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99, she crossed the ocean and came to England, seeing you who still dream of me every night, her eyes, miss me like me

In July 1998, Lan Fang and Ye Yu graduated from medical university in six years together, and chose to come back to work in the First Hospital of Jingang City together.

The two were wandering around the busiest pedestrian street in Jingang City. The feeling of missing someone was still strong. Ye Yu noticed the travel plan to England and casually mentioned it to Lan Fang.

A month later, Lan Fang had started to work, Ye Yu postponed her work plan and went to England with the tour group.

At nine o'clock in the morning in London, the mood of being able to see that person immediately made her feel no jet lag at all, dragging her luggage, she could see the blue sky waiting for her from a distance, and her pace was getting tighter and tighter with her beating heart ... She dodged the crowd and rushed over, dropped everything and jumped on Lan Tian's body: "Hmm..."

"Heh...it's a little heavier."

"No one can control me if you're not here. I heard your voice... huh... um..." I hugged this person tightly again... all my body was telling her that it seemed that I had been waiting for this day for two years, without her In the past two years, it seemed that her life was very unreal. Only when she saw this person, did she feel that she had always existed.

"Heh... how are my mother and sister?" She said with a faint smile, without any ups and downs in her mood.

Ye Yu's hands almost messed up Lan Tian's hair: "It's all good, and I was asked to bring a lot of things, but you know I'm most afraid of a pile of luggage, so I brought a little bit."

"Do you want to come down? Look at the people who came with you are looking at us."

Her big eyes turned around: "Okay."

Standing on the ground and raising his head slightly, all the previous feelings came back without reservation: "Wait, don't go, let me take a good look at you."

Those two handsome eyebrows, like her voice, are still the same as before.Not changing, can be the most accurate understanding of this person, but if life has to make her change, Ye Yu looks into her deep eyes... Maybe he will never find the brilliance and enthusiasm of those years again.

The man glances around uncomfortably.

"Oh... I'm fine."

After two years, she may have been very calm. Seeing her pull up the suitcase and put Ye Yu's bag on her shoulders, Ye Yu smiled sweetly, took her arm, and said goodbye to the tour guide that had been discussed earlier in the morning.

Going to school with Lan Tian, ​​every other city will be like another world, not to mention the UK, which is so far away, the conditions here are better than Ye Yu imagined.It seems that Lan Tian is still so popular. Countless people came in to say hello along the way. Entering her dormitory, there are only two people living in her dormitory, so it should be very quiet.The writing desk and the bookshelf on the bed are all neatly arranged books.

"Where is she from?"

"France, a person who is easy to get along with. Now she may still be busy in the laboratory."

"You get along with everyone."

"Ah……"

"Fortunately, I didn't lose weight."

"what?"

"These are what your mother asked me to bring to you." Ye Yu took out two pairs of cloth shoes.

"Oh, thanks."

"Why are you being so polite to me? Besides, thank you for being in a hurry."

"Okay, huh..."

While rummaging through the suitcase, two girls knocked on the door and came in. Ye Yu saw Lan Tian greeting them in fluent English, and the girls rushed to kiss Lan Tian on the cheek. The UK has also done language work.Seeing this scene, I still feel uncomfortable. Maybe these etiquettes sound familiar to Ye Yu, but they seem too unfamiliar.

Lan Tian chatted with them, but Ye Yu didn't understand a word.Lan Tian came over and embraced Ye Yu, seeming to introduce Ye Yu, but the two girls did not use those etiquettes to Ye Yu, and said to Ye Yu in blunt Chinese with a smile and amiability: "Hello! Beautiful!"

Ye Yu was still reacting, Lan Tian translated for her, and her cheeks flushed.

Lan Tian seemed to introduce Ye Yu again, the girls went out happily, and were about to say something to Ye Yu, another girl came in with a piece of cake, insisting on giving it to Lan Tian, ​​Lan Tian took a bite, the girl seemed to be looking forward to it Blue sky reviews.

Seeing Lan Tian, ​​she should have praised Lan Tian deeply, the girl hugged Lan Tian happily, and spoke in a somewhat exaggerated tone, while Ye Yu stood aside in displeasure.

The girl finally went out, and Lan Tian closed the door.

"Heh...they are all my alumni and treat me very well."

"Oh...heh...uh...does anyone do your laundry?"

To this question, Lan Tian froze for a moment, smiled and did not answer.

