East Berlin's June Boat Song

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The call Julian wanted to find Rhine Muller was not monitored, but Sasha heard it standing outside the door.He wanted to have dinner with Julian that day, but Sonia was already waiting for them downstairs.

He heard Julian say every word, find him, he is very important to me.

Sasha laughed suddenly, and felt a strange feeling in his heart, maybe there was jealousy, but he couldn't explain more.But later this matter was left alone, and Julian didn't seem to take it to heart, but Sasha felt that Julian was only hesitating because of himself.

Just like before with Sonia, but this time the difference is that Sasha clearly felt that Julian had feelings for that child.Although he was careful to hide it, the more he hid it, the more obvious this feeling was in Sasha's eyes.

This is 1946. Sasha has become a major and is serving in the Second General Directorate. He and Julian have gradually gained a firm foothold in the Soviet political system, and they are starting to form their own forces.All this was seen by my good friend Sonia.

There will be many enemies.She reminded them kindly, but they had a need for power like water for a traveler in the desert.Only later did Sonia understand that the hatred in their hearts needs to be released, and releasing hatred requires power and status.

One inside and one outside, one light and one dark, they cooperated very well and overthrew many hostile forces, and even their "mentor" Beria died under their tricks in the end.It's just that in the process, they also gradually lost the honesty they used to treat each other, and they had their own secrets.

Sasha's secret is that he has become "Olof".

Julian's secret is that he misses someone crazily in his mind.

After failing to find Rhein Müller, Sasha shared the news with his old friend Richard.Perhaps it would be possible for him to come to Julian in a legitimate way, Sasha thought.

So there was such a plan. This kind of "beauty trap" plan was very common at the time, but it had never penetrated into such a high-ranking officer.

They needed a detailed and careful plan. On the night after the American plan was finalized and started to be implemented, Sasha told the secret to a KGB lurking in the CIA through an informant, and then passed it on to George, who was sent to the In the ears of Julian, the second in command of the German Army Corps.

So there is everything that follows.

Sasha held on to the idea when he dug up Allen from the dead, and he was rebelling.

Rebelled against the world, rebelled against the relationship with Julian, rebelled against himself.

He betrayed the Soviet Union, but not fully for the United States.Not only is it about the plan to find Rhine, the information he conveyed to Richard over the years has been true and false, making the Americans confused, and he induced the Americans to build a Berlin tunnel to eavesdrop on the Soviet army, allowing them to try When the sweetness came, he turned around and told George the news, which was learned by Julian.

And George took the information and always thought it was an ordinary code he had cracked, but he didn't know that the special code was broken by Sasha and sent to him.He was like a nocturnal animal lurking in the swampy night, no one knew it was him, no one could really own him.He just plays with everything, neither USSR US UK Germany nor even Julian can escape.

He felt bad about himself, and knew that his behavior would make Julian suffer, but he thought it was good to make Julian hate him.For he had long intended to die, and the thought never left him.But in this world, no one is qualified to take this life saved by Julian again and again, except Julian himself.

So, his ending was doomed from the very beginning, and it was clearly and clearly calculated in his mind.He had hinted at this point to Julian many times, and he felt that he should be mentally prepared.But no matter how Sasha left traces of his betrayal, such as the scarf from Poland, such as he had met him privately before he was entrusted by Julian to take care of Rhine, Julian always did not doubt him.

It made him helpless, and what made him even more helpless was himself.

When you play with the whole world, you have to play with yourself.

First up is Alan, the red-haired boy.

When Richard sent agents to carry out the plan, Sasha discovered that it was the boy he had rescued.He was very angry, the first time he got angry, he told him to go back.But Allen was so stubborn that he couldn't help it, emphasizing time and time again that it was his task as a top agent of the British and American special operations team.But Sasha could clearly see that this child came for him.

In order to ensure that Sasha's identity will not be leaked, Richard does not allow Allen to contact Sasha.Allen himself understood this very well, because he felt that sooner or later he would be found by the Soviets, and when that moment came, he wanted his Sasha to be safe.

This is his watch, a full six years.

Countless times, Sasha saw Alan standing alone on the square outside the church, looking at the consulting room with a wistful expression.He was so heartbroken that he didn't know what to do, so he could only stand in front of the window, pretending to drink coffee, but actually looking at him in the crowd.

The moment they made eye contact, tears of joy always welled up in the boy's eyes.

In the end, they failed to go to Geheimnis to watch the sunset, but they watched the sunset of Gessamank Church countless times together.

Silent, silent, countless times.

Second, what made him feel helpless, even hopeless, was Rhein Müller, the heart of that plan.

