God said I would meet you

Everyone with a hangover should wake up with a splitting headache the next day.

Before six o'clock, the streets of Shanghai were already bustling with traffic, and as a facade facing the street that was not suitable for living, the sound insulation effect of the thin rolling gate connected with the glass door was extremely poor. Zhang Xinli was quarreled in such a noisy noise. woke up.

His temples twitched, his whole brain felt as if it had been electrified, and the tingling came one after another. The genius had just been polished, and the rustling of cars passing by was very loud. Zhang Xinli opened his eyes and sat up very uncomfortably.

last night……

The curtains were drawn, and the lights in the room were not turned on. Through the extremely limited morning light, he vaguely saw someone sleeping on the floor beside the bed.

Lin Ye was breathing evenly, and was still meeting Duke Zhou in his dream. Zhang Xinli looked intently, was stunned for a moment, and then realized that the clothes on his body were not in good condition.

"..."

He was only wearing unlined clothing on his upper body, and his lower body was almost naked, just a pair of underwear.

This can't be blamed on Lin Jinyu, the bed belongs to Lin Ye, both of them are a bit poor and particular, and love to be clean.His coat and trousers were so dirty, how could he not take off Zhang Xinli on someone else's bed? Zhang Xinli was not used to wrapping himself up tightly, and he hadn't worn long johns for many years, but that was it.

Lin Jinyu and him have slept together on the same bed for n times, not as shy as the big girl Huang Hua, she took it off as soon as she took it off, but Zhang Xinli didn't know it for a while, when he opened his eyes, there were only two people in the room, and Lin Ye was sleeping on the ground. Han, he thought...

After sitting for a while, the headache eased a little. Zhang Xinli took off his pants and put them on. He didn't care about anything else, so he came down quickly and woke Lin Ye up.

"Wake up," he said, "what's the matter?"

According to Lin Ye's biological clock, this is at most the middle of the night for a normal person, and it is a good time for him to sleep, but there is a man lying in the room, and he can't sleep well, so when Zhang Xinli called out, he woke up quickly .

"Sober so early." He sat up, yawned, scratched his messy hair, and said, "Drunk like that, I thought the young man would be in good health at least until noon."

In this situation, Zhang Xinli didn't have time to chat with him, so he said bluntly: "Last night..." He frowned and said, "Me, with you?"

Lin Ye said, "How much do you remember?"

Lin Jinyu had told him that if Zhang Xinli didn't remember, there was no need to tell him what happened. Although Lin Ye thought it was purely taking off his pants and farting, why bother, let alone not actually going in, so what if he did?But the wishes of the parties are not always easy to violate.

Zhang Xinli's eyes hesitated, his head was still a little dizzy, dizzy and painful, he didn't remember what happened yesterday very clearly, but he probably had an impression that he seemed to be with someone...

The touch of fingertips touching the soft waist still remained in his consciousness, but that person should be Lin Jinyu... Could it be that he thought it was Lin Jinyu?

"...What are you thinking, I'm convinced," Lin Ye said, "Don't worry, nothing happened," he made a joking expression on purpose: "You've drunk like that, can you still be hard?"

After getting drunk and entering the refractory period, it is indeed impossible, but in the pre-exciting period, a certain amount of alcohol can actually stimulate sexual desire. Zhang Xinli also felt that it was impossible for him to have anything to do with Lin Ye, but...

"No," he said, "I feel...something must have happened to me."

Lin Ye said in his heart: As expected of a couple, both of them are not easy to fool.

He said without changing his face: "Oh, the person in your memory should be me. I was the only one who was there when you broke in. Nothing happened. You were drunk and smashed a lot of things."

"Jinyu..." Zhang Xinli showed a complicated expression, "Where is he?"

"Let's go," Lin Ye faithfully carried out the task, and said, "No, he never came. You ran over in a daze and fell asleep after smashing it. I'll get you a bed to lie on."

Some beautiful and rough pictures flashed before Zhang Xinli's eyes, and he said, "That's not right."

People sometimes become fragmented when they drink too much, and sometimes they don’t. Zhang Xinli belongs to the kind of people who are rarely completely fragmented. When he was still in junior high school in Sichuan, the teachers in the remote elementary school were poor and the students were even worse. The left-behind semi-social youths go out to drink, play video games and fight at every turn. After drinking too much, a group of people stagger around, and they can only take care of themselves. Half of his tolerance to alcohol was developed at that time. If he doesn't try hard to stay sober, the second God may not even know where he is.

Lin Ye picked out his ears and said, "There's nothing wrong, that's the truth."

Zhang Xinli was silent for a few seconds.Lin Ye thought that this innocent little straight man was fooled into self-doubt by his few words, and was falling into chaos—that was just right, chaos was what he wanted, so he only had to use a sure tone to add fuel to the flames Zhang Xinli was bound to be swayed by him, thinking that he had an illusion that he could clean up this mess according to Lin Jinyu's wishes.

But in fact, Zhang Xinli just suddenly realized a problem, that is - Lin Ye is Lin Jinyu's good friend, not his.

That is to say, this person, like his little cousin, is unlikely to be honest with him, and it is very likely that he will "collude" with Lin Jinyu.

