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98, God...I think...I understand too...I know how bitter the wine is...Actually...the ring is in my hand...

But Lan Tian forgot that it was something she had done before. There is a kind of love called letting go, and letting go so thoroughly that no one can give anyone another chance, don't let the instinct of love run ahead of reason again Besides, she has to go abroad.

On the evening of September 1996, 9, she received a wedding invitation from Beijing for the wedding of Sha Ying and Sun Qian, and the world collapsed.

She tidied up her backpack in a panic, stuffed money cards and some clothes into the bag, ignoring Xiaomi's questioning and anxiety...

Lightning split the sky, and the thunder resounded deafeningly. Lan Fang and Ye Yu were running back to the dormitory together. The ground was quickly wetted by the big raindrops. Many people shouted and ran to the roof to collect their clothes...

Xiaomi said anxiously: "You are finally back! Quickly ask what happened, she has to go to Beijing immediately!"

Ye Yu pushed Lan Tian's shoulder, his eyes were full of tender heartache: "God? Are you going to Beijing? Now?"

She didn't answer Ye Yu, but her eyes bypassed Ye Yu and kept looking at Lan Fang, the elder sister behind Ye Yu, which made Lan Fang a little scared and a little guilty.

"Xiaotian? What's the matter? Why are you looking at your sister like this? Is Rusha sick?"

Lightning, thunder, and rain were so loud that they covered the original noise of the world, but there was only a haze left, making people unable to see ahead. She didn't know how to answer her sister's question, and she couldn't afford to fly to Beijing immediately. She was awake all the time, she knew what she was doing, since she went to the airport and waited in vain for the rain to stop, why not follow her sister back to the dormitory and talk about it.

Already in the center of the dormitory, in front of the writing desk.

At this moment, looking at my sister, there is a sense of despair and sadness that I have never understood.

"Sister, what did you tell her?" She still asked her sister calmly, and slowly took out a wedding invitation from her bag, "I know this person, she doesn't like this person, sister, you said something to her ... something that shouldn't be said, right?" At this moment, tears were streaming down her face.

Seeing this wedding invitation and seeing her sister's appearance, Lan Fang felt distressed: "Xiaotian... what you shouldn't say is also true, but what you dare not say."

She interrupted her words, as if she had used up all her remaining strength: "Now that you know... you can ask me... why are you trying to make things difficult for her? How difficult are you for her... This invitation, you are finished Her happiness!" Facing her elder sister, she couldn't harden her heart, but she couldn't hold back the stubbornness of those two lines of tears.

Lan Fang lightly put the wedding invitation on the table, wandered her eyes around, but still firmly stayed in her younger sister's vaguely hateful eyes:

"... In the life that has just begun, there is no need to assert who can end who's happiness. She did nothing wrong, and my sister doesn't think she did anything wrong. You should be sober. Going abroad and responsibilities are between you. It's all because you don't want to tell her It’s all about what you have to do.”

"I have been unconscious, that is, I let her go to Beijing alone, but I filled in this Shanghai volunteer, I have been unconscious, that is, I don't go to Beijing to see her performance, I want her to forget me, forget me, forget me!!"

She opened her mouth...but seemed to be out of breath...she looked at her sister...she shook her head...

Seeing Wen Wen's blue sky so excited for the first time, Xiaomi turned his back sadly...

Ye Yu lightly shook Lan Tian's arms: "Don't worry, maybe it was Rusha scaring you again, it's not true. God?"

Lan Fang didn't dare to look at her younger sister, she looked away: "Xiaotian, there is something wrong with my sister—"

Ye Yu interrupted loudly: "Fang! You just need to tell her that this wedding can't be real!"

"...you should focus on the responsibilities on your shoulders, okay?" Lan Fang couldn't follow Ye Yu's thoughts, and looked back at this pitiful face: "Uncle is watching you, if I have Not knowing the extent of the development between you and her, Uncle Heaven must be disappointed."

"That's my father's fate!" She couldn't hold back her emotions...

"Uncle's fate will be continued by you!"

"I walk my own way!"

"Your surname is Lan, you must walk the way the Lan family wants you to go!"

"Then I will remove my name from the family tree if I don't practice martial arts anymore!!"

She shook her hand and slapped her sister hard on the face... She didn't allow her sister to talk more and more outrageous!

"Hey!!!" Ye Yu immediately pushed Lan Fang away...

