paranoid dependence

Shen Nian rested at home for a few more days, and the scabs from the chickenpox finally fell off completely.

Shen Chongshan came and went in a hurry, completed the admission procedures for Gu Zhi, bought two sets of new clothes for the two of them, and went to the sports car one morning. He was in a good mood when he left. Although Gu Zhi was not close to him, But in the end, there was no tit-for-tat like that day, Shen Nian could tell that Shen Chongshan was already very satisfied with this way of getting along.

There is nothing wrong with living like this.

Shen Nian is going back to school to take the final exam, and after the exam, he will be completely on vacation. Although Gu Zhi has gone through the admission procedures, but the official enrollment will not be until the new semester, so he still has no way to go back to school with Shen Nian, but he can't get in. School, there are other ways.

He sent Shen Nian to the school gate, and then ran to Shen Nian's dormitory when parents were allowed to pick up their children from school, and happily brought his bedding and luggage home. He was so happy that he took a taxi He was laughing all the way home, and even the driver couldn't help asking him:

"What kind of happy things have you encountered, so happy?"

Gu Zhi usually doesn't respond to strangers' words, but this time he might be in such a good mood that he rarely said: "It's a holiday, we can have fun."

The driver said: "Yes, the holiday is the most enjoyable thing for you students."

Shen Nian smiled slightly when he heard the words, and turned his head slightly to look out the window, he felt Gu Zhi's gaze fell on his face, even if he didn't look at it, Shen Nian could feel his satisfaction.

He really is a kid who is easily satisfied.

Perhaps it was because Shen Nian had already lived at home for almost half a month before, so after the start of the vacation, his life was no different from his previous life. The only difference was probably that he would occasionally cook, although Gu Zhi still didn't like it most of the time. Will agree, but Shen Nian will not be forced to stay in the house by Gu Zhi anymore.

They would go out to buy vegetables together, cook together, do homework together, clean the yard together, and visit Grandma Qin together.

Shen Nian really likes this kind of life, this is probably the most comfortable and relaxing vacation he has had for so many years.He forgot many things and why he was sad before.

Gu Zhi also likes it very much, he smiles every day, he tells Shen Nian every day that he really likes this kind of life, the little lunatic who used to be scheming seems to have disappeared.

But Shen Nian knew that this was only temporary, the little lunatic was just being hidden by the little fox.

Shen Nian had been worried before, worried that after getting along with Gu Zhi day and night, he would become more and more dependent on him, and his possessiveness would become stronger and stronger. Shen Nian thought that even if this was the case, it would take a long time to see him again. Because trust needs to be built up a little bit.

But in fact it's not like this, Gu Zhi didn't have this process at all.

From the moment he decided to treat Shen Nian with sincerity, in his mind, Shen Nian already belonged to him alone.

It's just that at that time the two of them got along because of chickenpox, and because they had just reconciled, Shen Nian couldn't see other people, and Gu Zhi didn't dare to go too far, so the possessiveness didn't show much, but now that Shen Nian got better, seeing As more people arrived, Gu Zhi's possessiveness was gradually revealed.

When there were only two of us, Gu Zhi was normal, neither crazy nor possessive, and would take care of Shen Nian in every detail in life, but once someone else distracted Shen Nian, Gu Zhi would still Not feeling well, even when Shen Nian went to see Grandma Qin, Gu Zhi would feel a little emotional after staying at Grandma Qin's house for a long time.

When buying vegetables and looking for money, the boss just touched Shen Nian's hand, and Gu Zhi had to wipe it with a tissue for a long time. Since then, Shen Nian has never done this kind of thing like paying. When it fell on Shen Nian, he would walk on one side to cover it. When Liang Qiu called, no matter what he did, he would stop and look at Shen Nian. He wanted to hear it but knew that Shen Nian was not happy, so he could only sit on the sidelines anxiously. wait.

Shen Nian knew all these things when he did these things, and he would tell Gu Zhi to relax and not be so nervous, but no matter what, it didn't seem to have any effect on Gu Zhi, he listened to Shen Nian's words very much, but here He was especially stubborn about this matter.

Even though Shen Nian didn't want Gu Zhi to become more and more dependent, there was nothing he could do. Gu Zhi became more and more possessive of him, and he had to admit that he couldn't do without Gu Zhi.

Fortunately, they get along very well, fortunately Gu Zhi is obedient enough.

It snowed heavily last night, it was probably cold in the middle of the night, Gu Zhi got down from the upper bunk without even a quilt, and shivered directly into Shen Nian's quilt, the quilt was not too big, two people covered it Even though they were squeezed together, there was still some ventilation, but later Shen Nian turned on the electric blanket, but she didn't feel too cold.

