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111, upon hearing your news, I am anxious to come to see you

On November 2000, 11, Sha Ying's grandma's birthday, Sha Ying called home to talk to her grandma.

"grandmother!"

"Hey, Yinger, you finally called grandma."

"Grandma, Yinger misses grandma, is grandma in good health?"

"Okay, it's just that I'm too old to work anymore."

"Then bask in the sun and don't do it, listen to your parents, okay?"

"Yeah, I've been worrying about it all my life, and it's only at this age that I realize that it's never enough to worry about."

"Grandma, Yinger will come to see grandma during the Chinese New Year."

"Okay, once a year, my Yinger really doesn't want grandma anymore."

"How come? Grandma, how about I bring you to Beijing?"

"How can I get used to it? The building is so high, it makes me gasp when I see it."

"Heh... Grandma, you must take care of yourself."

"I'm old, and my bones are like this. Yinger, grandma told you that Xiaotian came to see grandma. She returned to China. Now she is working in the hospital and has become a senior doctor. She said that you have separated, Yinger. , Are you really separated? Yinger? Yinger? Talk to grandma?"

"Oh...Grandma, I'm here, I'm listening." Sha Ying covered her mouth and burst into tears for many reasons.

"She stayed in your room for a while, and then went back. Grandma couldn't keep her, and grandma couldn't tell you your phone number and address. She asked, where is Dahuang? I said, Dahuang died, and now he is Dahuang's son." It's..."

……

Weeping uncontrollably, she was moved and heartbroken for that person, she sat on the sofa in the living room...

My God...you are really back...to see grandma, not in Shanghai or Beijing, but back to Jingang, you...why did you go back to Jingang...are you going back to wait for me...do you still love me? Am I...the city we know and love, without the prosperity of Shanghai and Beijing, but we have an inseparable concern, am I...God...then should I go back...but...how should I go back ...How to get to your side...Should I be selfish and hurt others again, just because of your waiting, should I carry the hurt to the end...

When Sun Qian came home in the evening, the food was ready, but since the last time he got drunk, Sha Ying never had dinner with him again.

Sha Ying came out of the room.

"Today is my grandma's birthday. I want to go back to see her old man. I will leave tomorrow."

"Aying, why are you leaving in such a hurry? Have you asked for leave?"

"Not yet, I'm going to ask for leave tomorrow."

"The eyes are so red? Is it because grandma is in poor health? Why don't we go back together and take her over?"

"No, I'll just go back and see her alone. She's getting old and misses me a lot, and I miss her a lot."

"Oh... then... when will you be back?"

Sha Ying thought for a while, when will she come back? In fact, she really never wants to come back, and tears are about to flow, but she must hold back and calm down: "I will be back in three to five days, just go back Just look."

"Okay, then, I'll book a ticket for you."

"No, I'll do it myself, you are busy with your business."

"Aying, can I ask..."

"Ok?"

"Oh...it's nothing. If grandma is willing, you can take her over. It's just that we only have two rooms. Why don't you change the study."

"talk later."

Seeing Sha Ying walking towards the room, Sun Qian no longer had the heart to eat the rice in the bowl, because he knew that it had been exactly four years, but he didn't dare to touch Sha Ying's thoughts, he didn't know why he loved her so much, He loves so much that he has to endure it, his eyes are red, what will happen when she goes... Will she be with the person in her heart... Sun Qian looked at the rice in the bowl, he didn't know Whether it was right or wrong for him to tolerate this, he couldn't really stop her from tying her up.

Sun Qian sent Sha Ying to the train station. Sha Ying smiled and bid farewell to Sun Qian. Sun Qian couldn't understand this smile, whether it was thanks to him for his fulfillment, or the longing for this journey...Watching the train go away, hold her hand tightly He was punched, and his heart ached...I don't know if he really has the ability to endure it, he doesn't know if he is still a man, what's the point of that certificate...

When he got home, he sat on the sofa and watched TV. He couldn't watch the programs that were on. He smoked countless cigarettes and drank almost a dozen beers. It seemed that as long as she was in this house, it seemed that there was only one requirement... Why do you love her so much and need her so much?Four years later, she still ran to another person, and he sent her there... The beer bottle in his hand smashed hard on the coffee table, the beer flowed all over the floor, and the glass shards splashed all over the floor...

Sha Ying was lying on the train with her eyes closed, she couldn't think about the husband who was waiting for her, her mind was full of the blue sky in white robes, would she still hug her like before?Is she still moment to moment, minute to minute?Did she... ever hate her rustle?Tears flowed down unknowingly...she...will she mind that her rustle is someone else's wife?

After getting off the train, she clearly told herself that she would go back to her hometown by the Yangtze River first, but her footsteps and her heart were all heading for the First Hospital of Jingang City. The suitcases were directly stored at the train station. It's not the weekend either, she should be in the hospital.

