East Berlin's June Boat Song

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I am sure we will be happy.

With this thought in mind, I looked back at Geheimnis in the clouds and mist, and my eyes became moist again.

This is a beautiful place, with the most poignant sunsets and sweetest berries in the world, where two of the most beloved people in my life were born and died.I firmly believe that one day I will come back, but now, I have to go to that person's side.

I turned back and started the car and left along the Elbe.The autumn forest exudes fragrance, wild flowers are everywhere, the Elbe River sparkles, and white waterfowl flutter their wings.

My mood is very calm, in the breeze pouring into the car, I smell the breath of eternity.

It was fun, and I even hummed the Russian folk song Kalinka.

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Under the pine trees, the breeze is cool

let me sleep on the grass

let me sleep on the grass

Clever little bird, whispering softly

Please don't keep me from falling asleep

Please don't keep me from falling asleep

how charming and beautiful

love me now, girl

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I laughed, sang, drove fast, and was in a good mood.After a while, he drove out of the forest area and came to the outskirts of Dresden.I drove straight to the headquarters of the Red Army Corps in Dresden and, as expected, was stopped outside.

I reported that there was no possibility of entering Stasi’s house, and it wasn’t until I asked to see General Julian Azrael by name that the soldier on guard called the headquarters with a puzzled look on his face.

You must know that General Azrael's whereabouts have always been a secret among secrets, and the person who knows that he came to Dresden is definitely not as simple as a deputy director of the Ministry of Security of East Germany.

So he got the order to allow the audience, and I was able to enter the Soviet military area.I went straight to the officer's apartment where he was staying, and saw Alyosha standing under the linden tree from a distance, looking at me with a gloomy face.

"Are you okay?" Alyosha said cautiously.

I smiled and shrugged: "What's wrong with me."

He pursed his lips, didn't speak, just lowered his head.

"I want to see him."

"He said he couldn't see anyone."

"I'm not anyone." After I finished speaking, I was about to open the door, but Alyosha stopped me.

"The general's condition is very bad." Alyosha's eyes turned red, and he didn't dare to look at me.

I put his hand away and grinned at him: "So I should go, shouldn't I?"

Alyosha stared at me heavily, and dropped his hands in a daze.I nodded to him and walked into this single-family apartment for officers.Following the stairs, I came to the second floor.

I drew the pistol from my waist and pushed open the door.

"Get out." His voice came coldly.

The man stood silently in front of the window again, God knows how long he stood there.The fist was squeezed to the point of shattering, and the nails were embedded in the flesh.

He always does this, hiding his sorrows in the sunlight.

"Honey, you know I've been driving here for five hours, so don't come up and drive me away."

Hearing it was my voice, he turned slightly sideways, but still did not turn around.

"It's the same for you, get out."

I raised the corners of my lips, closed the door, locked it, approached step by step, and put the pistol on his waist.

He shivered slightly, but still stood still.

"Take off your clothes." My voice was cold and threatening.

He didn't move at all, so I opened the safety of the pistol with a snap, gritted my teeth and said harshly: "Say it again, take off your clothes."

He snorted softly, his contempt was undisguised, I was too lazy to continue talking nonsense with him, I grabbed him and threw him on the bed, when he was lying on the bed facing me, I noticed the two shiny lines on his face tear stains.

I approached, pressed him under my body, put a gun against his rebellious jaw, and unbuttoned his military uniform with one hand.

He stared at me coldly, and said, "I'm not in the mood right now."

"Sorry, can't you tell I'm in a good mood?"

I ignored him at all, he was a little impatient with me, and wanted to push me away, I just picked up the gun and gave him a shot.The cold metal gun butt hit his cheekbones hard, and a shocking red mark appeared on his snow-white skin. When he was taken aback, he wanted to resist. I hammered him several times until he finally realized that I wanted to do what.

He grabbed my collar and threatened me viciously: "Then, you will be mine until you die."

My tears dripped on his scarred face, and I didn't lose him in the slightest. I said sharply: "Yes, because you don't have anyone else but me. I will be yours until I die, and so will you my people."

I grabbed his chin, forced him to look at me, and said every word like a pre-war declaration.

"Remember everything you said today!"

His fierce eyes flashed, and they melted away like ice and snow, and his struggling movements gradually stopped.

Staring at me closely, a stream of tears poured out of his deep green eyes, but he still pressed his lips together tightly and did not make any sound.He just turned around and lay down on the bed in silence.

Throwing the gun aside, I leaned over him and hugged him tightly.

This is the first time I have him in so many years.

Tears dripped down his back, his neck, his face, pooled on his rosy flushed cheeks.I explored carefully and tried my best to be gentle, but he was still in excruciating pain, but he gritted his teeth to keep himself from making a sound.

This strong appearance made my heart hurt even more, so I kissed him and told him that it hurts, but you can actually cry.

You don't need to be so strong, because I will be by your side.

You don't feel guilty or sorry for me because I don't need to either.

As long as we love each other, as long as we support each other and go on.

With his blessing on us, together forever.

Don't worry that I will leave you, because the vows made today cannot be broken even by death.

I will never leave you, never leave you.

Will always love you.

Under my movements, gradually we completely merged into one.He was no longer reserved, and would even prop up my body and sit up by himself. During the ups and downs, he raised his head impatiently, his blurry red eyes, and the corners of his lips quivered unconsciously, as if savoring the pain.The silver hair is scattered like the bright moonlight, but there are also sparkling diamonds in this light, which are the tears he kept shedding.

Hot tears, drop by drop.

Crying silently, one by one.

His scarred body stings at me, and I get up and wrap my arms around him.It seemed that what he was hugging was the child running in the birch forest, the boy who was frozen blue in the ice and snow of Siberia, the killer who jumped into the Neva River to wash himself clean, the soldier who charged on the battlefield with a gun...

Enough, Julian, all is enough,

There will be no more snow, no more severe cold, because I will give you all my warmth.

He broke the curse-like fetters for you, and let all the past be the past.

Don't remember anymore, don't feel sorry anymore, don't search for it in vain.

You have to come back from deep guilt, live by my side, and live a new beginning.

Just as he hoped and blessed.

This is probably the most painful and tender time we have ever had.

I held him in my arms when it was over and let him listen to the beating of my heart.His body was still trembling, but his emotions gradually calmed down.

His eyes were very erratic, and he fell elsewhere in a daze.I wiped the sweat from his forehead, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and kissed him deeply on the forehead.

After a long time, his voice came softly: "So it hurts like this."

I stroked his hair and told him lovingly: "Yes, it hurts, because I am also in pain, so I can understand you. But all pain will pass, because love heals everything."

He closed his eyes in my arms and said softly, "I believe."

I held him like that for a long time that day, and after he fell into a light sleep, he began to cry silently again, and I wiped away his tears over and over again.Later I carried him to the bathroom to wash his body.

I wiped his face with a wet towel, stroking the bruises from my punches, just like he did to me not long ago.

He was taken care of by me like a child, sitting in the bathtub with his arms around his knees, looking at me with a shy smile, and I smiled at him, although he was in tears, but he was very calm.

The relationship between us seems to have entered another stage.

We are utterly equal, we utterly belong to each other.