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The car continued to drive forward, neither of them spoke.

The sky outside the window was burning red in the evening, and the singing sounded from the car stereo.

Gu Yan suddenly asked: "Why don't you want to change? Because of your ADC?"

Zhuang Song was taken aback by his question: "My ADC?"

"The sun is burning." Gu Yan said with a straight face, "I think you two had a good time."

Zhuang Song was quite surprised, he didn't expect Gu Yi to turn the matter to the scorching sun, he didn't think about it at all.But the possessiveness in Gu Di's words is also obvious.

If Gu Yan said that before, Zhuang Song would be happy because of the possessiveness between the lines, and would explain it to him.

Now he still has a little conditioned happiness, but it's more boring.

Even if he explained what Gu Yan would give him, it was just some nice words and the status of a good friend.

So this time Zhuang Song didn't cooperate, he pretended to be stupid: "Ah? What do you mean?"

"It's nothing, I'll just say it casually." Gu Yan cut the song, "If you don't want to change it, don't change it."

Gu Yi didn't know about the change in Zhuang Song's mood, and this kind of small friction that avoided the important and ignored the minor was normal in his opinion.

So even though there was an awkward situation on the way home, I called Zhuang Song affectionately at night and called him "Ah Song, come and play a game."

When he was in black, he was still the same as before, he was tired of Zhuang Song.

It can be felt that Gu Di really cared about the scorching sun, and he didn't ask before, maybe it was because they had just reconciled, and Gu Di was afraid that if they asked, they would quarrel again.

So it's not that Gu Yi doesn't understand other people's feelings at all, he just doesn't care most of the time.

Afterwards, Gu Yan also asked obliquely: "Are you still playing with your ADC?"

"Occasionally." Zhuang Song replied.

Gu Yan: "Oh."

He didn't ask much, but Zhuang Song understood what he meant. If it was in the past, Zhuang Song would take the initiative to accept Gu Yan's hint, saying that playing with the scorching sun was just playing games, and he didn't play much. .

Then Gu Yan would smile and say, our Ah Song is the best.

Just because of those words, Zhuang Song could secretly be happy for half the night.

Now Zhuang Song doesn't do this anymore, and he will answer whatever Gu Di asks.

The scorching sun is his good friend for the past five years, and they are innocent, Zhuang Song will not alienate him because of Gu Ye, let alone alienate him because of Gu Ye who refuses to say a word.

For another example, there was a time when Wu Hei Gu Youbo had a particularly brilliant counter-attack with extreme moves. He asked, "Xiao Zhuang, am I good or not?"

Zhuang Song said it was amazing, but Gu Yan asked again: "How does it compare to the scorching sun?"

Zhuang Song said: "You two have different styles."

Gu Yan: "Oh."

Qiu Ri couldn't figure it out and said, "What, Brother Gu, why are you acting like you're jealous."

Gu Yan smiled: "Eat a hammer, this is the ADC's desire to win."

The next wave of Zhuang Song was caught in the wild area, but Gu Yi ignored Zhuang Song and went back to the city by himself.

I can feel that Gu Yan is very concerned about the scorching sun, just like Xia Jiahe at that time, he hesitated to speak several times, because he wanted Zhuang Song to delete the scorching sun.

But Gu Di may know that Kitten's Claw and Lie Yangshen have known each other for a long time, and he may also feel that Zhuang Song has not cooperated so much recently. All in all, he didn't speak.

Zhuang Song would not pay attention to him.

It's just a good friend, Zhuang Song has no position to care about it, and Gu Yi has no position to care about it either.

After meeting Gu Yan that day, Zhuang Song's junior sister was particularly interested in their relationship.

The little girl probably thought they were two-way crushes on little bamboo horses, and they could sweetly become lovers by piercing a layer of window paper.

Zhuang Song didn't hide it from her, and told her that he had actually confessed to her. Seeing the little girl's heart shatter when she said this, she was shocked and asked if you had confessed, but he refused, and he was still so tired of you. ?

Later, the little girl downloaded a live broadcast platform for her senior brother, and watched it for two days with a vague understanding.

