有罪

Maybe it was because of being tired for too long year after year, Yan Mingyang slept very deeply this time.

I don't know what time it was when I woke up.He opened his eyes dimly, and the room was lit with soft artificial light.

What about the little dodder?

Yan Mingyang was a little awake, and he realized that there was no one beside him.

Even the quilt seemed much thinner.

"Little—" Yan Mingyang turned his head to one side, and was about to sit up on the bed when a cold light flashed in front of his eyes.

The short knife passed Yan Mingyang's forehead and stopped firmly three centimeters above his throat, with the blade facing down.

Yan Mingyang was shocked for a moment, and instinctively let go of his slightly bent elbow.His eyes widened reflexively, and he saw that the hand holding the handle of the knife was very familiar.

"Little Tu?" Yan Mingyang couldn't move now.He remained calm in the face of danger, and said tentatively.

"You're awake." A drunken voice came from the side, without any emotion, "You are calmer than I imagined."

"In imagination?" Yan Mingyang frowned slightly.His heart was beating fast, "Little Tu, you...be careful, don't hurt yourself with the knife."

Shen Zui burst out laughing, his laughter was treacherous, like a monster with a human face in the forest.

"Hurt myself? Are you dreaming." Shen Zui quickly turned the knife while speaking, and changed his posture to hold the handle of the knife.He sat down beside him, "But don't worry, I won't kill you."

Yan Mingyang rolled his eyes towards Shen Zui, "Why, do you want me to do it myself?"

"Are you still in the mood for joking?" Shen Zui heard a cold arc of his mouth, "Yan Mingyang, it seems that I really underestimated you."

Yan Mingyang's current angle could only look up at Shen Zui slantingly, but he couldn't see his face clearly.He unconsciously tightened the sheet beside him and calmed down.

The scene in front of me evoked countless possibilities in an instant, and I couldn't figure out a thought out of thousands of thoughts.

Yan Mingyang was at a loss, he was waiting for Shen Zui's next words.But his bewilderment did not stem from ignorance, but just because he knew too much.

Shen Zui finally turned against me.

When the knife was pointed at his neck, Yan Mingyang actually had a sense of relief and peace of mind from the imminent disaster.

"I don't intend to hurt you, I just want to tell you something." Shen Zui said lightly. "It's just that you are too strong and I am too weak. I have no chance to say what you don't want to hear."

"I can only..." Shen Zui leaned slightly, and moved the blade down a few millimeters, "This is the worst plan."

"Your skill with knives is very good." Yan Mingyang raised his eyes to look at Shen Zui, and said calmly.

"Thank you for the compliment." Shen Zui was not shy either.

"What do you want to say?" Yan Mingyang said in a normal tone, as if discussing what to eat tonight.There was even a gentle smile in his eyes, "Today is New Year's Eve, I will listen to whatever you say."

Shen Zui was silent for a few seconds, then withdrew the knife.

Yan Mingyang sat up on the bed with his elbows, and when the quilt slipped off, the red marks on his shoulders from intoxicated gnawing were exposed.

"You can just sit there," Shen Zui said.He got up and walked to the chair on the other side to sit down, "Two meters away from me."

Yan Mingyang kept looking at Shen Zui.He lifted the quilt and got off the bed, only picked up the trousers on the floor and put them on loosely, and walked towards the chair in front of him.

These few steps Yan Mingyang walked very slowly.As he walked, he appraised the situation, thinking about everything about intoxication with an unprecedented concentration.

Yan Mingyang has been fighting with heaven, earth, and people for so many years, and it is never possible to admit defeat like this.

What will Shen Zui talk about today?

Yan Mingyang moved forward step by step.He had just walked to the chair before he could sit down, but Shen Zui had no patience.

"When I was 14—"

Yan Mingyang paused, his eyes widened suddenly, and a look of surprise flashed across his face.

Shen Zui saw all this in his eyes.He is satisfied, but without joy.

Yan Mingyang stared blankly at Shen Zui, and it took him a while to calm down.He sat down slowly, "You,"

Shen Zui was much calmer than before.

"When I was 14 years old, I thought about asking you to pay my blood."

Rumbling--

The thick curtains couldn't cover the lightning, and Yan Mingyang's heart was instantly shaken, lightning flashed and thunder rumbled.

It's like waking up from a big dream, and the world has changed.

"You," Yan Mingyang's lips trembled unconsciously.He is not a shrinking person, and he has always dared to do bad things he has done.

Only at this moment, he didn't know how to answer.

Little Tu knows it all.

Little Tu actually knew all about it.

When did Xiaotu know?

How could the little tu know!

...

"You," Yan Mingyang realized something was wrong in a blink of an eye.He quickly came to his senses, looked up at Shen Zui, only to see Shen Zui lazily resting on the armrest, with a pervasive smile and a cold expression on his face.

"From the very beginning," Yan Mingyang realized that his breath was trembling unconsciously when he spoke, "you lied to me."

I was intoxicated and watched Yan Mingyang for a long time, as if holding a big knife on the execution ground is an executioner who doesn't work.

