don't you regret

After this sentence?

After that, Zhuang Song brushed the entry "How good is your straight boyfriend" for two weeks before he managed to get off his sensitivity.

After that, I slowly realized through personal experience that Gu Yi was a trap.

For example, in Truth or Dare, someone asked Gu Di to kiss the face of another boy in his class, but he resolutely refused, saying "so perverted".

For example, there will still be many people playing with Gu Yi, and Gu Yi will also praise other people for "what a handsome hairstyle" or "today's clothes look good".

Zhuang Song didn't mind that Gu Yi was kind to others, he just understood from the little things that Gu Yi was kind to others. It turned out that even though Gu Yi sat with him for more than an hour in the early morning when the rain was pouring, he still praised him for his good eyes. It doesn't mean that he is special in Gu Yi's heart.

But liking someone is never asking the other person to like him in return.

Likes are exclusive, so it is the most difficult emotion in the world to go both ways.

Zhuang Song understands and accepts it, so he has silently liked Gu Di for so long.

When the porridge was ready, Zhuang Song turned off the fire and scooped it out into the refrigerator.

The weather is a bit hot, and it is more comfortable to drink sweet mung bean ice porridge.

After waiting for a while, I started frying eggs and ham to make sandwiches. The timing had to be fixed so that the sandwiches would not cool down when I went downstairs.

Everything was ready at [-]:[-], and Gu Yi made an appointment at [-]:[-]. Zhuang Song checked his phone, but if there was no news, he sent Gu Yi a WeChat message.

did not return.

Zhuang Song thought for a while and called again, but no one answered until he hung up automatically.

Zhuang Song was a little anxious, worried that Gu Yi would oversleep, and also worried that nothing would happen to him on the way.

He took the umbrella with the orange cat print on it, and carried the lunch box to the gate of the community, thinking that if there was no news of this person at [-]:[-], he would bombard him with the phone.

After waiting anxiously for ten minutes, at exactly 4:40, the dazzling red beams of headlights appeared in the rain curtain.

The royal blue BMW M8 appeared in Zhuang Song's sight, and Gu Di's car, like his people, was ostentatious everywhere.

The car stopped in front of him, Gu Yan opened the car door, he was wearing a dark gray coat today, his lips were red and his teeth were white, his eyebrows and eyes were dark, he raised his eyes and smiled at Zhuang Song: "Come on, wait."

Gu Yan is a very standard person who "knows that he is good-looking, and knows how to use his good-looking". Normally, Zhuang Song must have been bewitched again, but today he waited anxiously for 20 minutes. Looking at such a good-looking Gu Yan, he didn't have any intention of appreciating it.

Seeing Gu Yi's decent appearance, he knew that Gu Yi must be fine, he was a false alarm.

But because of this, I felt lost and annoyed by the waiting I had just done.

He didn't want Gu Yi to get caught in the rain, so he walked quickly to the co-pilot and opened the door, before asking, "Why didn't you reply to my message just now?"

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect him to have such a question, and replied with a smile, "Didn't read it because I was in a hurry."

Zhuang Song couldn't help but said: "I called you several times, thinking that something happened. I was thinking about calling another car myself."

"Oh, I was wrong, I was wrong." Gu Yan apologized with a smile, and fastened his seat belt, "Didn't I come on time, don't be angry."

So there is no reason, just get up early and hurry, too lazy to look at the phone.

Zhuang Song didn't speak any more, and handed the mung bean porridge and sandwiches to Gu Yan.

Gu Yan didn't rush to eat after receiving it, and drove first, because the time was already very tight.

His attitude is very good, the temperature and music in the car are just right, so good that Zhuang Song's petty temper seems out of place here.

After all, they are just friends, and it seems that there is no problem if there is no news in the morning.

It was misty and rainy along the way, and Gu Yan's favorite songs were playing on the car stereo.