After being able to distinguish Gu Yan from the others from the voice line, he told Zhuang Song indignantly that he would not marry He Li, brother, run away, why is he such a good-looking scumbag, so sad.

When the little girl heard "the sun is burning her body" from Gu Yan's mouth, she immediately urged Zhuang Song not to play with him!Go play with that guy!mad at him!

Zhuang Song did not accept this suggestion.

Playing games with Lie Yang in order to alienate Gu Yi is not fair to Lie Yang, he will not cause trouble to his friends because of his bad unrequited love.

The relationship between Zhuang Song and Gu Yan has entered a peaceful period again.

In Gu Yi's view, this must be a day that is no different from usual, live broadcast every day, being sought after by the audience and friends, facing Zhuang Song who is always on call, and Zhuang Song who will laugh after being teased by him.

For Zhuang Song, the undercurrent surges under peace, just like the chaotic wind before the storm.

His feelings for Gu Yan lasted for seven years, and his flesh and blood have long been bonded together, and he has become a part of himself, so it is difficult to take the initiative to say goodbye.

But Zhuang Song won't hold on to all this again.

-

A few days later, the platform had an offline event, and Gu Yan invited Zhuang Song to go with him.

"After you showed your face that day, many viewers wanted to see you again." Gu Yan said, "In Meizhou next door, it takes more than an hour to get there by train. I discussed with the guild. If you want to come, you can charter a car and pay for accommodation. I will give you an appearance fee according to the price of the third signed anchor."

Zhuang Song said: "I'm not good at this kind of activity, and I don't know what to say when I go there."

"There is me." Gu Yan said, "I will take you."

Gu Di may have sensed Zhuang Song's estrangement these days and wanted to get closer to him.

At least this statement is more reliable than "introduce a part-time job to Zhuang Song".

So Zhuang Song hesitated for a while, but agreed.

So they went to Meizhou together on the weekend, and they also went together in autumn. Xinghe asked about Zhuang Song's appearance fee this time, and said enviously: "Brother Zhuang has a card, and the appearance fee is higher than mine."

"Our handsome brother Zhuang is still a top student, how can you compare with him?" Qiu Ri teased.

"You're right, you're right." Xinghe nodded, and didn't say anything more.

Gu Yi has been walking around Zhuang Song, staying next to him on the train, going to the hotel to register and asking him "Shall we live in the same room?", and telling him anecdotes about previous platform activities.

Gu Yi has always been good at talking, as long as he is willing, he can always create a good atmosphere, and Zhuang Song is also in a good mood - if he was always unhappy around Gu Yi, he would not have stayed by his side for so many years.

While queuing up for check-in, Zhuang Song went out for a walk. There were beautiful flowers blooming in the courtyard outside the hotel. Zhuang Song took a few photos and posted them on Moments.

Evenings are live events, plus networking, at an adjacent music bar.

Zhuang Song was dragged by Gu Yan, together with Qiuri, Xinghe, and Yuyi, they came on stage as a five-black team and interacted with the audience in the live broadcast room.

Zhuang Song found that his popularity was much higher than expected, a lot of bullet screens were cueing him, and the host lady kept handing him the mic.He was a little at a loss in such an environment, so Gu Yan took over the wheat to make a rescue for him.

Fortunately, there are many anchors participating in the event, and a few of them only have 5 minutes on stage.

When the time was up, Zhuang Song came off, feeling relieved.

There is a dinner party under the main stage. Gu Yi often participates in this kind of event, and is even familiar with the food provided by the platform.He took Zhuang Song to the next table and brought him something to eat: "This small bread is very delicious, and that cake. The juice they made is also very good, not fake sweet."

Zhuang Song followed him around, these trivial and colorful scenes would always bring him back to high school, it was the brightest part in his memory.

But the reality is not high school after all. Gu Yi took him around for a short while, and the phone rang. Gu Yi glanced at it and answered it. wait for me."

Sister Yang is Gu Yi's manager. Although Zhuang Song didn't want to be left here alone, he was used to obeying Gu Yi after all, and it wasn't a big deal, so he agreed.

So Gu Yi left, and this walk took more than half an hour.Zhuang Song didn't know where he went.

