I caught a sea king's fish

Shi Yao felt as if his mind was being filled with sea water, and there was no place for the air, and his forced breathing had a salty smell. He was afraid of the sea water pouring back, so he didn't dare to open his mouth, and he didn't dare to open his eyes. Couldn't stand the water pressure.

He could only hug the person in front of him tightly, Shi Yao was afraid that if he let go, he would fall directly into the bottom of the sea, but he also felt that he would implicate Shi An and make him lose his chance of life.

The hands holding Shi'an's waist were slightly loosened, but the arms that were overlapped because of the embrace had bulging veins, and the white spots on the fingertips were transparent under the moonlight.

Shi An felt Shi Yao's movements, and thought that he was willing to move and could go home, so his body started to move, preparing to back up, leaving room for Shi Yao to stand up.

In the darkness, people's other senses were magnified, and Shi Yao tightened his arms almost as soon as he felt Shi An let go of his movements, clamping him in his arms.

He murmured repeatedly in his mouth not to go, not to go, and the sound of the words was blurred because his face was buried in Shi An's clothes, so that Shi An didn't hear what he was saying clearly, and wanted to bend slightly and be hugged Can't move.

Shi An yelled a few words, but Shi Yao didn't respond other than hugging himself tightly, he could only raise his voice slightly and shout: "Shi Yao? Shi Yao! My leg hurts."

The last few words touched Shi Yao's nerves about Shi'an. He suddenly let go of his hand and looked up at Shi'an, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak.

He wanted to ask Shi An where the pain was, but his throat seemed to be tied up, and there was a fishy smell in his mouth, not the smell of sea water, but the smell of blood from when he bit the inner wall of his mouth. .

Shi An's eyes were covered with an impenetrable veil in the moonlight, Shi Yao could feel his gaze on his face, and subconsciously wanted to lower his head to avoid it, but was forced by Shi An. I pinched my chin and couldn't move.

Shi Yao didn't dare to move anymore, because he saw Shi An, who bent over to approach, pursed his lips, and his whole body exuded an unhappy breath.

Shi An's cold fingertips touched the corner of his mouth, and Shi Yao realized that the blood in his mouth might have flowed out because of the movement he just wanted to speak. He swallowed the bloody smell from his nose together, and then closed his mouth tightly.

Shi An withdrew his hand and took out his handkerchief, frowned and wiped away the redness around Shi Yao's mouth, but there was a red mark on Shi Yao's face.

Shi Yao raised his hand a little uneasy, and suddenly didn't dare to hug the person unreasonably like before, and grasped in the air, and finally grabbed the corner of Shi An's clothes.

Did not break free.

Shi Yao looked at Shi An who was being held by him, and thought in a daze that he still had Shi An.

"Relax, don't bite anymore." Shi An said to the person with a sigh.

Shi Yao nodded.

"Want to go home?"

Shi Yao still nodded, and met Master An's eyes, he said again: "Return." The voice was very hoarse and soft, and it dispersed in the air the moment he said it.

Along the way, Shi Yao held onto Shi An's hand, and stared at Shi An with unavoidable eyes. He just shook his head when he asked Shi An's question, but his eyes were still glued to Shi An's face.

The driver sent the man to the gate of the community, and the two returned home holding hands.

Shi Yao, who opened the door of the house, suddenly froze in place, feeling a little uneasy holding Shi An's hand.

Shi An's attention was always on Shi Yao, and then he looked at the person, and his reaction to Shi Yao's eyes lagged for a second, he was still not used to it, Shi Yao was always talking, some simple expressions even made him He can understand without saying it.

But now Shi Yao doesn't want to and it's inconvenient to speak, so he can't be the same as usual, Shi An looked at the person and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Did not buy."

"what?"

"At home, there are no tomatoes."

Shi An didn't realize it for a while. He usually went to the kitchen to find Shi Yao, and he didn't pay attention to this aspect at all, so that he didn't know that there were no tomatoes at home until Shi Yao said it.

Shi Yao's eye sockets were still red. Although he didn't cry this time, the red marks on his eye sockets were always there. Shi An suddenly understood what he meant when he met his stubborn gaze.

When Shi Yao went out this morning, in order to relax his mind and let him know that he would be waiting for him at home, he told Shi Yao that he wanted to eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes at night.

Shi An can be sure that Shi Yao understood what he meant, otherwise he wouldn't have put on his shoes halfway and came back to give him a hug.

But he took it seriously.

Shi An only felt that his heart was so soft that he couldn't bear it. He pulled the man in from the door with a little force, and said to him, "I don't want to buy it, can we order takeaway?"

Because Shi Yao's performance tonight is really insecure, he must sit next to Shi An, and hold Shi An's hand when eating, and when Shi An goes to wash up, he will follow Shi An and stand outside the bathroom without saying a word , knocking on the door every few seconds.

Shi An could only quickly wash up, and walked out wrapped in a bathrobe.

He knew what must have happened today, and Shi An didn't ask, just like last time, Shi Yao would tell himself after he wanted to say something, and if he didn't want to talk about Shi An, he didn't want him to speak.

