God said I would meet you

Zhang Xinli felt cheated and fooled.

It's like not long after you broke up, your ex suddenly got together with a mutual friend who was too close before and had rumors of scandal... How to describe it, the freedom of love, logically speaking, it's his business, no one can do it. It doesn't matter, but from a rational point of view, there is simply no big talk.

What's more, when they were together, Zhang Xinli had quarreled with Lin Jinyu several times over this matter, and Lin Ye's ambiguous, ambiguous remarks... I don't know what to say.

However, in Lin Jinyu's conception, this is undoubtedly a matter that has already been discussed. He and Lin Ye are innocent and have nothing.So he continued: "I can buy the tickets for you. After arriving in Shanghai, you will live in yours and I will live in mine. Everyone is busy. If you don't have the money to go back, ask Xu Zhao to contact me."

Zhang Xinli couldn't afford to pay for the sleeper berth of the express car. What he said was actually half-truth and half-false. On the one hand, he wanted to see how Lin Jinyu would react, whether it would be nothing to do with him or... a little distressed.

The result was good, Lin Jinyu was fine and had nothing to do with himself, but the tone of his help was very routine, and by the way, it also involved that he had been living with Lin Ye all along.

"Anyway, it's your own business, the decision is up to you..." Lin Jinyu pretended to speak objectively, and finally noticed that Zhang Xinli's expression was very... intriguing.

?

What do you mean?Lin Jinyu was thinking to himself why this guy suddenly turned pale, as if he had lost ten or eight wives, when Zhang Xinli asked in an angry tone he had never seen before, "Why him?"

...Who are you talking about?

Zhang Xinli repeated: "Why him, when did you start?"

The tone of the question was very meaningful, and anyone who heard it would be upset. Lin Jinyu hadn't figured out which actor the "he" in his mouth was, and the fire had already been half attracted by him: "Who are you questioning?" Said: "Do you still think it was before? Where did you take it for granted?"

Zhang Xinli knew that he was the one who said the breakup. Anyway, it was his fault. It was natural for Lin Jinyu to have a bad attitude. Therefore, whether it was at the hot pot restaurant or when the room card was allocated, he didn't say anything, including coming down to buy it. For supper, he just followed silently and didn't confront him, but this time it was different.

Once he changed his obedience before, he didn't avoid Lin Jinyu's gaze, but said loudly and without giving in at all: "Let me ask you, when did you start following him and Lin Ye?"

The meaning of these words is obvious, Lin Jinyu pondered for a while, and suddenly realized.

...What kind of weird oolong was unintentionally inserted, but...the lie was all told, and he was just thinking about how to make it up, but Zhang Xinli made it up for himself.

He said coldly: "What does it have to do with you? We have already broken up. "

Zhang Xinli was blocked by one sentence. They did break up, but Zhang Xinli always felt that it was not a good idea: "It has nothing to do with breaking up or not, this..."

"Why doesn't it matter?" Lin Jinyu said: "Make it clear, you are no longer my boyfriend, and it's none of your business that I fall in love with anyone."

"..." Why it doesn't matter, Zhang Xinli couldn't say it himself, he just wanted to understand this question, so he found an untenable excuse without thinking, and he couldn't refute what Lin Jinyu said.

Lin Jinyu suddenly smiled again, refused to budge, and said aggressively: "Zhang Xinli, is it because you never forget me that you are curious about my current love life?"

"..." Zhang Xinli was speechless again. He felt a sense of anger turning into anger that was being said but he couldn't admit it. He could only use irritated and aggressive words to cover up the feeling of anger and embarrassment: "You think too much ," he said, "When did you hook up, after the breakup, or...before the breakup?"

Lin Jinyu stopped smiling: "What do you mean?"

"I asked when you fell in love with him," Zhang Xinli spoke quickly and rushed, "After I separated from you, wouldn't you live with him right away?"

... This is the truth, but not the truth that Zhang Xinli thought. Lin Jinyu didn't know how to answer for a while, and the expression of hesitation was very easy to be mistaken for acquiescence.

Zhang Xinli stared at him for a while, then sneered, "Okay, I see."

"What do you know?" Lin Jinyu was angry. He felt insulted. What does this cross-examination mean?It means that he eats what is in the bowl and looks at what is in the pot, and secretly eats with a spare tire?This kind of insult to personality is really tolerable: "I realized that I really misjudged you. You are thinking about some dirty things in your mind."

Zhang Xinli is in a state of confusion now, as if there is a breath stuck in his chest, unable to go up or down, making it impossible for him to think calmly.He is now convinced that Lin Jinyu has a new lover, this conviction makes him panic, eager, angry and annoyed... and many other emotions that are difficult to describe in words. This indescribable feeling makes him mad with irritability.

He could even imagine the scene of Lin Jinyu kissing Lin Ye. He had seen that scene before. He saw Lin Ye kissing Lin Jinyu in the bathroom of the clean bar after the high school New Year's Day performance.

