God said I would meet you

The bright energy-saving lamp on the ceiling is like a small sun, illuminating the room brightly, and also illuminating Zhang Xinli's dark eyes.

Lin Jinyu still looked at him with that kind of eyes mixed with teasing, provocation, and mischief, leaned back, and threw the lighter back on the small round table, with a "bang" sound, and then lightly said: "...not It can’t be considered, you can just say it straight, there is no need to beat around the bush.”

Beat the bush?

Through the open front of his clothes, Zhang Xinli could see his large, clean, naked chest and abdomen.Lin Jinyu was still considered thin, but the body he was once very familiar with showed muscle lines visible to the naked eye. Because of the water, even if he was wearing clothes, the wet collarbone could be faintly seen under the white shirt.

Zhang Xinli didn't think about this kind of thing, maybe he really liked that sport and missed every kiss and sex in the past, but he never thought about having a one-night stand with Lin Jinyu—at least he didn't think about it before Lin Jinyu brought it up.

"To be honest, even though we broke up, it's really nice to be with you," Lin Jinyu's expression, tone, and sitting posture were all very dry. He glanced at Zhang Xinli up and down, deliberately moved his gaze down, and landed on him The place hidden under the thick fabric kept spinning: "If you want, you can just say so, and I will seriously consider it."

It was a very imaginative look, like provocation, but also like weighing and scrutinizing, which made people want to show him some color.

"...Consider it seriously?" Zhang Xinli seemed to think about that sentence, and then said: "You are not such a person."

"Do you know what kind of person I am?" Lin Jinyu still looked at him with that kind of gaze: "I said, you feel too good about yourself. And people will change. I can find a new partner, or I can just be with you Just for fun, you don’t want a chastity archway, and you still expect me to be faithful to you?”

Zhang Xinli had to admit in his heart that he once thought so.

But he wasn't talking about this, he frowned and said, "Lin Jinyu, you have a boyfriend."

Having a partner means being loyal to each other. Lin Jinyu is idealistic and loves to play and explore, but he has always been sincere to others.And while Zhang Xinli loathes the fact that 'he has a partner', he also loathes cheating and irresponsibility.

"So what?" However, Lin Jinyu didn't seem to take it seriously at all: "It's between me and him. Lin Ye promised to give me time, otherwise it would be unfair. Do you know how many boyfriends he has dated? "

Lin Jinyu completely, thoroughly, and 100% didn't know how many partners Lin Ye had had, but he said it as if he had slept with him, had a long talk all night, and wrote a [-]-word opening report on his relationship history and handed it to him for review. .

Zhang Xinli didn't care how many dates Lin Ye had. He took a few steps closer, looked down at Lin Jinyu, and said, "What time do you give me?"

"..."

It can't be to give him time to practice martial arts and compare techniques. Lin Jinyu turned his eyes back to Zhang Xinli's face and looked at him. Both of them knew in their hearts that the most reasonable and complete sentence pattern of this sentence is: Give you time to forget me .

But that meant admitting that he still had some special feelings for Zhang Xinli, and Lin Jinyu would never admit it—he would even rather avoid being brushed than admit it in front of Zhang Xinli.

So he squinted his eyes under the light and said: "It has nothing to do with you, it's between me and him. I won't hide it from him. If Lin Ye minds, he will tell me himself. You are not qualified to be a moral model." .”

For people like them who can never form a legal relationship, morality in the strict sense seems to have become a less important thing in this kind of thing. You can have a one-night stand with anyone, as long as both parties agree; You can also cheat, even if you break up, there is no cost anyway; you can enter into an open relationship, and you can live with three or even four people... Anyway, your partner cannot force you to marry, and there is no system to control your immorality.

It's not that Zhang Xinli doesn't understand this point, he even knows better than Lin Jinyu, this is determined by the circle of friends.Lin Jinyu recognized and accepted herself earlier than him, and received better guidance. Even though she met other people of the same kind through the Internet after going to college, Lin Jinyu chose to contact more college students from the same school, while Zhang Xinli He intentionally avoids contact with students from the same school. The people he contacts are mostly adults, office workers, or people from other schools, and people often have different faces on the Internet and in reality. Can speak out.

"What are you in a daze for?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lin Jinyu smoked the cigarette caught in his fingertips until only his butt was left, then put it out in the ashtray, and then stood up.

Zhang Xinli was standing in front of him, but Lin Jinyu stood up so suddenly that they were almost face to face.

As if it wasn't enough, he moved closer, as if a snake was tempting Adam and Eve to steal the fruit of the tree of knowledge, and whispered: "Come or not?"

——This is too close a distance.They were about the same height, and Lin Jinyu was crotch against his when he came close to him. Zhang Xinli could clearly smell the tobacco smell between the fingers of his hand on his shoulder, and he could clearly see the large area slanting down, exposed in front of his eyes. skin.

His fingers moved slightly.

Lin Jinyu continued to move closer very slowly... It seemed as if her warm lips were about to touch his.

Will he... agree?Lin Jinyu didn't know.He believes that Zhang Xinli is not a person who is keen on one-night stands, but in this situation, would he still refuse?There is an old saying that goes well, a man is an animal that thinks from the lower body, would he say no to the opportunity presented to him?

Lin Jinyu had no idea, he knew that he was a good one-night stand for Zhang Xinli, because even putting aside their feelings, their bodies were in harmony, and they knew each other was healthy, so there was no need for any psychological burden.

On the one hand, he hoped that Zhang Xinli would not agree, and on the other hand, he hoped that he could not help it... Here it is again, the contradiction is so desperate that he wants to die.

He slowed down his movements, always as if he was about to kiss him, but he never actually kissed him.

Zhang Xinli raised his arm that had been hanging by his side, and he turned his face slightly, as if he really couldn't restrain his desire to—

At the last second when his hand was about to touch Lin Jinyu's waist and their lips were about to meet, Zhang Xinli frowned and turned his head, and finally pressed his chest against Lin Jinyu's approach.

"...you have a boyfriend."

He said so.It seems to tell him, and also remind myself.

Lin Jinyu paused for a moment, then showed a bored expression, opened Zhang Xinli's hand with a "snap", sat back on the chair, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case again, and said, "Whatever, you are really boring. "

Zhang Xinli didn't look at him, he didn't dare to turn his head to look at Lin Jinyu, look at his exposed chest and his eyes at this moment, that kind of frivolous and dissatisfied eyes.He was glad that he was so early to push him away. If Lin Jinyu's lips really touched his, he might not be able to push him away if another tenth of a second passed.

The lighter sounded again, and there was a "click", very soft, like a cat's paw scratching a person's heart. Zhang Xinli's brows were lined with deep lines. He turned around and left without saying a word.

Lin Jinyu didn't know why, so she frowned and said questioningly, "Why are you going?"

Zhang Xinli paused, held the doorknob in silence for two seconds, and said, "Go to sleep by yourself, I'll go out and squeeze with others."

The door opened and closed, bringing with it a gust of cool wind, Lin Jinyu was smoking a cigarette, looking at the back of him leaving in a hurry, he thought it was his own illusion, Zhang Xinli's back seemed to be running away.

……

Really boring.