paranoid dependence

Shen Nian moved to the school four days later on Monday, and Shen Chongshan didn't let Shen Chongshan see him off. Liang Qiu took a taxi to pick him up and brought his luggage and bedding into the car. Shen Chongshan sent him to the door, wanted to say something but didn't say anything However, Grandma Qin knew that he was going to leave, and when she went out to deliver it, she quietly stuffed 100 yuan in his schoolbag, which Shen Nian didn't find out until she arrived at school.

This is probably the only warmth Jianjiaxiang left for him.

Living in school is much more comfortable than Shen Nian imagined, it's just because he applied later, and there is no extra space in the dormitory of the same grade, so he can only live with the first-year students. He could get along with everyone, and he couldn't get along with anyone, so it made no difference to him who he lived with.

On the contrary, it was because of Gao Tong's dormitory two years, the roommates were quite polite to him, knowing that he was always the first in grade, and sometimes would come to ask him about his homework, Shen Nian never refused, patiently over and over again explain.They said that after you came, we seemed to have an extra after-school teacher.

Shen Nian just smiled and didn't say much.

In the blink of an eye, it has been half a month since I lived in school. Shen Nian went back to see Grandma Qin once on a weekend, thanked her for her kindness, and had a meal with Grandma Qin. Originally, he also wanted to see Shen Chongshan, although he no longer He had expectations, but after all, he didn't reach the point where he would never get in touch with each other. Shen Chongshan had raised his unrelated son for many years, and Shen Nian always had to remember this kindness.

But there was no one at home, not even Gu Zhi was there, so it wasn't lost, but he was relieved, but he didn't feel relaxed, even he himself felt contradictory, Grandma Qin seemed to see through his thoughts , laughing:

"I went out early in the morning. Now your father has two children and has to deliver the goods. The child went with him."

Shen Nian nodded upon hearing the words: "He worked very hard."

"That's what I chose myself." Grandma Qin didn't care about it: "You child was too worry-free before, and there should be a child to compare and compare, so that your father can know how good you are."

When Shen Nian heard this point of view for the first time, she lowered her head and smiled, and Grandma Qin also smiled:

"Don't believe it, grandma is someone who has been here and knows this very well. It won't be long before your dad will remember you."

Shen Nian responded, but didn't tell Grandma Qin that he actually didn't think he knew it. Although Gu Zhi was an abnormal child, Shen Chongshan was somewhat aware of his abnormality, and Gu Zhi didn't hide it in front of anyone. It's not normal, he is still very good to Shen Chongshan.

Shen Nian has seen him pour tea and water for Shen Chongshan, squeeze his shoulders and beat his back, and tell jokes to make him happy from time to time. No one doesn't like such a child, at least he is more interesting and painful than this boring gourd of himself. many.

If he were Shen Chongshan and had to choose between Gu Zhi and Shen Nian, he would probably choose Gu Zhi as well.

The weather is getting colder and colder, but when Shen Nian moved to the dormitory, he made preparations that he would not go back in a short time, he had already taken his winter clothes, so he didn't need to go back, but Shen Nian still didn't expect Shen Chongshan will come to the school to find him.

That day Liang Qiu asked Shen Nian to play ball, but Shen Nian wanted to refuse. He had played with Liang Qiu several times, but he was really not interested. The weather was too cold, he would rather stay in the classroom and guard the heating than be unilaterally crushed by Liang Qiu.

Liang Qiu didn't follow him, raised his hand and took off his down jacket and threw it to Shen Nian:

"If you don't like playing, just watch from the sidelines. You are too bored. Do you have any other sports besides the dormitory and class road? If you are bored, you will be useless. Go out for a walk."

Shen Nian still had a face of reluctance, and Liang Qiu would let him do other things, but there was no room for negotiation on this matter, so he grabbed Shen Nian's neck and lifted him up, clamping him under his arms half-forcingly. Brought him out of the classroom, Shen Nian was dumbfounded and wanted to break free, but the strength was very different.