Sha Ying's heart was about to jump out of excitement, the taxi was getting closer and closer to the hospital.

Stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Sha Ying got out of the car, without makeup, she knew that Lan Tian liked her without makeup, milky white windbreaker, and light blue jeans, with a blue and white bag on her shoulders, before she knew Lan Tian, She likes white and pink, after getting to know blue sky, she likes white and blue.

She stepped out of the car door in high heels and stood at the door of this hospital. Taking a deep breath could not calm her beating heart... Passers-by beside her hurriedly entered and exited this hospital, and Sha Ying's footsteps were trembling. For four years, she waited hopelessly because She knew very well that she couldn't wait. For four years, she struggled with another man... She was kind, she couldn't hide, she couldn't hide, she couldn't pretend, so the pain was always entangled with her.

Knowing that it was a mistake, but she had to make this mistake. She came to see this person she could never see again, and she was still looking forward to whether she could continue her relationship. I missed her lemon taste so much...

Walking into the hospital, the late autumn wind blows her still flowing long hair and windbreaker, and the emergency room seems to be busy. This place is always tense and busy. Is the person she wants to see also busy?In the operating room?office?in the ward?

She stopped suddenly, and saw Ye Yu and several other doctors and nurses in the emergency room pushing a patient in. They were in a hurry, dressed in white robes, and very airy. Sha Ying wanted to catch up and enter the emergency room to shout. out loud, but no.

Sha Ying lowered her head and walked to another building. The first floor is where you can register and pick up medicines. Many people are queuing up, and the nurses who come in and out are so busy.

Sha Ying came to the distribution map of the building, and saw an office area on the sixth floor that read "Blue Sky, Chief Doctor of Brain Surgery"

Then she is on the sixth floor.

Sha Ying walked to the elevator, there were too many people, Sha Ying chose to take the stairs, and doctors kept passing her, but there was no blue sky...

Going up to the corner of the half floor, Ye Yu was getting out of the elevator and walking outside the building...they didn't see each other.

Sha Ying continued to walk upstairs and came directly to the sixth floor. According to the distribution map, Lan Tian's office is the innermost part of this corridor.Sha Ying's footsteps were unbelievably urgent, and she couldn't help running over, but the door was closed, and when she looked in through the window, there was no one inside. Sha Ying reached out to hold the ball lock, the door was locked, and she was not in the office. The spherical lock seems to have the temperature of the blue sky on it, and Sha Ying has been reluctant to let go for a long time... Why isn't she here?where is she?The sixth floor is much quieter than the floors downstairs...

Sha Ying looked at everything in the office through the window. This was really her office, because Sha Ying saw a lemon next to the photo frame on the desk... Sha Ying laughed happily. Seeing this lemon was like It's like seeing the blue sky, although she is not there, although I don't know where she is now, but there is nothing wrong, she is very close to her blue sky...

Sha Ying walked downstairs happily, came to the fifth floor, looked around, and when she was about to go downstairs again, she was excited to see...her blue sky... talking with a male doctor Walking out from the innermost end of the corridor, she was not wearing white robes, but dark blue as if she had just completed the operation. The mask was untied and hung on her chin, and she was getting closer and closer to Sha Ying, walking briskly, Sha Ying had heard Lan Tian was saying: "Remember to not panic when encountering similar situations in the future—"

"Doctor Blue!"

A nurse chased out from the innermost end of the corridor, and Lan Tian turned back to look at the nurse.

"how?"

"Doctor Liu asked me to ask you, is the operation on bed 27 scheduled in advance?"

"Yes, tomorrow morning."

"Okay." The nurse walked towards Sha Ying, towards the direction of the elevator, but Lan Tian and the male doctor beside them did not come over but entered a door beside them, and the door was closed.

Hearing Lan Tian's voice, Sha Ying felt that she had returned to the past completely. There was a feeling that she still had her. She hadn't changed, she was still tall and thin, and she still had the same voice...Sha Ying was thinking whether to wait here or go. Blue sky office...

It's better to go to Lan Tian's office and wait for her.

Going up to the sixth floor again, two female nurses who were talking walked out of the elevator, holding a pile of documents in each hand, and walked towards Lantian's office.

"He's drinking lemonade instead haha..."

"Yesterday Xiaomei said that she saw him buying flowers. It seems that he made an appointment with Dr. Xiaolan yesterday, but I don't know if Dr. Lan has gone."

"With Vice President Zhuo's character, he won't do anything he's not sure about. I think Dr. Xiaolan should have gone."

"Even if she didn't go yesterday, she will go tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, sooner or later..."

"In a few years, Vice President Zhuo may become the president of our hospital. Dr. Xiaolan will accept him sooner or later."

"Ha ha……"

Then another elevator came up again.

