I caught a sea king's fish

Shi An didn't speak all the time, but his body was still stiff in his arms. Shi Yao frowned and wanted to see Shi An's expression. Perhaps the movement was too sudden, and the person in his arms was easily pulled away, but in an instant After reacting, he didn't want to show his face.

Sensing his resistance, Shi Yao let go of his strength, but Shi An didn't hold back for a while, and hit Shi Yao's head with his head. Shi Yao immediately raised his hand to rub his head but touched the water.

"Master An?" Shi Yao's heart tightened, and his voice unconsciously lowered his voice, "What's wrong? Huh?"

Shi Yao searched every sentence in the topic just now in his mind, trying to find the point that made Shi An emotionally collapse.

"Is it because of the treatment? Baby, do you not want to be treated? Or are you going to leave soon? Huh?" Shi Yao asked softly, stroking Shi'an's back with his hands, hoping to help him stabilize down.

Shi Yao has never seen Shi An cry. In the relationship between the two of them, he is the only one who cries worse every time. At that time, he reminded Shi An not to laugh, but in fact, how can he laugh when he sees his sweetheart crying? come out.

If he hadn't touched Shi An's tears just now, Shi Yao would not have noticed that Shi An was crying.

This kind of quiet crying is the most distressing. Shi Yao is anxious, wanting to see Shi An, trying to find the sad point from his expression, but he is not willing to forcibly pull him away.

He could only coax people over and over again, his originally hoarse voice could not make a sound for a moment, Shi Yao endured the discomfort of his throat and the pain caused by speaking on the inner wall of his mouth, and he stretched out.tongue.Tip, lick.up.Licking, trying to moisten the lips slightly because of dryness.

Shi An raised his head at this time, the mist could no longer be seen in his eyes, but the redness in his eyes and the tears on his cheeks showed the fact that he had just cried.

He struggled a little to get up, Shi Yao immediately hugged him tightly sensitively, his voice was still a little choked up, but Shi An still heard him ask what was wrong.

"Pour you some water."

"Don't drink." Shi Yao didn't dare to let go, since the problem hadn't been resolved just now, he was afraid that Shi An would be angry and ignore him directly, so he opened his mouth without thinking.

"Be obedient." Shi'an's voice was a little nasal because he had just cried, which brought some thickness to his usually cold voice, making it extraordinarily magnetic.

Although Shi Yao let go of his hand, he still stood up and followed him step by step, pulling Shi An.

After the two drank some water, they went back to the sofa blindly, not aware of Shi An's resistance, and Shi Yao skillfully hugged him in his arms.

Then Yueguang looked at Shi An's eyes that had just been washed with tears, and unconsciously licked them.up.She licked her lips and asked cautiously, "What happened just now? Huh?"

"you--"

"En." Hearing Shi An's words, Shi Yao immediately responded, fully expressing his cooperation.

Shi An pursed his lips and said to the person, "You."

"Well, I'm here." Shi Yao answered tirelessly when Shi'an paused again.

When Shi An met Shi Yao like this, he realized that the questions he wanted to ask had suddenly become meaningless.

Why should I use those things that may never happen to question Shi Yao's sincerity?

Shi Yao likes himself very much, and even loves himself. This is something to be happy about and not to be burdened to escape, because he and he are lovers, not strangers or ordinary friends who have no emotional basis for liking.

Liking and love are the basis for two people to get along.

"Master An?"

"Ah."

"Is it because I have included you in my life plan for many years to come so that you have a burden?" After thinking about it, Shi Yaosi felt that the problem was very likely to be this.

It is impossible for Shi An to resist the treatment to such an extent, and it is even less likely that the physical distance separation due to the treatment will have such a great effect.

The possibility of disapproval from the family is not ruled out, but looking at the relationship between Shi'an and his mother before, Shi Yao can feel that he is not a character who is obedient in the traditional sense and cares about his family's thoughts, and Aunt Wen is still an ally, so even because of If there was a quarrel over this matter, there would not be such a big lingering prestige that Shi An's emotional outburst would be delayed until just now.

Then the only thing I had to do was joke about the door being pushed backwards.

It's just the tone of the joke, but Shi Yao has really thought about the future of the two of them. He needs a hope, and such a future exists like this.

So did Shi An feel burdened?

Shi Yao's eyes dimmed as he thought about it.

The distance between the two was so close that Shi An quickly noticed Shi Yao's emotional changes.

After figuring it out, Shi An felt very selfish when he revisited his thoughts just now. Even if it was only a short period of confusion, it made the person in front of him sad that he was obviously upset and wanted to comfort and enlighten him so as to solve the problem.

"Well, I have a burden." Shi An obviously saw that Shi Yao lowered his gaze, and then he moved forward and said frankly: "It's not because of you, but because of me. Your maturity and tolerance make me feel that I am In this relationship, I asked for too much, gave too little, and even my physical condition is not good, so I dare not easily tie up your future."