"Liang Qiu, if you keep doing this, I will sue Aunt Su next time I see her."

"Tell me." Liang Qiu said, "She's been looking for a reason to get rid of me recently. You're like handing me a pillow when you're sleepy. She's going to love you to death."

Everyone was brought out, Shen Nian accepted his fate, no longer struggled, and followed Liang Qiu downstairs, because he was afraid of the cold, his whole chin was shrunk in the down jacket, but he still asked Liang Qiu in a muffled voice:

"Are you cold? I'll give you back the clothes."

Liang Qiu looked at him with only a pair of eyes exposed like a quail, and raised his head to cover his hair: "Your eyes don't look like you want to give it back to me, are you warm? Wear it, your brother and I are not cold."

Shen Nian had never called Liang Qiu called brother, although Liang Qiu was very obsessed with it, coaxed and threatened, but it didn't work, and in the end he could only take advantage of it unilaterally.

Shen Nian really didn't think about giving the clothes to Liang Qiu, he was full of firepower, but when Xiaosi was exposed, Shen Nian shrank his neck in embarrassment and secretly smiled, and asked him: "What are you doing again?" Offended Aunt Su?"

"What's the matter?" Liang Qiu sighed helplessly: "Do you think my mother is too busy? It's not for cooking, but she spends all day researching recipes at home. I really think pigs are better than pigs." I eat well, and I just said this in front of her, and she will punish me."

Shen Nian thought about that scene, and asked with a smile, "Where's Uncle Liang?"

"Oh." Liang Qiu snorted indifferently: "My father is my mother's loyal follower. I'm afraid that if he really brought the pig food in front of him, it would be delicious if he ate it all."

"Then it's no wonder I want to clean you up." Shen Nian said, "I'll go and give Aunt Su a pillow on the weekend."

Probably after knowing this sentence, Liang Qiu would have any reactions. Shen Nian hurriedly put two more steps after saying this sentence. Liang Qiuguo snorted, "Relying on me, I dare not really beat you, right? Today I must beat you up and call me brother."

Liang Qiu has long legs and long feet, no matter how big his movements are in his sportswear, he stops Shen Nian downstairs in two or three steps, wraps his arms around his shoulders and presses into his arms:

"Should I call Brother? Should I call Brother?"

Shen Nian was tightly hugged by him, almost out of breath, but he could only raise his hand and surrender: "I'll call, I'll call, let me go."

Liang Qiu never doubted Shen Nian, and let him go after hearing what he said, Shen Nian still only showed a pair of eyes in the down jacket, perhaps because he was suppressed a lot, the corners of his eyes were a little red, looking pitiful, but Liang Qiu Qiu didn't soften her heart, she just looked at him like that:

"Shout quickly, I won't let you play if you shout brother."

"Really?" Shen Nian's eyes lit up.It was obvious that he really didn't want to play.

Liang Qiu was amused, and responded: "Really, I'll take you for a run."

Shen Nian turned his head and left after hearing the words, Liang Qiu followed behind with a smile: "It's unreasonable, I haven't called brother yet, hurry up."

Liang Qiu has been following behind Shen Nian, not paying attention to the person in front of him at all. When Shen Nian stopped, Liang Qiu thought that his conscience had found out, and just wanted to tease him again by wrapping his arms around his shoulders. A few words, when I looked up, I saw Shen Chongshan standing not far in front.

It must have been here for a while, the wind blew his face a little red, his hands were not wearing gloves, they were as red as radishes, and he was carrying a shopping bag, which Liang Qiu recognized as the logo of a shopping mall.

Shen Chongshan looked at Shen Nian and didn't speak, not because he didn't know what to say, but because he and Shen Nian had been father and son for so many years, it seemed that he had never seen Shen Nian smile like that just now, he always felt that Shen Nian was precocious, Sensible and stable, but just now when he and Liang Qiu came chatting, laughing, and fighting, I suddenly realized that this precocious child was only 14 years old.

He neglected the child too much.

Shen Nian walked over and stood in front of Shen Chongshan: "Dad."

