paranoid dependence

It’s almost a week from coming back to the beginning of school, and this period of time passes quickly, or stay at home, or go to the supermarket together, or go to the beach for a walk, or go to a food stall for a supper, the days go by day by day, in a blink of an eye It's the day before school starts.

The two of them made dinner together, Shen Nian ate a lot, and after eating he felt a little uncomfortable, so he took Gu Zhi out for a walk, Gu Zhi was very good, as long as Shen Nian was by his side, he could go anywhere.

I didn't walk very far. Although the community is a bit remote, there is a small square outside the door. It's still early, and the crowd of square dancers is gathering. The first time I saw Shen Nian, I knew what he was thinking, and pointed to the gate of the community:

"I was there."

It was the day when they met for the first time after 8 years, Shen Nian heard a voice from a strange phone for the first time, Gu Zhi said a lot of threatening words on the phone that day.

"Why did you say that that day?" Shen Nian walked slowly, when a kid on a skateboard came towards him, he moved aside a bit: "A normal person would have called the police if you said those words."

"Why didn't you call the police?" Gu Zhi asked him.

Shen Nian smiled: "Maybe I'm not a normal person either."

I wondered if it could be you, and I wanted to gamble once, but luckily I won.

"Actually, I didn't want to appear in front of you at that time." Gu Zhi said, "I just want to see you and see how you are doing, okay?"

Shen Nian glanced at him: "And then?"

"Not long after I came out, I was very scared and in a bad mood. I would feel better after listening to your voice, so I called you."

"How did you know my phone number?" I haven't seen him for many years, and I haven't contacted him. It's really strange that he can find this place precisely and still know his phone number.

"I went back to Jianjia Lane." Gu Zhi said, "Ask the neighbors."

He didn't think about this possibility, he stopped for a moment and looked at Gu Zhi. He suddenly remembered that when he returned to Jianjia Lane with Gu Zhi, he almost couldn't remember his grandfather Zhang, whom he hadn't seen for a year, but He could still remember Gu Zhi, whom he hadn't seen in 8 years. He thought it was a bit strange at the time, but he didn't think too much about it. Now it seems that this is the reason.

Gu Zhi didn't know where Shen Nian was at that time, he wanted to go to Shanghai to find Liang Qiu, but he didn't know where Liang Qiu was, so he had to go back to Jianjia Lane first, after all Shen Chongshan was there, no matter how Shen Nian Nian Ye will always go back to pay homage, right?After knowing Shen Nian's contact information in Jianjia Lane, he knew where Shen Nian is now.

"It's smart." Shen Nian smiled and continued to walk forward: "Then why did you appear in front of me again? Because of a blind date?"

Gu Zhi didn't speak, but such silence was tantamount to admitting.

He is actually very contradictory. He came here to take another look at Shen Nian before taking revenge on Ning Wen, to make sure that he is doing well. He didn't want to stay for such a long time, but Shen Nian seemed to have some magical power to him. Normally, one would not want to leave after just one glance, so they stayed day after day until they saw Shen Nian on a blind date.

It was also at that time that Gu Zhi realized that he could bear everything else, but he couldn't accept that there was another person standing beside Shen Nian, someone who could be intimate with him, live together, and share the same bed. He couldn't take it anymore, and he received a message from Chen Jingzhi that day that Ning Wen was looking for him, so he couldn't control it.

He has tried his best to be a normal person in front of Shen Nian, and he was still fine when Shen Nian invited him in, but because a phone call exposed his devilish side, he almost got hurt on the first day of meeting. he.

Well, now they are together.Gu Zhi's emotions have been fine for a long time, and he hopes that the relationship between them can always be this good.

Shen Nian seemed to know what he was thinking, and raised his hand to stroke his hair.

The next morning, Shen Nian went to school after breakfast. Gu Zhi took him to the intersection of the school street. He watched Shen Nian's back drowning in the crowd of students for a long time. He didn't start until there were no more students on the road. go home.

Perhaps because he knew that Gu Zhi was not used to it, even though the first day of school was very busy, Shen Nian still found time to send a message to Gu Zhi, an emoticon package stolen from a student, a cute cat from behind the door Poked his head out and asked: What are you doing?

Gu Zhi replied almost instantly: Are you not busy?

Shen Nian: I'm busy, I'm going to hold a year group meeting now, but it's okay to report to you.

Gu Zhi: You are busy with your work, I will prepare a meal and wait for you to come back.

Shen Nian: Be good.

It took less than a minute to make contact in one morning. After school at noon, when Shen Nian followed the students to the school gate, he took out his mobile phone and asked Gu Zhi what delicious food he had cooked.Before the message was sent out, Gu Zhi's message came in, and it came back in seconds as before. Shen Nian smiled and read the message, then he was stunned, and then walked towards the intersection where he and Gu Zhi separated in the morning. go.

From a distance, I saw a white-haired man standing there, looking at his phone and this side, obviously waiting for someone, when he caught Shen Nian's figure in his sight, he laughed, Shen Nian's The pace couldn't help but quicken.

"Why are you here?" Shen Nian walked up to Gu Zhi and asked him.

Gu Zhi didn't answer right away, but glanced at the students passing by, maybe because his white hair was too conspicuous, maybe because he recognized Shen Nian, when they passed by, their eyes would always catch him.

"What are you looking at?" Shen Nian followed his gaze, but didn't see anything worth seeing. Gu Zhi didn't say anything, and went home with Shen Nian, but Shen Nian watched it at the intersection of the school after school that afternoon. When I was thinking about it, I found that Gu Zhi's white hair had turned into black hair.

He stared at Gu Zhi in astonishment a few meters away. The accident was certain, but the more black-haired Gu Zhi made him suddenly realize that Gu Zhi hadn't changed much over the years. I even feel that Gu Zhi standing between these back and forth classmates is still the same boy back then.

Gu Zhi looked at Shen Nian and asked him: "Isn't it pretty?"

Shen Nian walked over and looked at his hair: "Why is it dyed black?"

"There are too many students." Gu Zhi said, "They keep looking at me, and I'm worried that it will cause trouble for you."

So he only dared to go to the intersection to send him to pick him up, so he dyed his hair black.

Shen Nian didn't say anything immediately when he heard the words, he had already expected that there would be some changes between Gu Zhi who came back here and Gu Zhi who was in Jianjia Lane, but Shen Nian still didn't expect that he would be able to blend in with the crowd and stand beside him. Still so unconfident, and even have many concerns.

The Gu Zhi in front of him only looks like the boy back then, but his personality is still very different.

The previous Gu Zhi would not think about these things.

Only when he was by Shen Nian's side would he not let the influence of those five years show up, and he would still be afraid if he left Shen Nian.

"It won't cause trouble." Shen Nian said, "Don't dye it anymore, white hair is cool. Also, next time you can go directly to the school gate and wait for me. I want to see you as soon as I leave the school gate."

Gu Zhi's eyes lit up, like a kid being praised.