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About how to get rid of Yan Mingyang, Shen Zui had made various ideas in his mind.

Even in the years before he met Yan Mingyang again, he would think of it from time to time - no logic, pure pleasure.

Should I give Yan Mingyang a slap to get out immediately, or should I coldly answer the question that lovers from all over the world can't avoid: No, I never loved you.

Among the complicated possibilities, Yan Mingyang's pain and affection are the elements that Shenzui has never eliminated.

Shen Zui vindictively needed Yan Mingyang to love herself, love herself very much, and then turned around and kicked him.

"Abandon Yan Mingyang" is a big play, Shen Zui has rehearsed countless times alone.

He had no opponent, no audience, and was never once satisfied with "the scene."

Separation is inevitable, what matters is only the form of separation.After Shen Zui was with Yan Mingyang again half-truthfully, he gradually couldn't imagine the intense entanglement scene.

Yan Mingyang, who is intoxicated in his mind, has always been Xiaotu's elder brother Yan.

When he thought of the handsome and handsome brother Yan being reduced to an emotional kidnapper in vulgar dramas, stalking and stalking without any interest, he felt ugly.Very ugly!

Ugliness is the first thing in Shen Zui's life that he cannot tolerate.From this point of view, he is even slightly grateful to Yan Mingyang today.

Yan Mingyang had a big change at first, but he also held on.He refrained from maintaining his fragile and crumbling rationality, and did not drag the two of them into a shameful dilemma like a shrew cursing the street.

The past is the past.

Shen Zui dragged his suitcase and waited for the elevator, thinking silently in his heart.

tomorrow is a new day.

A huge full-length mirror hung on the wall, and a small bright and dazzling lamp hung from the top.

Compared with most of the people who were broken up, Yan Mingyang was relatively calm, but he unconsciously supported the wall when he turned around.

The mirror is straightforward and does not understand people's hearts, reflecting the clear tattoo on Yan Mingyang's back.

Yan Mingyang caught a glimpse of it by accident and stopped in his tracks.He seldom pays attention to his tattoos, and he used to deliberately look away when standing naked in front of the mirror.

This black beast is actually not very scary.

Yan Mingyang thought suddenly.

The really scary one is me.

When I left back then, I really didn't know that the abandoned Xiaotu would be heartbroken?

Yan Ting was murdered and imprisoned, did I ever have the slightest suspicion of him and A Xue?

No.

Yan Mingyang raised his chin, conceited and pitiful.He closed his eyes and opened them after a while.

I'm just used to avoiding everything that makes me unhappy.

Yan Mingyang turned to the side, looking at the mirror.The face inside is still elegant, but the hair on the forehead is slightly messed up, and it hasn't had time to take care of it.

His eyes were as firm as ever, their expression calm, keen and intelligent.

Yan Mingyang suddenly recalled that when he was a child, one day the school held a parent visit day.

Since Yang Ling's work was even more irregular, it was Yan Ting who went to the school to participate in the activities that day.

Xiaoyan Mingyang had just entered elementary school at the time, and she crushed the whole grade with all her homework, and became the monitor of the class by virtue of her wit.

He raised his hands to recite ancient poems in Chinese class, performed arithmetic on stage in math class, and articulately helped the teacher to introduce to visiting parents during recess.

Yan Ting watched quietly for a whole day, and when he led Xiaoyan Mingyang home after school, he said earnestly, "Yangyang, you must be a good boy."

"Ah?" Although Xiaoyan is very famous, her ability to understand things has not surpassed her own age.He is confused.

"You are too smart." Yan Ting rubbed his head and hugged him, "It would be terrible if you go astray."

Yan Mingyang didn't quite remember what happened later.

He has been full of energy since he was a child, and there are too many people and things to do, and he forgets the unimportant things in a blink of an eye.

But he does always remember this sentence, to be a good person.

Taking the summer vacation of the third year of high school as the dividing line, Yan Mingyang before that was sincerely planning to be a good person, and Yan Mingyang after that was seriously pretending to be a good person.

On the dividing line is the little tu who hugged his neck and called Brother Yan back then.

Yan Mingyang has a very subtle feeling.Even before he realizes his love for Xiaotu, he unreasonably thinks that Xiaotu must be his own, and the last thing he sees is Xiaotu flirting with other people.

it's a pity.

Yan Mingyang thought.

Xiaotu obviously loved me very much.

I really shouldn't let Xiaotu know me like this.

Yan Mingyang turned around again and looked at the tattoo in the mirror.The black beast has a pair of long ears, and the appearance of baring its teeth is fierce and cute.

Sure enough, "it looks like a dodder".

Yan Mingyang stretched out his hand impatiently, but could only touch the cold and smooth mirror surface.He lowered his hands dejectedly, finally revealing an undisguised disappointment in his eyes.

Xiaotu has only been away for 10 minutes, and I already miss him very much.

He was caught off guard today, and I wasn't prepared.

How to catch him back and put him in a cage?

Shen Zui went down to the lobby on the first floor, and opened a new room with his ID card.

When the front desk lady saw Shen Zui, she became incoherent with excitement.She said that she just went to see "Insufficiency of Temperature" in the morning, and she sat in the theater with tears streaming down her face.

Shen Zui thanked her politely and signed an autograph for her.

"Mr. Shen, are you so busy with work that you didn't go home on New Year's Eve?" the front desk lady asked.

"Come back tomorrow." Shen Zui said lightly, "Today is too late."

"Oh." The front desk lady nodded.After checking in, she handed over the room card with both hands, and her young face was filled with joy that belonged to the Chinese New Year. "Mr. Shen, I wish you a Happy New Year in advance!"

