Wang Zhijing

, The eyes are complicated and difficult to distinguish.

I waved my hand and interrupted him coldly: "The Queen Mother told you something, right? Let him get over the past. You came to Beijing because of your father's illness. There is no need to get involved."

Su Yun looked after me.

"It was Your Majesty who involved me, and it was His Majesty who couldn't let me go."

I never expected that someone like him would say such a thing, I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly became furious.Smiling back in anger, I opened my mouth coldly.

"What? You want to appeal to the widow?"

If I am angry, the cold voice and the expression on my face can make the world shudder.Of course, Su Yun is not a man of the world, Su Yun is Su Yun, he never knows what it is to be afraid and retreat.

There was only a slight change of color on his face, he seemed to have expected my reaction, he kowtowed again, raised his head and said: "I don't dare. When I come to Beijing, I will meet the Lord in Fenglin, and I can't forget it at the first sight."

I almost thought that my ears heard wrong, what was he talking about?What kind of tone was used again.

Su Yun looked at me and continued to speak slowly.

"My minister always has the feeling that I have known the Lord for a long time. Every time I meet the Lord, there will always be waves in my heart, which cannot be calmed down for a long time."

I almost stood up, short of breath, tightly gripping the corner of the desk with my knuckles turning white.

Su Yun knelt there motionless, the light in his eyes looking up was as soft as the springs of Changle Mountain, clear and quiet.

He continued: "I can't remember what happened in the past, but during these days, my lord has taken good care of me. Su Yun is not a hard-hearted person. I am always grateful, and I am in trouble."

I let out a breath, and finally understood what he was talking about, and couldn't help but smile wryly.This is Su Yun, my Su Yun.The gentle and cruel Su Yun.

He didn't know that my heart had experienced ice and fire, fell from the sky into the abyss, or just narrated the distressing words in a soft and warm tone.

"Your Majesty is a heroic person, unparalleled in the world. Su Yun looks up to you like a star in the Milky Way, and the moon in the sky. When your Majesty smiles, my ministers also feel happy, but your Majesty feels uncomfortable, and my ministers can't sleep or eat in peace."

He probably felt embarrassed when he said this, lowered his eyes slightly, and then continued: "It's hard for me to say these words, but if you don't explain it clearly, your majesty probably thinks that I am a cold-blooded person who doesn't know what is good or bad. Sage Chang Lun."

I looked up and sighed softly: "Su Yun, when did you become so talkative? This is not like you."

Su Yun smiled, lowering his eyes even lower: "It's just because I can't see your superior like this. Like everyone else, I hope that your superior will be happy and healthy. The body is broken, and the humble minister feels inexplicable guilt, ten thousand deaths cannot atone for the sin."

"Really?" My body was cold, my heart was cold, but I smiled suddenly, I looked at him, "Do you care?"

Su Yun trembled slightly, "Yes." But he admitted it bluntly, "Except for the humble officials, the Queen Mother, and all the courtiers and people under the blessings of the emperor, they also care about it."

I waved my hand and smiled again: "No need to explain."

Su Yun, I have always been the person who knows you best, don't you know?

Nodding my head, I looked at him with a serious and stable expression.

"The widow has written down your words. The widow also understands your thoughts. You can go."

Su Yun paused for a moment, looking up, the worry in his eyes was undisguised.

I smiled: "Go, don't you think you can make the widow put down with a few words? Don't worry, let me think about it."

"Yes." He bowed deeply, stood up, bowed and walked away slowly.

298 Qi Xuan – Flowing Up

For the next month, Su Yun continued to deliver medicine every night. I stopped drinking and took it on time. As expected, my hematemesis gradually healed.

His intentions and care are sincere and honest, sometimes staring into his eyes, there will be a slight illusion.As if returning to Yuquan Valley a year ago, the man looked at me tenderly, telling me about the lovesickness that was about to leave.

I accept his care and cooperate with his therapy if it reassures him.

His attitude is respectful and measured, even if he is alone when he feels his pulse or is left by my side late at night, he is still stable and calm.

I really want to ask him, what kind of devotion to a person, how good is it, is it called love?If you don't care about everything about yourself and think about the other person, is it considered special?

I know he's been good to me, as he has been so many times in the past, making me feel good and warm.But he didn't know that this would give the dead heart hope again, and the destruction after the ashes would be even more cruel and unforgivable.

But I indulged myself to fall again, just like many times in the past, knowing that I would be bruised and bruised in the end.

For this man, I have never regretted it.It was in the past, it is in the present, and it will be in the future.

That day I walked into the pharmacy of Tai Hospital.The attendant said that Mr. Su makes medicine in his room every day.

It was just a whim, the autumn sun was so bright that day, it reminded me of my first encounter in Changle Mountain, I wanted to visit him, and make all the assumptions more real during the day.