After breakfast in the morning, Shen Nian went to the roof with a broom and swept a thick layer of snow from the roof into the yard. Gu Zhi squatted at the door of the West House and looked at Shen Nian on the roof. There were piles of snow on the roof. It fell and hit the door of the north house, he looked at the snow and then at Shen Nian, the sun came out, it was warm, the light shone on the snow, and the white snow reflected Shen Nian, making him who was already white look like he was shining .

Gu Zhi's gaze fell on him intently, and for a moment he felt that the person in front of him was probably a god, the god who saved him.

Such a life may be rare for Shen Nian to be comfortable, but why not Gu Zhi?He hardly remembered the last time he didn't have to think about anything, didn't need to be on guard, and didn't need to calculate.

It turns out that he can be a fox instead of a lunatic.

Gu Zhi was distracted and fascinated, he didn't notice that Shen Nian had already swept the roof of the north room and jumped to the west room, and he didn't even hear his reminder to "get out of the way". Pushing the snow down, it just happened to land on Gu Zhi's head, and the snow slipped into the back of his neck along his collar, and he couldn't help crying out:

"Niannian-"

Shen Nian stopped when she heard the sound, stood on the eaves and looked down, and smiled: "Didn't I tell you to get out of the way?"

Gu Zhi stood in the yard like a little old man with his head and body covered in snow, and looked at Shen Nian on the roof. There was no dissatisfaction in his eyes, let alone anger, and a smile filled his eyes, as if the snow was biting his bones. As long as the coldness is given by Shen Nian, it doesn't matter, and he can accept it completely.

"I didn't hear it." Gu Zhi said, "I miss you."

"Huh?" Shen Nian didn't understand, looked at Gu Zhi below, "What do you miss me?"

What was he thinking, in fact, he didn't seem to be thinking about anything, it was miscellaneous, and Gu Zhi couldn't tell why, so he just looked at him and smiled, Shen Nian didn't care whether he listened to what he thought about himself, but he knew that the snow on Gu Zhi's body would be very difficult if he didn't deal with it. Might be about to catch a cold:

"Go and change your clothes."

"Okay." Gu Zhi obediently shook the snow off his body, and ran into the north room.

When Gu Zhi came out again, Shen Nian had already come down from the roof, and was shoveling snow with a shovel, Gu Zhi also came over to help, almost halfway through the shoveling, Gu Zhi turned his head to discuss with Shen Nian, and asked him:

"Nian Nian, do you want to build a snowman?"

"No." Shen Nian refused without thinking, and then told Gu Zhi: "Don't even think about your frostbite on your hands."

Gu Zhi glanced at the frostbite on his hand, and smiled: "Then Niannian will give me the medicine later, okay?"

Shen Nian glanced at him and didn't say anything, but how could Gu Zhi not know that his Nian Nian would never refuse such a request of his own, sometimes when he forgot, he would remind himself to hold his hand medicine.

When the snow in the yard was cleared, Shen Nian's cell phone rang, and the smile on Gu Zhi's face disappeared almost instantly. He looked at Shen Nian and didn't speak.

He doesn't like Shen Nian's mobile phone very much, Shen Nian knows that he doesn't like the people who contact Shen Nian, Shen Nian also understands to a certain extent.

Gu Zhi doesn't like Shen Nian wasting energy on others, especially Liang Qiu.He himself didn't know the specific reason, maybe he had seen how kind Liang Qiu was to Shen Nian, so he also understood that Liang Qiu was a very important person to Shen Nian, so important that as long as Liang Qiu said a word, Shen Nian would be needed. Shen Nian would go to his side without hesitation.

He has no confidence in himself, he has bullied Shen Nian, and he has not been around Shen Nian for long, how can he compare to Liang Qiu who grew up with him?

Shen Nian may not be ignorant of Gu Zhi's emotions, but until now Shen Nian has no intention of cutting off relations with everyone because of Gu Zhi, especially Liang Qiu.

There is nothing wrong with him being in contact with Liang Qiu. The problem is Gu Zhi. He will not cooperate with Gu Zhi and not want Liang Qiu as a friend. Gradually accept and have one more friend.

The call is from Liang Qiu, as long as Shen Nian's cell phone rings, most of them will be Liang Qiu.The frequency of their recent contact is about once a week. Liang Qiu was already on vacation when he called last time, but it will take some time before he can come back because of something.

Liang Qiu's life circle has completely arrived in Shanghai, that is the place where he will live for a long time in the future, and it will gradually become his home, Shen Nian has expected these, so for what Liang Qiu said, as soon as the holiday is over, After coming back but now unable to keep the promise, Shen Nian accepted it very calmly.

I don't know if it was because of Gu Zhi being by his side, but this time, Shen Nian was not disappointed.

