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101, he began to ask for it... but I couldn't give it even once...

The next day, Sha Ying woke up and was fully awake. She suddenly remembered everything that happened last night, and saw herself stripped naked. She was so flustered and distressed that she was overwhelmed. She quickly went to the bathroom to take a shower... It seemed that no matter how much she flushed, she couldn't clean it... ... She slapped the tiled wall loudly... What happened to herself... Why did she accept that Sun Qian treated her like that? Could it be that she was too sad?

Putting on his clothes, he walked out of the room. Sun Qian had already gone to work, and breakfast was ready and placed on the dining table. It is true that Sun Qian hadn't stayed in the room last night, and she made the quilt for him yesterday.

Sha Ying couldn't eat breakfast, so she ran to the pharmacy in a panic, it was difficult to speak, and she didn't know what to say. The people in the pharmacy finally figured out what Sha Ying meant, and gave Sha Ying two kinds of medicine, one was emergency contraception. , one is long-term contraception.Sha Ying hurried home and took the emergency contraceptive pills as instructed by the pharmacist.

However, not long after, Sha Ying began to feel dizzy, nauseous and vomited. The side effects of emergency contraception were immediate. She lay weak on the bed, went to the bathroom again and again, and failed to go to work at the Children's Palace...

She put the medicine in her bag, and she was sure that Sun Qian would not go through her bag.

Sun Qian came back in the evening, because he bought a bouquet of flowers, he didn't want to use the key to open the door by himself, so he rang the doorbell.

Sha Ying opened the door, the white roses were so beautiful, but she couldn't get excited: "Why did you think of buying flowers, come in quickly, you can eat now."

"It's for my wife." Sun Qian smiled in every possible way.

"Oh...thank you."

Smiling lightly, he said thank you lightly, instead of putting the flowers into the vase, Sun Qian went to fill the vase with some water and put the roses in.

After dinner, Sun Qian rushed to wash the dishes, and pushed Sha Ying to the living room to let her watch TV and eat fruit. He thought that, very likely, another way of life would start between him and Sha Ying.

In the evening, Sun Qian was thinking about Sha Ying's reaction. He sat beside Sha Ying, stretched out his hand to grab Sha Ying's shoulder, but hesitated to put it down, and dared not speak.It was past ten o'clock, and Sha Ying smiled at Sun Qian: "I'm going to bed, and you should go to bed earlier." She stood up and walked to her own room.

"Aying, I..."

"I'll talk about it tomorrow." Sha Ying went straight into her room without looking back.

Sun Qian chased up and surrounded Sha Ying's waist from behind, kissed Sha Ying's face, and wanted to move his hands up, but Sha Ying tried to break away from him: "Don't...I...I'm going to sleep."

"Together we will."

"Sleep in your own room, we agreed."

"But last night—"

"Last night was an accident, don't take it seriously."

"I must be serious, I know you were sober."

"I'm sorry, I may have given you an illusion, and now I have to correct it."

"Aying, Aying!" Sun Qian hugged Sha Ying who was trying to break free, "It's not an illusion, I love you, I miss you, I really miss you."

"Sun Qian, give me some more time, please let me go."

"But--"

"Really give me some more time, let go of me."

"Aying!"

"Let go of me!"

Sun Qian was helpless, watching Sha Ying break free from his arms, the door was closed, and he heard the sound of locking it again, Sun Qian stood outside Sha Ying's door, frustrated and made him sit down heavily. on the sofa……

For Sun Qian, after trying it for the first time, he can no longer stop thinking about it. This kind of temptation is really hard for him to resist, but he can't force her because he loves her.That door seemed to separate him from her by thousands of mountains, but Sun Qian clearly remembered that she let him go yesterday, and he believed that as long as he did better, she would definitely accept him again.

Sha Ying was lying on the bed looking at the postcard with tears all over her face. What happened last night had to remind her of the past between her and Lan Tian. She needed Lan Tian so much and couldn't wait to kiss her, hug her, love her, and be embraced by her. Feeling... the taste of her body, the delicate and smooth skin... her heartbeat, her smile, her hands, her thin lips... She is so desirable to Sha Ying, lying on Lan Tian's body, so reluctant to let go Without her, she is a large part of Sha Ying's body. Without her, Sha Ying's life is numb and difficult, and she is inexplicably paranoid about sex life...