The reality-based imagination is so vivid, he can even think about the kiss further, thinking about how Lin Ye hugged him, how he unbuttoned his chest one by one, how...

"I've done it, are you afraid that others will think about it?" Zhang Xinli clenched his hands on the table, and unconsciously clenched his hands under the table into fists, lying on his knees. He whispered, "Anyone is good, but he "You said you didn't like him."

This person really can't speak, Lin Jinyu thought it was so funny, he wanted to ask Zhang Xinli if he didn't have a clue, if he was still immersed in the atmosphere where he could handle him, and thought he had to report to him for everything, Do you have to take the initiative to talk to him when you quarrel?They all broke up, who did he think he was?

"I'm just dating Lin Ye." Lin Jinyu stood up, looked at him provocatively, and said, "How about it? Whether it's the day after we broke up or the second month, it's my business. It doesn't matter."

Zhang Xinli also looked at him, his eyes seemed to be eating people, Lin Jinyu snorted and shouted loudly: "Boss, pay the bill!"

……

It was late at night, and La Long and his group were occupying Lin Jinyu's bed and playing cards happily, when they heard two beeps, Lin Jinyu opened the door of the hotel room with his room card empty-handed. Zhang Xinli sat on the bed, and when he finished sitting, he remembered that this was Zhang Xinli's side, so he stood up angrily, and sat on the chair by the balcony.

No wonder he was sitting wrong, his own bed was crowded with four big living people, the poker booth was everywhere, and there was no room at all.The three brothers Lalong and Ake saw what he was doing, and looked at each other, not understanding what happened, and thought to themselves: Didn't he just go out and buy a supper? Why did he get so angry.

"Brother Jinyu," Lalong said, "what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, you play your cards," Lin Jinyu was now angry when he saw anyone or anything related to Zhang Xinli: "Don't tell me..."

He originally wanted to say 'don't talk to me', but he felt that it was too aggressive, Zhang Xinli is Zhang Xinli, his friend is his friend, and he didn't provoke him, so he held back, got up and went to the suitcase to search Clean clothes came out, hid quietly and said: "I'm going to take a shower."

Probably only in the bathroom can he clean up for a while.

Ake said, "Hey, where's the supper?"

Lin Jinyu didn't answer, closed the door with a "bang" and boiled the water.The sound of the shower shower divided the inside and outside of the door into two worlds. He leaned on the sink, looked at himself in the mirror, and pretended he couldn't hear anything.

About ten minutes later, there was another beeping sound from the door, and Zhang Xinli came back.

He was carrying two large bags in his hand, a large number of bamboo skewers sticking out from the gap in the handle, red oil wrapped in tinfoil.

Asu cheered: "Barbecue? Or skewers? Brother, I love you to death!"

Zhang Xinli doesn't need him to love him now, Lin Jinyu finished paying the bill and said, "Go and buy supper for your brother yourself", then turned away and left without even looking back. Zhang Xinli didn't see him at this moment, frowning, Ask: "What about him?"

He wanted to ask Lin Jinyu a lot of questions, many of which he might or might not be able to ask... It was a mess.

"Who?" The night snack smelled so delicious, Aji was so greedy, he came over and wanted to grab the barbecue in his hand, but Zhang Xinli didn't give it to him, so he kicked him, and then he realized: "... oh Oh, and take a shower."

At this moment, the sound of water in the bathroom had stopped for a while. Zhang Xinli stood under the overhead light, as if thinking about what to do next. About three to five seconds later, he glanced at the messy poker on the bed, and threw the bag in his hand to Aji. Throwing it there, he said, "Stop beating," he said, "Everyone get out."

"It's only 10:30," Aji said. "We'll play for another hour. I just lost. A few more rounds will definitely pay back."

Zhang Xinli raised his eyes to look at him, and said, "I told you, let's all go out, don't you understand?"

... What's the matter, one or two, Ake saw that he was in a bad mood, and silently slandered: "I just went out, maybe someone messed with him?"Or eating too much leeks and getting angry, this is not okay, tsk tsk tsk, hurry up and introduce him to someone tomorrow.

Lalong got off the bed, put on his shoes, and Ake went up to put his brother's shoulders on his shoulders. No one said anything, and they all went out the door.

Just when the four pairs of legs were about to reach the door of the room, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened. Lin Jinyu was wrapped in a shirt, unbuttoned, and said lazily while wiping her hair, "Don't go," he said Said: "A few more rounds, I just came back, and I haven't enjoyed it yet."

Aji shook his head like a rattle: "No, no, no."

"Don't be shy, I heard it just now, if you come back a few more times, you're sure to come back." Lin Jinyu smiled, didn't look at Zhang Xinli, and only said to them: "It's still early, we finally got together, stay and play for a while."

Aji and the others really wanted to play, but...

