God said I would meet you

From the wet and rainy south to the dry and cold north seems to be just a journey.

"You can go back. You said to see a friend, but after going for so many days, the team will be missing a lot, right?"

When Lin Jinyu came back, Zhou Hui was cooking a pot of fragrant instant noodles. The rental house was as warm as spring. He stepped into the room, took off his heavy cotton coat and hung it on the rack, greeted Zhou Hui, and motioned Zhou Hui to order for him. Bian said: "It's missing ten times and eight times, but I already have a score, and it can be done after a few weeks of searching for information."

Zhou Hui conveniently took an empty cup and picked some chopsticks for him, and said, "That's you, if others want to escape for such a long time, they must be blamed."

Lin Jinyu went to the kitchen to get the chopsticks: "I don't have a valid reason."

"Speaking of which," Zhou Hui asked while scooping up noodles, "How was the interview?"

"I don't know yet, but the result will come out tomorrow." Lin Jinyu was a little nervous: "I have no idea... Forget it, it's a big deal to take the exam yourself."

"That's right, I don't think about the things that have passed," Zhou Hui sat cross-legged on the sofa with him, and began to chatter: "By the way, how is your friend's side, are you having a good time?"

He didn't know that Lin Jinyu ran into Zhang Xinli by chance. At this moment, it was said that there was no pot to turn on, and Lin Jinyu, who was chatting and laughing with him just now, fell silent.

The atmosphere is really wonderful. It is obviously invisible and intangible, but once there is a drastic change, the people in it will always be able to detect it quickly. When the silence lasted to the sixth second, Zhou Hui said: "Ah, Well, let's not talk, let's eat noodles, it won't taste good when it's cold."

Lin Jinyu nodded, and scratched the small bleeding spots on her neck.The two began to eat noodles, snoring, and the wind was blowing away, and they ate deliciously.

……

People who wait for the results are always anxious. Compared with other ordinary candidates who do not even have the qualifications to be exempted, they can only study diligently, participate in the re-examination of the preliminary exam with millions of people, and pass layers of checkpoints. Anxiety might seem a little Versailles, but Lin Jinyu was really nervous all day long.

The official website has been refreshed over and over again, and the group and emails are also being followed at any time. It is probably just like the turtle master in "Kung Fu Panda" said "There are no coincidences in the world". It all came from hard work. At three o'clock in the afternoon, the list came out, and Lin Jinyu's name was on it.

There were congratulatory voices in the class group, department group, and room group, all of which were for a few successful students. Almost all the teachers and classmates knew that he was gay, but no one left him alone when congratulating him.At that time, Lin Jinyu was alone in the library, feeling excited and mixed.

He succeeded, he didn't need a million troops to squeeze the single-plank bridge, and he was so dark preparing for the first exam. After handing in the opening questions and having the winter vacation, he will directly take the re-examination in another month-the chance of failing the re-examination is almost the same as that of transporting you The chances of losing an exam paper are just as small.

Like a ray of sunlight breaking through the dark clouds, after many days, Lin Jinyu finally felt a bit of relief. He felt like a drowning person finally surfaced to breathe the thin air.

But at the same time, he thought, continuing to study means no job, not only no salary but also tuition fees, can he afford this money?After all, it is impossible to apply for a student loan in a situation like his, and you can’t write on the application form: My parents are alive and my family conditions are good, but I ran away from home due to a quarrel with my parents, severed the relationship, and cannot afford the tuition and living expenses. Apply.

What a mess, people have to call back after just looking at it.

Sure enough, Guan Guan is sad... Lin Jinyu thought: life, you have no head.

Zhang Xinli doesn't know where he is now, if that day he pushed the boat along the way and agreed to get back together, what would he do in the days to come?When I returned to Shanghai, I was still crammed in a rented house, and I still had no money. One day, tuition fees or other expenses would become a problem, and he would ask me to go home after struggling.

Home, home, home... how can I call home a place that doesn't even accept who I am?

He didn't know where the solution to this difficult problem was, and he hoped that someone could give him the answer.

……

Zhuangzi said: "In life, if there is a gap between heaven and earth, it will be all of a sudden." Time always passes quickly.

At the end of the month, the grade opening group meeting was over, and the year was coming to an end. When the first snow fell, Zhou Hui and Lin Jinyu had a dinner together in the dormitory. Or just like when I was in college, I always made excuses to shirk and went on time.

The sky was full of snowflakes, and to his surprise, the ordinary male college students who always choose a delicious roadside stall for dinner actually booked a restaurant this time, with a lot of dishes, exquisitely presented, and open. Wine or Wuliangye.

Others said: "Originally you should have invited me to this meal, but I declined it. It's a happy event, but before... Anyway, the five of us discussed it in private. We invite you. You don't have to share the money this time."

There are six people in their dormitory, Lin Jinyu declined, Zhou Hui continued to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, and the other four people will go home to find jobs in the second half of the year, and it will be difficult to get together again in the future. They should eat and drink, and talk about the college life that they have called brothers and sisters, and also had friction and discord in the past three or four years.

