In the next life, remember that I am crazy for you

更新时间2013-2-1412:44:17字数：2225

Fate has never favored me, even now, God is bullying me.I went to many places to apply for a job, but no matter where I went, I didn't accept it, nothing else, just because of my education.At this moment, I finally understand why my grandfather said that sentence before he died.Grandpa said that all college students now farm, let alone me?

I can't find a job, what can I do?Now I deeply understand how unworthy it is to give up my career for that man.If I hadn't given up my career back then, I wouldn't be what I am now.At that time, the female boss was very optimistic about me, saying that I was smart, quick to learn everything, and had a good memory. It can be said that there are so many employees in the company, but the boss treated me very differently, and even treated me like a daughter. .But I...hehe, which muscle did I break in the first place?She actually said so many things that hurt Auntie because of that man.

Even though I know now that I was wrong, everything is irreparable.At the beginning, my aunt said that this man was incompetent and told me to cut off contact with him, but I lost my virginity to him back then, and I was only sixteen or seventeen years old. I just entered society at that time, what do I know?I blindly thought that as long as I have love, I can overcome everything, but I never thought that love also needs to fill my stomach first.How ridiculous and naive am I?

I stood alone on the bridge against the cold wind for a long time, looking at the rushing river under the bridge, and for a moment, I had the idea of ​​jumping off.

That's right, jump down, die, and it's over.What a great way to escape reality?Hehe, even if he jumped into the river and drowned, on the newspaper, there would only be an article written in a certain corner, A woman drowned under a certain bridge in city A...

Hehe, why is my fate so rough?Why should my life be so miserable?In fact, everything is nothing more than my own self-inflicted consequences!

Standing on the bridge, blowing the wind for a long time, I think I am awake enough, but I didn't realize that I had a fever at all, and my steps were a little weak, and my whole body was weak.I don't know which street or which store I fell on. In short, my last thought before I passed out was: Please God, don't let me wake up again.

Unfortunately, not only did I wake up, but I also found something that horrified me because of the familiar face I saw when I opened my eyes.Who is that?With fair skin and a gentle expression, who else is it if it's not Ziru?

Seeing me wake up, Zi Ru's expression was joyful but faintly puzzled, I thought, maybe he was wondering why I was here?

"Ruolin, are you awake? Don't talk yet, I'll get you a glass of water." Ziru's voice was as pleasant as ever, but my heart felt very complicated.If I knew that Ziru was in City A, I wouldn't have come here.

Not long after, Ziru poured a cup of warm water over, helped me up, and handed the quilt to my mouth to feed me.After drinking the water, I looked at Ziru, not knowing what I was going to say, after thinking about it, I finally just asked a question that all normal people would ask: "Why am I here?"

"What's more, I want to ask you why you are in City A. You were not willing to come with me a few days ago, but just a few days ago, I saw you lying in front of a hotel under my name. The assistant called I said that a woman passed out at the entrance of the hotel, I thought something was wrong with the hotel, but when I came down, I saw it was you." Ziru's gentle voice contained a little blame, probably because I couldn't take care of myself.

I smiled wryly twice, and asked Ziru back: "Otherwise? Should I come back with you? Ziru, you shouldn't have brought me back. This should cause you trouble, right?"

Ziru raised his pretty eyebrows, and smiled a bit slyly: "Are you concerned about me?"

Being asked by Zi Ru, my heart was confused, I glanced at Zi Ru in a daze, I turned my head and stopped looking at him: "Who is worried about you, I don't want to cause you trouble because of me, I can't make up for it damages to your reputation."

Ziru was amused by me, and laughed happily for a while, until I started to get a little annoyed, then stopped laughing and said, "Ruolin, you are really not a woman who is good at lying and covering up, write down everything on your mind It's on the face."

I turned my head and gave Ziru a white look, and glared at him angrily: "Are you stuffed with too much food? Nothing to do?"

For my slight annoyance, Zi Ru didn't care at all, she smiled lightly, and sat beside me: "Ruo Lin, are you looking for a job?"

I was taken aback by Zi Ru's words, and I looked at him in astonishment, wondering how Zi Ru knew that I was looking for a job.

I didn't speak, Ziru smiled slightly, and said again: "Don't be surprised, after all, this is my territory, and I am familiar with this generation. If you are looking for a job, I can help you. You know too few things now. No, you come to our company, you can learn slowly if you don’t know how to do it, and I can take care of you in City A.” After a pause, Ziru put the quilt in his hand on the table beside him, then turned to look at me with an expression Still so gentle: "Ruo Lin, did he bully you?"

I shook my head slowly, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

Ziru is always like this, speaking softly to me, even if I do something wrong, he will tolerate me and comfort me.He accompanied me when I was frustrated, comforted me when I was sad, and relieved me when I was in pain. I didn’t even realize that Ziru has deeply penetrated into my life in the past year. every corner.

I am used to having such a person around me who believes in me unconditionally, protects me, and cares for me.

"He didn't bully me, and he will never have the chance to bully me again!" I said this lightly, and turned to look out the window.

I hate the oath I made that made me irrecoverable. Although I know that there are many people in this society who don't pay attention to promises, I don't bother to break the oath.If you don't have faith, you can't stand. Why do you ask others to do things that you can't even do yourself?

"No chance? You broke up?" Ziru's voice was a little surprised, but I turned my back to him, so I couldn't see his expression at this time.

I took a deep breath and smiled wryly: "He won't say goodbye, and I won't be the one who said goodbye. I've promised, and I will never go back on it!"

Ziru sighed behind me: "You are such a stupid woman, that bastard treats you like this, and you are so stupid that you don't want to break up." After a pause, Ziru's voice was a little bitter: "You are stupid, I You're stupid! You foolishly don't talk about breaking up, and I foolishly help you heal your wounds."

Ziru's words made me silent, I have nothing to say.Ziru treats me well, no one can replace me, I can't say that feeling.

Like the matter between me and my boyfriend, there are other men who know about it, and I have said it before, and there are many people like Ziru who said to me at that time: "As long as you are willing to leave him, I will take care of you for the rest of your life. "However, the only one who really did it was Ziru.