East Berlin's June Boat Song

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As he walked the squares of Belgrade, he recalled the first time he and Rhine had come here, and he had kissed him that night, scaring the innocent little rascal.But he is very happy, because this is what he has always wanted to do.

During that time, he caused Rhine a lot of pain. No, it should be said that all of Rhine's pain originated from him.Thinking about it this way, Julian doesn't need to feel sorry for Rhine, the love between them should be pure.

This is the love he wanted, he had it from Allen, but he couldn't give it back.

The human heart is really strange. He stood by the Sava River, blowing the cool wind. For a moment, he wanted to jump into the river.

So he actually jumped.

The crowd erupted in screams, thinking he was a sad man who committed suicide, but also erupted in laughter at the sight of him laughing wildly in the river.They didn't see Sasha laughing with tears all over his face, because people couldn't see the tears in the river.

When he got up from the river, he made up his mind.

To die, at the hands of Julian, to prove his love for Rhine.

This is the goal he wants to accomplish next, simply, three goals, or in other words, one goal.

He went back to East Berlin and saw Rhine, he was in a daze that day, and wanted to get Rhine, but at the last moment he woke up, because all he had to do was to prove his love for him, he had no right to have he.

Later, Rhine was attacked, and Julian did not allow himself to intervene, so he had no choice but to gather the people he sent out.That day, in the Stasi hospital ward, he had a rare reconciliation with Yuli.I can't tell why, maybe just like when I was a child, he just wanted to act like a baby in front of him.

It is said that when a person is near death, he will gradually approach his original appearance.

He thought in his heart that maybe in a few months, he would be able to end his life.So during those days, his mood was unprecedentedly clear. After the Rhine went to Bonn, he danced with Sonia, had dinner in the white mansion at night, and rarely slept in the same bed with Julian again.

Of course, it's just sleeping.

They lay in bed, recalling the past, telling everything they experienced when they were separated, they kissed each other's cheeks, and said good night to each other, just like returning to their childhood.They held hands and felt the warmth from each other's palms. Sasha remembered that the moonlight coming in through the window that day made Julian's skin look unreal and transparent, and his blue eyes were full of dreamy luster, just like Just like in my dreams when I was a child.

He reached out to touch his eyes, and Julian just turned his head and smiled at him.

The pure and flawless smile hides the bottomless sadness.

He thought that maybe Julian had a premonition at that time, but people are weak after all, and when faced with cruel facts, no matter how strong a soldier is, he will subconsciously escape.

Perhaps, in order to avoid injury, Julian gave birth to a suit of armor.The name of that armor is "Blind and Unseen."

Sasha left so many clues of rebellion that Yuli Pingan couldn't see it.

So Sasha decided to burn the boat, lying on the bed, he put Julian's hand on his heart, and closed his eyes.He knew that Rhine would bring back his friend and the information in a short time.

He knew before that Rhine's good friend Misha was a senior police officer of the Stasi Foreign Intelligence Agency and was lurking in Bonn on a mission, so he released his code name and let Misha get the news.He had thought that Misha would successfully bring this information back to East Berlin, but he didn't expect that the young sheriff would fall into the hands of the Americans halfway.

So Rhine had to rescue him himself.

That's okay, Sasha thought, this is the redemption that Rhine must do, as long as Misha is rescued, Rhine must also let go of some heavy burdens.On the day he saw him off, he suddenly realized that there might be someone next to Rhine, so he wrapped the scarf around him.

He wanted to hint at him as much as possible, implying that he was the one who plotted against them behind his back.

How much he wanted to say that this would be the last time we saw each other as friends.

But he didn't say it after all.

That night he and Julian hugged each other like children, and time seemed to go back to the dormitory in the training center when they first entered the Cheka. At that time, he always had to rely on Julian to fall asleep. Only when the bodies are hugged together can they feel a little warmth.

Sasha woke up early the next morning, and he kissed Julian's face with silent tears, just like countless mornings in the past.

Since then, he has left, hiding all traces of himself, and waiting for that person to arrive.

He believed that Rhine would definitely find him.

He also believed that Julian would understand him.

And he only needs to climb up the beautiful mountains every day and enjoy the sunset alone.

"The above is the insignificant life of Sasha Kopatsky, he completed his rebellion, he tasted enough pain. In the last days of his life, he found his original self, he is no longer Sasha Colonel Kopatsky, but Dr. Alexander Alexandr Kopatsky, who witnessed the most beautiful sunset in the world at Geheimnis, and who will also prove here his most precious love in this world, He will die in the arms of the one he loves so much, and he will go to the shore of eternal happiness. His only regret is that he cannot do enough to make up for the sins he committed, but he no longer asks for forgiveness. He only May the two people in his heart will love each other for the rest of their lives in his blessing, that's enough."

I closed my notebook, took a deep breath, and wiped the tears from my face.

Walking out of the secret door, I opened my arms, knelt down on the clean and bloodless land, and kissed deeply.

The noon sun shines everywhere.

It was a new day in the world, the first without him.I should have felt terribly sad, but when I read that notebook, I felt relieved.

If, if that's what he always wanted.

Maybe he is really happy now, and I, more than anyone else, want him to be happy.

I smiled serenely, walked along the road towards the wooden house under the rock, and saw two small figures standing in front of the consulting room under the oak tree.

"What are you doing?" I asked, and found out that it was the two boys who took their sister up the tree the day before yesterday.

"My sister has finished her medicine." The older one said, "We want to get some more from Dr. Alexander. Where did he go? Why didn't he open the door?"

Tears welled up in my eyes, I turned around and walked into the consultation room, and while looking for anti-inflammatory drugs for them, I said, "He went to a beautiful place called Suzdal, have you heard of it?"

"I've heard of it!" the boy said excitedly, "He said Suzdal is his hometown, and it has the most beautiful birch forest in the world!"

I turned around in surprise: "Do you know he is from the Soviet Union?"

"Of course!" The boy said with a blushing face after taking the medicine, "His name is so long, it sounds like a Soviet name!"

"Yes, yes, what's your name?" another boy booed.

"Well, let me think about it, it seems to be called Alexander... Ah... Lie..."

"—Alexander Alexandr Kopatsky!"

He cried out excitedly, but I was almost dizzy and fell down in an instant.

Immediately, I laughed happily, leaning forward and backward, laughing with tears in my eyes.

At this moment, I am sure that he has found happiness.