Zhuang Song was not used to the environment at the dinner party. It was too noisy and there were too many people. Qiuri Xinghe and the others had other activities and couldn't control him. He sent a message to Gu Yi, but Gu Yi didn't reply, probably because he was very busy.

Every once in a while, people I don't know come to strike up a conversation, both men and women, expressing their liking for Zhuang Song's temperament or his face, the intention is obvious.

Zhuang Song was even less interested in these, and declined them all.

He was really not used to the environment here, and Gu Yi disappeared again, and he still didn't reply to his messages, which was very uncomfortable.

Zhuang Song got up and was about to slip away by himself, when suddenly someone behind him called him: "Xiao Zhuang player."

Zhuang Song originally wanted to pretend not to hear, but suddenly he recognized the voice.

Although it doesn't sound as deep and magnetic as in the voice, it is still very warm, safe and familiar.

Zhuang Song turned his head in disbelief and surprise.

In front of him, a handsome man wearing half-rim glasses smiled and stretched out his hand to him, "The sun is burning, I'm glad to see you."

Although it was the first time I saw the scorching sun himself, and I hadn't even seen the photo before, but I knew it was Zhuang Song at the first sight, and even felt very familiar at once.The discomfort of being in a strange environment all disappeared at once, Zhuang Song said pleasantly, "You are here too!"

"Well, I came here with Xiaohan." Lie Yang smiled and said, "I found you posted on Moments when I arrived."

Xiaohan was the captain of the scorching sun-burning team in the previous host match.

"You didn't tell me about an activity I participated in?" Zhuang Song finally laughed, "It's not enough friends."

"I don't want to be a light bulb." The scorching sun said, "Didn't you come here with your big anchor?"

"...Hmm." Thinking of Gu Yan, Zhuang Song couldn't help but sigh, "Yes."

"What about others?" Lie Yang asked.

"The manager asked him to arrange a job." Zhuang Song replied.

"Then leave you here alone?" Lie Yang scorched his eyebrows and frowned, "Alright, then you can hang out with me first."

Zhuang Song was originally introverted, and when the scorching sun appeared, it was like falling from the sky to save him. He nodded immediately: "Okay."

Zhuang Song and the scorching sun found a remote table, took some drinks and small cakes and came over to eat and chat. In the middle, Xiao Han came to look for him. Shoulder to greet Zhuang Song.

The scorching sun took a look at Xiaohan and said, I chatted with the lovelorn boy for a while, while your child was playing, Xiaohan curled his lips and said yes, I will go to Xingxing, I will remember to come back later.

The scorching sun smiled and said okay.

In fact, they didn't talk about Gu Yi, but about today's weather, about Jiangzhou, about their work, the scorching sun, the three-dimensional is similar to what Zhuang Song thought, a man who came home from work and started to roam the canyon with a flick of his suit jacket, was beaten by his father every day The handsome beater whose mother urged her to marry.

They chatted for a long time without knowing it, until Gu Yan called Zhuang Song.

"Where are you?" Gu Yan asked.

Zhuang Song was stunned for a moment, the hall is not big, so he couldn't find it, but he still replied, "It's in the corner of the hall."

"Yeah." Gu Yan said, "I'm at the east gate, come and find me."

Zhuang Song felt that Gu Yi's tone was weird, but he still said, yes.

Then he hung up the phone and said to the scorching sun, "I'll go find Gu Yan."

The scorching sun hummed, and added as if he expected something: "Just call me if you need anything."

Zhuang Song said yes in a daze.

-

The dinner party was almost over, and the lights began to be turned off. There were only empty glasses and plates left on the table, and the flow of people at the party slowly dispersed.

The east gate is the most remote gate, there is a street outside, few people go this way, when Zhuang Song went out through the east gate, he saw Gu Yan standing on the side of the road with his pockets in his pocket.

Hearing the sound of his footsteps, Gu Yan turned his face, and said with a smile on his face, "You had a nice chat."

Zhuang Song was taken aback.

"With your ADC." Gu Yi added lightly, "I should have gone to see Sister Yang earlier, right?"

"You went to find Sister Yang first, I didn't even know he was here—" Although Zhuang Song thought it was unreasonable for Gu Yi to say this, he subconsciously explained.

