paranoid dependence

Shen Nian felt that he didn't really want to see this bunk bed in his whole life, he would blush even just looking at it.

The wrist hurts, the thigh hurts, it hurts everywhere, Gu Zhi, the little liar, once again doesn't mean anything, but Shen Nian can see clearly that there is absolutely no room for compromise in his possessiveness. Saying all the good things about him can only make him work harder.

Shen Nian lay on the bed for a whole day, Gu Zhi returned to his obedient appearance, everything went smoothly and was considerate, Shen Nian stared at him and thought about the madness of last night, he felt that he was in a relationship with two people at the same time.

How did that happen?

Shen Nian couldn't help pulling his ears: "Little fox, no matter how you pretend to be good, you won't be able to do this next time."

Gu Zhi looked at him for a few seconds and smiled.

"What are you laughing at?"

Gu Zhi kissed the tip of his nose, leaned into his ear and whispered, "I thought Nian Nian would not allow another time after this time?"

Shen Nian looked at him amusedly: "If I say no, will you obediently agree?"

"No." Gu Zhi caressed his hair: "I'm in love with Nian Nian."

Shen Nian rubbed his hair, yawned and felt sleepy again.

Two days later, Shen Nian and Gu Zhi left the courtyard together, left Jianjia Lane, and returned to Shen Nian's work place.When he got downstairs, Shen Nian suddenly thought of something and stopped, Gu Zhi also stopped, looking at him suspiciously:

"What's wrong? Did you forget something?"

"No." Shen Nian looked back at Gu Zhi: "I just think you can go back to your place to live. There is no way in Jianjia Lane. Don't you have your rented house here? There's no need to squeeze in with me .”

Gu Zhi: "..."

This is because he remembered that Gu Zhi didn't tell him the exact address, so he searched for it all night, and after Gu Zhi left, he searched for it for a few days.

"Looking for me?" Gu Zhi smiled.

"Knocking on the door one after another." Shen Nian narrowed his eyes slightly: "Brother Zhi, aren't you proud? See if I'm so anxious for you, do you think I like you more than I say I like you. "

"Is there?" Gu Zhi didn't want to admit it, but the expression on his face had already betrayed him: "How much does Nian Nian like me?"

Shen Nian snorted softly, ignored him, and went straight into the apartment building, followed by Gu Zhi.In the afternoon, there was no one else in the elevator except the two of them. Shen Nian seemed to be tired from riding the car, leaning against the elevator wall and not talking. Gu Zhi carried the luggage in one hand and led him in the other. When Shen Nian looked at him, Gu Zhi explain:

"I won't let Nian Nian find me in the future."

Shen Nian held his hand in silence for a few seconds: "I can find you no matter how far you go."

Shen Nian felt that the house where he lived for a week was too dusty, not to mention that he had been out for more than a month this time, and when he entered the house at this time, he even hated changing his slippers. The cabinet, after this month, must have been dusty, even though he can't see it now.

He stood at the entrance trying to find a way, Gu Zhi closed the door behind him, he knew what he was struggling with at a glance, and smiled: "Go in with your shoes on, I'll tidy up."

Shen Nian looked back at him: "I'm with you."

"Nian Nian." Gu Zhi looked at him: "Do you want to go into the bathroom and look in the mirror to see your expression now? You are resisting cleaning all over your face and expecting me to refuse your help."

Shen Nian laughed: "Is it that obvious?"

"Especially obvious."

I don't know if it was Shen Nian's illusion, but he always felt that after the relationship between the two got closer, he seemed to find some shadows of the past in Gu Zhi, and he would occasionally say some naughty things to make himself happy, Although it is still not as good as before, it is slowly getting better.

If it wasn't for that white hair that reminded him of the real gap between the two of them for eight years, and what happened to Gu Zhi, maybe he would have really thought that they had just passed eight years like this.

"Then what should I do?" Shen Nian looked at him: "Brother Zhi must be reluctant to let me do things I don't want to do, right?"

Gu Zhi smiled: "I'll clean it up."

Shen Nian leaned over and kissed him in satisfaction: "Good boy."

Gu Zhi couldn't stand Shen Nian like this, although his original purpose was not to flirt with himself, but no matter what the reason was, Gu Zhi couldn't stand it, he dropped it almost as soon as Shen Nian kissed him. The luggage pushed him against the wall next to him, and when he lowered his head to kiss him, Shen Nian raised his hand to cover his mouth:

"No."

"Don't do it." Gu Zhi discussed, "You won't even let me kiss you?"

"Let's talk at night." Shen Nian was very persistent, not because he didn't want to, but there was never a time when he was able to finally wear his clothes under Gu Zhi's kiss. Shen Nian couldn't compromise on the current cleanliness of the house: "Clean up the house, I'm going out to do some shopping."

"What to buy?" Gu Zhi took his hand from his mouth, kissed his forehead, eyes and nose tip one after another, and finally leaned into his ear and whispered, "Seasoning?"

Shen Nian: "..."

"Daily necessities." Shen Nian ignored him: "I don't even have your slippers at home, the toiletries are disposable, and there are no ingredients, so I have to buy some back."

"I'll go with you." Gu Zhi didn't want to be separated from Shen Nian, he didn't want to tell Shen Nian that after returning here he always felt that he couldn't catch Shen Nian.