Just a few steps away, the boy just now had disappeared again, and the one Shen Chongshan had always known was standing in front of him. Shen Chongshan was a little lost, but he didn't say anything, just handed him the shopping bag in his hand:

"I'm delivering goods in the city today. I didn't go far. When I passed by the mall, I saw this down jacket looks good. It should be very suitable for you. It's cold and it's going to snow. I'll bring it to you. Don't catch a cold. .”

Shen Nian did not expect that Shen Chongshan would send him clothes, probably never experienced such concern, so that Liang Qiu bumped his arm before reacting, and hurriedly picked up the clothes:

"Thank you dad."

Shen Chongshan smiled: "Why are you being polite to Dad, just be good, and if you need anything, call Dad and bring it to you."

"Okay." Shen Nian's voice was a bit muffled, but it was different from being stuffed in the collar just now. Liang Qiu glanced at him and didn't speak.

"Mr. Doorman said that I can't stay here for too long." Shen Chongshan said: "Dad has to go, and he has to deliver the goods. Hurry up and play, don't waste time."

Before Shen Nian said anything, Shen Chongshan turned around and left, as if he was really in a hurry, Shen Nian just looked at him on the spot, seeing that Shen Chongshan hadn't gone far, then stopped and looked back at him:

"Xiao Nian, when you want to go home, go back, dad will cook something delicious for you."

The wind was a bit strong, but Shen Nian still heard Shen Chongshan's words, he didn't say yes or no, he just said: "Be careful when driving on the road."

Shen Chongshan smiled, turned around again, this time without looking back, the figure quickly disappeared around the corner, and Shen Nian kept watching until he could no longer see it before turning back his gaze.

Liang Qiu kept looking at Shen Nian, Shen Nian sucked his nose and retracted his chin, as if he was still cold.

Liang Qiu stretched out his hands to grab the sides of the down jacket, and lifted the collar up again, covering Shen Nian's ears: "Don't tell me you're soft-hearted!"

Shen Nian raised his head and glanced at Liang Qiu, without saying a word, Liang Qiu knew that he had guessed right, and immediately lost his temper, rubbed Shen Nian's head, and said bitterly:

"Can you hold grudges a little bit? Think about how he treated you. He can buy you off by sending you clothes? I don't agree. You don't have clothes to wear and I'll wear them for you. Look at the boarding student Why don’t you give me clothes when it’s cold? Why do you have to accept him when he comes? Since we’ve moved out, we shouldn’t go back. If you’re homesick, go to my house, and my house will always be yours.”

Shen Nian smiled, did not refute, but did not echo what Liang Qiu said.

Of course he believed what Liang Qiu said, and he also knew that what Liang Qiu said was true, but Liang Qiu probably didn't know that it was almost impossible to treat other people's homes as his own. It is absolutely impossible to say that they are friends, even if they are relatives.

Except for Shen Chongshan's family, Shen Nian is an outsider to any family.

But Shen Nian still wanted a home, even though he was disappointed and sad, he still wanted a home of his own.

The people on the court couldn't wait any longer. Someone called Liang Qiu, and Liang Qiu raised his hand in response: "Right now."

Shen Nian looked at him before he spoke, Liang Qiu sighed: "Okay, I know you're not in the mood anymore, don't freeze, go back to the classroom, but remember, don't be soft-hearted, don't forgive them, they don't worth."

After saying this, Liang Qiu ran away. Shen Nian watched Liang Qiu start playing before slowly going upstairs. He couldn't help but glanced down at the shopping bag in his hand.

In fact, what Liang Qiu said is correct. The dormitory students in the school probably have the experience of their parents who have cooled down to deliver clothes, but Shen Nian has not. This is the first time Shen Chongshan bought clothes for him, and the first time he came to school to look for him , he also knew that this was a very common thing for any classmate, but Shen Nian was too cold, so he had to carefully hold and hold every little bit of warmth.

He didn't want to act like he hadn't seen the world, but he couldn't help it, he was really lacking.