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109, I miss you deeply, and she can’t help but want to love you even more, you think she is still stuck in the stitches of her sister

On the high Yanjiang Road, a blue POLO drove slowly and stopped at the place closest to the person facing the Yangtze River. A girl got out of the car, her long wavy hair was half blown by the wind. She instinctively She turned up the collar of her coat and stared at the Yangtze River. She was not balanced when she stepped on the sand, but she walked straight to the back of the figure in her eyes.The man who came down from the other side of the car closed the door and leaned against the car, watching the girl slowly approaching the back.

"sky……"

The deep voice, with a little nasal sound, passed by Lantian's ears, and was swept into the Yangtze River again.

Lan Tian turned around slightly, and continued to face the Yangtze River. Those big eyes could not disturb her sadness.

Ye Yu stepped forward to help Lan Tian take up the hat on his clothes:

"Don't move." She took out lip oil from her pocket and wiped it on Lan Tian...

"Don't stand here, let's go back, shall we?"

"Remember that song? "I Can't Forget You," she choreographed this dance."

I didn't expect this person to come here to torture me so anxiously. After the baptism of feelings, she became vicissitudes. Ye Yu looked at her, and she still looked at the Yangtze River.

Lan Fang went to Zhang Yang's for dinner and never came back.

Ye Yu was restless and always wanted to go upstairs to find Lantian. She was not interested in playing chess, watching movies, and playing basketball in all the things Lantu arranged. She sat on the sofa with Lantu and chatted absent-mindedly for a while. When she finally said her Wanting to go upstairs to where Lan Tian lived, her unbearable footsteps were as urgent as if she had finally let go.

Knocking on the door of Lantian's house, the TV in the living room was playing Jingang's variety show, Lantian's mother welcomed Ye Yu into the door, and said to the door of Lantian's room: "Xiaotian! Xiaoyu is here!"

"Oh." The voice came from the room, and the unhurried sound of slippers made Ye Yu's heartbeat irregular.

The door was opened, revealing a very handsome face.

"Xiaoyu? Why haven't you rested so late?"

But it seems that the sadness of the day has not completely faded away, under the warm light of the living room, Ye Yu can still see that her eyes are a little swollen: "I want to sleep with you today, okay?"

"Heh... good. Uh... Attu..."

Ye Yu walked into the blue sky room, turned his eyes to the computer, and the screen was full of English: "He knew I was coming."

"Do you want to take a shower? You can only wear my pajamas. Do you want to get it downstairs? Is there any downstairs?"

"Then wear yours. Why are you still reading the information? It's already 11 o'clock."

"Just getting ready to sleep, don't watch."

"Heh... do you feel uncomfortable when I come?"

"Why, Xiaoyu never says hello, heh..."

"Heh... I'm going to take a shower, take me to the bathroom and teach me how to turn on the hot water."

When he took off his clothes and lay down on the bed, Ye Yu directly pulled her hand pillow and hugged her under his neck:

"I still remember the last time we slept together, it was in England."

"Heh... why did you think of squeezing me here today? Where's my sister?"

"She's at Zhang Yang's place. She probably lives at his place today."

"Oh...my sister...doesn't she come back often like this?"

"Hmm... huh... her marriage with Zhang Yang has been planned, and Zhang Yang treats her very well."

"I heard from my mother that Xiaoyu... and Brother Atu's marriage..."

The hand that was stroking the callus on Lan Tian's hand under the quilt stopped.

Unable to hear Ye Yu's answer, she quickly understood the reason and said softly, "Go to sleep, good night." In the dark, she closed her eyes.

But Ye Yu, who was in his arms, climbed onto her body after saying "good night".

"Xiaoyu? What are you doing?"

"Oh... how about letting me lie down for a while? Good night, I have the final say."

I can still vaguely see that the blue sky is with its eyes open, and the smell of lemon is blowing faintly, mixed with some mint-flavored toothpaste. I really like her like this, my breathing becomes a little short, and I try to cover up the unbelievable feeling in my body when I speak. I couldn't feel Lan Tian's hand on my body.

"In a foreign country, have you ever been with someone... When I went last time, I saw many people were very nice to you."

"Ah……"

"What do you mean by laughing? That Korean girl who came to return the book, and that tall boy with blue eyes—"

"No." She replied simply.

"Really?"

"Ah."

There was a few seconds of silence.

"Ah……"

In the darkness, I couldn't see exactly what kind of smile Ye Yu was smiling, his cheeks were pressed against the blue sky...

"sky……"

Listening to this sound now, it's easy to hear other meanings, it's a bit ambiguous, she turned her face away.

"Xiaoyu, Ah... Ah Tu—"

"God..." Before Lan Tian could finish speaking, she said that again...

"Take care of your own happiness, Brother Atu is a very good person."

"You're a very good person too..." Her cheeks came closer.

She put her face on the pillow: "Don't be like this, Xiaoyu, brother Atu likes you very much, let's get together soon, brother Atu is worthy of Xiaoyu's life, don't hesitate any longer."