There are many things in the freshman and sophomore year, and other people chatted passionately, but Lin Jinyu found that she didn't know it at all.When his roommates are socializing together, he is always out of the group, either sleeping alone, or hanging out with Lao Luo and Xiao Feina's friends in the circle.

...It's really not worth it in retrospect. Minority groups are an ordinary thing. There is no need to be ashamed, confused, or afraid, but he just wastes a long time because of the meaningless things. time.

A good time.

The six cups touched each other, and no one spoke, but the previous suspicions had been resolved.

After the dinner was over, the six of them were a little fuzzy. Zhou Hui got up and said, "I'm a little dizzy...the phone rang, you go to checkout first, I'll answer the call slowly, and catch you up later."

Everyone said yes and left one after another.

……

The focus of Lin Jinyu's life began to shift to her studies.

This semester is coming to an end, and the north wind is blustery, and it is getting colder every day.After the topic is selected, it's time for the opening report, and then the graduation thesis, one draft, two drafts, and three drafts, the drafts are life-threatening.The classmates were miserable, but he enjoyed it.

Then who said it well, only learning will never betray you, what you have learned is what you have learned, and no one can steal it away. Compared with learning, men are nothing.

At the end of December, this year's graduate student examination ended, and Lin Jinyu's opening report passed with an initial score of almost full marks. A few days later, it was winter vacation, and the students went home one after another.

"Be careful," Lin Jinyu braved the snow to send Zhou Hui, who was pulling the suitcase, to the station that day, "See you next year."

"See you next year." Zhou Hui was quite moved: "You still give me a gift after such a heavy snowfall."

"I'm the only one left at school, so of course I will send you off," Lin Jinyu said, "If other people are here, I will also send you off together."

The few people I know the most in college may be roommates. They have lived together for four years, and they have some feelings for each other.

"Aren't you going home?" Zhou Hui said, "It's Chinese New Year and there is no big exam. It seems that you are the only one staying in school this year."

Lin Jinyu smiled: "I can't go home."

It's good to be alone, eat alone, sleep alone, don't worry, don't worry.

"Actually, the day of the dinner party..." Zhou Hui looked at his smile, as if he wanted to say something, but he hesitated for a long time but didn't say anything.

"What about the dinner party?" Lin Jinyu said, "Although you said you don't want me to share it, I still passed it on to the head of the room."

What Zhou Hui wanted to say had nothing to do with this. He was hesitating whether to tell Lin Jinyu: "Then what, do you still live in the same place during the winter vacation?"

"Yes," Lin Jinyu said, "It's a holiday, and the rent has dropped a lot. The landlord thinks it's troublesome to recruit new tenants. I will rent the whole house at the same price as when I rented with you. It's quite cheap."

Two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom are only charged for the entire rent, which is indeed quite cheap. Now Lin Jinyu is very good at picking out the ones she likes from the thousands of rooms waiting for rent. Zhou Hui asked: "Can I ask a question?" , you... don't you really hate, hate that so-and-so, your ex...boyfriend. "

"Why do you ask this suddenly?" Lin Jinyu was a little puzzled.

"No," Zhou Hui faltered, "I'm a little curious. I'm not discriminating against you, but I'm just curious about how you get along. Are you also like heterosexual couples, turning against each other after breaking up?"

He made up these words. Lin Jinyu understands that some straight men are repulsive and curious about gays. He was silent for a moment, thought for a while, and said, "Actually, there is no such thing." He said, "It's the same as heterosexuality. We broke up because of why we broke up. The reasons for our breakup are very complicated, and the reasons for not getting back together are also very complicated. It is not because of a certain thing, let alone something that can be clearly stated in a few words... Let’s put it this way, I owe him what I owe him, but I don’t owe him anything Yes, he owes me and doesn't owe me."

What is this Schrödinger's quantum superposition state, Zhou Hui half understood after hearing it: "Then are you going to have a new relationship?"

"No preparation, actually it's not repulsive, but I always feel that I don't have the intention to talk about love." Lin Jinyu said, "Why did you suddenly ask this today?"

"Haha, let's gossip, don't leave now, just ask with a low face." Zhou Hui said, "So, good horses don't turn their backs. If you meet someone new, let's talk."

Lin Jinyu looked at him, and smiled again, very helplessly: "I can meet a few people who are attracted to me in my life, not to mention, I have used up one of the places I cherish so much."

Zhou Hui looked at his smile and decided not to tell Lin Jinyu.

He pulled the suitcase and said, "Goodbye... Be careful when you go home, I wish you happiness."

……

Although Zhou Hui's blessing seemed a bit abrupt, Lin Jinyu was still very happy in his heart. During the period of love, he once hoped that someone could say this sentence to him, and someone would sincerely wish him and Zhang Xinli happiness.

Although it is late now and the meaning is no longer what he expected, happiness is always good.

Lin Jinyu didn't expect that half of what Zhou Hui said was what he expected.

