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112, let go of you again...my heart aches utterly...you kneel in the middle of the road...I'm going to drive you crazy...

Goodbye...God...your rustle, really gone...you will be better without me, rustle understands, don't worry, my way, I will go well...goodbye...my dear... darling... darling you...god...

The rustling of the blue sky... the pain penetrated into the marrow... she turned around...

Lan Tian walked out of the ward on the fourth floor and came to the corridor. Through the window, she saw people coming in and out of the hospital...

Sha Ying turned around and walked outside the hospital...

"White... rustle... rustle... rustle!!!"

Lan Tian quickly came to the elevator, the elevator was too slow, she went straight to the stairs... ran straight downstairs... ran out... at the fastest speed she ran...

Ye Yu, who was waiting for the elevator at the elevator entrance on the first floor, saw the blue sky rushing out of the building, and was terrified of what happened, she chased it out...

"Shusha!!! Rushing!!! Rushing!!!" Lan Tian shouted loudly, anxiously careful not to let go of all the people covered by her sight, ran out of the hospital gate, came to the road in front of the hospital, came and went taxis and private cars constantly...

"Shusha!!! Rushing!!! Rushing!!!" Her voice angrily echoed on the road where the car motors kept making noises...

And the rustling of the blue sky is in one of so many taxis. The taxi has already started to drive towards the train station. Her rustling is sitting in the back seat and crying with her head down. Later, as long as she turned around and looked back, she would be able to see it, but she was too sad, she cried bitterly, and the pain of deciding to leave forever was no less than the hurt of that wedding, she made a decision again for her beloved Lan Tian... …

"Xiao Tian!!! Xiao Tian!!!" Ye Yu was chasing after Lan Tian...

"Shusha!!! Swish!!! Swish!!!" Lan Tian was still yelling crazily, calling her Swish heartbreakingly, not knowing which direction to chase... His eyes were burning...

"Xiao Tian!!!" Ye Yu caught up with Lan Tian, ​​and followed Lan Tian's gaze to look around...

"Shusha!!! Swish... Swish... Where are you... I clearly saw you... I clearly saw you, I can't be mistaken, Swish... Swish!!! Swish!!!"

"God? Did you read it wrong? You miss her so much that you read it wrong!"

"I didn't! I won't! I just saw her! She was wearing a white top and blue pants, and she was just at the gate of this hospital!"

"God, if she really came, how could she not come to you? You should be sober and rational!"

"I just saw her, help me find her quickly, where is she? Rusha... Rusha!!!" Lan Tian knelt on the ground sadly...

"God! Get up! Don't do this!! God... I beg you, get up quickly, can you not do this? You miss her so much, you really misunderstood!"

"I didn't read it wrong...I didn't read it wrong...I can't read it wrong...I...I remember her appearance too much...How could I be wrong? How is it possible?!"

"God... don't be like this, come back with me, okay? Don't be here, many people know you!"

Lan Tian burst into tears and distorted her entire face... She clenched her fist and pressed it against her forehead... She missed her rustling...

Is it really an illusion?That turning around, that back view, that girl in white dress and blue pants, is there really a girl with exactly the same temperament in this world?Even if there is, she really wants to see it, but she will never see it again...

In the evening, Ye Yu came to Lan Tian's house immediately after having dinner at Lan Tu's house.When she walked into Lan Tian's room, she was sad to see that Lan Tian was flipping through all the letters Sha Ying had given her, and all the photos with Sha Ying, spread out on her desk one by one, letters and photos scattered everywhere, The tears fell silently and so many on the ground and on the letter paper...

Ye Yu closed the door, walked behind Lan Tian and held Lan Tian's head in her arms... She couldn't see Lan Tian like this...

"God...why dig it all out? Hiding it and digging it out again is a very troublesome thing, because...you have to hide it again, why torture yourself like this?"

"I really saw her, I can't be mistaken, I will remember her appearance all my life, and I will remember it in my next life... in my heart... I remember it very firmly and deeply..."

"You miss her so much...Listen to me...God..."

Ye Yu was so sad that his words were somewhat incoherent.

"If she really came, with the degree to which she loves you, it is impossible for her not to miss you."

"Xiaoyu, by the way, Xiaoyu, it's still early. We... You came here by car. Let's go to her house, okay? Maybe she's at home right now. It only takes half an hour to drive there. Take me there." She has become like a begging child.

"It's not that I won't help you, but that I can't accompany you to go on like this. It's common to have delusions because you miss someone too much. You should understand this aspect when you studied psychology in college."

"I just can't believe I'm really wrong."

"Hey..." Ye Yu squatted in front of Lan Tian, ​​holding Lan Tian's hand, "Don't torture yourself, okay? You go to work in the hospital on the second day after you return to China, and go to her house on the first rest day. Knowing that you look at the Yangtze River...does it make me feel how sad you are? Your soul feels hopeless as if it has been hollowed out, but, God...the fact is that she is not in Jingang, she is in Beijing, with Sun I have been married for more than four years, and this is a true thing you have to believe."

How hard it is for her to speak at this moment..."...I believe...I believe that she already belongs to...someone else...I...believe...but Xiaoyu...I still love her so much...I still think about her... ...I still... still can't let her go..."