"You went with me, but I still have no place to stay when I come back." Shen Nian said, "Clean up at home, I'll take a stroll, and I can almost pack it up when I come back."

There seems to be no problem. According to Shen Nian's standard, there is not much place to stay in this family now. It will be very tiring for two people to clean up and go to the supermarket together. Shen Nian probably won't want to move. It's actually good to split up like this, but Gu Zhi just doesn't like it. Willing, sticky kiss him, Shen Nian seemed to feel something, raised his hand to caress his hair:

"Then I will accompany you to clean up and go out together?"

Gu Zhi was silent for a while on Shen Nian's shoulder: "Forget it, you can go."

After school starts, Shen Nian will spend more and more time away from his sight. He can't keep surrounding Shen Nian like he was in Jianjia Lane.

"What's wrong?" Shen Nian was sensitive to his emotions: "What are you worried about?"

"It's okay." Gu Zhi didn't want to act like a possessive pervert, he smiled and let go of Shen Nian: "Go."

Shen Nian stared at him for a few seconds, wondering if he understood Gu Zhi's thoughts, but said nothing, smiled and kissed his forehead: "Be good."

"Okay." Gu Zhi said.

When Shen Nian came home from shopping, Gu Zhi had already tidied up the room and was emptying the garbage into the public trash can on the safety staircase. When he walked out of the safety staircase door, he bumped into Shen Nian who came out of the elevator. It's not wrong, he always felt that Gu Zhi's shoulders were loosened, as if he was relieved, and the smile on his face was different from before he left, more carefree and more real.

He came over and took the things in Shen Nian's hands: "I cleaned everything up."

Shen Nian grabbed his hair: "Thank you."

The two of them returned home together, Shen Nian went to the restaurant with his things, picked out the ingredients and took them to the kitchen, and then walked back to sort the daily necessities that Shen Nian bought one by one, put the slippers in the entrance, put the toiletries in the bathroom, and then When he packed the bottom of the shopping bag, he froze for a moment, and took out the blue transparent bottle.

In fact, he already knew what it was when he saw it. He had bought and used it himself, so he was very familiar with it, but he didn't expect that Shen Nian would take the initiative to buy it. After taking a shower, I saw Gu Zhi standing in front of the dining table, holding the so-called 'seasoning' in a daze.

Shen Nian knocked on the door next to him, causing him to think: "Why are you in a daze?"

"You bought it?" Gu Zhi asked.

Shen Nian's expression didn't change, he was even serious: "Maybe it ran into my shopping bag by itself."

Gu Zhi laughed, Shen Nian also laughed, and then watched Gu Zhi walking towards him step by step, trapping himself between the wall and him with ease, he moved closer to Shen Nian, rubbing against him like a golden retriever , sniffing the scent on Shen Nian's body lightly, Shen Nian was a little itchy from being rubbed by his hair:

"What do you smell?"

"Your smell."

"What smell? I haven't showered yet." Shen Nian kindly reminded him.

"I can't tell." Gu Zhi said, "But it smells good."

Shen Nian pushed him with a smile, not wanting to let him get so close when he wasn't taking a shower, but Gu Zhi didn't move at all. Shen Nian didn't know how to evaluate his shameless behavior, so he smiled helplessly:

"Okay, I'm going to take a shower, it will stink if I don't take a shower."

"Let's go together." Gu Zhi said, "I also sweated a lot after tidying up the room, and I haven't washed it yet."

Shen Nian: "...Can I believe that you just want to take a simple bath?"

Gu Zhi didn't say a word, and took Shen Nian's hand into the bathroom. The shower didn't end until 8 o'clock in the evening.Shen Nian originally wanted to cook by himself, but at the end of the day, he lay on the bed and couldn't lift a finger. Gu Zhi helped him cover the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him with a satisfied smile:

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Shen Nian stared at him for a few seconds, seeming to find it interesting, Gu Zhi lowered his head and got closer to him: "What are you looking at me like that for?"

"Too ruthless." Shen Nian whispered, "You are too ruthless."

"Pain?" Gu Zhi asked him.

Shen Nian didn't speak, it might be because of his physique, he was obviously not keen on this matter before, and he couldn't experience the so-called happiness, but since he took a step closer, Shen Nian also tasted the sweetness, using Gu Zhi's meat on the bed He said, 'I never thought Nian Nian's sensitivity was hidden in such a deep place'.

To be honest, Shen Nian didn't expect it either.

It really doesn't hurt, every time Gu Zhi is so meticulous that Shen Nian feels that it is too much, but Gu Zhi may be too suppressed to be truly possessive of him in normal times, that's why he is so ruthless in bed, he puts everything he can't normally The delusions that he didn't dare and didn't want to show to Shen Nian were all released on the bed.

Shen Nian understands so he is very conniving, but he also feels that he can't stand it if it continues like this.

"Nian Nian." Gu Zhi said, "If you don't feel uncomfortable, I won't force you, but every time you..."

"Let's go cook." Shen Nian thought of his reaction just now and felt that the heat in his body instantly evaporated to his face, so he hurriedly changed the topic: "I'm hungry."

After speaking, he pulled off the quilt and closed his eyes, as if he was going to sleep.

Gu Zhi looked at him quietly for a while, kissed his forehead lightly and left the bedroom.