God said I would meet you

Don't be mad...forgive?

After seeing those two lines of seemingly incomprehensible words, Lin Jinyu's mind, which was completely occupied by dogs, finally vacated a space temporarily.

At this time, besides someone in this world, who else would say these two sentences to him?

...But when you think about it, it's quite awkward. Zhang Xinli would say such a thing. Could such a thing really come from him?Lin Jinyu was a little lost in thought.

The puppy was still wagging its thick and short tail with all its strength, and the dog's head didn't understand why Lin Jinyu suddenly stopped moving.It was snowing heavily, and Lin Jinyu just stayed at the door for a while, and her shoulders were already white.The crystal clear and icy goose feather snow also fell on the dark nose of this two-month-old puppy, causing it to sneeze naively.

The trembling of the young life due to the cold is so pitiful, Lin Jinyu suddenly came back to his senses, hugged the dog, and blew away the snow spots on its jet-black hair.It was so cold outside, but Lin Jinyu was so warm, no need to be taught, the dog wagged its tail, its wet little nose kept arching, trying to open the zipper, and crawled into Lin Jinyu's broad arms.

"You little thing..." After realizing that this might be Zhang Xinli's dog, Lin Jinyu's mentality seemed to have undergone a wonderful change... Well, it didn't change much, he still thought it was very cute, so cute.

He stretched out his hand to grab the dog's nape, and half-lifted it up, thinking: This dog is like Zhang Xinli, a ghostly spirit, and knows how to crawl into his arms on his own initiative.

The puppy couldn't get into the warm place, and began to make a slight "whoop" sound, as if he was very wronged, but he still wagged his tail hard, raised his round head that hadn't grown up, and stared at his dark and moist eyes pitifully Looking at Lin Jinyu intently.

"..." The German Shepherd is a long-haired dog. Even if he is still young, he should not be so afraid of the cold for only a few minutes. Lin Jinyu doesn't know if this little guy is selling miserably, but no matter whether he is,... he Looking at the dog for a moment, he unzipped it and stuffed it into his bosom, wrapped it in a down jacket, and at the same time cursed: No, Zhang Xinli is not half as cute as this dog.

The snow did not decrease in the slightest. Lin Jinyu stood up wrapped in the dog. He knew that Zhang Xinli was probably nearby, but he pretended not to know, moved the cardboard box with his feet, and was about to go upstairs.

"Jin Yu."

As expected, when he pretended not to see the words on the dog tag, he took a step up the stairs, when a very familiar voice sounded from behind.

The voice sounded far away at first, Lin Jinyu paused, waiting for the person to approach.

Zhang Xinli's hair, eyebrows, and shoulders were all covered with a thin layer of snow. He came out from the corner, walked slowly to a place a few steps away from Lin Jinyu and stopped.

In the blink of an eye, it was another two or three months, and they were absent from each other's life for a period of time that they would never return.

"...you?" Lin Jinyu turned around naturally with the dog stuffed in her chest, pretending to be ignorant and said, "Strange, why are you here?"

"I know you saw it," Zhang Xinli looked at him, and said very, very seriously in the heavy snow, "Don't be angry, forgive me, okay?"

The same sentence has a completely different feeling when it is written on paper and when it is said in person. Although Lin Jinyu was shocked, heartbroken, and momentarily shaken when she saw the ten words on the dog tag, her reason still prevailed. Gaining the upper hand, he knew that he couldn't get angry just because of two pitiful words of love.

He's almost 23, and there's no next 23 to waste.

But at this moment, when Zhang Xinli stood in front of him, and said these words in such a serious and pitiful manner, the waves in Lin Jinyu's heart were far bigger than before... so big that he almost wanted to drown him.

"I've said it many times, but I'm not angry," Lin Jinyu said indifferently, "...you always don't understand."

Zhang Xinli didn't feel that there was anything he didn't understand, but he didn't say so, he just said: "I don't understand, you can teach me."

Lin Ye said that if you want to communicate peacefully with your lover, the first thing to do is not to refute the other party unless you have to.

Zhang Xinli's words were so "humble", Lin Jinyu didn't know what to say, he was silent for a while, and said: "I didn't intend to preach, I just... messed up, you don't need to apologize, and I don't need to forgive you. Sorry, I think we really don't want to see each other for a while."

There is no single solution to life. Lin Jinyu used to be able to clearly see the future between himself and Zhang Xinli many years later, but now he suddenly couldn't see clearly. Before he could see clearly again, he didn't want to have any intersections.

How many feelings are being wiped out in unconnected episodes, how many people are drifting away in peace, Zhang Xinli will never go back and let them go to this kind of ending.

He said, "But..."

"There's nothing wrong with it," Lin Jinyu said, "This is the best way. I'm going to graduate soon, and I'll be very busy with many things. You and I don't have the energy to be distracted."

Zhang Xinli said, "But..."

Lin Jinyu said: "It's nothing to say, you can go back to where you live now, don't delay, our current relationship...it's not appropriate for you to go up and sit down."

Zhang Xinli said, "But...my dog ​​is still with you."

Lin Jinyu: "..."

Good guy, I thought I was going to persuade me with emotion and reason, is that all about emotion?It doesn't seem very sincere, damn it.

Maybe it felt a familiar smell, the little dog kept sniffing and arching in Lin Jinyu's arms, pushing its big head upwards with a bang, and kept moving.

The body temperature of a dog is higher than that of a human, and Lin Jinyu only felt the warmth in his heart. There was a small broom-like thing passing through the sweater, scraping quickly like a wiper—it was the tail of the little thing in his arms.