Lan Fang's tears flashed and she couldn't tolerate it: "Auntie has decided your fate since the day you were born, stop talking nonsense like that. Go straight for me! Reflect on yourself!"

"Don't quarrel with your sister, okay?" Ye Yu walked back and carefully looked at the half of the face that was beaten, finger prints were hidden on Lan Tian's handsome face.

She bears this palm... She can bear it no matter how she spends her life... The only thing she can't bear is that she loses someone... She looked down at the concrete floor wet with rain when she came in: "Sister...you don't understand... ..."

"Maybe I don't understand, it's because I don't want to understand, I can't understand, why can't you understand this matter?"

"That's because you can't feel a kind of depth, so you speak easily."

Lan Fang retorted to Ye Yu: "But the world cannot tolerate such profoundness!"

"It's just that you can't bear it!" Ye Yu turned his head and looked at Lan Fang firmly.

"Xiaoyu!"

"If you thought that a slap in the face could wake her up, she wouldn't say in despair that you don't understand. Fang, that's a true relationship. How can you take it lightly?"

"Xiaoyu...don't talk about it..." Maybe Ye Yu said it hurt Lan Fang, so she sat softly beside the desk...

The wedding invitation at hand caught her eyes, whether it was sadness or happiness, she couldn't tell whether it was joy or sorrow, she was uneasy, but it also made her more persistent, and the matter was over: "I will attend her wedding on your behalf."

"No, I can stand it, I'm going."

"Xiaotian, I can't stop you when you grow up, but if you can't do it to bless her, you'd better stay here for me. With your emotions, I don't know what you will do Come."

"If it's true, let me take another look at her."

"Heaven..." Ye Yu and Xiaomi whispered together, they understood Lan Tian's words better than Lan Fang.

Lan Fang was extremely sad, she raised her head and emptied her misty eyes: "Xiaotian... my sister is not... not... a cruel person, my sister loves Xiaotian, Xiaotian knows... Looking back For so many years, your omnipotence, your one thing after another... If I were not your sister, I would fall in love with you, I am no longer surprised, but... really can't... Xiaotian needs to understand how my sister feels, okay?"

She looked at her sister and shook her head slightly: "Xiaotian didn't want to blame my sister...but Xiaotian wanted my sister to know...Although I have never told you face to face about the relationship between me and her...this life is as early as when I met her. , I have been trapped in this relationship beyond redemption.

Can't I really have demands?No matter how good I am, can I only be a baton for the Lan family?Sister...we were together on the way of growing up, but my heart has experienced countless...you...see it? "Her fingers floated on the red wedding invitation, gently covered it with her palm, and continued to choke and whisper:

"...What the hell is she doing...why did I say so much...so much...how should I say so much...Shusha..."

Her heart is broken...that's her rustle... how can she be allowed to go to someone else...

In the early morning of the next day, it had been raining heavily all night, and no one in the dormitory spoke. Seeing Lan Tian and Ye Yu going out together, there was no greeting, but the four pairs of eyes left in the dormitory were all concerned. And anxiously watching their leaving figures, when the door was closed by Ye Yu, sighs were heard in the air of the dormitory... into the ears of Lan Fang who was still lying on the bed...

The plane flew directly to Beijing.

When Lan Tian and Ye Yu rushed to the address on the wedding invitation, Sha Ying was wearing a wedding dress and was holding Sun Qian's arm. Sha Ying's parents and Sun Qian's parents were all there.The master of ceremonies officiates at the wedding and is saying something delightful about the couple...

Lan Tian looked at Sha Ying who was wearing a wedding dress, but couldn't say a word...

walk slowly over...

The road may be difficult, but it doesn't matter, we can walk together... The road may be too narrow, but it doesn't matter, we can hold hands... The road may need to be paved by ourselves, but it doesn't matter, no matter how hard Xiaotian works, it will make the rustle step on it firm ...Shusha... Xiaotian has a responsibility, but the responsibility is to be good to Shasha for the rest of his life...Shusha... Xiaotian vows to be good to you for the rest of his life...Xiaotian is working hard for you, not going abroad for fame and fortune...Shusha ……Why does Shasha really not want Xiaotian anymore…How can Shasha wear someone else’s wedding dress…

Sun Qian came forward with a smile and greeted Lan Tian, ​​whose seat was arranged next to the bride.