Halfway through the speech, he suddenly came to his senses and looked at Gu Yan in disbelief, "Why did you know it was the scorching sun? You knew he would come?"

"His ID is on the list." Gu Yan was silent for half a second before saying.

"But you didn't tell me?" Zhuang Song asked.

"Yes." Gu Yan said.

"Why?" Zhuang Song asked, he was getting a little angry.

"Because I don't like you contacting him." Gu Yan said.

When the general topic is here, Zhuang Song will not ask further questions, because if you continue to ask, you will get a lot of chicken feathers.

But what Gu Ye did today was beyond his comprehension. He didn't understand why Gu Ye called him out and questioned him in a weird way after leaving him alone for so long, why he could say "I don't like you and He contacted."

He didn't understand why Gu Yan could say such possessive words with confidence, and they were not even in an online dating relationship.

So Zhuang Song asked: "You don't like me contacting him? Why do you?"

"Since I'm your ADC, I don't want to see you have another ADC." Gu Yan said.

The word "ADC" here is ridiculous to the point of laughing.

"Then can I also make this kind of request?" Zhuang Song asked, "Didn't you play games with other supports?"

"That's my job." Gu Yan said, "Oh, you're angry now, aren't you? Then what were you doing at that time? In order to get revenge, I found an ADC to kiss me, and I ran offline, and the two sat in the small room. Talking and laughing in the corner, right?"

This passage is simply outrageous.

"I'll say it again, I never contacted him at all." Zhuang Song said, "It's because you left me there and ignored him—"

"Then let me say again that I have a job!" Gu Yan interrupted him irritably, "Sister Yang asked me to talk about work, so I can't go, can I? I have to follow you all day long, right? You are so embarrassing Yeah?"

Zhuang Song was suddenly interrupted, he didn't speak any more, and looked at Gu Yan fixedly.

Gu Yan is still going on.

He seemed to be really angry, and threw out a series of words: "I really don't understand, am I treating you badly? Are you unwilling to make such a small request? You choose to face him?"

"Oh, by the way, people who have never played with cats are playing cats for him, isn't it sweet to hang on to others? Are you addicted? You really want me to get out of here so that we can go to the world with him, right? Do you want to Shall I open a room for you two?"

In fact, Zhuang Song still has a lot to say.

For example, you can go to talk about work but you don't have to disappear for so long.If you can answer the phone when you are talking to me, then you will not die if you reply me a WeChat message when you are talking to others.For example, it is not reasonable for you to call me out as a good friend to say these things.

But after Gu Di finished the sentence "open house", he didn't plan to say anything.

He always felt that Gu Yan was very kind to him, that kind of kindness was a bit special, so special that he was willing to ignore the sadness he brought him many times.

But now he understands that Gu Yan's kindness to him is nothing more than alms when the mood is right, and a bargaining chip when he needs to give back.

He was just as fast when he turned his face.

Reckless preferential treatment, reckless mistreatment, reckless manipulation of him, squandering him, and avoiding him.

Every time he made a promise, he tore it up easily, crossed the boundary at will, and bound Zhuang Song with that boundary.

Never felt there was anything wrong with that.

There was no respect, no backing down, no acknowledgment.

There is no such thing as "cherished" affection that Zhuang Song gave him.

What Gu Yan said actually made him very sad, but being sad is not a bad thing.

Sadness can wake you up.

Just because of this level of "being nice to him" is self-defeating.

It's so unnecessary.

It's too boring.

In the dark night behind, the city is prosperous and lonely.

There was a building in the distance, and the flowing lights climbed up the floors, and then fell in the night like pieces of bones.

Zhuang Song stared at Gu Yan steadfastly, the other party seemed to sense something was wrong with him, and his expression changed slightly, as if he wanted to change his words and say something nice.

But Zhuang Song didn't give him another chance.

"First, I play cats because if I play a hero that I'm good at, you two won't be our opponents at all. And the cat's W tells Yuumi to go out, not to open a house on the spot."

Johnson paused.

"Second, you don't seem to understand that even if I really go to open a room with someone else, it has nothing to do with you."