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110, you can't understand her words, you can't read her eyes

On the sofa of Ye Yu's house on the fourth floor, Lan Tian went to the kitchen to find water, Lan Tu squatted beside Ye Yu and asked if Ye Yu was really just tired, Ye Yu's parents were not there.

An hour later, Blueprint had gone to work, and his Saturdays were always working.

Lan Tian cooked vegetables and egg noodles in the kitchen and brought them out on the dining table. He walked over to help Ye Yu who was lazily lying on the sofa. The house was very quiet. Seeing Lan Tian walking back and forth in his home, Ye Yu was a little busy, and Ye Yu smiled. Said: "I'm fine, just a little tired. I haven't slept well for the past few days, but don't think about doing a checkup for me. I'll be fine after a rest. The main reason is that today is the second day, and the wind is indeed relatively strong."

She pulled out the dining chair and helped Ye Yu sit down: "Heh... I know, but I can't sleep well, and there will be wrinkles on my face."

"I don't care about these, um...it smells pretty good."

"When I was abroad, I learned how to cook noodles and fry eggs. I know you are used to eating them, but this bowl of vegetarian noodles is quite nutritious. Let's just eat it?"

"I'll eat it if it's delicious."

"Ah……"

"Time is running out, you hurry up to eat and go to work, and you still want to talk about you, why are you arranging surgery on weekends, and Atu is the same, there is no need for this, there are endless things to do, and patients will only think that you should not be grateful , they won't know that you should rest today."

Lan Tian smiled and continued to eat noodles without saying anything.

"You can rest tomorrow, right? Don't demand too much from yourself. You only need to do your best when you work wholeheartedly. Life is not only about work, but there are many other things. Try to relax yourself."

"I know, eat it quickly, the noodles will swell when they are cold, can't it be that you have no appetite? It won't be too bad to eat."

"Heh... it's unpalatable."

"what?"

"Heh... I'll eat. Oh wait a minute, I'm going to play some music, you're so bored."

"Ah……"

When going out to change shoes, Ye Yu stepped forward and put the jacket on Lan Tian: "When will the driver's license come down?"

"At least for the next month."

"I'll take you there."

"No, you still rest at home, your complexion is really not very good."

"Oh, then you..." This person would be out of sight when he put on his clothes and opened the door, and he became anxious when he saw that she was about to wander off.

"Ok?"

"Can you give me a hug?" Why can't you be so impatient to love her?

"..." She looked at Ye Yu, very confused.

"...hug me...will you?"

When she was alone with this person, Ye Yu’s feelings seemed completely out of control. Sadness came from many places. Maybe it was because Lan Fang, who she liked once, really left with this person. Maybe it was also about why she is now Blueprint’s girlfriend , of course the most important thing is that she is powerless to melt and save a dead heart, she feels that she has done nothing although she has done a lot of things.

No matter how great your wisdom is, you can't see Ye Yu's true sadness clearly. Ye Yu once said that he wanted to be with him that night. It happened to be two people who couldn't get their sweetheart. They seemed to understand each other very well. Today, facing his sister and a man Let's go, she couldn't help it anymore, didn't she just want to keep Attu by her side in this helpless time?Even if she and Atu were given a chance, why couldn't Atu make Ye Yu fall in love with him?Could it be that she couldn't get out of her roommate life in college in those years?A lot of things happened to me in those few years, this girl can see very clearly, she must be confused about how to go about her life, and she feels so regretful...

Hold Ye Yu in his arms.

"sky……"

Being hugged by her is an instant melting of body and heart. Although this person's embrace is coming, it has the heartbeat that the person who does not want her has heard... Should I keep this embrace?Ye Yu's heart has been broken by that lost feeling. Even for the person she lost, everyone knows how much that person wants her. Can Ye Yu take over the responsibility of loving her?But she was so stingy in her arms, she was about to let go of Ye Yu so quickly.

"Relax at home, I have to go."

"Don't let me go too quickly and don't be so stingy." With both hands on Lan Tian's back...

When Lan Tian was still abroad, maybe life was too peaceful; after graduation to work, maybe the work and the golden boy and girl in the eyes of others made life irreversible, but when this person came back, those who were full of age also came back, I can't think of happy things, either sad, or moved to tears, and still so obsessed with this terrible memory...

Gently pushed Ye Yu away: "Xiaotian is going to work."

Still being pushed away, Ye Yu looked at her, don't affect her emotions, finally calmed down, let her go to work, she still has surgery to do in the afternoon.

"Stingy."

It was still the Xiaoyu in the memory: "Heh...Xiaotian is gone, bye."

"Stingy ghost! You are the cheapest person in the whole world!" Words spread in the corridor.

"Oh... bye." She turned her head to look at such a childish Ye Yu.

The hospital is very busy, and Lan Tian has not been able to leave work because of the operation and the close observation of the patients afterward.

The next morning, Ye Yu brought breakfast and was about to knock on the door of Lantian's office. Lantian and Vice President Zhuo came out of her office together to talk about the patient's condition.