While driving, Gu Yi couldn’t stop talking. He pulled Zhuang Song to chat, chatting about their high school and playing games. Gu Yi said Ah Song, how can you be so good, you are a graduate student of a top university, and you are also a thousand-point king. It looks good and cooks deliciously.

Zhuang Song agreed with a smile, yes, yes.

Arriving at the experimental base, the journey was just over an hour. Zhuang Song swiped his card and took Gu Yan into the parking lot. The small royal blue sports car was extremely popular among the black and white private cars.

"Several people" refers to Zhuang Song's mentor, Zhuang Song's senior brother, and Zhuang Song's junior junior sister.

The lively little junior sister looked at the car, looked at Zhuang Song, and opened her eyes wide: "Men Cao! Your car is so handsome!"

"It's not my car." Zhuang Song explained awkwardly, "My friend's."

As soon as the words were finished, Gu Yan opened the door from the cab and smiled at his junior sister.

The junior sister doesn't play games and doesn't know Gu Yan, but the handsome guy with handsome appearance still has the impact, her eyes are wide open, she takes half a step back, and nodded at Gu Yan cautiously.

Gu Di is naturally extroverted. He has been an anchor for more than two years, and his social skills have already been fully developed.

He greeted Zhuang Song's mentor with a smile that made people like it at first glance, and knowing that this place had nothing to do with him, he shrank back into the car and ate his breakfast sensibly.

Shimen and his team entered the laboratory, and the junior sister gave Zhuang Song crazy winks. Zhuang Song looked at his mobile phone and found that the junior sister had sent him a row of fat-faced little raccoon exclamation marks.

Zhuang Song: "..."

The experimental task was very heavy. After entering the laboratory, they quickly focused on the project itself. After more than two hours of continuous rotation, they finally had time to look at their mobile phones.

Seeing the news from Gu Yi, he asked: Can I broadcast outdoors here for a while?

Zhuang Song said yes, but only in the parking lot, Gu Yan said yes, and chatted with everyone.

I can see Gu Yi from the window, now the rain has stopped, the sun is out, the weather is fine, Gu Yi is sitting on the hood of his car with a mobile phone live broadcasting, a royal blue sports car and a handsome guy with a lazy smile, It's dazzling in the sun.

Zhuang Song glanced at the live broadcast room, the title was [Being a Driver G Secretly Broadcasting Outdoors]. After thinking about it in the laboratory, he still didn't click in to watch it.

At noon, Gu Yi was not together in the live broadcast. After eating, Zhuang Song received Gu Yi's WeChat message and asked him, do you want to have a camera together?

Zhuang Song hesitated, and said forget it, he doesn't like to appear on camera.

Gu Yan said it's okay, you are very handsome today, and the audience also wants to see you.

Gu Yi said again, I want to introduce you to everyone.

Finally, Zhuang Song said, okay.

It seems that he will always compromise in front of Gu Yi.

Zhuang Song was walking towards Gu Yan. On the way, because he wanted to be on camera, he was a little awkward, and his arms were not arms, and his legs were not legs.Gu Yan put his mobile phone on the car hood, and came to meet him by himself, smiling brightly in the sun.

He draped Zhuang Song's shoulders and pulled Zhuang Song to the front of the camera: "Come here to show you, we Xiaozhuang."

It was the first time for Zhuang Song to see the backstage of the anchor's live broadcast. In the camera, his white shirt cuffs were rolled up to his arms, with a dazed expression.

It may be because of the beauty, it seems that it does look good.

He saw a lot of bullet screens, praising him for his good looks, and said he wanted to climb the wall.

Gu Yan took Zhuang Song's arm, "Say hello to everyone."

Zhuang Song was a little embarrassed, and smiled at the screen: "Hi everyone. I am, uh—"

It's strange to call myself Xiaozhuang, but Gu Yan took the words naturally, "It's the number one support in the national server, Kitty Claw, and my support player Xiaozhuang."

