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135, I obviously like you so obsessively...why did we come to this step...

When Sha Ying woke up, it was already noon the next day.Open your eyes...and see the warm and loving eyes of the blue sky...Many years ago she was lying on the hospital bed and opened her eyes to see her blue sky...even though the two places were separated many years ago...but You can still release your true love...

It's been too long since I've been in such a blooming mood. Is this a dream?

Sun Qian's voice appeared on the other side of the bed: "Aying, are you awake?"

Hearing this voice, that pretty face suddenly became resentful, she still looked at the blue sky and did not respond.

Seeing Lan Tian's distressed eyes, he pretended to be calm after weeping hard, and there was a faint smell of lemon when he spoke: "Shusha, are you hungry? Sun Qian has already bought your favorite porridge, do you want to get up?" Have a drink?"

Sun Qian heard another voice from the other side: "That's right, I searched many places to find this porridge. You know I'm not familiar with Jingang, so I finally found this porridge shop."

Lan Tian, ​​who was swallowing a lot of words, continued to look at her rustle and said: "Rustle... Anyway, drink a little, the baby is saying that he is hungry, didn't you hear rustle? Xiaotian can hear it."

"You knew already?"

Lan Tianyou tears began to roll in her eyes, she nodded and said softly:

"Healthy baby..."

But at this point... a tear trembled in the bottom of her eyes and fell... It fell on Sha Ying's still slender hand that once loved Lan Tian... This tear... is like in the simple dormitory many years ago... The sadness that can be easily provoked by a single sentence...is still the same as the temperature left on Sha Ying's face at that time...

"...Need a mother who is in a good mood every day..." The voice has weakened and trembled, "So, Rusha...don't be childish anymore, okay?"

"Why? Why?? Why???!" Sha Ying cried bitterly... She grabbed the quilt and beat her...

"Shusha..." Lan Tian held her hand tightly to prevent her from moving.

"I obviously like you so obsessively...Why did we come to this point? Why? We really can't go back...Because of this baby...we have...we can't go back...yes wrong?"

"Aying, don't be like this, the doctor said you can't be sad anymore, you—" Sun Qian was nervous about Sha Ying's emotions, but Sha Ying interrupted him hysterically: "I don't want to see you, you go!!!"

The helpless Sun Qian exited the ward helplessly and painfully. He didn't know what was wrong with it all. He loved Sha Ying so much, but they lived their lives for this reason... He listened sadly to her beloved The woman and other people's heartfelt mutual complaints... walked out of the door in silence...

"Shusha?" She saw Shaying's hateful gaze chasing Sun Qian, and her Shasha already had such a gaze... She turned Shasha's face to her...

Looking at each other for so long... Tears overflowed in the unblinking eyes and slid down to the chin, dripping on the quilt...

"rustle……"

"God...god...god...god..."

She has been calling this name all these years... Does this person know...

"Shusha...I'm...always...I...never go away...whether you want to break up with me or marry someone else, my heart is still in place..." Holding Sha Ying distressedly She kissed Sha Ying's hands...

"Could it be... as long as this is enough? Let our hearts... just hurt like this forever, just stand in my position and think for me. How could I disregard your future... If it wasn't for that scene Wedding, will you go to England? You have practiced such important swordsmanship for more than [-] years regardless of the weather...How could I allow you to suffer so much...God...I hate it... Sun Qian...he changed my medicine...I'm sorry...I'm pregnant with someone else's child...Ah..."

Hugging her Rusha into his arms: "Rustle..." The eyebrows seem to be glued together forever, and the heart feels like a knife...

"I miss you so much... miss you so much..."

"Shusha... I also... miss you..."

"Do you know how much I wish to conceive your child...that is my life's dream..."

"rustle……"

"Why did you hide the most important thing from me...during those seven years...why didn't you say why...do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to know something from other people..."

"...Why does Shasha care so much about things that Xiaotian doesn't care about...why can't Shasha continue to believe that Xiaotian can make the impossible possible...as long as Shasha persists...a little bit of selfishness...Shusha...Shusha ...can you come back?"

Knowing that it is impossible, I still have to ask such a question.

Speak against her blue sky cheek...

"This is his child..."

"...Did he...force you? Shasha...tell me, is he... nice to you?"

Sha Ying thought about the little things she had with Sun Qian, and along the way, there were many lonely tears, fears and deep longings...

"...Okay, very good...He didn't force me...God...Hold me tight...Hold me tight...Hold me tight...Just like before..."

Her whole body twitched with distress, she knew how timid her Sha Sha was, and hugged Sha Ying tightly to her chest, she must be lying: "Don't lie, tell me the truth."