But this time Liang Qiu called and told him excitedly: "Xiao Nian, I'm back!"

He was not disappointed when he couldn't come back as promised, but Shen Nian was still happy about Liang Qiu's return, he laughed: "Have you arrived home yet?"

"Not yet." Liang Qiu said, "I just got off the plane and will be home in about two hours."

"Did Uncle Liang and Aunt Su come back together?"

"I'm back, I'm back." Liang Qiu couldn't hide his joy: "I won't look for you today, I'll pick you up tomorrow afternoon, and then we'll have fun."

Shen Nian glanced at Gu Zhi who had been staring at him intently since he answered the phone, and said, "Okay, then you should have a good rest first, see you tomorrow."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Nian put the phone back into his pocket. Before he could explain to Gu Zhi, Gu Zhi had already opened his mouth and grabbed Shen Nian's wrist. With great strength, he just looked at Shen Nian and asked him:

"Do you want to go out tomorrow?"

Shen Nian looked at Gu Zhi and could feel that he was already unhappy, but Liang Qiu was also very important to him.

"Gu Zhi, Liang Qiu came back from Shanghai. I have to go see him. He is the only friend I have grown up with. Before I met you, before you were with me, fortunately I had Him, do you understand?"

"I can't stop it, can I?" Gu Zhi stroked Shen Nian's wrist: "If I stop it, Nian Nian will be unhappy, right?"

"I just went to meet up, and I'll be back in the evening." Shen Nian held Gu Zhi's hand instead: "Be obedient."

Shen Nian's 'obedient' seems to have some kind of magical power to Gu Zhi, as long as he said that, Gu Zhi would unconditionally compromise again and again, this time was no exception, he looked at Shen Nian holding the My own hand smiled:

"Okay, I'm obedient, stay at home obediently and wait for Nian Nian to come back."

Seeing that Liang Qiu's matter was settled, Shen Nian and Gu Zhi went to Grandma Qin's house to help sweep the snow. Someone was already helping, but before the sweeping was finished, Shen Nian and Gu Zhi also helped sweep the snow. The neighbor is very kind , but their eyes glanced at Gu Zhi from time to time. In fact, this neighbor was not the only one. People in the alley would always look at him with uncomfortable eyes whenever they saw Gu Zhi.

Examine, probe and distance.

Gu Zhi usually doesn't react, it doesn't matter if they look at him or not, but today maybe the neighbor has been watching Gu Zhi for a long time, or maybe Gu Zhi is in a really bad mood, and the neighbor hasn't restrained himself and is still staring at him. At the same time, Gu Zhi also raised his eyes to look back, and sneered:

"What are you looking at? Do you want me to smash your house too?"

The neighbors looked at Gu Zhi with colored eyes, it was only because of the sensational house smashing incident, since then, no matter how good Gu Zhi was by Shen Nian's side after he came back, in the impression of the neighbors, he is already a lunatic up.

When he is stubborn and upset, he will not be used to anyone, so he directly asks.

"How do you talk?" An adult neighbor would never be afraid of a child: "It's not worth smashing your Uncle Shen's house, but you are going to smash my house? Your Uncle Shen brought you back out of kindness, and it's okay if your house is smashed." I won't throw you away, but I don't have such good intentions, if you dare to do this, I will let you pay as much as you spend."

Gu Zhi was not frightened at all, and even smiled when he found it interesting. He pulled out the shovel stuck in the snowdrift, and then walked towards him step by step. The neighbor subconsciously took a step back, but Gu Zhi also Without going any further, Shen Nian grabbed his wrist.

The first time Gu Zhi looked at Shen Nian, Yin Yaye's crazy expression softened, and he said with a smile, "Don't be afraid of Nian Nian, I'll just tease him."

At this time the snow was almost swept away, Shen Nian asked Gu Zhi to go back first, Gu Zhi didn't think much about it, but he didn't speak, just stood there, looking at him softly, as if saying, I won't tease him anymore, don't let me go back.

Shen Nian didn't force Gu Zhi, because he knew that Gu Zhi would not do anything excessive in front of him, Shen Nian turned to look at the neighbor and wanted to say something, but just as the words came to his lips, Grandma Qin beat him. broken:

"What are you doing to scare a child?"

The neighbor didn't want to make a fuss either, so he smiled and said, "I'm bored, just have fun."

After saying this, the neighbor walked away. Grandma Qin walked over and looked at Shen Nian and Gu Zhi: "Your Uncle Zhang is such a person, you don't know what to say, don't take it to heart if you say what you think. Go, there is fruit in grandma's house, are you tired? Come in and eat some."