Sometimes in one's life there will be a few moments that seem to be suddenly enlightened. It is not easy for Zhang Xinli to doubt himself. Lin Ye's words that are very different from his feelings did not make him doubt himself, but made him doubt Lin Ye. ye.

Zhang Xinli's eyes showed some scrutiny. He looked at Lin Ye for half a second, then looked away, and said, "I'm a bit messed up...you mean, I didn't do anything?"

Lin Ye thought to himself: Coincidentally, you Tiaozi also said the same thing yesterday, and slipped away on the grounds of 'I'm a mess'.

He said: "Yes, otherwise how about it."

"Oh," Zhang Xinli closed his eyes hard and then opened them again, as if trying to wake himself up, and said, "I don't remember... La Long, I promised to take pictures of him."

"You still remember," Lin Ye felt that he was really an old lady: "Don't worry, I helped take the picture."

"Where are the others?" Zhang Xinli asked, "When did you reply yesterday?"

"...Two or three o'clock," Lin Ye thought for a while, and said, "I finished filming for him and took a taxi together."

Zhang Xinli vaguely remembered that he staggered here around midnight. At that time, he was full of thoughts about seeing that person, but the person never came back, so he leaned against the lamppost and smoked an unknown number of cigarettes, subconsciously looking at him every few minutes. time.

He confirmed: "Really, it's so late, are you sure?"

"I'm sure." Lin Ye was so clever that he didn't realize he had fallen into a trap: "I've been waiting for a long time, and he was the third last one to go up. Every day, someone checks the time for the show."

"Really," Zhang Xinli learned Lin Jinyu's tricks for the first time and won the first battle. He recalled those scenes, and his expression changed: "But I got here at twelve o'clock, how could you be there?"

"..." Lin Jinyu gave too little information, and Lin Ye looked down on Zhang Xinli a little bit—he thought that those with straight masculinity would be a bit mad, but he didn't expect this to happen again. He thought to himself: It's impossible to guard against.

"Speak," Zhang Xinli asked, "Where is Jinyu?"

He vaguely remembered what he had done, but he didn't feel embarrassed to meet again. Lin Jinyu lacked the sense of security he had gained, but Zhang Xinli did not.

"It's not that I've already left," Lin Ye said, "It's not all about you..."

Zhang Xinli said sharply, "What is it all about me?"

It's all about you... Lin Ye didn't "you" come out, he felt that he was really like the eunuch next to the emperor.He really wanted to tell Zhang Xinli that people like Lin Jinyu are not the kind of delicate and weak people who like 1 to be superior and come to favor his little 0 regardless of personal wishes, nor are they fictionalized in the third-rate dramas that have nothing but brains , a silly white heroine who is dedicated to treating sexual harassment as masculine, he is actually the same as Zhang Xinli in his bones, he takes soft but not hard.

Zhang Xinli shouldn't have been aggressive. If you said that you were drunk and pretended to be weak, acted like a good boy, and took the opportunity to say a few words of love, he might push it halfway and insist on being tougher than J.

How educational, Lin Ye wanted to say it, but Lin Jinyu insisted on not letting him say it, and insisted on pretending that there was no such thing.

"It's nothing, I think you drank too much and made a mistake, it's not twelve o'clock."

Zhang Xinli said: "I'm sure it's twelve o'clock," he asked again: "Tell me, where is he?"

Where is where... is there any point in asking?Lin Ye was convinced. With your level of chasing people, it's not good at all.Seeing that he couldn't hide it, he rolled his eyes in his heart and said, "It's useless to tell you, he obviously doesn't accept you."

Zhang Xinli raised his eyebrows and said, "Is it because he doesn't accept me, or you don't want him to accept me?"

"..." Lin Ye was speechless, and belatedly remembered that in his eyes, he was now Lin Jinyu's boy, and he said, "Oh, I don't know, just let it go if you say so, anyway."

Zhang Xinli saw that he didn't want to enter, so he stood up, took his coat from the bed, as if he was about to leave: "If Jinyu loves you, he will love you no matter what, don't even be afraid to tell me where he is," he seemed Some said disdainfully: "Fair competition, don't you dare?"

Lin Ye is so angry, you are so hot, you are a little straight boy, and you still sneered at me, why do you love me or not, he thought to himself: Your Jinyu has never loved me.

He said: "You really don't know yourself. I mean it, even if you know where he is, so what? What are you going to do? I think your brain can basically say goodbye to the love world."

From the first day we met, Zhang Xinli was not warm to him, so Lin Ye spoke very straightforwardly, without showing any affection: "I'm too drunk to come and force me, but I don't know what to say." Be soft, I really have you."

"..." Zhang Xinli said, "So you were lying to me just now. It's not you here at all, and it's not me you took care of."

This is no nonsense, Lin Ye simply broke the jar and said, "So what?"

Zhang Xinli thought it was his own initiative, and he deliberately didn't want to tell him where Lin Jinyu was, so he lied to him. He put on his coat, turned around, squatted down in front of him, and said, "I'll warn you one last time, tell me where is he."

Are you threatening me?