"Hey, someone brings breakfast on weekends, I should not be lucky, Dr. Ye?"

"Vice President Zhuo, knowing that you are here with me, you must have bought an extra copy."

"Heh... I just told Dr. Lan that we went out for breakfast together. It seems that I can only be alone."

"Then I'd better hurry up and buy another copy, otherwise you won't be talking about me for the rest of your life!" After speaking, I really wanted to turn around.

"Hey! I'm not so narrow-minded. I'm just kidding. In this case, I'll go home and eat. I'm leaving. I've been on the night shift and I have to go home and sleep. Let's go first."

Ye Yu raised his eyebrows and pulled Lan Tian into the office.

"Is the spirit okay? Hurry up and eat first."

"How do you know I'm still in the courtyard?"

"I called at eleven o'clock and two o'clock last night, and this morning, saying that you are busy."

"A patient came to the emergency room. There may be an emergency at any time after the operation before the critical period. I can't leave for a while."

"Is it your chief knife again?"

"Only Vice President Zhuo and I studied brain in the hospital, and I was the only one who had undergone tumor resection operations like this. When I was in the UK, I was with Dr. Smith. He is an amazing brain surgeon and taught me a lot."

"Tired?"

"fine, thank you."

"What? So polite? I won't eat it for you!" She snatched the porridge from Lan Tian's hand.

"what?"

"Why are you so estranged with me?"

"Don't make a fuss, this is an office."

"I'm not here for work, and it's time for you to get off work."

"Xiaoyu? Heh... don't act like a child, okay?"

"Then you come and grab it."

"what?"

……

On Monday morning, Ye Yu called Lan Tian's home and said that she would be downstairs immediately, and she would pick Lan Tian to go to work together.

Unable to refuse, this Ye Yu is already on the way.

Opening the car door and getting in the car, the feeling of being picked up by someone really made Lan Tian feel uncomfortable.

Ye Yu grasped Lan Tian's uncomfortable expression, "Hehe...what's the matter?"

Lan Tian blushed when asked: "Or... don't come to pick him up, it's not very far, I can ride a bicycle." She began to scratch her forehead.

Ye Yu thought for a while: "Then you pick me up by bicycle tomorrow."

Lan Tian raised his head: "Huh?"

"Heh..." I was thinking in my heart, to see if she would take it seriously.

Lan Tu was waiting next to Ye Yu's car when he got off work in the evening, and saw Ye Yu and Lan Tian walking together: "I didn't go to your office to wait, I was afraid that your colleagues would make fun of me, so go to my house for dinner, Mom should already be waiting."

I can't blame him, but Ye Yu really didn't want him to appear like this, and his expression was imperceptibly impatient: "Why don't you call first to talk about it? What if the courtyard is busy today and you have to work overtime?"

"I called the hospital to ask, and your colleague said that you can leave work on time today."

The rear door was opened by Lan Tu, and Ye Yu pushed Lan Tian into the back seat.

"I want to sit in the back, you sit inside!" Ye Yu continued to push the somewhat dull Lan Tian.

Lantu smiled and closed the door for Ye Yu who got into the car.

She always hoped that Ye Yu could stay at night, and she always compromised in her insistence on the blueprint. Today, she didn't go back directly, but went up to the sixth floor.

Before Lan Tian fell asleep, many webpages were opened on the computer. Ye Yu signaled Lan Tian's mother not to disturb her, and walked over gently to cover Lan Tian's eyes.

"Mei? Rose? Junko? Or Jack?"

Ye Yu let go of his hands, lightly grabbed Lan Tian's neck, and poked his head forward: "There are so many people accompanying you abroad, how can you be willing to come back? You know it's me, but you just refuse to tell."

"Just say it's Xiaoyu, isn't Xiaoyu very boring?" Lan Tian held Ye Yu's hand and turned to smile at her.

Ye Yu pulled over a chair and sat beside Lan Tian, ​​looking at the dense English and some pictures on the computer. "I might be able to help you with what information to look up."

"No, I can do it myself. It's past nine o'clock. If you want to go back, it's better to go earlier."

"Let me stay with you for a while." She read the web pages opened by Lan Tian one by one.

"Heh...you should stay with Artud for a while."

Ye Yu's smile froze, and he removed his hand from the mouse.

Only then did I realize that I said something I shouldn't have said: "I... said the wrong thing."

"Then I'll go back, bye." Ye Yu stood up and turned to walk towards the door.

"Uh wait!"

"Is there anything else to explain?" She turned her back to the blue sky.

"I'm just...just..."

"Just what?" She turned and walked back, still wanting to hear her explanation.

"Sit down, Xiaoyu, just now...what I said is not all wrong, you have to understand, okay?"

"Everyone else can say that, but you can't."

"But there should be no difference between me and others, and I can't be different. Xiaoyu will be a responsible person when she grows up, okay?" Lan Tian sat next to Ye Yu.

"Responsibility? I need to be responsible for what I do? I just want to see you, my feet follow my heart."