"Yes." After a long time, Shen Zui shrugged and said nonchalantly.

When Mount Tai collapses, you can see the true colors of heroes.

From this point of view, Yan Mingyang may barely be considered a character.

He looked calm, and after a while he couldn't even see the solemnity.

I don't know how long this scene lasted until Shen Zui suddenly clicked his tongue.

"What's wrong?" Yan Mingyang clenched his fists behind his back, trembling.

"Actually..." There was a hint of helplessness in the intoxicated sarcasm, "It doesn't matter whether you pretend or not."

"I'm intoxicated. Your ability to whitewash your peace is not enough for me."

As soon as Chen Zui said this, Yan Mingyang's clenched fist somehow loosened.The corners of his eyes were flushed, and he smiled with a standard peachy eye, "I claim to be exhaustive, but I didn't expect to fall into your hands."

"What happened back then...you know all about it?"

Yan Mingyang held his breath unconsciously, and the intoxication in front of him was like a stranger with a small face.

"When I was 14 years old, I really wanted to pay with your blood." Shen Zui gritted his teeth without showing any signs, and spoke with a relaxed tone, "Because my family was poor when I was young, and no one loved me except my grandma."

"When I met you, grandma didn't want me anymore. To use that cheesy metaphor, you were like a ray of light at first, which just illuminated me."

Yan Mingyang stared fixedly at Shen Zui, as if trying to recognize Xiao Tu's appearance from his face.But listening, Yan Mingyang lowered his head.

"If you just don't like me, I won't blame you; just like when I knew Jian Ya liked you back then, I didn't hate her either."

"Little Tu..." Yan Mingyang opened his mouth in a hurry, he pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

"You have been coaxing and lying to me, until the day when you said goodbye to me, you still lied to me that you would come to see me." Shen Zui said with a smile, "If I guessed right, you should have been there after saying goodbye to me. , go and report Axue immediately."

"Axue was not wronged. She was very calm when she was taken away. She said she deserved what she deserved."

Yan Mingyang couldn't breathe, he closed his eyes and opened them again impatiently.

"What about me?" Shen Zui said, "Do I deserve what I deserve?"

"I'm not a good person, but I didn't do anything bad when I was young." Shen Zui picked up the sheathed dagger and stared at it, "Why do I have to go through so much suffering?"

Yan Mingyang sighed, raised his head as if he didn't want to let the tears roll down, "That was the first time in my life that I did something bad, and I didn't expect to meet the person I love the most."

"I didn't come to hear your confession." Shen Zui interrupted Yan Mingyang.

"I know." Yan Mingyang nodded, revealing a pale smile.He was slovenly, and yet he was handsome in this situation.

"You're here to get revenge on me, aren't you?"

"you succeeded."

"No," Shen Zui said indifferently, "I haven't finished what I just said."

"Back then, I wanted to pay with blood." He pouted, and was a little weirdly playful, "But later, I forgot about you."

Yan Mingyang did not believe Shen Zui's words.He tilted his head, "Forgot?"

"Later, when I grew up, I knew that my suffering was not caused by you alone." Shen Zui seemed to be very open-minded, and sighed, "Axue, my adoptive parents, and even my biological father whom I have never met...even if you You're really a bastard, but I can't blame you for all my misery."

"Little Tu, I really liked you back then, but I..." Yan Mingyang finally couldn't help it.He stood up, and just about to take half a step forward, he saw Shenzui draw out the dagger.

"Stand back." Shen Zui took a knife and nodded in the air, "If you go one step further, I will directly mark you as a smiling person."

Yan Mingyang was worried that Shen Zui would do something irreparable impulsively, so he could only take half a step back, but did not sit down.

Shenzui only cares about the distance, not the posture.He lazily rolled his eyes and was satisfied.

"Later," Shen Zui put away the knife and continued the topic just now, "I met Teacher Xia, Liu Heng, and Ding Yin; I had new friends, a new life, and found that I would actually be attracted by many people. like."

"You said you like me very much, right?" Shen Zui winked.

Yan Mingyang nodded hesitantly, always feeling that something was wrong.

"So what? The 14-year-old Xiaotu cares about your likes very much, but now I am Shenzui." Shenzui leaned back on the chair, with his legs resting leisurely on the coffee table in front of him, with a graceful and unique figure.

"Think about it, I'm intoxicated, do I need someone to like me?"

"90.00% of the people in this world - as long as I think about it, can make him like me."

"Your love has long been not a long drought, but a drop of ordinary water in the vast ocean."

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There is some controversy about the content of this chapter (it may also be a controversy over this chapter and the previous plot)

Some sisters will find it incomprehensible/weird.

It feels like a matter of opinion, so I won't explain much.I have put a comment on the top of this chapter to reply to a lot of discussions. Disagreement is more valuable than disagreement. If you have any objections, you can go to the building in the building.

As for not remembering why Tu had an opinion on Yan... I wrote it in my reply, and other sisters also wrote long comments.

Finally, if you really don't like it, don't force it.