The darkness whitened her neck even more, and her stiff body directly turned Ye Yu onto the bed...

"sky?"

"Stop thinking about it."

"We are together." Ye Yu hugged Lan Tian's hand.

"Don't make trouble, don't be willful, we can't make a lot of trouble like in school."

"I didn't make fun of me—"

"Listen to me Xiaoyu—"

"Hear me out!"

"Hear me out!"

Disputes without knowing why, true confessions that are not waiting, and no matter how inflated they are, they will not be listened to.

"Listen to what you said? I heard you say that I should be with Atu well? If you insist on saying these things, why don't you just say that you are going to Beijing to find her so that I can hear it easier!"

"...I...I...I..." She turned over and went to the other side of the bed... Tears quickly filled her eyes...

I'm so sorry, why do you say such a thing?He wanted to put his hand on that shoulder, but stopped behind her.

Sad words came: "Can I still go to her?" Perhaps she had been asking that question.

"She no longer works in that dance troupe."

"She avoided me...she has been avoiding me since the day I went to Xinjiang...I was wrong...very wrong..."

"sky……"

"It was I... who forced her to take that step... Now that things have happened... Her affairs can no longer be related to me... I can't be at peace seeing her... Could it be that I regard her as my younger sister? Heh..." She couldn't be smiling, "I...I can't mess with her life anymore, already...she is her...I am me."

In the missing after losing, the night is darker and longer, living, will taste the loneliness.Ye Yu was so sad that he hugged her back and turned her over: "God..."

"Xiaoyu... No matter how much you like my sister, you once said that I should be glad that there is someone who understands me very well, so now Xiaoyu can be content, because I understand you in this world?"

"God I mean—"

Still before Ye Yu could finish speaking: "In your mind, just put A-Tu in your head, put aside everything else, cherish A-Tu well, he is absolutely worth it, and it's true to love someone you can love." The person who can give you happiness, I... the tragedy... is not enough for you to see? I'm tired, don't involve me in those things that shouldn't be involved, and I don't have time and energy to accompany you. Just Let Atu hold your hand, and let me watch you and your sister be happy, okay?"

"We're all happy...how about you?"

"I...will work hard...to be a person who is worthy of her decision...to be a person who she thinks is still worthy of loving that scene...to be a person who she will never regret knowing but always regrets missing Ah..." Arms stretched out to cover her eyes, she cried bitterly...

I can't bear to touch her again, these words and crying, condensed the loneliness and unwillingness that can't be reduced by half in those 1400 days, she may no longer be able to fall in love with others...

On the evening of October 2000, 10, Ye Yu felt very uncomfortable because it was the first day of her menstrual period, and she was thinking about sending Lan Fang to Qingdao to meet Zhang Yang's parents again the next day.

Lying on the bed, I thought of Zhang Yang's true confession to Lan Fang. Simple people are easy to be happy.

Zhang Yang is from Qingdao, Shandong Province. He is now the agent of Haiger Electric in Jingang City, and he is in charge of the sales of Haiger Electric in Jingang City. It may be because of his work. He always wears a neat suit and has deep eyes. His eyes feel a bit like a city, he has worked alone in this career for many years, and his words and deeds have faded away from childishness, but who would have thought that the smile when facing Lan Fang would be such a gentle man, or He found the right person at a glance.

Lan Fang's house was divided into two after demolition, and one of them was leased to Zhang Yang. That's how the two of them got to know each other. Ye Yu really couldn't fault Zhang Yang. He has maturity, intelligence, and career. And his appearance easily dispelled the male doctor who was pursuing Lan Fang in the hospital.This fate will be successfully cultivated, and the marriage contract between the two has been set in a year.

Because it has long passed, the pair of trousers were not packed into the suitcase, and what I brought back to Golden Port were the sneakers that Lantian didn’t want, the notes left behind, tennis rackets, and memories about Lantian that couldn’t fit in the suitcase.

So there is no pain in my heart at all, only blessings left.

The discomfort has long been due to other reasons. The person said that he only wanted her sister and Ye Yu to be happy. Is she going to hold on to that past for the rest of her life?And it's a person, and there are still such a long time... Losing a loved one, the time to live may become particularly long.

Ye Yu fell asleep drowsily, afraid of oversleeping, she set the alarm clock.

Although it was the weekend, Lan Tian was still at work.

Ye Yu took a rest and sent Zhang Yanglanfang to the train station with Lantu in the morning.Lan Fang took care of Ye Yu over and over again to help her take care of her younger sister these days, and the doctor could not make mistakes.

As he talked, he couldn't help missing his sister, so he picked up Zhang Yang's cell phone and dialed Lan Tian.

I could hear my sister's concern and reluctance here. It was the weekend, and the operation was scheduled in the afternoon. Lan Tian took a taxi to the station to see her off.

In Ye Yu's view, this sister changed Lan Tian's life, it was this sister who destroyed Lan Tian's happiness, but this sister didn't hate her sister at all, and still hugged and looked at her sister lovingly as before.Is it the nature of the blue sky or the nature of the blue family?Ye Yu faintly thought about this question.