In a snowy day, Lin Jinyu got off the bus and walked along the road to where he lived. It was a holiday, and the flow of people around was reduced by more than half. front extension.

He rented the first floor because the rent is cheaper, and secondly, it is convenient because there is no need to climb stairs, and the north is dry, so even the first floor is not very humid.

Today is the penultimate day of the closure of the school. Almost all the tenants have moved out. The few people who are going to move in will come tomorrow. The whole building is quiet and unpopular. Even the front door is locked by the landlord, and it is only given to Lin Jinyu and others. Keys for a handful of one or two lease renewals.

It was too cold, Lin Jinyu had a complete set of scarves, hats and down jackets, wrapped up like a bear, thinking about what she would do when she walked in.

The first thing is to sit for a few minutes to warm up, then make a cup of coffee, order a takeaway, read a book while eating, and now start preparing for the retest in March and April, and then...

Huh, what is that?

Lin Jinyu was thinking about her great study, when she was suddenly attracted by a brown cardboard box next to the gate at the entrance of the corridor.The cardboard box was quite big, and it was placed at the door. Anyone who wanted to enter the building would be attracted by it.

The landlord does not allow the garbage to be put at the door of the building. Whose fault is it?He wondered: such a big cardboard box, put it here to block the door, isn't it wicked.

There was silence in the corridor. Presumably there were few people coming. No one passed by before Lin Jinyu came back. He became the first one to eat crabs.

Forget it, just move away.Lin Jinyu wasn't the kind of fiery personality who was in trouble, so he thought it wasn't a big deal, so he moved to the side, so he rolled up his sleeves and prepared to be a porter.

It was still snowing outside, Lin Jinyu resigned himself to his fate and walked forward, just about to bend down, but suddenly there were a few squeaks coming from the cardboard box, as if something was scratching the cardboard, which startled him.

???

He suspected that he had heard wrong, so he bent down...

There were several muffled "dong dong" sounds from inside the carton again, and at the same time, the top that was covered but not sealed with tape seemed to be pushed by something, and suddenly moved, opening a slit.

Oh my god, Lin Jinyu almost backed away in fright, what is this?Alive... Alive? !Could it be a snake or a mouse?Oh, the snake is hibernating... and the mouse is scary enough!

For a few seconds, he wanted to leave it alone, but the box was tall and wide, and unless he took a few steps back to run over the hurdle, it was impossible for him to step over it decently.

Run-up hurdles, that's too stupid.

After the initial shock, Lin Jinyu was also a little curious about what was inside, so half-actively and half-forced, he readjusted his mentality, bent down slowly, and looked in through the open slit——

The cardboard box rustled a few more times, and with the noise, a black, furry head opened the box, its small front paws were on the edge of the cardboard box, its wet nose was flaring, and its dark eyes were staring curiously. with him.

It turned out to be a dog.

The dog has a black back and a yellow belly, and its two small ears are still soft and drooping. It looks like a German shepherd, but its ears have not yet been erected, and it looks very small. It should be no more than two months old.

Lin Jinyu was shocked. He was stunned for a moment, thinking: Where did this come from... Peerless cutie? !

He likes dogs very much, almost all his friends know this... his parents also know, but his parents don't like furry animals, so Lin Jinyu has never fulfilled his wish of raising a dog since he was a child.

"Zoxazole, Zoxazole." Lin Jinyu squatted down, forgot about coffee and study, and stretched out her fingers to tease the dog.

The puppy is not afraid of people at all, and its short tail wags like a rattle.

Lin Jinyu felt his heart melt, and at the same time thought: It's freezing cold, which wicked master put it here, come out, see if I don't give you a lump, and criticize and educate you.

There was actually a small quilt in the cardboard box, but the dog is still so small, it must be inappropriate to put it here alone, Lin Jinyu complained: Could it be abandoned?Is there a lack of great virtue?

He thought about it, and finally couldn't resist the temptation, so he hugged the dog, thinking that it was too cold, he should take it into the house first, and leave a contact information here, so that if he didn't abandon it, the owner can find him when he comes , if it is abandoned...whatever it is, let him keep it in his house first, and let's talk about it after the coldest few days.

The dog was too small to resist the cold, so it kept crawling into Lin Jinyu's warm embrace. Lin Jinyu scratched its chin, and found that there seemed to be a collar under the soft lanugo hair.

— not abandoned?

This is a good thing, but for some reason, he felt a little lost in his heart.

... Forget it, what belongs to others is what belongs to others, and no matter how much you like it, you can't keep it for yourself. Lin Jinyu petted the dog, settled down, and began to check the dog tags on the collar. Half of the owners would engrave their contact information on it, and attached The words 'Send it back with thanks' are easy to find in case it gets lost.

however……

The childhood of any animal is always chubby, chubby, and naive. Lin Jinyu was reluctant to let go of holding it. He looked at the dog tag with a sense of disappointment, but he didn't find any Arabic numerals representing contact information on it.

I saw only ten small characters engraved on the front and back of the brand new stainless steel dog tag——

The positive is: don't be angry.

On the back is: Forgive me, please.