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134, God... Where are you... Where else can I go...

The sadness came too fast, too fast for people to react.

Sun Qian's silence may be due to grief, regret, or waiting for a more violent outbreak. Sha Ying has ignored Sun Qian's feelings, and the dozens of stitches on Lan Tian's back have made her disgusted and desperate for Sun Qian.Although this unfortunate marriage is the common choice of two people, it is fundamentally a mutual sacrifice for true love.This world is not time can certainly change some things.

One day after the funeral, it was also the fourth day Sha Ying returned to Jingang. Sun Qian had bought two tickets and was going to take Sha Ying back to Beijing.Whether deliberately or unintentionally, he also doesn't want to quarrel anymore. He believes in marriage, and he still believes that everything will be fine when he returns to Beijing. Here, they have met too many times. They look at each other so ambiguously, and they are infinitely close Holding hands, making him unable to control his emotions again at any time, he doesn't want to be a big villain, he doesn't want to think that he broke up between them, he originally did it out of love for her, but time and facts have proved As if everything was his fault.

"The luggage has been packed. I have to catch the car tomorrow morning. Go to bed early today, Aying. I believe that you will feel better when you return to Beijing."

"I know you've already bought the ticket, why don't you discuss with me which day to buy it? These days are so busy, I haven't had a good talk with my parents, they are in such a bad mood, how can I bear to leave at this time ?”

"We've only taken a week off."

"It's only the fourth day in a week, and besides, I didn't expect my grandma to leave as soon as she said it! Or she died while we were arguing. I feel very sad."

"I understand, I admit that I was not good that day."

"I said to myself that I should understand you, and I should forgive you as if nothing happened. You are about to become a father. I always thought that you were really tolerant of everything about me, but why did you always I can't stand it? My dad, my mom, how many times can we come back in a year? Every time we come back, we have to fight over some unimportant things. You are so worried. I am in this Jingang but here are my parents. They also need me at this time!"

"Aying, it's my fault. Don't be sad. In the future, I will definitely get rid of this problem of worrying about gains and losses. But I have already bought this ticket, so I won't be able to return it. It's the same to call my parents more when I return to Beijing. You Stop being angry, it's not healthy for our baby."

"You are not allowed to mention this child! Don't ask why, you know exactly what you have done!"

"Let's stop arguing and really stop arguing, Ah Ying, we are all tired, I'm going to rest now."

"You go back alone tomorrow, and I have to stay for another week to be with my parents."

"No."

"I know what you're thinking, and I know you can't change it!"

"So did I think wrong? You answer me, even if you don't go to her, she will still come to you! She is so lingering, and she is so indestructible after so many years between us. I am your husband. It is you who should worry about caring about the person who misses you so much that you love to death. I was defeated by a woman. These days, because I pushed her, everyone imagined how violent I was! So I have to endure you getting close Holding hands, have you ever looked at me so affectionately? Have you ever been nervous about me?!"

"I said I won't pretend! I said I don't love you! I don't even want to live in this world! You saved me and I don't thank you! Don't say anything useless, it's even more true that you pushed her! "

"Why do you want to marry me if you don't love me?!"

"Because I want her to go abroad!"

"What am I?!"

"I consider you my husband!"

"you have not!!"

"I have!! You want too much!!"

"Am I asking for too much?"

"I left her not because she couldn't give me anything, but because I found that I couldn't give her what she had to have...Although she...has never asked me a little...If you love someone, you have to start from I won't start with her if I ask for something from the other party, and if I don't start with her, today we don't know anyone in the world!"

"Don't impose your view of love on others! Don't make her sound like I want to thank her!!"

"Then I won't allow you to spread your hatred on her!"

"Then who should I hate??"

