love you, in time

On the third day of hospitalization, and three days before Yan Qing's departure date, Yan Qing suddenly appeared in my ward.

I met the eyes of the person I liked, and I was quickly defeated, and I averted my eyes from looking at Yan Qing who was standing by the bed.

After a long time, Yan Qing broke the silence, "Are you... are you okay?"

"It's okay." I tried my best to make my voice pretend to be calm, and I don't know why, from the moment Yan Qing appeared in front of me, my nose began to sore unconsciously, "You... pack your things Did it? And Xiaoyu didn't mean it, don't..."

"You're not..." Yan Qing frowned, and interrupted me with some doubts, "Xixi, I'm sorry, give me a little more time, I will understand..."

"No need, Ayan." With a wry smile, I shook my head, looking at the girl in front of me who had been on top of my heart for seven years, I finally only gave her a smiling face that was uglier than crying, "Don't make things difficult, I promised myself that I would not let you face the situation of choosing between us and the future, so... I let you go"

Seemingly shocked, Yan Qing's eyes were full of disbelief, "Xixi? You......"

"Ayan, let's go see the world you want to see." Sitting Yan Qing on the edge of the bed, I softened my eyes, suppressed the reluctance in my eyes, and gave her my last tenderness before parting. "As for me... …”

This is the first time in the past seven years, and it will probably be the last time. I chose to indulge the desire in my heart, pulled Yan Qing's collar, and kissed the red lips that have seduced me for seven years.

"Hee Hee? Hmm..." With four lips pressed together, I saw the astonishment and shock in Yan Qing's eyes.

Just let me be presumptuous for a while, Ayan

There are too many uncertainties in three years

Also........too difficult

After touching for a while, before Yan Qing pushed me, I took the initiative to leave Yan Qing's lips, and then buried myself in the quilt, resisting the reluctance in my heart, "You can go, too... ..don't come again"

"Xixi, if you.....I..." I don't know if I didn't think about it, but Yan Qing's words were a little faltering, which made me a little confused.

"Ayan, I will wait for you under the ginkgo, regardless of return date"

After a long time, I heard a small sound of closing the door, closing the door, and it also pulled my heartstrings.

I know that Yan Qing is gone.

The next time we meet is three years later.

———Boundary—————

After going out, Yan Qing saw Zi Sangyu and Wen Renqing standing at the door, and said indifferently, "Do you still want to fight?"

"No more," Zi Sangyu yelled impulsively, "It's useless to beat you, it can only make Xiaoxi feel bad, so think about it and let it go."

"Thanks...and sorry"

"Come on, you should have told Xiaoxi just now." Rolling his eyes, Zi Sangyu ignored Yan Qing, opened the door and walked into the ward, "Yan Qing, I will only give you three years. After three years, if you If I didn’t come back, I would introduce many handsome men and beauties to Xiaoxi, and then make her forget about you and start over.”

Yan Qing was stunned, a flash of astonishment flashed in his eyes, then he regained his composure, looked at Zi Sangyu's back and Wen Renqing in front of him, and said softly "Thank you"

"Didn't you change your ticket? Sister Lanyan is waiting for you outside, let's go." Wen Renqing stepped forward and patted Yan Qing on the shoulder, and followed him into the ward.

At the entrance of the hospital, Lan An was leaning against her car with her arms around her chest, looking at Yan Qing with a half-smile, "Let's go, it's really your children's fault."

"Thank you" is as cold as ever, but also as concise as ever.

"Yan Qing, you say thank you to me, and Xiao Yu heard that people also say thank you." Lan An helped Yan Qing open the co-pilot's door, turned around and returned to the driver's seat. Hearing Yan Qing's words, the hand wearing the seat belt paused "Did you tell her?"

"No way." After thinking about it seriously, Yan Qing shook his head.It seems that I really haven't said the word "thank you" to her several times.

"Because she won't leave even if you don't say it." Sighing, Lan Gu started the car, "Yan Qing, we only help you stay Fuxi for three years. At the beginning, we won't help you anymore."

"I see"

After saying goodbye to Lan Gum at the airport, the phone suddenly vibrated.

Yan Qing, I love you

There are only six simple words, but Yan Qing has mixed feelings in his heart.

Like it?She said it again.

But Xixi, I still don't quite understand my feelings for you, whether I like it or I am used to it.

Is it because I am used to having you by my side, or is it because I like you that I allow you to be by my side, or whoever appears by my side at that time can occupy an important position in my heart like you.

I don't quite get it, Hee Hee.

Three years is not a long time in my opinion, but why did you react so strongly?I just want to be a little better, so that I can occupy more places in your eyes, so that your eyes can only stay on me...

———Boundary—————

Seeing that the time on the phone passed the departure time of the plane, but there was no response on the screen, I was a little disappointed.

Still no answer, Ayan

After pressing the black screen, I changed my clothes and went to the window and opened the curtains. The dazzling sunlight illuminated every corner of the room, giving the dark room a tinge of life.

"I'm already gone" I don't know how long I looked at the sky by the window, Yang Yu and Lan Gu came in together, Yang Yu picked up the coat on the bedside and gently put it on me "Don't think about it"

"Yeah" nodded, suppressing the urge to cry, I buried my head in Yang Yu's arms "There's nothing to cry about"

"Come on, you'd better cry." Lan An on the side frowned, a little helpless, "Cry if you want to cry, if Xiao Yu is like Yan Qing, I have to cry too"

"Ecalyptus!"

"Okay, I won't say anymore"

Yang Yu patted my back lightly, making me feel a little dazed for a while, as if it was the same as before, when I was unhappy, Yan Qing followed my back and listened to her softly coaxing me in my ear.

Tears welled up in my eyes, I no longer suppressed my emotions, hugged Yang Yu and cried loudly.

In the quiet ward, only my cries kept echoing, causing pedestrians coming and going in the corridor to stop and watch.

Ayan, I have to get used to the life without you

Ayan, how can I adapt to life without you?

Ayan, I give you the rest of my life, can I get your heart in exchange?

Yan Qing......Ayan

I will wait for you to come back

Regardless of return date

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