Sha Ying looked at Lan Tian who was approaching but didn't take a step forward, she could already hear the sound of blood dripping from her heart. Do it cruelly, hold back your tears, today is a day of great joy, anyone who picks one must catch up with a day before the end of September, rustle who does not belong to the blue sky, she no longer wants herself, she is no longer that rustle, but The Ah Ying that Sun Qian mentioned...

The two pairs of eyes looked at each other, so close that they could see that the ring was not on Sha Ying's neck...

...why... rustling...how did it...tears fell from her eyes that had not blinked since she came in the door...couldn't hear Sun Qian's greeting...only saw this her whom she had loved for seven years The rustling doesn't want her determination...

Lan Tian's hand was held up by Sun Qian, and a glass of red wine was put into Lan Tian's hand...

The eyes of the two never left each other, and the bottle and ring on Lan Tian's neck are still there... Sha Ying already wears someone else's diamond necklace around her neck... That was the place where Lan Tian kissed... Dear love people...

It has been too long, she choked up, still looking at her rustle... drank the red wine in the glass... the lost taste... the indescribable taste...

Tears poured down even more wantonly... Being in love has become what it used to be... Isn't it?

Two thin lips...soaked with tears, looking at her rustling, this face that has long been branded in my heart, said a word from the past:

"You don't want to...or don't understand..."

The bride's tears could no longer be held back...the eyes quickly filled up and fell down...quickly turned her back...

Looking at her shoulders and backs that have been hugged... can't hug her anymore... can't...

Here, a person who wants to die is not welcome to sit here...

Still can't hear other people's words...including Ye Yu's...including Sha Ying's parents...turning around and walking outside the door...from now on alone...that back-to-back...it really has nothing to do with her, That back-to-back turns everything into the past, that back-to-back, strange and terrifying, that back-to-back...forget "either for a lifetime, why once" forgot too many, many, many, many, many years in seven years...

He was helped out of the door by Ye Yu...

Uncontrollable tears...the surroundings are full of "joys"...

The bridesmaid, Xiaoju, dragged Sha Ying into the room, and the bride's makeup was all messed up...

Sha Liang went to the bathroom, only to see Lan Tian being helped out of the door, and his sister was dragged to the room by the bridesmaid Xiao Ju with tears all over her face.

"Sister! What's wrong with you? Sister Lantian is here but she's gone!! I'll go after you!!"

"Don't go!!!"

"why??"

"Stay with your brother-in-law." The words were all trembling.

"What's going on, why are you crying??"

"Xiao Liang...accompany Sun Qian...quickly...help me comfort...tell him I'm fine...go quickly..."

Sha Liang exited the room in a daze, puzzled and uncomfortable.

"Sha Ying..." What's the use of understanding this friend, nothing can help her, fully understand that Sha Ying's pain also broke Xiaoju's heart, she witnessed the deep affection that took several lifetimes to cultivate .

"Xiaoju..."

"Hold on..." What should I do?How should I help this friend... Xiao Ju burst into tears...

"I...know..." A silver ring left a deep pain in Sha Ying's palm...

I don't know how I got to Shanghai... I was supported by a person and walked a lot of roads, took a car and then took a plane...

Then take the airport bus to the city center, it was raining heavily, it seemed difficult to get a taxi, and Lan Tian ignored Ye Yu, and walked a long way in the rain as if without a soul...

Ye Yu bought an umbrella, and chased after it to support Lan Tian. Lan Tian ignored Ye Yu and walked slowly towards the school. She couldn't hear what Ye Yu said...

At the video store on the street, Jacky Cheung's "I Can't Forget You" came to Lan Tian's ears, and entered her consciousness like a crusade, she stopped...

What a sad... melody... and lyrics...

This song - made her cry aloud: "Why...how did I lose her...how did I...lose her..."

"God... let's go back to school first, okay?" Ye Yu accompanied her to collapse...

"How should I forget you...in this life...in this life..."

"God...god...don't be sad...god...let me...help you...go back to school...okay?"

"Shasha... Shasha..."

"Don't listen to this song...Let's go...I beg you...God..."

"Forget you... can I do it... Rusha... Xiaotian is so uncomfortable... Rusha... won't you feel sorry for Xiaotian anymore..."

"Please don't listen...don't even think about it...please come with me...let's go back to school...heavenly..." Ye Yu supported Lan Tian and burst into tears: "I beg you! Don't do this...please hold on Good?! God... the rain has already drenched you, come back with me..."

