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102, so he tried to find a way to... For sex, life began to quarrel frequently...

On Christmas Eve, whether it snows in the UK, or how thick the snow is, they used to hold hands and step on the snow to make a painting... They used to roll in the snow together chasing and kissing... They used to listen to the wanton wind outside the window on a cold night Hugging her to sleep... No matter how cold it was, she would hold a sword in the snow in the early morning, and then run back to the dormitory sweating to change the dirty clothes... Life at that time was poor , clear...but so nostalgic...

Sha Ying is drinking the lemonade in the glass, looking at the heavy snow like goose feathers outside the window, Sun Qian is at work, she is resting at home today, washing clothes, cooking, cleaning the floor, tidying up the house, doing everything a wife should do thing.If... If she came back, we could live this kind of life with her... How wonderful it would be... Sha Ying misses the "Blue Mansion" that has not been fulfilled in the future... The pain in my heart is always one after another , frowning... Why is it such a pity to live...

Sun Qian rang the doorbell wearing Santa's clothes, which made Sha Ying happy for a while. Anyone would be moved by this kind of heart.

"Where did you get the clothes? From the regiment?"

"Heh...it's okay, I'll just go back tomorrow. Wow, it smells so good, my appetite has already whetted."

"Heh... hurry up and eat."

Merchants held activities wantonly in the name of Christmas, and the city of Beijing was extremely lively. Sun Qian wanted to take Sha Ying to go shopping. The two of them wore thick fleece gloves. In the clothing store and accessories store, Sha Ying always looks at the light-colored slacks without any pattern in a daze for a while...reaches out to touch the fabric of the pants...smiling thoughtfully...

Sun Qian would ask her if she liked it, and she would shake her head and just say to see it again.

Passing by the photo booth, Sun Qian wanted to take photos like the young people on the side of the road. Sha Ying felt bored and walked away. Sun Qian caught up with her and went shopping elsewhere...

When I got home and turned on the heater and took a shower, Sun Qian had already rented a movie and came back to watch it. Sha Ying and Sun Qian sat on the sofa together, just watching. Ying felt uncomfortable and wanted to avoid the scenes. Sun Qian held Sha Ying's shoulders to prevent her from turning in another direction. Sha Ying stood up and walked back and forth to her room. Sun Qian followed up and picked her up. He just didn't let Sun Qian kiss her mouth, and felt that after Sun Qian had passed, he pushed Sun Qian away and turned over to sleep.

However, Sha Ying still rejected him from the next day, until Sha Ying went back to his hometown Wuxi with Sun Qian during the Chinese New Year. During those few days, Sha Ying and Sun Qian slept in the same room. It has nothing to do with it at all. It may be that Sun Qian's parents were too kind to Sha Ying, and Sha Ying accepted Sun Qian again the night before.Sun Qian was very pleasantly surprised.

However, when I accompanied Sha Ying to Sha Ying's home, Sha Ying always slept with her mother in the previous room, and Sun Qian slept in a room alone, and this room was originally prepared by Sha Ying's family for their new couple. Let grandma and family members have many doubts.

Sha Ying's home and Lan Tian's home are in the same Jingang, she never took Sun Qian to visit the city of Jingang, she was afraid of meeting her former classmates, and she was even more afraid of meeting Lan Fang and the others.

On Sha Ying's birthday on April 1999, 4, grandma had a long long-distance call with her parents, and Sun Qian ordered a big cake to go home to celebrate Sha Ying.Sha Ying can't be happy, because after getting to know Lan Tian, ​​although she doesn't spend this day with Lan Tian every time, she will definitely receive gifts and letters from Lan Tian. On this day, Sha Ying always misses her very much. I used to feel very emotional that I came to this world just to know her, and this emotion still exists and is still strong today.

Sun Qian did enough work to celebrate her birthday, not only came back early to cook for Sha Ying, but also gave Sha Ying a diamond bracelet with a lemon pendant, but Sun Qian didn't know that the lemon would only make her miss him even more. people in the UK.

"Knowing that you like lemons, I specifically asked the store to make this model for me."

"Oh... thank you."

"I'm your husband, don't say thank you. I'll bring it for you."

"No need, it's not easy to do things with it, just leave it alone."

"Oh, heh...then..."

"Give it to me, I'll put it away."

"Ah."

I really miss this special day in my heart, and Sha Ying couldn't get together with Sun Qian's heart.After dinner, I want to go to rest without even watching TV.

