I caught a sea king's fish

"Nonsense!" Shi Cheng who was dragged into the room said with a sullen face after hearing Wen Yijing's words.

Wen Yijing raised her eyes to look at the door, and when she was sure it was closed, she said in a cold voice, "Then what do you think is not a joke? I just want Shi An to be happy."

"He has too few contacts, so he is moved by the approach of such a person. Do you also think that is really moved? He has never lived in a healthy community for a long time. He can contact Those are the only people who come here, and they go out in vain, they are new to everything, and all kinds of people are people he has never met before, are you sure he really likes it under such a premise?"

"But Shi'an is indeed changing!"

"Yes, but is that the change brought about by that boy or is it a natural change caused by Shi An's contact with suitable peers?"

Wen Yijing watched the man in front of her open her mouth and didn't know how to refute, because she didn't know either, her eyes turned red, and tears fell out like beads strung together.

Shi Cheng couldn't see his wife crying, so he frowned and hugged him in his arms, Wen Yijing beat him a few times angrily and let him hold her.

"Also, if Shi An is really just a whim, isn't it fair to the other child? Hearing from you, he is still a very kind child."

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Shi'an knew that his mother had told his father about it. Judging from his observations over the years, he still had more confidence in his mother.

He held the phone tightly in his hand, stared at Shi Yao's contact information on the screen, and put his fingers on the edge of the phone. This action ensured that he could receive Shi Yao's incoming call immediately.

The door opened, Shi Cheng came out alone, Shi An keenly saw the water stains on his shoulders.

When his mother didn't come out, Shi An's heart sank, and he stood up immediately. He was sure that the communication on behalf of his mother was not smooth, and the sitting state made him feel that his momentum was not enough, but Shi Cheng sat down calmly.

"Chat?"

Shi An looked at the person with cold eyes and some vigilance, and didn't answer, but he didn't sit down either.

"Shi'an, we are not your enemy." Shi Cheng looked helplessly at his stubborn son and said.

Shi An pursed his lips when he heard the words, stared at the person who looked like he was just sitting casually, but his back was straight, and he still exuded a faint coercion after restraining himself, and sat down.

Shi Cheng: "You and him are already together."

Shi An pursed his lips and nodded.

"I won't be the villain who beats mandarin ducks, but I won't support you either. You will be an adult soon, and you will be a person with full capacity for civil conduct. You need to be responsible for your own decisions and subsequent actions. .

Frankly speaking, I don't think you really like him, let alone love. "

"What do you want to say?" Shi An said in a cold voice.

"You need to understand one thing, me and your mum will support your decision, because in the end the person who bears the responsibility is you, but as your parent, it is my responsibility to give my advice, right?

I have reservations about your sexuality, but I want my son to be a responsible person, and right now, I don't think you can take responsibility for your feelings.

You are still living in the wonderful care we provide you, we love you so we would like to provide you with security even if you are like this all your life, but is he also like that?

Or, do you want him to be like that too?

You had few contacts with people before, and you will reach many more people in the future.I tend to think that your feelings are the result of a whim, and the other party will not comment because I don't understand it.

Your mother said that you have been a lot happier recently, and I can see that too. We all hope that you can be happy, but I hope that this truth has not been told to you too late. In a relationship, being happy alone can only be regarded as selfish.If your liking is just a whim, and you are very happy during this period, what about the rest?How do you take responsibility for his feelings? "

"I..." Shi'an opened his mouth, not knowing how to refute, his chest seemed to be holding his breath, obviously the exit was not blocked, but he just sent out.Unable to let it out, he wanted to say that it was not like this, but he couldn't translate "it's not like this" so successfully, what is it like.

He doesn't like this kind of communication, it seems to be reasoning, but the actual sentence is an attack, and he is powerless to parry both in appearance and in reality.

Shi An can be sure that he likes Shi Yao, but what Dad said is right, he has no way to pay for this relationship now. Compared with Shi Yao, he has an overwhelming economic advantage that is not his. In addition to the power of his family that he can borrow, his frailty is Shi Yao's burden.

And Shi Yao's detailed confession before made Shi'an sure that he really liked him, and did he really like him to the extent that he did? And how to be responsible for Shi Yao's feelings?

"I'll go back for treatment, but not today." Shi An could only give this answer.

Under Wen Yijing's persuasion, Shi Cheng did not have to take people away today, leaving Shi An time to think and react.

Wen Yijing looked at the man sitting on the sofa in a daze, feeling very distressed, and pinched Shi Cheng's waist, but the man was so hard and there was no soft flesh, she could only stare at him and said, "I didn't want you to talk about it!"

Shi Cheng looked at it, sighed, and said a little wronged in front of his wife: "I have already said it well, this is the first time I have talked to him so much at once, he has to think clearly, decide whether to It can be done so simply, he still doesn't have the awareness of being responsible for his feelings, so it's easy because he likes being with others."

Facing his wife's gaze, Shi Cheng comforted: "Don't worry, he always thinks clearly."

"Keep the kids!"

"Lord Bao!" Shi Yao looked at the doctor and said, then turned to look at Xiang Qi.

Xiang Qi didn't look at Shi Yao, but emphasized that he wanted to protect the child.

"The condition of the pregnant woman is more serious. We need surgery now. Which of you is a family member?"