"What do you mean laughing?"

"No, where did you go?"

"I think I still can't adapt to living here with you. Are you going to live outside with me these days?"

"Oh... I can see it, good."

I had fun with Ye Yu for a long time. In the camera, Ye Yu kept posing. I haven’t seen her in two years. She is not only cute, but also adds a little bit of girly charm, but I always think that if the camera lens ...It was the old rustle... How wonderful it would be... She misjudged Ye Yu more than once...

Lan Tian's fluent English was so fluent that Ye Yu admired it. In the restaurant, Ye Yu was at a loss for what to do with the English menu. Lan Tian ordered some British specialties for her.Ye Yu, who was already greedy, was full of praise for the meal, and during the meal, he found that the blue sky had some western elegance.

When I came to the hotel, I turned on the TV and it was all in English. Ye Yu was already sensitive to English, so I found a channel that seemed to be full of music.

It happened to be "Casablanca", nostalgia, longing, remembrance, two people's hearts so easily leaned back on a certain period of the past... In this foreign land that is so far away from Jingang, the memory is full of the past like a vine... the past One of the protagonists is in this room, with eyes that have dried up from tears, and fatigue that can be felt without having loved, it seems that there are only two words to describe this person in front of him-romantic.

Heh... it seems... standing next to this person... Ye Yu himself has become romantic...

She poured a cup of boiling water for Ye Yu on the table: "Are you tired?"

Ye Yu shook his head: "Will this delay your homework?"

"No, but I have to go back for a few hours in the afternoon the day after tomorrow, and you will wait for me here, just don't wander around."

"Oh."

"Tomorrow, I will take you to a place farther away. It was introduced by a classmate. I have never been there myself."

"Then we'll go the day after tomorrow."

"why?"

"Take me to go shopping tomorrow and buy some clothes for you. What you are wearing is still brought from China."

"It's okay, no need."

"Fang specifically confessed to me."

In fact, without Fang's confession or her mother's confession, only Ye Yu knows how much Ye Yu wants to give it away.She is still so simple, in this foreign country, although it can be seen that this simplicity does not affect her popularity in this place, she must be the top of this school, although Ye Yu has no way of knowing where she is because of language Case.

"She and Yuwen..."

"It's broken. He hoped that Fang would go to his city after graduation, but Fang didn't agree."

"Oh."

Why did she only answer one word oh?If you have never seen how the person in front of you loved someone, you might feel how little she takes her feelings seriously, how much she doesn't care about her sister's affairs. When Ye Yu heard this word, her heart not only ached, but also quickly wet stand up.

"It's about graduation."

"What about Luo Jun? Has Zehui—"

"Let's not mention them, shall we? We've never been close, but now that we're graduating, we're farther away."

"Okay, then...heh..."

"You don't have something to say to me, do you?"

"Last time I talked to my sister on the phone, saying that our house has been demolished, so how about a new house? Was it built by your father?"

"It's not my father's building, but it's pretty good. Atu has finished decorating the house, and your mother is waiting for you to graduate and go back."

"Then... what happened to Xiaoyu and Brother Atu?"

Her eyes dodged for a moment: "Uh...it's fine, it's fine."

Perhaps facing this person, this is a kind of inertial answer.

"Xiaoyu must be happy, Brother Atu is very good, Xiaoyu must take the road seriously."

"Hey, I didn't come here to listen to what you said. I'm not self-willed, and you can't control it anyway."

Maybe she really has no heart and power to take care of Ye Yu's affairs, she has no right to take care of others with her own tragedy, all her positive attitude towards life has been buried with that feeling, and there is only one left—compromise, and she glanced at Ye Yu lightly. Yu: "Drink it, it's not hot anymore."

Her refusal to ask further made Ye Yu feel even more gloomy. Perhaps he had to blame "Casablanca". After taking a sip of water, he still felt that he had nothing to say. He took another sip and looked at the blue sky and just lowered his head to make the bed.When she walked to the other side and wanted to make another bed, Ye Yu put down the cup and took Lan Tian's hand.

"Although there are two beds, how about we sleep together?"

Looking at the blue sky closely, the body's reaction came so quickly.

"Oh... that's fine."

The last desk lamp has been turned off, perhaps the question she wants to ask the most when she sees it from the airport, has she really learned to be calm?Still calm, but also in many ways.

"Is there any news about her?"