Dog lovers are really easily blinded by dogs and have selective amnesia.

"Here... here you are." He slipped the dog out of his clothes a little embarrassedly, and returned it to Zhang Xinli.

...the chest is empty, so lost.

Zhang Xinli picked it up, holding the dog by its front armpit with both hands, making it face Lin Jinyu, blinked, and said, "I have nowhere to go back, the hotel doesn't allow dogs in."

"How did you bring it here?" Lin Jinyu said, "You brought the dog here even though you knew it wasn't allowed in?"

"My friend, he brought us here by the way," Zhang Xinli still raised the dog in front of him, "I forgot to think about it."

Good one forgot to think about it, he was actually deliberate.

Lin Jinyu once again: "..."

"I really have nowhere to go. I didn't even bring thick clothes. I hugged him along the way." Zhang Xinli was indeed wearing thin clothes. He hugged the dog and said, "Can you bear to see that it has nowhere to go..."

"..."

The snow had accumulated deeply, and the puppy had been exposed to the dry and cold air for a long time, and it began to tremble slightly again. Zhang Xinli hugged it to his chest, and looked at Lin Jinyu pitifully with two pairs of equally dark eyes.

After Zhang Xinli finished the previous sentence, he said in a soft voice: "...do you have the heart to see that I have nowhere to go?"

For a person who is soft but not tough, the most difficult thing to refuse is not a rough courtship, but such a request to show weakness. Lin Jinyu knew that according to her original plan, he would have to refuse cruelly, but the word "no" It swirled in his throat for a long time, but he couldn't spit it out.

Holding the dog up, Zhang Xinli said, "Take us in, please, I swear I will do nothing."

Do nothing too much, like a suitor who has never set foot on you.

"..." It was so cold that Lin Jinyu couldn't say no to it. He was silent for a moment, then gave in and said, "One night...just one night, you can buy a ticket and go back tomorrow, dog...you can either check it in, or you can leave it temporarily. Just let me here."

In the past, Zhang Xinli was such a dead-headed person who didn't know how to write the words "delaying the army" at all, so he had to fight with Lin Jinyu from the very beginning, agreeing to let him take him in for a certain day and month, and then faithfully implement it. But this time, he didn't pay back the one-minute price, so he immediately agreed, "Okay."

Lin Ye said: "In order to gain an inch, you must first gain an inch. If you want to play hooligans, you can't rush."

Lin Jinyu didn't expect him to agree so quickly and so firmly.He wondered: what's the point of just coming here to nest for one night...why are you making such a fuss, are you tired, are you stupid?

Of course Zhang Xinli was not stupid, Lin Jinyu let go, and he followed him up the stairs obediently and into the house without saying a word of nonsense.

"There are no guests here, no slippers, you should wear Zhou Hui's. Fortunately, I haven't cleared the things he doesn't want." Now that she agreed, Lin Jinyu planned to treat him as thoughtfully as possible for this night: "Dog... what should I do?" ? Where is it closed?"

Central heating is good, the room is warm like spring, Zhang Xinli put the dog down and said, "Let's take a look first."

The little guy was a fluffy ball, and he wouldn't run away if no one caught him, but just spun around under their feet.Lin Jinyu said: "You don't think about anything else, and you take your dog on a long trip without a leash, a portable cage, or an air transport box."

"I was wrong," Zhang Xinli admitted his mistake very "fluently": "I don't know what those are."

The dog in his hometown is tied with an iron chain, which is extremely simple and rude. Lin Jinyu is very interested in this dog now, and can't help but initiate a conversation, asking, "Where did you get the dog?"

"The neighbor's hug," Zhang Xinli was happy to answer his questions: "Our dog... is the one you have seen before, and it is a great-grandson."

That humble black dog, which was complained by 15-year-old Lin Jinyu and looked like Zhang Xinli, caused Lin Jinyu to fall into a black dog with a big stinking mud... It was already very old when Lin Jinyu went to Liangshan for a wedding. A German Shepherd's short and unremarkable life finally came to an end this winter.

Zhang Xinli went back this time just in time to send it off for the last time. Over the years, the way of life in the village has changed day by day, and fewer and fewer small dogs are kept for hunting. Breeding with German Shepherd, the appearance of the puppies born is almost the same as that of German Shepherd, except that the black hair looks slightly more.

Hearing that the dog had left, Lin Jinyu was silent for a long time, then knelt down and stroked the puppy's fur.

That dog, together with the first meeting between him and Zhang Xinli, became a long time ago, so long that Lin Jinyu even met its great-grandson.

"Take it to recognize the place." Lin Jinyu touched it twice and stood up: "It's time for dinner, I'm going to the kitchen."

Zhang Xinli remembered that Lin Jinyu didn't know anything about cooking, but Lin Jinyu didn't give him a chance to ask any questions, so he turned around and left.

Washing and chopping vegetables, turning on the exhaust fan, starting the fire, heating the pot and cooking oil...Lin Jinyu's set of movements is smooth and smooth. Although it can't reach the level of cooking a dog, it still looks good, and there is no rush at all.

The little dog lowered his head and sniffed around. Zhang Xinli watched him from behind for a long time, approaching slowly with a hint of surprise.He was afraid of disturbing Lin Jinyu, so he walked very lightly, and the person involved could easily see the sneakiness at first glance.

Sensing movement behind her, Lin Jinyu immediately turned around and asked vigilantly, "What do you want to do?"

That expression was very similar to women in the Liberated Areas waiting to guard against perverts... Zhang Xinli, who had a serious criminal record, had no choice but to stretch out his hand and make a soothing gesture, saying, "Nothing, I promise."