A taxi stopped in front of them: "Do you want to help? It's raining heavily!"

"Yes! Yes! God, let's get in the car and get out of this place."

When he came to the dormitory, Ye Yu wiped her hair with a towel, undressed her, and changed her clothes...

Lan Tian saw a stack of books on his desk, his eyes were obviously dry, tears fell so fast...

Ye Yu went to make lemonade for her...

No one understood the depths, so no one was on guard. Lan Tian stood up and threw all the books on the table on the ground, violently and violently tearing up the notebooks she had worked so hard for many nights...

The five girls in the dormitory stopped her together...

Fragments scattered throughout the dormitory, like a blue sky heart...

All in tears, in chaos...

Lying quietly on the bed and weeping, stroking the photo with Sha Ying, she started to have a high fever.

In the hospital, it was the first time for her to lie on the hospital bed so weakly, unable to fall asleep, but seemed unable to wake up...it was all her rustle...Dream back to swimming with her rustle by the Yangtze River, her rustle would be in the Dancing on water... Her rustle once bit her own lip for her...

Ye Yu, who was sitting by the side with Lan Tian, ​​held Lan Tian's hand, and was so powerless. He kept talking in his sleep, and this ending was more like the beginning of tragedy. Putting her hand to his lips... What to do... But Do get better...

Who should pay for the pain?This Lan Tian had never been sick. She stayed in the hospital for a week, and the high fever always subsided during the day and flared up again at night. Lan Fang was so anxious that she had no choice but to call her aunt to come to Shanghai.

Ten days later, Lan Tian was discharged from the hospital and returned to school holding her mother's hand.

Mom returned to Golden Harbor the next day.

Don't want to say a word.

Life has come to an end...

Seeing the five girls in the dormitory all glued up the torn notes for her...

Like sticking to her broken heart...

This is already a world that the blue sky can see through...

"elder sister."

"Huh? Xiaotian?" Hearing Lan Tian calling her, Lan Fang immediately sat down beside the bed.

"I'm going abroad."

"Uh...but if you really don't want to, my sister won't force you anymore. Really, my sister may have put so much pressure on you because she was too persistent before." But Lan Fang just wanted to slap herself after saying this... How long did it take to actually say such a nonsense that opened the wound, but Lan Tian quickly held her sister's hand, and she could see how sad her sister was.

"...No, sister, it's none of your business, it's Xiaotian's fault."

"Xiao Tian?"

"Sleep with me today, I haven't hugged my sister to sleep for a long time."

"Heh...well, good."

He fell into his sister's arms and grabbed her clothes tightly...

Hoarse and hysterical, he struggled and cried in his sister's arms: "Why...do you do this to me??"

Lan Fang's hands couldn't comfort her little one inch, one inch at a time, and Yang looked at this sister who was breaking down emotionally again and again in the air...

The dormitory is full of endless sorrow...

It was finally a sunny day, and the grass behind the library was flattened by the blue sky. Since the blue sky came to the school in the late summer of 1992, no one has repaired the lawn.

Ye Yu was worried, every time she accompanied Lan Tian, ​​even if it was very early in the morning, as soon as Lan Tian left the dormitory with the sword, she would follow.

Every time I see that Lan Tian's face is not full of sweat, but also mixed with tears that only she understands...

The day before leaving the country, she frantically practiced on this grassland for two hours. Her whole body was soaked, and she thrust the sword straight into the ground with her palm covering the hilt of the sword, her eyes angrily vacant in a directionless direction. the direction of...

Ye Yu felt sorry for her palm, but he didn't dare to disturb her, so he huddled on the side of the building and cried with his back to the wall...

On December 1996, 12, Ye Yulanfang, her classmates, three girls from the dormitory, and Tong Anqi, a professor, sent Lantian to the airport together.

"Lan Tian, ​​study hard."

"Well, professor, you must take care of yourself."

"Oh...Yes, I will wait for you to come back from your studies and treat me to dinner."

"okay."

"Go, say hello to your classmates and friends."

"Angie."

"Ah……"

"Thank you."

"I want to thank you, God..."

"I wish you happiness."

"Please believe that there is still happiness."

She couldn't let go of Lan Tian's hand...

"My good classmates, I will remember you."

"Blue sky! We are proud of you! Don't forget us!"