She has already brought all the photos and letters about Lan Tian back to her old home in Jingang. In this house, there is no one left of Lan Tian. After marrying Sun Qian, she is determined to live a good life. After making up her mind ten thousand times, Sun Qian cared for her in every possible way, but it was still difficult for her to give herself to this man. She couldn't take that step, because she always thought that if she really gave her body to someone else, her blue sky How uncomfortable it must be... This discomfort... will be magnified many times in her heart... She has always cared about everything about Lan Tian, ​​before, and now, she still can't control her current identity.Two years have passed, holding this postcard in my hand, between the familiar lines, the mood that was written by Lan Tian, ​​I put the postcard on my chest in pain so much that I want to die...

Missing came rushing in, and the movie replays in my mind were full of Lan Tian teaching his younger brother to practice martial arts by the Yangtze River. There was their deep love listening to the sound of the river waves...

Missing has almost destroyed Sha Ying's mind like poisoned wine...

how to forget her smile the calluses of her hands...

How to forget that she coaxed her to do the questions in various ways...

How to forget the name "Shasha" that she called by mistake but sounded so beautiful...

How to forget that she endured the pain and carried her "trophy" to Shanghai...

How to forget is because Sha Ying forced her to fall in love with her for two train tickets...

How to forget that her "blue sand" is cherished by her...

How to forget that she said that the world is changing every minute, but she is still on that road... carrying her...

All kinds, everything, many, the memories are endless, Sha Ying's life has passed...

I don’t know what Lan Tian is doing now. It should be half past three in the afternoon in the UK. She may be in class or doing experiments, but she will definitely not be resting. She has always saved time so much. Will she still miss her so much? Shasha, living in the world that loves Shasha deeply, has not come out yet, besides homework, she still pretends to be her Shasha in her heart...

It was seven o'clock in the morning when she woke up, her eyes in the mirror were slightly swollen, she put on some makeup for herself, put on clothes and went to the Children's Palace, Sun Qian made breakfast, she drank a bowl of porridge and left.

When she came back from get off work in the evening, Sun Qian was a little earlier than Sha Ying. She took off her coat and put on her apron to prepare to do it. Sun Qian pushed her out of the kitchen.

After dinner, Sun Qian suggested going to the movies.Sha Ying did not refuse.

The Italian film "The Pianist on the Sea" was shown in the theater.Sha Ying watched the entire movie in silence, and Sun Qian looked at Sha Ying from the corner of her eye countless times. Sun Qian began to regret whether this movie was chosen correctly. Some people may be born obsessed with certain things. Can't be changed.

The woman in the front row was leaning on the man's shoulder, and his Sha Ying was immeasurably far away from him.

After leaving the theater, Sun Qian tried his best to find something to say: "I heard from my colleagues that this movie is good."

"Oh... yes, I am very moved."

"Heh... are you hungry, let's go have some supper? That one seems to be good."

"Not yet, go back early."

"okay."

Sun Qian wanted to hold Sha Ying's hand, but Sha Ying's hands were clasped in front of him.

The car started and drove home. There have been many dates like this, but none of them took Sha Ying's hand home. This time, Sun Qian's desire was stronger than before, and he felt even more disappointed that he could not be held.

When she got home, Sha Ying made herself a glass of lemonade, warmed a glass of milk for Sun Qian and put it on the table, and took the lemonade back to her room to get ready to rest.

"Uh, Ah Ying, the faucet seems to be broken in the bathroom here. I'll wash it in your room, okay?"

"Ah? Oh, okay, then you go to wash first, I will sit in the living room for a while."

"You go first, I'll wait for you in the living room first, and you go to sleep after I finish washing."

"Alright."

Sha Ying came out of the bathroom after washing, put on a thick nightgown, her slender legs were naked/exposed when she walked, and the exposed part of her neck made Sun Qian have an uncontrollable physical impulse. Get rid of this thought...

Standing under the shower and looking at her obsessed baby, looking at her good figure praised by countless people, why can't Sha Ying be interested in these at all...

Wearing a nightgown over briefs and walking out of the bathroom, she saw Sha Ying watching TV in the living room.He walked over and sat down, his eyes were always on Sha Ying's lap, the incredible reaction in his body was about to make him make a mistake, she was clearly his legal wife.

"Are you ready? I'll go in and have a rest. You can turn off the TV yourself."

"Aying." Sun Qian also stood up and called Sha Ying softly, pulling Sha Ying into his arms with one hand, and Sha Ying quickly pushed Sun Qian away.

"Sun Qian!"

"Aying!"

"Rest, okay?"

