有罪

Shen Zui spoke the cruelest words in a frivolous tone, Yan Mingyang stared at him with straight eyes.

Little Tu is telling the truth.

How can anyone not like the little tu.

Yan Mingyang sat down.He grabbed the armrest on the side, and there was only one thought in his mind: don't panic.

If you panic, you will lose completely.

"We never seem to have discussed it," Yan Mingyang restrained his trembling for a long time, and said calmly as much as possible, "How did we spend those years after we separated."

"You must be doing well." Shen Zui spoke quickly, "I'm fine too."

"If you hadn't spoiled my "Spring Dwelling", I might not even bother to take a second look at you when I saw you on the street."

"Really." Yan Mingyang let out a pitiful self-mockery between his teeth, "Did you bear me for so long just to see my collapse when the truth came out?"

"To be honest, I originally thought of stabbing you with a knife," Shen Zui said, and drew out the short knife in a snap, and compared it to Yan Mingyang, "It even took several stabs."

"When I was learning fighting, I studied the positions of the internal organs of the human body. They can definitely stab you in unbearable pain but not in danger of your life."

"Then what happened later." Yan Mingyang was still staring at the intoxicated face, but the sharp blade did not attract his attention.

"Later..." Shen Zui seemed to use a knife to illuminate his side face, "I found out that you really love me."

"The tattoo on your back must be a black beast."

"You obviously didn't tattoo it for me, but you dare not let me know," Shen Zui thought it was funny, he put down his legs, bent forward and looked at Yan Mingyang, "It's really trying to cover up."

Now that things have happened, Yan Mingyang is no longer surprised by this.He took a deep breath, "I'd rather you stab me with a knife."

"So I won't stab you, I don't want to owe you any more." Shen Zui tilted his head slightly, "It's enough to dump you."

Yan Mingyang's tense face finally sank uncontrollably when Shen Zui said the word dump.He had expected it, but it was still difficult to accept the fact.

"I just took you to meet my mother this morning." Yan Mingyang's eyes were slightly red.He was not naked, and the rise and fall of his chest was particularly obvious.

Intoxicated but silent for a moment.The sarcasm on his face dissipated, and there was a touch of seriousness in his expression, "You know, I've been thinking about what to say."

"What?" Yan Mingyang frowned, a little confused.

Shen Zui stood up and walked to the window.He opened the curtains, and the already dark sky came in, which was at odds with the bright warm lamps.

"Aren't you curious, why would I know that you lied to me?" Shen Zui turned his head and looked down at Yan Mingyang.

Yan Mingyang bit his lip and didn't speak.

His intoxicated gaze turned out of the window again.His lips were tightly closed, and he seemed to sigh lightly, "The reason why I waited until today is to make up for you."

"What?" Yan Mingyang stood up again.Concerned about the distance required by Shenzui, he didn't dare to go forward, and said in a hurried tone, "What do you make up for me?"

"About your parents." Shen Zui's eyes were subtle, with a kind of fragile pity, "You never wanted to go back to Qi City, and you must not dare to kowtow in front of your mother's grave."

Yan Mingyang didn't seem to understand the intention of intoxication immediately.His lips moved slightly, and he was about to speak, but he was preempted by intoxication.

"Your mother is an investigative reporter," Shen Zui sniffed, never looking at Yan Mingyang, "A Xue used to be her informant."

"Axue gave birth to me and didn't want to—and couldn't afford to. She was 17 at the time and didn't have any decent means of earning a living."

"In addition, she hated my biological father's deceit and tricks, and in a fit of anger, she entrusted her acquaintances in the underworld to sell me out."

"Don't you hate her?" Yan Mingyang's voice was low, with a puff of breath in his chest.

"When I was young, I didn't know that I was bought. Later..." Shen Zui's tone was as normal as talking about other people's affairs, "Axue is so pitiful."

"You may not have heard of it, but there used to be many girls in our rural areas who couldn't study, and their families couldn't help them at all."

"A young, beautiful, uneducated and helpless girl faces dangers beyond your imagination."

Shen Zui turned around.He took the initiative to take a few steps towards Yan Mingyang, with years of time in his eyes, "After you left back then, I went home and waited for Axue to give me money."

"Your father came with her. He said, Axue didn't know how to face me, so he told me about my background. It's just..." Shen Zui's tone was pitiful, as if he was lamenting fate, "Thanks to you, he As soon as I started talking, the police came to the door."

After many years, Yan Mingyang still dare not face his original self.He hated himself like this, and his eyes struggled.

"If you don't believe it, Ah Xue was quite calm when she was taken away. She told me that when she sold me, she didn't even know it was against the law."

"Later your father told me that Ah Xue had long decided to be a tainted witness to report the human trafficking gang. She knew that she would be sentenced, so she invited your father over that day and entrusted him to look after me in the future."

Yan Mingyang couldn't help opening his eyes slightly.His breathing became heavy, his lips began to tremble, and his heart fell into an ice cave.

"Yan Mingyang, your mother's death is related to the things she investigated, but there is no evidence that can be obtained." Shen Zui raised his head neatly, and said word by word, "Your father told me clearly that this case is his Will follow to the end."

"He will also bear my tuition fees until I graduate from university, and will find a way to transfer me to a junior high school in the city."