"Ah, Vice President Zhuo!"

"Well, why aren't you busy chatting here today?"

"The documents are being brought up for you."

"Oh, just give it to me. I'll take it in by myself. By the way, I saw Dr. Xiaolan send me a message, saying that I'm waiting for her in the office."

"Oh. Ha ha... let's go."

"What are you laughing at? Two brats, let's go."

Listening to their conversation, Sha Ying was in a complicated mood. She walked slowly towards Lan Tian's office. At this moment, she found that Vice President Zhuo was also walking in this direction. She found that his office was next to Lan Tian.

Vice President Zhuo opened the door with the key, and saw Sha Ying, who looked sad, came over with the documents.

"Excuse me... who are you looking for? This is the office area. If you want to see a doctor, you need to go to the second or third floor. If you want to see a doctor, you need to make an appointment. You..."

Sha Ying looked up at Vice President Zhuo, who was the vice president, young and promising, mature and handsome, with kind eyes.

"I... went to the wrong place, thank you."

"Oh. Is there anything I can do to help you?" Vice President Zhuo couldn't help but take another look at Sha Ying. This lady was indescribably beautiful, and there was infinite sadness in her eyes. He wants to ask more.

Sha Ying thought for a moment: "...No, thank you."

"You're welcome."

Sha Ying walked to the innermost end of the corridor.

"Hey! You can take the elevator down! Uh, but there are stairs at the far end!"

Sha Ying turned her head to look at Vice President Zhuo, then walked towards the innermost end of the corridor, passing by Lan Tian's office...

Are Lan Tian and Vice President Zhuo in love?This thought made Sha Ying feel very painful. This Vice President Zhuo, and possibly the future dean, really matched Lan Tian so well... At this moment, she heard footsteps behind her, and she turned around. Her Lan Tian Looking down at a document coming this way, her Lan Tian has changed into a white robe, her hair is still short, and she is still so energetic, with the word "Tian" on her lips, but Sha Ying sees Lan Tian knocking Deputy Zhuo. The door of the courtyard instead of entering her own office, because her blue sky looked down at the things in her hands so seriously, she didn't see the rustle that was actually only a dozen steps away from her...

Sha Ying quickly walked to the innermost end of the corridor and leaned against the staircase wall...

Lan Tian just stepped into the door of Vice President Zhuo, but she always felt that she saw something, as if she heard footsteps, she retreated to the innermost end of the corridor and took a look, her heart was in a trance, but there was nothing, and she entered Zhuo again. The vice president's office, close the door.

I suddenly saw Lan Tian twice, but Lan Tian couldn't see Sha Ying twice, why couldn't she see her?

She already had a brand new life, did God not let her see Sha Ying anymore?

So close, they all came in the direction of Sha Ying, but they all turned in another direction...

Her blue sky...is she still in love with Shasha?Or, even if she still loves Xiaosha, should her Xiaosha enter Lan Tian's life again?What can her rustle bring to Lan Tian?And Vice President Zhuo is different, what he can give her is unimaginable... Sha Ying is full of conflicts, now it is not a question of whether she wants to see Lan Tian, ​​but a question of whether she should see Lan Tian... Can she I chose to break up with Lantian because of going abroad and responsibility. Now, maybe it was hard for Lantian to get out of that downpour season. Could it be that now I can really walk away from the world that is really far away from Lantian and make Lantian a truly beautiful one? future?

Why does my heart hurt so much... so close, do I still have to walk away silently?Sha Ying leaned against the wall sadly... At this moment, she heard her Lan Tian and Vice President Zhuo walking out of the office together...

"It was impossible to perform such an operation in the hospital before. Your arrival made everything easier and opened my eyes. Don't forget to eat together at the old place after get off work."

"Oh... I won't forget, but I have to go home first."

"Okay, hey, wait a minute."

"what?"

"I want to give you the imported lemons in the morning, but I have never had time."

"Heh...why do you do this?"

"Do you want to accept it? I brought them all. Why don't you open the door and I'll put them in your office?"

"Heh...heh...well, I'll accept it, thank you."

Lan Tian opened her office door, put the lemon on the desk, then walked out and closed the door, and walked towards the elevator with Vice President Zhuo.

After listening to all this, Sha Ying didn't have the courage to step out...

Her heart is telling her that she can no longer disturb Lan Tian's life. Her Lan Tian has adapted to the present. Important, Sha Ying is squatting on the ground... Shouldn't she be happy?Her blue sky didn't fall into a slump. She went abroad, and now she has returned to the country and has become a real big player. Shouldn't she feel gratified?In that wedding, she was not in vain to marry a man she could never fall in love with...

So... then... go away, go back... go back, don't really meet again...

Sha Ying walked downstairs... walked out of the building...

Approaching the entrance of the hospital, Sha Ying turned around again and looked at the hospital building...