Lin Ye didn't know what to say: "Okay, let me ask you seriously, what do you plan to do after I tell you?"

Zhang Xinli said bluntly, "That's my business."

"Don't guard me like a thief." Lin Ye had a moment of brainstorming, and decided to push the boat along, using his own identity to make a speech: "Don't you want to compete fairly? Well, in all fairness, do you think he will be with you? Are you happier than being with me?"

Zhang Xinli stared at him like an arrow.

Lin Ye pretended to be calm, and continued, "I've been out of the closet a long time ago, and everyone knows that I like men. I'm not an only child, but I have a younger brother. Although my parents hate it so much, they have a backup." What's going to happen to you, what about you?"

He repeated the biggest concern that Lin Jinyu had told him: "I have never been to your area, but I heard that it is very poor and there is a lot of patriarchal power. If you are not married and have no children, your parents Will it turn upside down?"

"That's my business." Zhang Xinli was very difficult to manage when he was a child. He didn't get along with his father when he was young, so he went out to study and didn't stay at home often. After that, the two had more tender moments: "I will handle it myself."

"How do you deal with it?" Lin Ye said, "Come out with your family?"

He thought: Then I admire you for being a man.

Zhang Xinli said, "No."

"..." Lin Ye was speechless: "I sincerely warn you, you are not purely gay with a closet like you, and you don't have children, and you may regret it later."

"I'm not a deep cabinet," Zhang Xinli said, "I don't like children very much. I told Jinyu about this, and it doesn't matter if I don't."

"Even if you don't talk about yourself, what about your parents?" Lin Ye said, "Don't be too idealistic. When you are 40 or [-] years old, if you don't get married and don't have grandchildren, they may even force you to die...I'm serious."

"You care too much." Zhang Xinli was eager to see Lin Jinyu, and became impatient: "Just tell me where he is, and I will tell him myself."

"Really? I'm not very optimistic about your language skills," Lin Ye said very shamelessly, "Don't make it seem like you never had a chance to meet him. You have met him so many times, and you have been in the same room several times. Well, did you create an opportunity to say it?"

"..."

Zhang Xinli was a little speechless. When he talked to Lin Jinyu, the topic was always taken away by Lin Jinyu unconsciously. He didn't know how to speak. When he really wanted to say something, he didn't know how to say it. At the Bund, he managed to say half of it, but before he could say the other half, Lin Jinyu covered him up again.

He said irritably: "He is angry, I will always find a chance to say it."

"I think it will be 800 years later." Lin Ye said something bloody about Lin Jinyu when he faced Lin Jinyu yesterday, but now in front of Zhang Xinli, he went to Zhang Xinli: "Give up." Well, there is no solution, you are out of the closet, and you are the 'only hope' of your family, no matter what, it is impossible to have a good result."

"What do you know?" Zhang Xinli said, "I've already thought about it."

This time he won't let go.

"What's the use of thinking about it," Lin Ye beeped, "I didn't realize you were so naive before, your parents..."

He wanted to force Zhang Xinli to come out of the closet, and was about to stimulate him again, but Zhang Xinli finally seemed too lazy to continue wrangling with him, and directly interrupted his conversation.

"I'm not an only child," he said.

"You also know that an only child means a lot to a family..." Lin Ye said halfway, but suddenly fell silent. Three seconds later, his voice suddenly became louder, and said, "What did you say?"

"As I said, I've already made up my mind this time," Zhang Xinli looked at his shocked and surprised expression: "After we parted..."

……

It was the time of sunrise, and the light outside the window was getting brighter and brighter. Today seemed to be a rare sunny day, and the depths of winter had fallen, but the sun never left. Even in the coldest day, it still shines on the world.

After hearing what Zhang Xinli said, Lin Ye fell into deep thought.

Lin Jinyu begged and begged him not to tell Zhang Xinli what happened yesterday, but Zhang Xinli tricked him out, maybe it was God's will?

Love, love, how rare and precious you are, if you miss it once, it will be difficult for the flowers to bloom again.

"Tell me where he is... I beg you." Zhang Xinli was still eagerly waiting for his answer, Lin Ye recalled what he said just now, and made an unjust decision.

He's going to turn against him.

Lin Ye suddenly said: "...Come here and have a few words with you."

Zhang Xinli immediately leaned over, only to hear Lin Ye say, "Zhang Xinli, you just keep trying to find excuses to excuse yourself. Of course he won't listen to you. You have to learn to use a different method. You won't lose face."

"……What's the meaning?"

"Change your mentality first, don't try to explain it at the beginning, just pretend that you have never been together," Lin Ye said mysteriously as if someone from the outside world said: "...to love him, to pursue him , you are a normal man after all, you should understand, you won't be so stupid, right?"

Zhang Xinli seems to understand, he understands that chasing people is nothing more than being nice to him and helping him with things, Lin Ye said: "It's not that, Lin Jinyu rejects you, this method requires a lot of opportunities for communication, and it takes time to accumulate. , there is no such condition."

Zhang Xinli was taken aback, followed his words, and asked in a daze, "What do you mean, what should I do..."

Lin Ye said: "You are so stupid, be more romantic, do what you like, find a way that he can't refuse, such as..."