Shi An didn't understand Shi Yao's parents, and he couldn't empathize with Shi Yao's feelings. These things were his own problems. Shi An understood that just like his own illness was his own problem, the two of them couldn't bear each other's responsibility, but they could do it. Just being there for the other person and letting him know that life isn't all about the bad things, or that even when it's terribly bad, let him know he's not alone.

Shi Yao looked at Shi An who had washed up, took his hand and made him stand at the door like he just did, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't go, I'll wash up right away."

Shi'an nodded, let his thoughts go, afraid that he would not feel at ease, so he also knocked slowly on the door.

On the matter of going back to the room, Shi Yao was in a dilemma. Although the two of them rested together last night, it was a half-way thing, not to mention that they didn't sleep for a long time, but he looked at the clock and it was only past 10 o'clock. …

Shi An looked sideways at Shi Yao, he was in such a state tonight that Shi An didn't feel at ease letting him sleep alone, and he had already slept together last night, and he felt pretty good, so Shi An didn't understand what Shi Yao was hesitating about.

Shi Yao took a look at Shi An, then let go, and took out the two quilts in the room. One bed was spread on the sofa, and he pulled Shi An to sit on it, and then covered the other bed.

The two of them squeezed together on the sofa, with a large area of ​​skin touching, Shi Yao hugged him in front of him, and rested his head on Shi An's shoulder.

"Shi'an, I have separated my account."

I don't know how long it took, Shi'an frowned when he heard Shi Yao's words, and wanted to turn his head to see Shi Yao's reaction, but he was resisted by his head buried in his neck.

"What do they want you to do?" Shi An asked in a cold voice.

In one afternoon plus half the night, Shi Yao had almost adjusted his emotions. Hearing this, he told Shi'an about the deal with Xiang Qi in a flat tone.

"you!"

Shi Yao tightened his strength, hugged the person in his arms towards him again, raised his head from Shi An's neck, turned his head to see Shi An's slightly swollen cheeks, and felt disgusted because of the downward movement. I'm in a better mood, and I still have a baby.

He kissed Shi'an on the cheek, and comforted him: "Just treat it as the transaction fee for my birth, and I recorded it. This may not be legal evidence, but with the death of Xiang Jing's mother, Public opinion alone is enough for them to eat."

Shi An didn't speak. He didn't know how to evaluate Shi Yao's behavior. After reacting for a while, facing the reality he had already decided, Shi An knew that he could only support him, even if he didn't agree with his reckless behavior.

But endured it, but still couldn't hold back, Shi An said in a cold voice: "It's not a few years, it's not even ten years!"

"I know, but the more unequal the treaty is and the more overlord it is, the more I will have an advantage when it comes to the official game."

Shi An opened his mouth and wanted to say something, Shi Yao showed his first smile of the night, kissed Shi An on the cheek again out of curiosity, and said, "I know you can help me, but if your family members know I have to rely on you for everything, what will they think of our Shi An? Huh?

Baby trust me, okay?I can solve those troubles. If your family is not at ease, I will cut in the door when I am debt-free. Anyway, no one in my family will object. "

"What if my illness never gets better?"

Shi Yao was startled when he heard the words, and subconsciously twitched his eyebrows, and then said, "It's okay, I can take good care of you."

"if--"

"Shi'an?" Shi Yao interrupted him, and turned the man from his arms. Shi'an was tall and not light, but because of illness, it was really not heavy. Shi Yao hugged him face to face in his arms. Li, looking straight into his eyes and asked, "What's the matter? Is your family aware of our matter and disagree?"

The light in the room suddenly went out, the voices of aunts talking to each other came from outside the window, and the power went out again.

Shi An pursed his lips.Avoiding his own eyes, he leaned forward, his cheek against Shi Yao's, and his chin resting on Shi Yao's shoulder.

"My dad got in touch with a doctor and I had to go back for treatment."

"Is there a risk?"

Shi An was startled, blinked, and forced back the mist covering his eyes, and then said, "I don't know."

After speaking, he felt that Shi Yao's strength in holding him was a little heavier.

When his father questioned his feelings, Shi An could still think calmly, find holes in logic, distinguish which words needed to be thought about, and which words obviously carried his father's personal attitude.

Among the masterpieces that Shi An had read before, there were many works with the theme of love, so he was able to finally understand his own interpretation of love, but when he really heard from Shi Yao that he had his own future, he was still I felt my heart was hit hard.

Shi Yao's emotions were much deeper and heavier than he had imagined. His father questioned him, and he didn't believe that he could bear the love of the other party and take responsibility. Shi An didn't care at first.

But Shi Yao planned to have his own future, and did not avoid the reality that he may never be cured, and may always need to be taken care of. When he knew that he needed to be treated, his first reaction was whether it would be risky.....

Shi An suddenly felt that his thinking was too simple. In his love with Shi Yao, Shi Yao seemed to have taken 99 steps, but he only needed to take one step to win Shi Yao's love.

This is unfair to Shi Yao.