"Hate me!! Sun Qian... must you hate? If you must hate, come to me... If you want to ask the root of all this... I have already told you... Who wants to fall in love with someone? The person I love... who wants to walk the road that no one has traveled...you find that I can't love you...why do you do so much...she returned to China, she loved me so much but she didn't find Beijing... Why...she didn't want me, because she was afraid that her love would ruin me...at the wedding...she could pull me away and tell me that she listened to me...but she didn't...it's all because of her kind character Helped her make a decision... Her extraordinary wisdom also made her understand what it means to let go... Even if she hates me for accepting another pair of hands at a critical moment... She deeply understands how difficult it is for me to make that decision... I deeply understand that it's not just me and her...and you!"

"Aying... Is it true that I don't love you to a certain extent? Is it because I am so shallow that I can't understand? She understands righteousness...she knows how to let go...and I...only borrow a certificate to tie it You...you and her...I should look up high...what a noble love...but how humble I am to possess you...you may want to say...if I really love you ...You should continue to wait...Even if the result of waiting is that you still go to her after ten or twenty years...Isn't it? If I really love you, it should not be you who filed for divorce twice, but me, I don't I should think about what I will get in the end, I should just look at the happiness of the one I love from a distance like you and her, right? You really look down on me from the bottom of your heart... don't you? Don't you?!"

"I didn't! Please don't use ugly words."

"I'm afraid you've thought of me more in your heart—"

"I do not have!"

"Isn't that what you always say I want more?"

"I don't deny it! We have been married for four and a half years, because I can't satisfy you in that respect, so you don't feel that you have got anything, and you can't ask for it, which makes you feel like you have nothing! You just feel that in your eyes, I never gave you anything! I never made you think I existed!"

"You...you...you are right!! You are right!! Between us, apart from that certificate, what else is real??!"

There was a dead silence... Only two pairs of eyes full of hatred looked at each other...

"You don't talk anymore? Aren't you very talkative today? She is not far from you, don't be afraid, go to her at worst, anyway, she still likes you like that, my God, I What should I say between the two of you? Holding hands like that... makes me sick!!!"

"You...shut up...Sun Qian, you really...disappoint me so much."

Sha Ying burst into tears and ran away from the door...

Sha Ying's parents heard them quarreling and came just in time to dissuade them. Seeing Sha Ying running out of the house with tears all over her face, her father looked at Sun Qian who was also in despair: "Aren't you going to chase? Why don't you go quickly?!"

"Sister! Sister!!" Sha Liang didn't have time to hold Sha Ying.

Sun Qian picked up his coat and chased him out the door.

How could he find Sha Ying, sit in a taxi and let the master drive slowly to search all the way, but how could he find it, there are so many roads, if you take the wrong one, there will be thousands of mistakes.

Sha Liang picked up his coat and went out quickly...

The two elders were so uncomfortable sitting in the living room where many things were piled up because of the funeral...

Also driving aimlessly, the master asked many times, but Sha Ying didn't answer where she was going. In fact, she didn't know Lan Tian and Lan Fang's home at all, because their homes had been demolished and moved into all of them. New district.

She cried aloud, in the car... She whispered the word "Heaven", but her "Heaven"... is where, she doesn't know, where can she go...

The master was really worried about her. He heard someone calling "Tian". Choked up, fainted in the arms of the policeman.

When she came to the city hospital for emergency treatment, it happened that Lan Fang was on duty. She was terrified and asked the nurse to call Ye Yu and Lan Tian.

The result of the examination was that Sha Ying was nearly three months pregnant, which surprised Lan Fang and made Lan Tian... hopelessly distressed.

Lan Fang called Sha Ying's home to tell them that Sha Ying had been found, and Sun Qian and Sha Liang came together.

Maybe it was already arguing all the way, until in the hospital, Sha Liang didn't want Sun Jinjin to see Sha Ying in the ward.

"You are not allowed in!"

"Small light?"

"My sister never loses her temper. I've never seen her lose her temper! It must be you who is wrong!"

"Xiao Liang, things are really not what you imagined."