Shen Zui gently raised his hand and touched Yan Mingyang's face, "I will never forget that your father looked at me apologetically and said that he could let me live in the house, but he still has a son , There was a deep misunderstanding because of my mother's death."

Yan Mingyang's eyes were blank, and he murmured, "After my mother passed away, Yan Ting didn't care much about the family, and the relatives at home said it badly."

"It was very late that day, I heard him come back, followed him out secretly, and then..."

"Your father is here to investigate the case." Shen Zui withdrew his hand, folded his arms and looked at Yan Mingyang, "He knows your misunderstanding, but he doesn't want you to get involved."

"Yan is a rare surname. When I first met your father, I was puzzled."

"Later, I pretended to be good and saw the photo of you winning the competition in your father's cell phone photo album."

"And then..."

At the junction of the dark and cold sky and the warm and bright chandelier, a tear fell straight from the intoxicated and drooping eye socket in the blurred light and shadow.

It falls silently, quietly and naturally, and the moment it melts into the air, there is a burst of freedom.

Shen Zui knew that there was not even a single tear stain on his face.

Yan Mingyang almost thought he was blinking.As soon as he stretched out his hand, the tear has disappeared.

Shen Zui's tone remained unchanged, and his face was as calm as usual, "After that, I'll go back to the village to find grandma by myself."

"Why didn't you let my father take care of you." Yan Mingyang had already understood what Shen Zui hadn't said.

He was restraining himself, his words were slightly ambiguous, and his breath was mixed with emotions of amazing endurance, "That's at least—"

"But I just don't want to." Shen Zui interrupted Yan Mingyang impatiently, "I just wanted to escape from everything related to you."

During the confrontation, the atmosphere gradually fell silent.Until it was completely dark outside the window, the bright and cold landscape lights began to sway cruelly.

"Sweep the grave with me today," Yan Mingyang's voice became hoarse when he spoke again, "Is this your last humanistic care?"

"Yes." Shen Zui said, "After all, I respect your parents very much."

"Then what if I didn't ask you to accompany me to visit the grave." Yan Mingyang asked stubbornly.

"I should spend New Year's Eve with you." Shen Zui didn't even think about it, it was obviously planned long ago.

The river view room on the top floor cannot hear the standard firecrackers on New Year’s Eve, and even the background sound of the Spring Festival Gala that is heard from every household cannot come in.

"Are you leaving today?" Yan Mingyang pursed his lips without showing any signs, and said calmly.

"Yeah." Shen Zui said casually, "Maybe in this hotel, just get a random room."

"What about tomorrow?" Yan Mingyang asked again.

The intoxication in front of him is indifferent and composed, completely different from his usual self-willed appearance.Yan Mingyang always felt that he only met Shen Zui today.

Their story has obviously just begun.Intoxication is like a wisp of random smoke, which is about to drift away.

"Do you want to watch "Out of Temperature"?" Yan Mingyang said, "I promised to book it for you."

Shen Zui smiled, his eyes turned and he spoke frankly, "The things you promised me before don't count."

Intoxicated luggage is not much.He carried the knife with him, and the remaining small box was packed.

"That apartment..." Yan Mingyang never stopped Shen Zui.He stood aside, and waited until Shen Zui was about to clean up before he said, "Why don't you continue to live."

"I don't have anything there. Just in case you see it, just throw it out."

"No." Shen Zui was squatting on the ground.He raised his head and looked at Yan Mingyang, "I asked Hutu to contact Pei Yan's company that rents houses for artists, and I reserved one."

Yan Mingyang was silent for a moment, "The things inside..."

"Someday you're not here, I'll go in and move." Shen Zui said.

"I can live in the original villa." Yan Mingyang paused, "You can move whenever you want."

"Okay." Shen Zui pulled up the suitcase, and stood up half-carrying, "I will do it as soon as possible."

Yan Mingyang sent Shen Zui to the door, and restrained himself from stepping out of the room.

"This farewell is more decent than I imagined." Shen Zui walked outside the door and looked back.

Yan Mingyang leaned against the door frame, put one hand on it, smiled and did not speak.

"It's fine for you to suffer for a year or so," before leaving, Shen Zui gave Yan Mingyang an arrogant look.He is calm and relieved, without the strong pride and pleasure after revenge, "I don't want to ruin your life."

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Some sisters in the comment area expressed confusion about the plot yesterday, and there is one thing that I think needs to be explained.

Regarding Tu's behavior: Tu's character is highly contradictory, fickle, and tangled. In my personal opinion, it can even be "artistic".

About the plot: When this article was conceived, there was a branch plot (expanded from Xiaotu’s life experience). Originally, Yan’s mother, Yan’s female classmate, and Axue would all have roles in this branch. This branch will also echo the text of this article from a deeper level name.

But after I serialized it, some hot social events happened.Out of personal considerations, I made a substantial cut and a high degree of ambiguity to this branch.This will not affect the main story and the ending, because it just does not expand the details of some branch lines in the story, so that the focus of this article will be more on the portrayal of Yan and Shen and their relationship.But there will indeed be some previous clues that cannot be echoed.

Finally, thank you all for coming here.If you don't like it, see you next time.

#卷三{Resurrection}