The Spring Festival Gala is being broadcast on the display screen in the hall.The crowd on the riverside outside the hotel was bustling with laughter and laughter.

Shen Zui held the room card, and asked the front desk, "Do you provide car rental service here?"

"Ah?" The front desk lady was stunned, "We have a pick-up service. But these days, the driver is going home for the New Year holiday."

"What about the car?" Shen Zui asked, "I want to rent a car for half a day tomorrow, and I don't need a driver."

This trip back to Qi City, Shen Zui wanted to visit grandma's grave.This is something he has always insisted on, only last year did not make it.

When going to visit grandma's grave, Shen Zui doesn't want to take anyone with her.Because of this, he deliberately concealed it from Yan Mingyang.

Although it had nothing to do with Yan Mingyang in the first place.

Intoxicated thinking.

After renting a car, Shenzui ordered a dinner for one person.He dragged his luggage upstairs and took a good shower after entering the room.

Too many things happened today, intoxicated also need to rest and calm down.He came out of the shower and there was a missed call on his phone.

It belongs to Liu Heng.

"Hello." Shen Zui waited for the hotel's food to arrive before calling Liu Heng back, talking while eating.

"Hi, Xiao Zui, happy new year." Liu Heng's voice on the other end of the phone was low and gentle.

"The New Year hasn't come yet." Shen Zui pouted, complaining in his heart that the broccoli in this shop was too rotten.

"Are you still eating?" Liu Heng finally heard Shen Zui's inarticulate voice.

Shen Zui hummed.

"Have you read the news, the box office of "Out of Temperature" is very good today." Liu Heng said.

"Not yet." After waiting for a long time, Shen Zui was not particularly excited now.As he spoke, he thought again, "Where is "Spring Dwelling"?"

"As a literary film, it's okay." Liu Heng joked, "After all, Yan Mingyang's investment will not be lost."

Shen Zui was chewing broccoli, he paused before saying dryly, "Oh."

He didn't plan to tell Liu Heng about his breakup with Yan Mingyang during the Chinese New Year, so as not to disturb others.

Liu Heng seemed to be at a family banquet, and the other end of the phone was very noisy.

"By the way, there is something to remind you."

"What?" Shen Zui asked.

"Remember to give red envelopes to your subordinates during the Chinese New Year. In the past, the company gave them for you." Liu Heng laughed, "You just signed to Pei Yan's company, so he may not be able to get it."

Intoxicated and listened quietly.He didn't put much thought into this kind of thing, the so-called "the company helped post it in the past", in fact it was Liu Heng who posted it for him.

"I know." Shen Zui thought for a while, "When the year is over, I will give Xiao An and Hu Tu a red envelope."

"Yeah." Liu Heng said again, "I just want to remind you, maybe Yan Mingyang has already given it all."

Shen Zui snorted coldly in his heart.

If he hadn't broken up with Yan Mingyang, Yan Mingyang would definitely have.

He has always been exquisite in all aspects, how could he be missing in such things as giving gifts and red envelopes.

"Got it." Shen Zui didn't want to mention Yan Mingyang very much, so he changed the subject, "When is Teacher Xia's birthday?"

"Fifteen." Liu Heng said, "It's in Beijing."

"Okay." Shen Zui planned to go back to Shanghai first and move things out of Yan Mingyang's apartment.

"I will contact you when I arrive in Beijing."

Apart from Shen Zui, Yan Mingyang was also the one who ordered food at the hotel tonight.

In fact, Yan Mingyang can't eat much, but he can't fight if he doesn't eat enough.

Perhaps in order to reflect humanistic care, the words "Family Reunion" were printed on the wrapping paper of the tableware delivered.Yan Mingyang stuffed food into his mouth expressionlessly, chewing and swallowing mechanically.

He had no appetite, and the more he ate, the more sick he became.

What did you eat tonight?

Is he still in this hotel?

...

Yan Mingyang speeded up his eating, stuffing "every year there are fish" into his mouth.He frantically swallowed the last bite of fish, his hands holding the chopsticks were so tense that the veins were exposed.

Food and sex are also sexual, and eating can often reveal people's nature.The decency and demeanor that Yan Mingyang was so proud of was finally shattered at the New Year's Eve dinner after Shen Zui left.

He tore off the tableware wrapping paper, leaned back on the chair with scarlet eyes, and breathed heavily and quickly.

Yan Mingyang felt a cruel and vigorous vitality flowing in his blood, which made it difficult for him to calm down.

Shen Zui will leave, which is something that has a foreboding in the dark.

Yan Mingyang was not unaware, but he chose to deceive himself with warm illusions.

But fortunately, Yan Mingyang will keep a hand in everything he does.

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Mingyang stood up from the chair while supporting the armrest.

He didn't think of any other, better way, so he could only take a risky gamble.

Shen Zui installed a camera at the door of the apartment, in principle, he can take pictures of the people at the opposite door.But Yan Mingyang bet he wouldn't watch it again.

Shen Zui had to go back to the apartment to pack his luggage, he put a lot of things on the cabinet in that study room.

Behind the cabinet is another apartment of Yan Mingyang, which is a good place to sit and wait.

Yan Mingyang paced around the room for a few steps.He has a calm expression, but his eyes are much colder than usual, it seems that he is not the social cow who has the right and wrong, but the aloof and self-admired who rejects others thousands of miles away.

He was about to call Sang Lili and ask her to arrange for someone to clean up the apartment opposite, but he put down his phone suddenly.

After thinking for a while, Yan Mingyang packed his luggage by himself.

While Shen Zui was eating broccoli, Yan Mingyang had decided to return to Shanghai overnight without telling anyone.