the spring of the following year (Xuanqin eighth year), good news came from Beijing.The queen gave birth to a dragon son.After a few months, it was heard that there was another princess in the palace.

He actually received a letter from Jingzhong again. He wrote in a neat and elegant style, and asked me: Why don’t you add any more members to the Su family?

I looked at the letter and smiled. The reply was very quick this time.Tell him, I already have a son, Minmin also gave birth to a son and a daughter, and the Su family is thriving.

His reply letter was delivered half a month later, and he said that autumn is coming in a blink of an eye, and the maple forest in Changle Mountain is still dazzlingly beautiful.He refurbished the palace behind the mountain, and let the empress and concubine live with their children to enjoy the maple leaves.

In my reply, I talked about the autumn scenery of Lucheng, saying that although there are no mountains and red leaves here, there is a mirror lake without waves.

Since then, the letters have been exchanged intermittently, and there is always one letter in about a month.But gossip, there is no deep meaning.

The special envoy travels alone, from the palace to Lucheng, without passing through any official post.No one knows that there is a handwriting of the country's lord in Yanzhong after coming and going. I know that it is not appropriate to act like this, but I got used to it and became natural without knowing it.

Just as an old friend who misses from afar.

Ignore the identity and the past, and feel calm, I think it is also very good.

300 Qi Xuan – Withered

I received a reply from Su Yun again, I read it, folded it, and put it in a box.This box contains all his autographs and is placed by my bedside.

The sun above the head is like fire, and the maple trees are like burning.It's another year of autumn, when the northern geese fly south.

Recalling the shock when he got married and disappeared, the calmness of his heart is really reassuring.

That night I came to the Su Garden of Dan Palace and stood in the wind all night.

Yuchen accompanied me in the rain, and never came forward to say a word of comfort.

On the second day, he went to court as usual, dealt with state affairs in the afternoon, and reviewed memorials at night.

People will always get sick, but the king of a country always has his own responsibilities.Someone told me this truth, and I said to do what he wants.

I took the medicine, and the high fever gradually subsided. Yuchen stayed up for several nights and finally fell ill.

I asked Luo Yan to build a house outside the palace, and asked Yuchen to move in to recuperate, and Luo Yan would take care of him.

Yuchen never disobeys my words, and this time is no exception.I showed him the letter I sent to Su Yun, and said: "I didn't expect him to really let it go, and it's really happy for him to be able to start again like this."

Yuchen stared at me blankly, then burst into tears.

I stretched out my hand to help him wipe away his tears, and said with a smile, "You should also feel happy, so I will really let go, and I will have nothing to worry about from now on."

His worry and sadness were beyond words, I didn't say anything, and let him take care of him after he recovered.

The days passed like water, and it was another autumn in a blink of an eye (the ninth year of Xunqin).My two children have already met and greeted each other. My mother is very happy that the queen is peaceful and quiet. I have taken in a few more concubines. This year is another good news, and the palace will be even more lively in the coming year.The harem is harmonious and stable, and the queen mother no longer has to worry about it, and I am very relieved that she is in good health.

Recently, he has lost his appetite. Feng Yi took his pulse and did not reveal the cause.However, I feel that there is nothing wrong with using some appetizing soup.

Since Su Yun left, the old illness has never recurred.Although the belt is getting wider, I don't have any illnesses on weekdays, but I always feel tired, and it doesn't hurt to take more rest.

The queen mother is gradually relieved of my health, and the queen will surely boil some nourishing soup every day and bring it to me.I drank the soup and chatted with her for a while.I also heard rumors from people inside and outside the palace that they envied the empress.I'm used to being indifferent, so I felt a little warm towards her, and held her in my palm, never letting her feel slighted cold.

Inside and outside the ruling and opposition parties, there are many people who say that my temperament has changed.

Recently, it is indeed not as harsh and cold as before, and even if you hear something you don't like, you tend to be tolerant.

There are those who do good deeds and sing praises, saying that the world has a wise lord, and the country has a benevolent lord.

I have also heard speculation about the change of the king.

They made Su Yun even more legendary than Bai Gong. Not only did he still live in Dan Palace, but he also stayed with him for life and never married.

I think they're right about at least one thing.

I don't want to kill indiscriminately anymore, it is indeed related to Su Yun.

It was he who taught me a lot of principles of being a man and a king. Even if he didn’t say it personally, he used his words and deeds to deduce what is called a gentleman who helps the world and saves the people during the short time we get along.

Recently, I have been lethargic and can't eat much.After accompanying my mother and concubines to eat, I sometimes vomited again when I returned to the upper study.

Everyone else is hiding this matter, but Yuchen is shrewd and can't hide it from him.

Luo Yan told me that he couldn't sleep all night, and he became haggard and sick.

I called him to me and said, "It's not that I don't want to see a doctor, it's just that Feng Yi has seen it several times, and he can't make any sense. Telling the queen mother, it's just to make her worry in vain."

Yuchen didn't speak, took the