More than [-] classmates reported their names loudly one by one...

"I won't forget...thank you...thank you..."

"Sister, I'm leaving, help me take care of my mother."

"Don't worry, I will, Xiaotian, my sister may...for a while...not used to leaving you." After all, her eyes turned red, she was obviously looking forward to her leaving.

"Me too."

"Pay attention to your body." She took a deep breath: "Sister, aunt, brother Atu... heh... and Xiaoyu, waiting for your return."

"Yeah." Hugging her sister.

"Xiaoyu, thank you."

"Heh... Waiting for you to come back, and return me a lot of favors."

"Will do."

"It's... It's cold in the UK, please keep warm."

"Oh, didn't you buy me clothes, don't worry about me."

"I really... can't bear to let you go, heh..."

"Ah……"

"Await your return."

"Ah."

"Go, bye."

Blue Sky turned around.

"Hey wait."

"Ok?"

"Give me a hug, okay?"

Looking into Ye Yu's eyes, put down the bag in his hand, and picked up Ye Yu. Ye Yu put his legs on Lan Tian's waist and looked at Lan Tian. He didn't know what to say, and smiled: "Wait for you to come back... continue to hug me ...God...I also miss you..."

"Ah……"

It may be difficult to forget the pair of brackets...Ye Yu is laughing and crying...

Putting down Ye Yu, turned around and walked towards Lan Fang, and hugged Lan Fang: "Sister."

"Why are you so emotional?"

"Xiaotian will miss my sister."

"Me too, I will... miss my little Tian very much."

The plane takes off... Ye Yu's heart feels empty, is it an end or a beginning...

Whether Sha Ying and Lan Tian...

Or Ye Yu and Lan Tian...

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The author has something to say:

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Seeing that a relationship is about to pass away, it is right and understandable to retain it once, or even twice, but three or four times more will become entanglement.In this article, if you can bear it, you will endure it. If you confess, you will love to the end. Whether you will be entangled or not depends entirely on the character and attitude of the person in the article. It is no longer the author's final say.

We all know that we will meet many people on the road ahead, but since our hearts are full now, why bother to think about the people in the future? The person we fall in love with at this moment must be the best and irreplaceable.

Everyone is growing and learning when they are teenagers and young people. Often when we are 20 and 30 years old, we have different views when we face problems, because the ten years of life in the middle will not let people go in vain. And who has the insight to see who the future self will finally settle in his heart? Thinking about it, those who have worked hard for it will become a knot in their heart that only they understand, whether to untie it or not, It all depends on each person's personality and attitude towards love. Indifference, vigor, floating, sinking, picking up, letting go are all attitudes, and there is nothing better to judge.

Let 1 people write the word love, or write it 1 times on the computer. She can't do without a stroke, and she can't do without a stroke. She always has this word. Therefore, the essence of love is the same, and it has always been praised and loved. What spreads differently is often the time, place and name of the person. What is worth seeing depends on the character of the person in love and various backgrounds of the times, because this character cannot be copied; the era is gone forever.In this article, if you have never accompanied the person in the article through Chapters 71 to [-], you will indeed have difficulty understanding the character of the person in the article, and it is difficult to understand this relationship. You will only feel that you love so much. Why?

If we talk about the miracle of love, is it rare in reality?You can see a lot in Lin Huiyin alone. I believe that many people are walking a miraculous road. However, these people are very quiet and don’t need anyone to report their hard work. They just want to walk quietly. They have their own. Think right pursuit.

Thank you again for reading here, please continue to pay attention to the next "Similar Tenderness", and give it to my sister-in-law when I finish the draft (to explain: my sister-in-law is a very traditional housewife, and it is the first time I read this Lily-like article, After reading it, every time she asks me to go over for dinner, she will tell me to bring Lili with me. Lili is the girl who has lived with me for eight years. Every time I hear my sister-in-law say that, I am very happy , This novel may not only be written about love, but also reflect a kind of life, at least she was moved. Of course, I let her read it before I decided to publish it. I did some ideological struggle. Same-sex love , What kind of opinion does she have? At that time, I was very uncertain, but I still took the risk.) After watching the first part and this second part, she said that the plot of the second part is much more exciting than the first part, maybe It’s because the contradiction in the full text has been released, so it seems a little more intense, I hope it can give you the same feeling, and I look forward to continued pertinent comments from friends :)

Part Two: Similar Tenderness