"I, I, I am her husband!"

Facing Doctor Shang's gaze, Shi Yao said without emotion, "I am her son."

The doctor knocked on the folder impatiently. The operation time was waiting for no one, so Xiang grabbed the doctor's pen and was about to sign on it.When Shi Yao saw Xiang Qi's hand, he immediately grabbed Xiang Qi's hand and pushed him against the wall. He said without restraint, "Why the hell did you get married?"

"Let go of me!"

"Patient's family is quiet!"

"Aren't you ignoring Shi Qin? Worried about her? In this way, the child in her belly is related to the shares. Today, I will protect the adults. You sell yourself to me for compensation for the less profits. If the compensation is enough, you can leave the company. I will give you a basic salary." How about it?"

Looking at the ugly and distorted face in front of him, Shi Yao felt powerless. He heard the voice of the chief surgeon in the operating room, and the voice of the doctor on the side explaining that pregnant women would not have to choose between the two.

"Okay." Shi Yao replied lightly, and then let go of Xiang Qi's hand.

From the very beginning when he put forward the 10-year request to the old lady, he knew that this level could not be avoided, right? Since it is a matter of time, then come.

He saw Xiang Qi signing, and then called the lawyer.

Shi Qin's unsteady fetus, coupled with his own overthinking and the half-cup of mixed tea, led to the current situation.

What the doctor said, Xiang Qi and Shi Yao only heard that the child might not be able to keep it. Shi Qin and the child are so important, this is not a choice for Xiang, of course it is the child, it must be the child.

Before signing, Shi Yao only made one request, that is, to have an independent household, and it happened that the lawyer was also there, so it went smoothly.

The matter that had been stuck in his heart was suddenly resolved. He no longer needed to buy a house for an independent account. He finally realized the state that he had always wanted to have nothing to do with Shi Qinxiang.

It's just a bit expensive.

Shi Yao walked in the hospital and saw a lot of people in hospital clothes. Later, he also heard the doctor's explanation clearly, but Xiang Qi was still obsessed with the child. In fact, the specific situation is not important anymore. Shi Yao just felt sad, a father only expects his child because of the benefits he can bring.

He was also conceived by Shi Qin for 10 months and then he was born. Even among the children she conceived, he was considered the lucky one.

After gaining the freedom to live, you can exchange for the freedom of being completely alone with a 10-year-based period of restraint. It is still earned, isn't it?

I still made money, Shi Yao thought with red eyes.

It was getting dark, Shi An checked the time, Shi Yao still didn't come back.

The phone rang several times, and just when Shi An thought the other party would not be answered, Shi Yao's hoarse voice came over.

"Shi Yao?"

"Ok?"

"Where are you?"

"I'm at home." Shi Yao froze in place the moment he said it.

Shi An also froze for a moment when he heard the words. He heard something wrong in Shi Yao's tone, and immediately responded and asked, "Are you at the place before you moved or after you moved?"

"Sorry, I forgot, I'm coming back now." Shi Yao apologized instead of answering.

Shi An pursed his lips and said, "I'll pick you up, okay? I'll pick you up."

Shi Yao looked at the empty room in front of him, and said hoarsely, "Okay, okay."

Shi An came very quickly, this is the second time he came to this place, the first time he saw the fruit knife, and saw Shi Yao lying beside the dividing line of light and shadow, the second time he could only use the moonlight to search for it in the dark .

Shi Yao was sitting on the sofa, Shi An approached and hugged him in his arms.

Shi Yao's head rested on his waist.Stomach, he stroked Shi Yao's head once and for all, and asked softly, "Shall we go home?"

After a while, he felt the person in his arms nodded, but then he raised the hand holding his waist but did not let go, and Shi An leaned against him.

Shi An suddenly discovered that in this relationship, the person who needs the most care is actually not himself but Shi Yao.

He is a child who was forgotten by the sun but tried hard to chase the sun. What Shi An wants to do is not to be the savior who shouted loudly and pull him out of the darkness, but to dive into the darkness and light up a sun that only belongs to Shi Yao for him. lamp.

Sitting on the sofa today, after thinking for a long time and thinking a lot, Shi An found that what Dad said seemed to make sense but actually had a fatal logical loophole——

How to be responsible.

In other words, Dad is still euphemistic, meaning that he is expressing that his feelings are thin and short-sighted, not enough to achieve the strength that can be extended to the future, so that he can bear all kinds of difficulties faced during the period, so as not to abandon Don't give up and take the responsibility of love.

In the final analysis, it is because the love of young people is too thin, and the immediate enjoyment is more than the consideration of the real future.

Shi'an can understand Dad's idea, because age limits experience, and experience affects the formation and implementation of the Three Views.

Shi An asked himself if he loved Shi Yao?

He felt that he could only write an explanation at this moment, but could not give an answer.

In his opinion, love is a phased answer obtained after continuous verification, and both he and Shi Yao are still on the way of verification. Only the thickness of time can support part of the process, and the wave-like experience is the main body.

The answer of love is the premise of proof in the next stage, while love is a process of constant proof, and the proof sought is eternal.

It would be irresponsible to say that you can’t reach it because you can’t see the end. Shi’an believes that the most important thing in a relationship is to manage and experience it together, and the secretion of dopamine exists like mitochondria, which will always supply energy and keep fresh.