Walking out of the station holding Lan Tian's hand, Lan Tu has already driven the car over.

"I'm going to work, and I have an operation in the afternoon." When he said that, he moved Ye Yu's hand into Lantu's, and said to Lantu:

"Atu, Xiaoyu's complexion is not very good. Don't let her get windy. Send Xiaoyu back quickly. The hospital is not very convenient. I can just take a taxi."

"Oh." Lan Tu looked at Ye Yu and nodded.

"My God? What does it matter if we don't go the same way? We have a car, why take a taxi? Let Atu take you, or send me back first, and then let Atu take you there." For Ye Yu, when he saw the blue sky, If you want to prolong the time, it is best to stop.

"Oh... yes, I can send Xiaoyu back first, you don't need to take a taxi."

Not allowing Lan Tian to say anything, Ye Yu opened the rear door by himself and pushed Lan Tian into the back seat of the car.

Along the way, the silence was so strange to everyone.Ye Yu leaned her head back on the back seat.

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Ye Yu's rare fatigue, Lan Tian held Ye Yu's hand, it was as cold as imagined.Lan Tian looked out of the window, and the scenery kept flashing... She really didn't love Brother Atu, so should she persuade Ye Yu to leave Atu, or let Ye Yu pretend like this...

When he went downstairs to Ye Yu's house, he refused to let Lantu get off the car to take her upstairs. He simply greeted Lantu, but he lightly pressed Lantian on one shoulder, smiled slightly and said goodbye with his eyes.

Just when Blueprint's mobile phone rang, he looked at the caller ID and was ready to answer...

And Ye Yu, who got out of the car and walked towards the door of the unit, took out the key from the bag, and accidentally dropped the key on the ground, she bent down to pick it up, and when she stood up, she fell to the ground with dizziness in front of her eyes.

Lan Tian, ​​who quickly got out of the car door, hugged Ye Yu and called her, and Ye Yu woke up in a few seconds, looking at him with a pair of familiar eyes that no one could heal the scar, and heard Lan Tu saying in his ears that he was going to In the hospital, I also saw that Lan Tian was carefully looking at his pupils and said that he didn't need to go to the hospital, then he carried Ye Yu across his arms and walked upstairs.

Even though she hated this person a little in her freshman year, she still remembers her cold care at that time very clearly.

Walking all the way up, looking at her profile, she has a past, and Ye Yu also has a past, but they are hidden like Xiao Xiaoyu, so unfair.

Is it to let this person watch other people's happiness?Lan Fang and Zhang Yang, herself and Lantu, are a very good couple, but what should she do?If this continues, who can be truly happy?How can she laugh alone despite the blue sky?Lan Fang is also impossible.

If she walks towards her, it should be the last thing she wants to accept in this life. If she walks towards her, it is nothing more than rubbing salt in her wounds. You can imagine her reaction. Wouldn't she be grateful to God for arranging so many things? People like her, Ye Yu's approach will only make her feel that the sky is ironic to her.

Looking at this face from this angle, Ye Yu's heart felt like a time when he huddled by the wall and watched her practice sword like venting, feeling distressed, but did not dare to get close.

Being hugged by her like this is so extravagant... After thinking about it, she only remembers that time in freshman year...

Swallow something and completely let this person bear the power.

However, when the first floor turned to the second floor, maybe Lan Tian thought of something, she couldn't possibly be weak enough, could it be that there was something wrong with her expression?What did she see?

"Atu, come here." Lan Tian turned around.

"Oh."

She widened her eyes towards Lan Tian, ​​and hugged Lan Tian tighter with both hands, but Lan Tu's hands were taking Ye Yu over like a child.

"I'll walk down by myself. I'm not a child so I don't need to be hugged." Ye Yu was about to struggle to get down to the ground.

"Let Ah Tu carry you up, you are weak, you shouldn't be asked to see your sister off, the wind is still so strong today, you need to rest well." He tried to separate Ye Yu's hands from the back of his neck.

"Xiaoyu, I'll hug you." Of course Lantu wanted to hug her.

Ye Yu let go of her hand and went straight down, holding on to the handrail to go upstairs angrily, but she felt dizzy after taking two steps. She lowered her head and grabbed the handrail to stop...

There are two pairs of eyes on the back, but they are really different. Lan Tian knows Ye Yu's state as if he is grasping Ye Yu's pulse all the time, and Lan Tu, or because he is a man, even if he takes care of him, is not necessarily the girl's favorite way.

So in the second that Ye Yu stopped there, she had already stretched out her hand to support Ye Yu's waist... At this moment, she realized that the blue map didn't mean to go against Ye Yu at all. In a hurry, I really want to tell Lantu that you carry her up to me, and she needs it at this time.

It's really bad to say such words, remembering Ye Yu's big eyes staring at her just now, she hugged Ye Yu again and walked up quickly: "Don't move, I will hug you, you are just a child."

Although she was taken aback, she still buried her face in Lan Tian's shoulder, secretly delighted.