"...God... you must let go... okay?"

Tears flowed down with Lan Tian, ​​and it was difficult for her to choke up every word... But she still wanted to take Lan Tian to stop the sadness quickly.

"Put all these letters and photos away quickly, looking at these will only make your heart hurt more, don't turn them all out again, God, or else, I'll clean them up for you, I'll put them away for you, OK?"

"Don't...don't...I'll do it myself, I know I have to put it up, I don't know why I seem to be in a trance all day today, I can't explain it, I admit that I really miss her so much, I I don't completely reject your statement."

"Yes, you also have some doubts that you are an illusion, then it is really an illusion, so stop thinking about it, put these away, come, I will be with you."

Ye Yu began to tidy up the letters and photos on the table, and Lan Tian also began to put them away one by one into a photo album and a box, but after putting them away, Lan Tian couldn't calm down at all: "No, I have to go to her house to take a look. Look, don't say it's an illusion, I just intuit that she is in Jingang now, and that she is very close to me, if you take me to the Yangtze River, it doesn't need to waste a lot of your time."

"God! Don't be like this, okay? If you go on like this, what do you want me to do? What do you want to do with your own life?"

"Aren't you going? Then I'll take a taxi. If I can't get a taxi, I'll go by bicycle. I have to go now."

"You're crazy...why do you want to do this for someone else? She's so far away, she already belongs to someone else, is it so hard for you to admit this fact?" Ye Yu took Lan Tian's hand.

"I'm crazy...I'm crazy...I know I'm crazy, but I'm still alive...As long as I live, I can't get out of this feeling and I can't forget her...Xiaoyu...At least you let me Crazy day, okay? If she is really not at home, I will stop making trouble, and I will listen to you and never turn out her photos and letters."

Ye Yu looked at Lan Tian...both eyes were covered with tears...Ye Yu stroked Lan Tian's tears away with both hands, looked at Lan Tian's face, the pain of tearing open old wounds forced Ye Yu to stay with her Go crazy this day.

"Okay... I'll take you there. Don't cry, don't cry. Okay, don't let your mother see your sadness. It will take you a lot of time to explain, and it will make her worry about you."

"Okay. I'll calm down. We'll get dressed and leave right away."

Drive to Sha Ying's hometown with blue sky.It was more than nine o'clock at night, and the car was parked by the side of the road. Lan Xia was driving so fast that Ye Yu's high heels could barely catch up with her. After walking for a while, Lan Tian realized that Ye Yu was behind her, so she stepped back. He took Ye Yu's hand and walked to Sha Ying's house together.

The result was that Sha Ying's mother came out to open the door, but Sha Ying's father was not at home. Both Sha Ying's grandma and mother told Lan Tian that Sha Ying hadn't come back. Lan Tian still didn't believe it, and she insisted on going to Sha Ying's room. Here, she opened the door of that room, there was no light inside, she turned on the light...the room...was indeed empty, and it was exactly the same as when she came last time, nothing changed...

Lan Tian held back her emotions and followed Ye Yu back to the car, but cried loudly in Ye Yu's car...

The car drove towards Lan Tian's home in the dark... Lan Tian curled up with the co-pilot's head leaning against the car window... She was extremely fragile and weak... Her world was destroyed and desolate...

I had to admit that it was an illusion, and I had to admit that she had a wrong intuition... Her rustling really went far away... far away...

When she got home, she took the sword and ran downstairs, the flood of pain caused her to torture herself in this way, thinking about her rustling... her rustling...how could it belong to someone else... She really wanted a sword Stabbed myself... Those full pasts expanded infinitely with that rustling turn...

After an hour, I was so tired that I went back upstairs and sat on the chair, but my heart hurt so much that I didn't sit for 10 minutes and ran down again holding the sword. Ye Yu couldn't hold her back, and Lan Tian's mother couldn't see it.

Another hour passed, and she came back with her whole body dirty. Her physical strength was overdrawn. She went crazy, and without saying a word, she came to the sword room. Pick it up and put it away, and drag Lan Tian to take a shower...

Sitting quietly in the bathtub, I can’t do anything, tears are always pouring down, and my eyes are about to go blind... My thoughts are all in the past, thinking of this, thinking of that, it’s all about the past where we were so in love with each other so abnormally in love past!But...she lost her rustle...

Another hour passed, Ye Yu pulled up Lan Tian in the bathtub, wrapped her in a bath towel and helped her onto the bed, so worried that she would get sick... Randomly looking for pajamas in the closet for her to wear.

"Can you take two calming pills? You have to fall asleep quickly, and you have to go to work tomorrow. Or I will ask you for leave tomorrow."

Lan Tian closed her eyes and tears were still flowing to her pillow, she seemed to get up at any time, pick up her sword and run out to practice wildly, and had to find a way to make her fall asleep.

Ye Yu ran to Lan Tian's mother's room, and asked for two calming pills because she couldn't sleep.Soaked a glass of lemonade and came to the blue sky bed.

"God, take these two calming pills, you have to go to work tomorrow, but if you think you can fall asleep by yourself, don't take it. Huh?"

He finally heard Ye Yu's words, sat up and took the two pills in Ye Yu's palm.