"Is that why you don't want to?"

Sha Ying looked at the ground and she shook her head.

"Aying, do you know what you are doing? Do you remember what you promised me?"

"I remember."

"It's been two years, and you still can't forget her?"

Sha Ying remained silent, took a deep breath and said softly, "Why would that pianist die at sea?"

"It's just a movie. I didn't want you to think about it by taking you to see it."

"I'm going to sleep."

"Aying, I miss you, maybe because of that night."

"Forget about that night."

"Why didn't you tell me before getting married that it was because you asked her to go abroad? You... are so attached to her, don't forget that you and her are both women, you can't possibly, what are you waiting for?"

"I do owe you, but I also give my life to you. I'm not kidding."

"Or let me see your "Forget You I Can't Do It" earlier, I can marry you without such a surprise, although I also doubt why you suddenly accept me, I just want you to forget She is absolutely right that you want to choose a new life, I hesitated when you proposed to get married as soon as possible, but I never thought that it was all for her."

"We don't have to mention her, I'm already trying to forget."

"Who are you lying to? Then why can't you even dance? Over the years, I recall all your award-winning works and various programs you have choreographed. I am very sad, because I love you, but you love a woman Yes... Ah Ying, do you know that your mistakes are hurting me deeply, I have worked hard, you should see that I have kept my promise for two years, I have never asked you, I just waited for you Accept me yourself, but why do you still push me away after accepting it?"

"Sun Qian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, it's me—"

"Don't say I'm sorry, I love you, I have loved you for a long time, from the first time I saw you, my whole life seemed to be completely defeated, and my heart was full of you, but I knew that I could only wait besides waiting."

"do not talk……"

"Let's have a good talk, shall we? Ah Ying, let that go, I never mind, because I believe you will understand one day, that is wrong, and it is impossible, she will always be the most At most, it can only be your friend, or even better not to be a friend, and never meet again, I don’t know what happened when you went to the bar that day, but I know it must be related to her, I still don’t mind, Really, Ah Ying, I never thought that I must surround you like this, it's just true, don't think about it and don't wait any longer, can you?"

"Give me some more time..."

"So can you tell me how long it will take? I waited very hard, I... miss you very much, look at you, I miss you, miss you very much."

"Wait... I don't know, I really don't know..."

"Aying, Aying..." Sun Qian tried to approach her.

"No... no, I'm going to sleep, I—"

"Let me hug you, I really want to hug you, why can't I even touch your hand?"

"Sun Qian, I will definitely get better. I am also waiting for this day. You believe me, okay?" Sha Ying burst into tears. She didn't know what she was begging for, but she was begging and begging.

"Why are you crying again? Are these tears for me?"

Sha Ying cried and slumped on the sofa: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, give me some more time, please...please..."

"Aying...don't say sorry, don't say sorry again, you know? I've heard enough of your sorry."

"But I don't know what else to do other than say sorry."

"Give me a chance to love you, okay? From the moment we sleep together, you have to at least try, just like you didn't reject me that night."

"No, no, you can't."

"I really miss you, looking at you, do you know that I am very hard? Try to accept me again, Ah Ying, it's not difficult, that day——"

"It was really an accident that day." Sha Ying interrupted Sun Qian.

"Then let's have another accident, shall we?" Sun Qian knelt down and put his hands on Sha Ying's lap.

"Don't do this, it's really not okay, then give me—"

"I can't give it any more!" Sun Qian also interrupted Sha Ying, "If you give it any more, you will lose your whole life." Sun Qian picked up Sha Ying and walked into the room.

Sha Ying struggled in Sun Qian's arms: "Put me down...Sun Qian...don't do this, don't let me down..."

"Aying, give me a chance, try again and you will really accept it."

Sun Qian put Sha Ying on the bed and pressed her body to kiss her. Sha Ying desperately resisted and pushed Sun Qian to the ground...

Sha Ying got up from the bed with tears in her eyes and stood by the door: "Get out...please..."

With red eyes, Sun Qian got up from the ground and walked out of Sha Ying's room.The sound of the door being locked broke Sun Qian's heart again.

The next day, Sun Qian called Sha Ying and told her that she was going to perform in other places for about a week before returning.

"Are you angry?" Sha Ying asked weakly.

"Heh... I really want to go to another place. I'm not angry. Don't think too much. I'll be back in a while to pick up some luggage."

Sha Ying hung up the phone sadly, and silently went to prepare for Sun Qian.