"He loves me very much... treats me very well...don't worry...it's just that Shasha misses you all the time...he's...a little angry...we forgive him... shall we?"

My heart hurts so badly that I want to insert my ten fingers into Sha Ying's back muscles...

Is this the result of their love?

Once hugged, how to let go...

"...Shusha...don't go...don't go...okay...we...we..."

Sha Ying moved her finger to Lan Tian's lips and shook her head: "Don't say...don't go on..."

"rustle……"

"sky……"

"……well."

This love that can't be recovered... once again embraced her Rusha in his arms...

"Learn to adapt, okay...God...give me a good time... Rusha will...will... live well..."

"Is it Shasha's truth?"

"Then Xiaotian...do you still listen to Rusha?"

"You want to break up, you want to get married, and you want me to continue to listen to you...I will listen...to Rusha..."

Sha Ying cried bitterly and bit the flesh on Lan Tian's chest: "...Listen...just...don't stay where you are...love someone again...even if you don't fall in love, please don't be alone...don't be alone again... Wait for me, Shasha can't come back..."

"rustle……"

"Find a mood... a day... take down this little bottle... and this ring... Rusha won't blame you for letting go..."

Lan Tian shook his head: "Shusha..."

"God... Listen to me, Sasha is very happy to see your current achievements. I know you will never do anything to disappoint me, but why do you have to come back to Jingang? You shouldn't come back."

"How can I go away...I miss this city...I miss a lot...Shusha...It seems that there is only this city left between us...I may be a little stubborn, but also because I am cowardly, it is the only thing left, Let me go through these years without you, does Shasha still have the heart to ask me for more?"

"...but...but at least let me make you worth it, god...will you?"

Lan Tian nodded: "There will be many honors and medals... Sha Sha... wait for me to learn to be calm and no longer cowardly... I will come to hug Sha Sha's baby again, I hope she is a girl... like you... huh... ..."

But she only smiled hard for a second, then hugged her tightly...

Ye Yu, who was leaning outside the ward, stared blankly... If they can't be together in this life, how can she make amends for being smart at the beginning? Even if they are never together, how can Lan Tian forget Sha Ying? Who can replace Sha Ying? Ying?

Lan Fang next to her was even more sad. She felt compelled to break up a couple who were in love. Was she simply making excuses for herself?The joy of those two people embracing in those years... the most true love was destroyed in my own hands, and in exchange for the great sadness that the two people will never be together now, the words in it are heart-wrenching, as if they are in harmony with each other. Lan Fang had nothing to do with it, it seemed that Lan Tian had to blame herself for telling that lie to Sha Ying, how could she forget the words that she approached Sha Ying in Beijing...

Sun Qian, who was sitting on the lawn of the hospital, smoked a bunch of cigarettes next to him. In the hospital building, the nurses drove him around when they saw him smoking. He could only come to the lawn, neither heard nor seen Well, it's just that he hates this blue sky, and of course he regrets pushing her. How could he have thought that she was wounded so coincidentally, and she was still in grandma's ward.

Zhang Yang sat beside him, he was called by Lan Fang to comfort him.

"Take a breath of our cigarette." Zhang Yang handed him one, turned on the lighter and lit it for him.

"Thanks."

"Zhang Yang."

"Sun Qian."

"Some people don't understand, so I come here to sit with you."

"I also do not understand."

"No matter what, brother has to say, don't do anything to women."

When Sun Qian heard this, he thought that this person also didn't know anything. It seemed that there were not many people who knew the truth, maybe only the two of them.

"I admit, I did pass that day."

"I don't believe that Xiaotian will offend you. It's impossible for her to offend others. Everyone is busy these days, and we can't talk when we meet."

"Is she that good? Do you really know her?"

"Maybe I don't know much, but I'm definitely willing to vouch for her. Among other things, you can ask how her injury came about. She has studied in the UK for four years and is very talented in medicine. She is one of them. The greatest pride of the Lan family will also be one of the top ten outstanding youths in Jingang City this year."

"You are too good at boasting."

"Praising her in front of you may ease your atmosphere, but what I just said is true."

"How did her injury come about? I don't want to make another mistake."

Not far away is Sha Ying's ward. Maybe they want him to go up later, so they can sit here for a while longer and think about his irrationality. He knows that no matter how much he does, he can't make up for that push.

Zhang Yang answered the phone and wanted to go back to the company, he patted Sun Qian on the shoulder: "Sha Ying is a good friend of the others, if you treat her badly, they will unite to annoy you to death, huh... I'm leaving , there will be a period later.”