"Your heart went with my sister, right? But Brother Atu, who has been taking care of you all the time, is your future direction. Xiaoyu must be rational, and if Xiaoyu really doesn't like Atu at all, Xiaotian also doesn't want to see Ah Tu getting deeper and deeper with a girl who doesn't love him."

"What do you want to say?" Ye Yu carefully looked at Lan Tian's complicated expression.

"Please Xiaoyu be serious with Atu and give him more time. His hug and shoulders are definitely the warmest in the world."

"You think I'm not serious, don't you? Do you mind if I ask you for a hug?"

"You give him too little time. I don't see that you care about him a little bit. This is not the case for two people who really love each other."

"You! You don't care about the way I am in love with others!"

"Either don't let me know. If I know, I have to take care of it. You obviously don't love him, but your relationship with him has developed to a marriage certificate. I don't understand. I don't understand why it must be like this?"

"I have someone I want to love. Seeing Fang go with a man makes me uncomfortable. That's because I find that I really can't hold on to anything. I can only watch those two stay in my life. People with traces of happiness or pain, I have my powerlessness, and Atu to the present is the wrong path I took when I fell, but please rest assured that I believe this path.”

"Xiaoyu? Why do you want to fall?"

"Haven't you fallen? The way of falling is different for everyone. You are falling when you stick a sword into the ground. You are falling if you no longer accept anyone. You are falling even if you come back with so many honors. And I, getting drunk outside is falling." , sleeping with someone casually is depraved, and marrying someone without caring about whether there is love is even more degenerate."

Lan Tian anxiously shook Ye Yu's shoulder: "What are you talking about?!"

"Your heart is dead. You once said that I will never be alone, but today you don't understand me anymore, do you?"

"Don't fall."

"God...Little Xiaoyu...remember? I hid her in a place, and I told her a lot of things from my heart...God...you changed a lot of things about me...do you want to know?"

"If the past that doesn't need to be mentioned has really affected you, but you have seen the ending, if you feel that it is too regretful and want to do something, you can give Xiao Xiaoyu to my sister, no matter what way she will do. To hide Xiao Xiaoyu's emotions, it must be hidden forever, Xiao Xiaoyu is Xiaoyu's other self, she understands."

"The other me...you think so, so you brought it back, but how many people in this world think the same as you? How many of you are there in this world?! I...what kind of person am I talking to? people talking?!"

The voice of Blueprint and Mother Lantian greeting each other came from outside the room, followed by a knock on the door of the room.

The tears in her eyes couldn't shrink back, and quickly wiped them with both hands, put away all the emotions she thought she shouldn't have, and turned to open the door: "Why did you come here, I said hello to Xiaotian and went back." Ye Yu seemed to be complaining, she lowered her head as much as possible so that Lan Tu could not see her eyes, and she could block some of the light from the room with her back.

"You didn't say you came to Xiaotian's place. Seeing that your car has not moved, you want to come to accompany you for a while." Lantu smiled all over his face, wondering if this endless accommodating could really capture a heart.

"I'm going back now." Turning around with his head down, the light made Ye Yu's face pale: "God, tomorrow...see you tomorrow."

"No, see you tomorrow."

Ye Yu was so uncomfortable that he didn't want to let him come to her house anymore.

Leaning at the door and looking at the backs of the two who were going downstairs, and listening to Lan Tu's wishful voice, Lan Tian felt uncomfortable.Does Ye Yu know what he is doing?How good it is to walk with Atu like this, but why do you interpret a correct choice as a wrong path when you fell?Let go of those desperate words, what can Lan Tian do?I don't want to ask anymore.

The next morning, Ye Yu was waiting for Lan Tian's call, always looking down from the window, what was he waiting for... That person wouldn't take it seriously, that person only took the other person's words at heart, not to mention the biker Bringing a person is the best memory of Lantian in those years. She may never bring anyone, including her sister. She may be too petty to repeat the good times with others. Even though the economic conditions are good now, she is still a bicycle. The sound of the wheels turning was more comforting to her than the sound of a car motor.

There were only 15 minutes left before work time, and it would be too late if he didn't leave, Ye Yu went downstairs sadly and drove to the hospital.

Seeing that Lan Tian had changed into a white medical gown and came out of the elevator with Vice President Zhuo, Ye Yu greeted Vice President Zhuo, his eyes fell on Lan Tian's face, and he still gave Lan Tian a sweet smile: "Thought you would Call me to wake me up, make me wake up late."

"what?"

"Heh... next time I'll set the alarm myself. I'll go up, bye."

"Bye-Bye."

The elevator doors are closed.

Be sure to stop looking for her, she "ah" what does she have amnesia?Ye Yu frowned in the elevator.

It really did, except for the necessary meeting with Lan Tian at work, Ye Yu never came to Lan Tian's house to look for her, although every time he came to Lan Tu's house, one very important reason was to be closer to Lan Tian's house.

Until, she helped Lan Tian, ​​who was kneeling in the middle of the road and crying bitterly looking for love, to stand up again...