"Before I met you, I never thought about emotional matters, so it was an instinctive reaction to like you to be with you, but, do you understand? My body is so uncertain that many times I There is no way to help you in time, but to pay attention to me when you are in a bad mood, that is—"

Shi An's words were blocked in his throat by Shi Yao's lips that came up suddenly, and he was in a daze, thinking, Shi Yao's lips were as hot as his.hot.

"Baby, you like me very much." Shi Yao just stuck to Shi'an's lips, and when he spoke, the touch became stronger, and the tingling sensation also spread from his lips to his whole body.

"Ah."

Shi Yao laughed, he distanced himself slightly, put his forehead on Shi An's and said, "I like you too, are we dating?"

"....Um."

"I think your calculation just now is biased. There is no way to quantify and calculate feelings. You like me and I like you. This is equivalent. What you just said is the way and degree of expression.

As I said, our feelings are equivalent, so because people have different personalities, I tend to express outwardly, you may be more restrained, so should we overthrow this equivalence because of this?

If, if you don't like me enough, then you don't have to feel the burden of what I do, because what I do is to make you like me more.

Anyone can help me, Jiang Shijie can help me, Li An can help me, should I like them because of this? "

"No, no."

Shi Yao responded with a smile, taking advantage of the good atmosphere of the conversation, he continued to ask: "What's the matter with your treatment, did you receive the news during the day?"

"Well, I have to go back to City B."

"When?"

"...just these two days."

Shi Yao suddenly didn't know what to say, but faced Master An's slightly frowned eyebrows because of him, he forced a smile and said: "Do you know when you can come back... Will you come back?"

Shi An only felt sorry for Shi Yao, who was so restless. He had maintained a high degree of dependence on him all night, and now he was suddenly told that he was leaving.

"It doesn't matter, I can go to City B for the test. They originally wanted me to take the business administration test of University B. Isn't it the final of the Mathematical Olympiad?

Shi An leaned forward and blocked Shi Yao's words with his mouth like just now. After all, he was innocent, thinking that this was all about kissing.

But from the series of things that happened today to just now, when he learned that Shi An was going to leave without knowing the return date, the nerve in Shi Yao's mind was completely broken.

He raised his hand to stabilize Shi An's head, and pressed him slightly towards himself.

The fragments of the movies he had watched before rushed directly into Shi Yao's mind, and then he directly drew inferences from one instance to another.

Shi Yao kissed very hard, like a madman on the verge of death.Huan, it seems to be infected by Shi Yao's strong emotions, or the topic of parting is too heavy, or it is out of connivance to Shi Yao and the joy he tasted in the process.feel--

Still have, Shi'an gave a well-matched response.

Shi Yao is like a greedy traveler. Obviously, the water on the edge of the oasis is enough to quench his thirst. He wanted to jump into the lake, which stirred up anti-gravity waves on the originally calm water, making him unable to resist.

Shi An pushed Shi Yao's shoulder because of lack of oxygen, and Shi Yao pushed away slightly, the breathing sound of the two of them was particularly obvious in the darkness.

When the light came on, Shi An realized that he had been pushed against the corner of the sofa at some point.

When Shi Yao looked at Master An's misty eyes and shiny lips, he felt his heart stagnate, but Master An still moved a little. Willpower stood up abruptly, not forgetting to wrap Shi'an tightly with a quilt.

His eyes also avoided looking at people, Shi An's voice was sweet because of the kiss, and because of his physical discomfort and Shi Yao's sudden action, he instinctively called Shi Yao, but Shi Yao didn't listen.

After wrapping the person and the silkworm chrysalis, he rushed directly to the bathroom without turning his head.

The sound of water coming from the bathroom and the discomfort of eyes that had just turned bright from the darkness brought Shi An back to his senses. Compared with the abnormality of his body, Shi An thought in a daze that kissing and kissing are still different.

The bed was still full of the smell of Shi Yao, he broke free from the restraints, stood up and poured several glasses of cold water to suppress the discomfort.

Shi An was only wearing thin pajamas, the low temperature of the environment and the cold water in his belly made him calm down slowly.

Shi Yao came out covered in water vapor, and when he saw Shi An's bare feet, he immediately looked at Shi An with his dodgy eyes. He didn't want to be cruel, so he just muttered: "It's so cold underground, why are you so cold?" No shoes."

Immediately, he took off his shoes and put them at his feet, and ran to the sofa as if escaping, and put on Shi'an's slippers.

"Shi Yao."

"....Um."

"Your ears are so red."

Hearing this, Shi Yao raised his head in shame and indignation, deliberately staring at Shi An with a straight face, but when he saw his smiling face, he immediately defeated him, and replied helplessly.

"Is mine red too?"

Shi Yao looked at the people not far away and smiled, "Well, it's very popular."