-So today the anchor is bound by Xiao Zhuang as a driver?

"Yeah." Gu Yan still had the same light and rising ending voice, "Are you envious of Xiao Zhuang?"

The barrage is a row of [envy anchor].

Gu Yan gave a "tsk", and then laughed, "I'm also quite envious of myself."

-woc got drunk

"What are you eating?" Gu Yan looked calm, "You can eat melon seeds if I am me."

Zhuang Song had an awkward chat with Gu Yi for a while, and then went back to the laboratory.

The junior sister stood at the door, as if she had watched them from afar for a long time, and asked him in a low voice with sparkling eyes: "Senior brother, is that handsome guy your boyfriend?"

Zhuang Song was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "No."

"...Ah." Junior Sister was unwilling, "But he looks at you very well."

Zhuang Song said, "He treats everyone like this."

The junior sister let out a "hey", unable to hide her disappointment.

Zhuang Song smiled and didn't answer.

-

After finishing the experiment in the evening, Gu Yi sent Zhuang Song back again.

There are burning clouds outside, golden and red, and the whole sky is burning brightly. Gu Yan hums to the car stereo, the sound is very pleasant, very similar to when he graduated from high school.

Zhuang Song leaned on the co-pilot, feeling inexplicably calm.

Early this morning, after making breakfast for more than an hour, when Gu Yi didn't even send a message, he was very disappointed and annoyed, but after a few hours, he slowly bypassed this corner, or accepted the reality.

The past seven years have been like this trip, driving high and low, and returning late.

Gu Die was really good to him. He was very good seven years ago, and he is also very good now. Maybe his mentality has changed over the years. Gu Die has always been good friends.

He should also correct his mentality and let himself return to the role of the crush.

But when Zhuang Song thought so, Gu Yan suddenly said: "A Song, please change the ID back."

This sentence is like an arrow, at the first moment when it was shot, Zhuang Song was happy, but the mood after that was not like that.

Together with the very proactive "I'll send you off" last night and the naturalness after not replying to the message today, together with "Let's make up" and "I'm a melon seed, you just eat it".

The scenes of ups and downs of mood suddenly surged up again and again, making Zhuang Song speechless for a long time.

He was silent for a while before asking, "Why?"

Gu Yan smiled, "Because I want to use the same one as you."

Zhuang Song didn't speak.

Gu Yan glanced at him sideways: "What's wrong?"

"Why use the same one?" Zhuang Song asked again.

"Because we are good friends." Gu Yan replied with a smile.

"But I think my ID is pretty good now." Zhuang Song said.

"That's fine, then don't change it." Gu Yan said.

It was obvious that he was a little upset again, but this time Zhuang Song ignored it.

That sentence pierced his heart with an arrow, and suddenly made him very tired.

Because he found that his idea just now was wrong.

The root of everything is not that he can't adjust his mentality, but that he has already accepted it, but Gu Yan keeps provoking it again and again.

In the past seven years, the two of them have been like ships sailing on the sea.

In the past years, Zhuang Song never took the initiative to bring up his feelings, so the boat was in the deep water area, sailing tacitly and smoothly

But now Gu Yan insists on taking the helm. Perhaps out of some uncommon feelings, he wants to go to shore unscrupulously, but he has no sincerity. Zhuang Song's emotions are in the palm of his hand.

What Gu Yi didn't understand was that there were hidden reefs and turbulent currents on the shore, and those careless ups and downs were already enough to sink the ship.

It was Zhuang Song who had been relying on his own compromise to pull the boat into the deep water area, so it was wobbly and floating on the sea.

Zhuang Song looked sideways at Gu Yan.

The other party drove with a straight face, not hiding his displeasure at being rejected.

Zhuang Song leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.

From the beginning to the end, he felt like an ostrich, because he was too greedy, and it would be fine to stay in the deep water forever.

But since it is a ship, it always has to dock.

Isn't it.