She clearly said it was easy to sleep, so she probably had this question in her mind for too long, she still couldn't help asking, but if she asked, it would only hurt herself more deeply, and she would never forget that person even more, maybe she shouldn't be taught how to Do it, she knows everything, and when she asks it, she really misses it so much that it hurts.

"The address I found was not very detailed. The people in the group said that she had resigned from her job and gave us Sun Qian's phone number. Fang and I never actually met her."

A seemingly indifferent voice came from the darkness: "Thank you."

In the middle of the night, Ye Yu seemed to hear Lantian calling "Shusha", and woke up suddenly, turned on the light and saw that Lantian was sweating profusely and was in a nightmare.

"God! God! God! God!!" Ye Yu sat up and shook the blue sky awake.

"Shusha!" When she woke up, she grabbed Ye Yu's hand, her widened eyes were still burning like that!so want to have...

Let go of the strength of your hands...

What I saw was Ye Yu...

The eyelids began to droop slightly...

Gradually becoming weaker...

The light in his eyes quickly dimmed...

"Xiaoyu..." He let go of Ye Yu's hand completely.

"You...are you dreaming?" She asked Lan Tian softly.

"Yes, it's okay, I woke you up."

"God..." He put one hand on her shoulder, and her shoulder was a little cold and sticky.

"I am fine."

"Be stronger, you have to let that go."

She did not respond to Ye Yu's words.

Ye Yu got out of bed and poured Lan Tian a glass of water, and went to the bathroom to get a towel to wipe her sweat, but the towel was not in Lan Tian's hands, and the towel followed Ye Yu's hands to wipe Lan Tian's face and body...

"Thank you."

"Stop saying thank you to me, and say I'm ignoring you."

"Oh."

"Do you often dream like this?"

"No."

Ye Yu gave up on asking.

He fell asleep facing Lan Tian sideways, and heard Lan Tian's more tired words:

"After I settled down at school, I wrote her a postcard and mailed it to her school with my address on it. She never replied, let alone whether she could still receive it. Even if she did, she was at a loss. Dare to pester her, she already has someone else who loves her, I know what I should do."

The heart is swollen and painful, it is broken, and it loses blood...

She already has someone else who loves her... She can't swallow the helpless hatred... Rusha who doesn't hate her, hates the world, hates herself.

Sending Ye Yu to the airport, she was still smiling, but from Ye Yu's point of view, this smile has turned the whole world into a desolate place, and it has also become hideous, and she... is still in one place, one age... guarding for something...

It doesn't matter what kind of emotion you use to hold this person's hand tightly. In front of this person, Ye Yu's emotion becomes insignificant. Everything is definitely something that the person in front of me can't tolerate anymore, it might be better not to let her know, it doesn't matter how much you wrong yourself, as long as the person in front of you gets better, say softly: "I know the pain in your heart."

"Heh..." She smiled and shook her head.

It's her nature to force herself to smile, but Ye Yu's heart hurts to the brow.

"Your heart is still where it is. God...you have to learn to change yourself."

Slightly nodded, she knew very well that this Xiaoyu was the true friend who knew her best in the world, many concerns were reflected in those big eyes, and the memory was very unbearable, but it was still in the last few months in Shanghai, it was very difficult to think back. It was gratitude, and he held her instead: "...you should say this to yourself, she is not the one you should wait for."

"I'm waiting... It's not her anymore, but the person you said, who can give me all the experience." Her eyes looked at the person in front of her with so much care, like a camera lens, focusing on the immediate She is about to say goodbye to her handsomeness, and try to store as much as possible in her memory space that has already collapsed.

She was relieved to hear Ye Yu say this: "Brother Atu is fine."

"You are also very good, allow me to wait for you?"

The world still paused for a second, and still smiled back, because it must be a joke by Ye Yu.

"Wait for you to come back, wait for you to come back and I will... bully you well, if you still can't cure yourself in the next two years, don't forget that I am also a doctor. Heh..." Both thumbs are stroking the blue sky Calluses on hands...

"Heh...you must be safe."

Turning around and walking out of the airport, it was because of something that her face was twitching as she looked ahead... When the tears fell, she immediately wiped them off with the back of her hand... and when they fell, she wiped them off immediately... It seemed that she hated these tears... She would have to wait no matter how many times she shed. She is not afraid of how much she will rub!She's not afraid...not afraid...