Shen Nian glanced at Gu Zhi, he stopped looking at himself, his eyes followed the neighbor, not knowing what he was thinking, Shen Nian responded to Grandma Qin with a smile:

"Grandma, we won't go in, we have something to do later."

Grandma Qin didn't know if she saw something, she smiled and didn't keep them: "Okay, then you go, and come to grandma to get it anytime you want to eat."

"it is good."

Shen Nian took Gu Zhi's hand back home, washed his hands in the bathroom, and then brought him back to the bedroom, let him sit on the chair in front of the desk and applied medicine to him, Gu Zhi's mood eased, and he recovered. Seeing the appearance of that little fox, Shen Nian didn't look at Gu Zhi, and concentrated on applying medicine to the frostbite on his hand:

"Gu Zhi, I don't care what you're thinking, I can't do it."

Gu Zhi didn't speak, but looked at Shen Nian.

Of course, Shen Nian could feel Gu Zhi's gaze, but he didn't look over it, and continued, "It's not a big deal, don't be too horny, just tell me if you feel uncomfortable, okay?"

After applying the medicine on one hand, Gu Zhi handed over the other hand, Shen Nian raised his head to look at him, and found that Gu Zhi was smiling at him, Shen Nian ignored it, and lowered his head to apply the ointment.

"What do you think I want to do?"

"No matter what you want to do, you can't do it." Shen Nian said: "Tell the little lunatic, I want the little fox to stay with me for a few more days, let him have a good rest."

Gu Zhi laughed: "The little lunatic will suffocate to death."

Shen Nian didn't speak, and continued to apply medicine to him. Gu Zhi watched Shen Nian's hands gently dabbing on his frostbite. He obviously didn't say a word of comfort, and didn't do a single comforting movement, but Miraculously, my heart that was restless and about to go crazy gradually calmed down.

It seems that not only the little foxes, but even the little lunatics like Nian Nian.

"Okay." Gu Zhi compromised and said, "I won't do anything, but Nian Nian promises to come back early tomorrow."

"Okay." Shen Nian finished applying the medicine on him, put the ointment back in the drawer, looked up at him, and asked, "What do you want for lunch, I'll make it for you."

"All good." Gu Zhi said, "I like everything that Nian Nian does."

Maybe it's because Shen Nian promised Gu Zhi to come back early, and went out again in the afternoon, and it didn't take too long, so the next day Gu Zhi didn't have any emotional problems. Before two o'clock in the afternoon, Liang Qiu called , Shen Nian answered:

"Go out, I'm almost at the entrance of the alley."

"Okay." Shen Nian replied and hung up the phone.

Gu Zhi was doing the questions next to him, Shen Nian looked at him when he heard the words, and Shen Nian tapped the paper: "I'll finish it before I come back."

Gu Zhi smiled a bit reluctantly: "I'll make mushrooms for you to eat at night, okay? There are also small crispy meat, steamed buns or rice? For steamed buns, I'll make soup for you."

"Rice." Shen Nian said, "Don't be so troublesome."

"Okay." Gu Zhi still looked at him with longing eyes: "Then I will do the questions and wait for Niannian, so Niannian will come back early."

Shen Nian looked at him: "Okay."

Shen Nian thought that Gu Zhi would send him to the door, but Gu Zhi only saw him leave the north room and did not leave. When Shen Nian walked down the steps and looked back at him, Gu Zhi just smiled: "Come back early."

Gu Zhi has said the phrase "come back early" countless times from yesterday to now, but Shen Nian never felt impatient. He clearly knew how disturbed he was to Gu Zhi when he left, so he was willing to respond to Gu Zhi, and he would do it sooner. return.

"Okay." Shen Nian responded to him countless times.

When Shen Nian came out of the alley, he saw a taxi parked in front of him, the window was lowered, Liang Qiu's face appeared in front of his eyes, he opened the door from the inside: "Come up quickly."

Shen Nian smiled and got into the car, the car started slowly, Shen Nian thought that Liang Qiu was going to take her to the city or to his house, so she didn't care.

I haven't seen each other for a few months, and there is a lot to talk about. The two of them were chatting in the back seat, about what he saw and met in Shanghai, about how he and his deskmate were doing. By the time Shen Nian realized it, a long time had passed. , and they haven't reached their destination yet.

Shen Nian finally realized something was wrong: "Where are we going?"

"Soak in the hot springs." Liang Qiu said, "My dad has booked a hot spring resort in the mountains today, and invited relatives and friends to go there. I'll take you there and have fun for two days."

Shen Nian was taken aback and realized something: "Aren't you coming back tonight?"

"I'm not coming back." Liang Qiu said, "Didn't I send you a message to tell you yesterday? I asked you to bring your clothes, but you didn't?"