Zhang Xinli said again: "Everyone get out, immediately."

So the crowd went on to the door.

Lin Jinyu said, "Come back to me."

Only Lalong looked back, and then quickly turned his head back under Zhang Xinli's gaze.

The door opened and closed, and as soon as the others left, the room became much more spacious in an instant, and even the lights seemed to be brighter.

Zhang Xinli said, "They won't listen to you."

Lin Jinyu had already prepared for this. Don't say that Zhang Xinli had always talked about things among his peers in the village since he was a child. Even if he didn't talk about things, Ake and the others would not fall for Lin Jinyu.Because just like my little cousin and Xu Zhao would help him with no bottom line and no principles when they were sandwiched between them, when he and Zhang Xinli had conflicts, of course Zhang Xinli's friends would 100% choose to listen to Zhang Xinli.

He showed an indifferent expression, glanced at Zhang Xinli, threw the towel for wiping his hair into the closet, and walked in with his chest open without saying a word.

It's already autumn, and although the cold wave hasn't come yet, the temperature is no better than summer. He deliberately came out to oppose him when he heard Zhang Xinli's voice, and he didn't even wipe off the water on his body. At this moment, drops of water flowed down his open chest. down stream.

Zhang Xinli looked at his back and said, "What exactly do you want?"

The truth of this question made Lin Jinyu laugh, and he asked him how he is, what can he do?It was Zhang Xinli who broke up, and Zhang Xinli who deleted the contact information. It was Zhang Xinli who left, gave up, and didn't want him. It was always Zhang Xinli. Now he asks him the other way around?How can I ask questions?

Lin Jinyu walked to the chair, turned around and sat down, leaning lazily on the backrest, and said, "I don't understand what you're asking."

There is a clean white porcelain commercial ashtray on the glass round table at hand, and next to the ashtray are packaged cigarettes, which probably belonged to the Akji people, and they forgot to take them when they left.

"I asked you what you really want," Zhang Xinli said, "Have you gone home yet?"

"No," Lin Jinyu looked at the smoke and said casually, "What does it have to do with you?"

The sentence he repeated the most tonight was 'what does it have to do with you', this sentence was very destructive, every time Zhang Xinli was blocked speechless, as if he was stabbed in the heart.

"It has something to do with me," Zhang Xinli said, "Although we... broke up, we are still friends. After we separated... how did you live? Your cousin didn't look for you?"

The little cousin found it and gave him tens of thousands of dollars, but Lin Jinyu was stubborn and didn't go home because he didn't see his father. When he got up, he was like a donkey.

"Does it have anything to do with how I live?" Lin Jinyu sneered, and said, "Friends? Whoever tells you that you can be friends after breaking up with you, and you acquiesce? Sometimes you feel really good about yourself, Zhang Xinli , are you sure that I have a good impression of you no matter what, so even if we can't be a couple, I would rather be a humble 'friend' than break up with you?"

Zhang Xinli was silent.

Lin Jinyu's words were sharp and merciless: "You think too much. With me, if you separate, you will be a stranger. If you break up completely, you won't know anyone. No one will rush to be your friend."

Every word in this sentence is like a sharp knife, gouged out in Zhang Xinli's heart, and also in Lin Jinyu's heart. Lin Jinyu actually felt pain, sadness, and sadness when he said these cruel words, but he just wanted to say, just wanted to say something. Painful and refreshing at the same time.

The voice stopped, and no one in the room spoke.

This silence lasted for about half a minute. Lin Jinyu stretched out his hand to smoke out of the half pack of cigarettes beside him, put it in his mouth, lit it quickly, and said, "Why don't you say it? Don't pretend to be dumb again. If you don't say it, I still have something to say."

I don't know what kind of cheap cigarettes Ake and the others are smoking. The taste is very pungent, and even the smoke is choking. Lin Jinyu is sitting with her legs crossed, her white chest is full of water, reflecting the bright lights on the ceiling—— There is such a kind of person, they will not become depressed after being hit, but will become stronger in pain like wearing armor, Lin Jinyu happens to be that kind of person.

His figure is no longer as thin as it was when he relapsed. After returning to school, he ate dinner on time every day. He also found out the fitness card that he had applied for, but he had never used it once, and started to exercise with Zhou Hui every day. two or three hours.Although the few months of exercise can't be said to produce any huge results, Lin Jinyu's body fat percentage is low. After initial muscle building, it is easy to show lines.

"I remember... I said during the meal that I have a new partner." He lowered his eyebrows and twitched, looked at Zhang Xinli through the billowing smoke, and said jokingly, "What are you doing?" With such a mentality, you insist on sleeping in the same room with me?"

Zhang Xinli stared at him intently. He was clearly familiar with Lin Jinyu's voice, but now it sounded strange for some reason.

He heard Lin Jinyu say with full of wickedness: "Do you want to go on a date with me? 419 once... It's not impossible to consider."