"I don't want to listen. I only know that my sister is unhappy. I always thought you were a gentle and patient person, but the facts show that's not the case. If my sister has something, see if I will let you go!!" Sha Liang looked at Sun Qian with great excitement and hatred.

Sun Qian knew that explaining was useless, he didn't want to continue arguing with Sha Liang in the corridor, so he went straight into the ward.But Sha Liang pushed him out again: "You can only see her if you are sure that sister is fine! Sister Lantian and I are enough for my sister!"

Lan Fang and Ye Yu came over and pulled Sha Liang who was too angry. Sha Liang looked at Sun Qian with terrible resentment. His beloved and adoring sister had never been so sad to run out. Sha Liang was frightened.

"Xiao Liang! How can you treat your brother-in-law like this?" Lan Fang held Sha Liang's arms and looked up at him in surprise.

"He is not worthy to be my brother-in-law! He hurt my sister, I can't let him go!" Sha Liang still looked at Sun Qian with hatred.

"Xiao Liang? Xiao Liang? How can you say such a thing?" Lan Fang felt that Sha Liang had gone too far.

"I'm not wrong! Ever since my sister married him, I seldom see my sister smile. It must be his fault! My sister is lying in it..."

Lan Fang was stunned, Sha Liang's words were more believable than anyone else's, Sha Ying's life...was very bad?Is it really bad?

Ye Yu walked up to Sha Liang: "Xiao Liang? You are still young. It is normal for sister and brother-in-law to quarrel. You see that brother-in-law is also very sad, right? When you grow up a little later, you will understand all of this. It's a very ordinary thing, listen to me and sister Fang, you can't talk to brother-in-law like this, okay?"

"But my sister came out sad. Sister Yu, Sister Fang, I remember you were so happy when you were studying together. Why do you look like this after graduation and work?"

Upon hearing this, Lan Fang leaned back against the wall even more uncomfortable.

Sun Qian clenched his fist and beat his forehead, how should I explain it clearly...

Ye Yu drove Sha Liang back to his hometown.You can't continue to quarrel in the hospital. Sha Liang is young and impulsive, so he can only try to persuade Sha Liang to go home.

The car drove to Sha Liang's hometown.

"Xiao Liang, have you been to your sister's house in Beijing?"

"I have been there. During the summer vacation of the year I graduated, my sister took me to play for a week. I still remember that I danced street dance with others in the square at the exit of the underground passage in Beijing. My sister was so happy watching it... But before I came back One night, I heard my sister and brother-in-law arguing. I also thought it was a trivial matter, and the quarrel was normal, but I didn’t expect it to be serious. Every time I come back during the Chinese New Year, the two of them often quarrel. Happiness, otherwise I wouldn't be running out in the middle of the night..."

"Do your sister and your brother-in-law sleep in the same room?"

"Yes, anyway, when I went, why do you ask?"

"Oh, huh...Xiao Liang, listen to Sister Yu's words. From now on, you can't talk about your brother-in-law like that, okay? Because your sister will spend the rest of her life with this person. If you treat her brother-in-law badly, then your sister will have a hard time. Do, now that your sister is pregnant with a baby, and because of this baby, things may be very different."

"But I didn't know that she was pregnant with a baby. My parents didn't know either. I used to hope that they would have a baby. What you said would be different. I don't understand. Is it because of this baby? Will the happy life continue?"

"Unhappiness may be just... superficial, sometimes... care too much, love too much, and quarrel, Xiao Liang, you may... don't quite understand..." Why did Ye Yu say such words?Are you giving yourself hope or do you really think so?Ye Yu was sad and even a little guilty.

"In my opinion, if my sister smiles as before, she is happy. If she can't see her happy now, she will be sad and run out now, so she is unhappy. It's as simple as that. I don't want to understand what you said."

Could it be that what Sha Liang said was wrong?Ye Yu was very sad, that was indeed the simplest reason, but Sha Ying at least accepted that man physically, and she was pregnant with a child. Could it be that there were other twists and turns in the process?