"Aying, are you feeling unwell?"

"A little tired."

"Aying, we—"

"I'm really tired and I'm going to bed."

"Aying, every time I celebrate your birthday, I can't see that you are really happy. I don't know what she did to you on your birthday, but can you skip those things and we are together now?"

"You think too much, I just want to rest early."

"It's not that I think too much, but you think too much."

"You watch TV, I'm going in."

"I can't see it!" Sun Qian's voice amplified and he was about to lose patience.

"Then find a book and read."

"I miss you."

"Not today."

"Then you tell me a day, which day will do."

Sha Ying didn't say a word, turned and walked to the room.

"Talk about a day, even if it is a day in 2020, 2030 or 3000 years!!"

When she stopped at the door of the room, she turned her back to Sun Qian, and the loud roar frightened her: "I'm sorry."

"Don't say sorry don't say sorry again!"

"Let's not quarrel." She turned around and looked at Sun Qian.

Sun Qian stepped forward: "When do you want me to wait? Can you feel that you are about to drive me crazy?"

"Today is my birthday, don't spoil the mood of both of us."

"From Chinese New Year to now, spring is almost over, can you see me? I began to wonder if I am normal because I will allow you to think about a woman again and again, maybe still think about the things you have done with her! You and her are so right, and I and you are so wrong?!" Sun Qian roared out.

"Okay...ok...then you come in, I'll lie there, and you can do whatever you want to me, okay? I won't resist, okay?" Sha Ying's internal organs trembled and her eyes turned red.

"That was not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean? You just want to be like me, can't I help you?"

"Why do you understand me like this? I really don't mean it."

"Then, don't stop me from resting. I'm very tired and I really want to sleep."

"Once this door is closed, I can't stand the past of you and her inside the door. What am I in this family?"

"Am I not enduring? Haven't I done something between us?"

"What are you enduring? Enduring me? Why are you enduring me? My grandson didn't apologize to you before! Instead, I am enduring you thinking that someone else is still a woman!"

"I don't want to argue with you."

"OK, today is your birthday, and I don't want to have to explain it to you on this day. You go, close the door, lock it, and think about that person to your heart's content. I will continue to bear it. I will continue to bear it!!!" Sun Qian overturned everything on the coffee table with one hand, with infinite hatred in his eyes.

"Why did you throw something?"

"Why can't you forget her?!"

"I hate when people throw things."

"I hate you for pretending to be someone else!!"

"How can I calm your fire?"

"Forget her completely and completely burn your past to the crematorium for me!!!"

"you……"

"I've had enough! Really, I've had enough, my patience, this family, I can fake it, I can pretend it, and I'm tired too."

Sha Ying glanced at Sun Qian, knelt down to clean up the mess on the ground, and had nothing to say.

Sun Qian sat on the sofa with flushed eyes, got up and walked to his room, closing the door heavily.

Sha Ying returned to her room. It seemed that since the day she received the blue sky postcard, she and Sun Qian had the first time, her life began to walk towards an invisible black hole. Every night, she was afraid of seeing Sun Qian. Looking at his eyes, he was afraid that Sun Qian would make sexual demands. Life was not as smooth as it was in the past two years. At least, today was her birthday, and they had their first quarrel since they got married.

There is no place to talk about her concerns. In Beijing, she has many classmates and teachers, but none of them can really talk to each other. It is because of this concern, which is too special. The only Xiaoju has left Beijing.

The air is filled with the smell of loneliness. Lan Fang and Ye Yu must have been working for almost a year. I don’t know what’s wrong with them. I’m afraid to turn off the lights this night...

"sky……"

Her heart still calls for one word...

When he got up the next morning, Sun Qian still made breakfast as before. Although he was so angry with Sha Ying, his heart always loved her so much.Sha Ying was sitting at the dining table drinking porridge, and saw that there were some small things on the ground that had not been cleaned up from the tea table last night, so she walked over to pick them up, and tidied up the tea table again.

The sun seems to be very good, open the curtains...

She was wrong, yes, she was wrong, no, no, she didn't want to do this, and she tried hard to accept this man, but why not?She has no desire to get close to him, as soon as he approaches, she will be afraid instead of wanting to be close to him...Looking at his photo, he is such a handsome man, but she has made him melancholy, and he is still in front of people constantly Talking to her and pretending to be affectionate, when he comes home, he can eat at most a meal made by her, and he can't even hold his hand. His heart is becoming distorted, and her heart is also distorting...