It was afternoon, and the courtyard was peaceful.When I walked in, I saw Su Yun sleeping beside the stove.He rested one arm on the window sill, rested his chin in his palm, and still held the pestle for pounding medicine in the other hand, hanging by his side.

His sleeping face was familiar but unfamiliar, and his thin face did not damage his handsome eyebrows, which made people's heart ache slightly.

I didn't hold back, and walked over to kiss that lips lightly.

His fingertips brushed across his eyebrows and eyes, which was the reluctance and pain that had been described thousands of times in his heart.

He frowned in the dream, but didn't wake up.I stared at his face and finally left quietly.

Three days later, at the Liushang Festival, all the officials were invited to Changle Mountain by me.

It was probably the first time that so many people visited the side of the stream, the water was rushing, and they seemed to be disturbed and shouted.

I put down the jade cup upstream, but I didn't dare to pick it up. Everyone tacitly looked at the man sitting downstream.

The running water can also know the temperature and temperature, and the cup is safely delivered to the destination.The surface of the water swirls, and the cup floats and sinks, waiting to meet its hands.

After waiting for a while, the flowing water passed away and finally drifted away.

Su Yun pretended to be chatting with the people around him, ignoring the invitation on the stream, even though the person who was talking to him made countless winks to turn him back.

He understands my mind as I understand his.

It's just that I can't be thorough and cruel, and I always make things difficult for everyone.

The banquet was held as usual, and people toasted and sang.I drank a lot of wine alone in the pavilion.

Someone approached, Yuchen didn't stop him, I didn't bother to raise my eyes, and waved: "Go down."

Before Su Yun came to him, he bowed and retreated.

It was night, and he still came to deliver medicine.

I'm not naive enough to argue with him about this kind of thing again, and ask him to leave after taking the medicine.

He knelt down and held two similar jade cups above his head.

Without waiting for him to say anything, I ordered someone to take back the token that I had used as a token of love, and asked, "Is there anything else you want to say?"

In the afternoon, the internal officials sent memorials from various ministries, one of which was his, and the content was similar to that of all courtiers of the censor, and advised me to stand up as soon as possible.

Su Yun didn't answer my words, just knelt down.

Even if I don't look at his face, I know that he feels uncomfortable, has heartache and regret, is helpless and at a loss.

I've always been soft on him, and this time was no exception.

I called him: "Su Yun." The voice was soft and gentle.

He was startled, hesitated, and finally raised his head slowly.

I reached out, "Come here."

He didn't move.

I smiled and lowered my eyes.

He got up suddenly and walked over to me.He is always like this, and he softens his heart when he sees me disappointed, so he makes me sink again and again.

I took his hand, he struggled a bit, I looked up at him, and he stopped resisting.It's just the struggle and pain in the expression, which makes people feel distressed.

But I didn't let go, and said softly: "Su Yun, call me by my name, okay? Hug me, just like in the past, okay?"

He looked at me in shock, and I held his other hand tightly, smiling.

"One last time. Then, I'll let go, okay?"

Su Yun looked at me and didn't avoid it anymore, his eyes were tender and painful, he didn't hesitate for too long, and he stretched his arms to embrace my body.

"Qi Xuan."

He called me, in a low voice, almost inaudible.

But I heard it clearly and smiled and shed tears.

I put my forehead against his chin.Not daring to ask him to kiss me, I straightened up slightly and touched the corner of his lips with my forehead.

He stayed for a moment, letting the warmth of his lips soak into the cold skin.

I'm not sure if he actually kissed me, at least I had his warmth on the forehead.

Whether it can keep warm, whether it will be cold, I don't know, and I don't expect it.

At least, at this moment, he embraced me and called my name.

It was dark when he left.

On the second day, I summoned Feng Yi and removed Su Yun from his official position.Then an edict was issued to let the Ministry of Rites select the beauties of the harem, and the best ones will be rewarded to the Queen Mother and me, and the post-election ceremony will be held in a few days.

I stopped taking Su Yun's pills, the soup was bitter but more beneficial to my condition, I suddenly felt that it was not so hard to swallow.

The queen mother was very pleased to see my increasingly ruddy complexion.She chose for me several women of good looks and illustrious families, from which I chose my queen.

After getting married, I stayed in the middle palace every night. My queen was gentle and virtuous, and took care of my daily life better than before.

The shock and hematemesis never reappeared. During the Spring Ceremony in the seventh year of Xunqin, the Queen and I both appeared on the top of Leshan, worshiping heaven and earth, and praying for the people.

The deeds of the empress Qin Se and Ming spread all over the capital. This autumn, Yuchen told me that Su Yun and his family returned to their hometown in Lucheng. He heard that his father was in good health, and that he had also mastered Feng Yi's acupuncture and moxibustion skills very well.His younger sister married with her husband to Nanbian County. Although it is far away from the capital, it is very close to Lucheng. The family is still living together, and the family is happy and happy.

I am relieved.

Sure enough, as long as I let go, everything will be fine.