He still remembers the scene when he first met Rhine Muller. At that time, Allen always knew that he wanted to see this child, so Allen left a message saying that he would appear in the laboratory that night.Sasha found an excuse to go with the professor of the medical school, so there was the next scene.

That child, or rather, Rhine Müller, who can no longer be called a child, sat on the ground and apologized like a slapstick. Who knows what he was apologizing for. In short, his funny appearance made Sasha feel very funny.Then he ran away, in a panic, and stole his most precious lab rat.

The second time, he was entrusted to see Rhine, and he apologized again when he saw himself.The two apologies in a row confuse him, obviously he should be the one who feels sorry, why does he always have to apologize?

Perhaps it was because of Julian's love for him. He unconsciously wanted to get closer to Rhine. At first, he just wanted to know what Julian missed about him. Later, he found that this person was completely different from them. , as white as a piece of paper, but just like them, they are about to embark on a road that can never be turned back.

And all this was doomed when Sasha told Richard the information, it can be said that he caused it alone.

He gradually felt guilty, and in those gray-blue eyes that were attached to him, he found that this child was so similar to himself, had the same dream, but had to abandon the dream and go on a completely opposite path.

Perhaps, perhaps, is there a possibility that they can perform surgery together and cooperate with each other to save dying lives?

He could see that this fantasy also existed in Rhine's mind, which made him secretly ecstatic, but even more sad.

Because he knew very well that he had destroyed this possibility with his own hands.

So the ability of guilt is very powerful. Guilt made Julian protect Sasha, and Sasha fell in love with Rhine.It is indeed love, for it is impossible to say at what moment, although the source is a base emotion, the result is pure love.This kind of love may have existed between him and Julian, but the deeper affection between them completely extinguished the fire of love and desire, leaving them with only painful dependence.

But on Rhine's side, he was delighted to find that he would also want to kiss someone other than Julian.

No, more than that.He still wants to sleep with him, wants to live with him.With him, he is not Colonel Kopatsky, but Dr. Kopatsky.His pure whiteness will spread and can purify his filthy heart.

So when he saw Rhine going that way, he was almost heartbroken.

Similarly, seeing Julian dare not even speak out his love, his heart ached unbearably.

He was in pain, but he was savoring the pain carefully.

This is his rebellion against himself, and it is also his suicide.

They are obsessed with the simplicity and purity of Rhine, but they are very clear that Rhine must learn to protect himself if he has a relationship with someone like them.So that day he offered to take Rhine out to do the mission.

Julian was silent. He said that killing people is a painful thing for Rhine.

At that moment, Sasha saw Julian who had driven himself to a corner in order not to let him kill someone many years ago, and he felt distressed.He stroked Julian's face and told him that the path they are taking is extremely dangerous. They did not simply kill people in the past. They had ideological enemies externally and political enemies everywhere internally.

We have to think of a way out for him. If one day he has to deal with it alone, at least he has the ability to protect himself.

Julian held his hand that day and asked him if he liked Rhine.He thought for a moment, then nodded solemnly.

But Julian said, you can't like him, because he was sent by the Americans. If he succeeds in instigating rebellion in the future, how sad should you be?

Sasha was bleeding with pain in his heart, but he asked back, aren't you sad?

Julian was silent again.

Sasha knew that he would be sad, he would be sad.But some people's sadness can't be expressed, and some people's sadness can't shed tears, just because he can't be weak, he shoulders more than his own life, he is used to protecting everything.

So in Poland that time, Sasha made a test.It turns out that Rhine Muller has an unbreakable love for Julian. Even if he knows that his father was taken away by Julian himself, he will still love Julian.

This reassured him, but also made him despair.

Because he knew that he would never be able to get Rhine's love again.

Originally, he had a chance.

He personally ruined this opportunity.

He can't blame anyone.

So when the truth came out, Sasha witnessed the death of Alan during that time, and after Rhine's despair and sadness, he even got dizzy, ran to Julian, put the gun in his hand, and let Julian deal with himself.

He cried hoarsely, making Julian think that his old problem was repeated, and he just felt guilty towards Rhine.Julian wiped away his tears and told him that he must live because their lives were bound together.He will take good care of Rhine, and he will make Rhine get better.

How much Sasha wanted to tell Julian everything, but seeing those sad green eyes, he couldn't speak.

He was not afraid of death, but to sprinkle salt on Julian's wound, which he couldn't do.

So after completing the operation for Rhine, he temporarily bid farewell to them on a mission.

He walked away in great pain, sipping like wine.

He clearly knew that there was also poison in this wine, which would lead him to inevitable death.