God said I would meet you

"..." The night wind blew and blew, and it was cool, and the two of them were messed up in the wind for a while.

Well, it seems that this hard work has to be done, Lin Jinyu thanked Lalong and the family of the three Ake brothers in her heart.He rolled his eyes, didn't say a word, ignored Zhang Xinli at all, and walked towards the elevator by himself.

Zhang Xinli hesitated for a while, then followed.

Although it was past nine o'clock and almost ten o'clock, the area around the university city was still very lively, and couples holding hands and dating could be seen everywhere.Lin Jinyu walked in front with her hands in her pockets, followed by Zhang Xinli who looked like a tail.

It’s been a long time since I visited the snack street like this. Shanghai is very prosperous, but they are very busy when they are together. Studying and earning a living take up all the time. When we were together, when we were in Chengdu.

How wonderful it was then.

His thoughts drifted away unconsciously, Zhang Xinli didn't say a word, didn't ask where he was going, just followed him.After the two walked for a while, Lin Jinyu regained his composure, remembering that he still had a task on his shoulders.

... What to eat, even the snack street is full of heavy oil and spicy food, he is not familiar with this place, and after thinking about it for a long time, he doesn't know what to eat, but his stomach is getting more and more hungry.

It's so annoying that the person behind him doesn't say a word, isn't that his brother, what is he eating, but talking.

However, Zhang Xinli just didn't speak, and Lin Jinyu couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "Tell me what to eat."

"I don't eat," Zhang Xinli thought that Lin Jinyu was going to ignore him the whole time: "Buy what you eat."

"I'm not talking about what I eat," Lin Jinyu felt that his elm head was really amazing: "What do your brothers like to eat?"

Zhang Xinli said, "Aren't you hungry?"

Feelings, he remembered that he said he was hungry.

"I'll do whatever I want," Lin Jinyu said, "In this way, I'll eat mine, and you buy your brother's. Let's go separately and go back after buying, without meeting each other."

"Do you know where there is a lighter place?" Zhang Xinli said: "Pass through two forks, turn right, cut through the residential area, turn left and you will see a small alley that is one person wide, go straight to the end, turn right and then left Turn, go down the steps..."

What about turning right, turning left, turning right, turning left, Lin Jinyu fainted halfway through hearing it: "... that's all right, all right," he said, "Can you lead the way?"

The navigation in this place is useless, the road can be diverted in 3 minutes, and the navigation can guide you for half an hour. Zhang Xinli looked at him, didn't say anything, turned around and walked to the place he just said.

Lin Jinyu followed closely behind—he couldn't help it, he was really hungry, he died for food, and he went shopping with his ex-boyfriend for supper... shopping.

That place turned out to be a chicken soup wonton shop, and the signboard was original chicken soup wontons. Zhang Xinli and Lin Jinyu sat across a narrow table, facing each other.

"..."

After ordering, there was another silence.

Zhang Xinli obviously didn't intend to eat, but Lin Jinyu ordered a wonton.There were many diners around, Lin Jinyu stared at the chili noodles on the table for a long time, thinking: Does he not eat anything?Wouldn't it be too embarrassing to watch me eat alone the whole time like watching a monkey.

"Hey," he called Zhang Xinli not very politely, and asked, "What don't you want to eat?"

Zhang Xinli shook his head and said, "Save money."

Saving money... Lin Jinyu murmured in her heart: I still owe a lot of money to my friends, I didn't even mention saving, even if I saved, a bowl of wontons only cost a few dollars, so there's no need to be so picky, and what is he saving money for?It's not that they separated early, the cost of living around the university town is much lower than that in Shanghai, so what else does he have to spend money on.

It was a small stall, the boss moved quickly, and the wontons came out quickly. There were a few scallions floating in the golden chicken soup, and there was no chili pepper. Lin Jinyu stirred the spoon. She was actually very curious about Zhang Xinli's life after the breakup, but she had to show no interest.

He selfishly hoped that Zhang Xinli would have a bad life after leaving him, but he still couldn't bear it.

So contradictory.

Zhang Xinli sat across from him, staring at him intently, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Lin Jinyu was so stared at by him that he wouldn't eat or not eat.

What do you mean look at me?He thought: I'm hungry and embarrassed to say, should I give him some food?Mouth desserts are not out of the question either.

Just when he was hesitant to eat alone, and whether he should ask him out of politeness, Zhang Xinli said: "You..."

His tone is not very firm: "... How are you doing?"

This was a question that had been lingering in Lin Jinyu's mind for a long time, but now he asked it. Lin Jinyu didn't know how to answer, picked up the bowl and started eating wontons.

After Zhang Xinli asked, he still looked at him, waiting for his answer.Lin Jinyu ate half of the bowl in one go, looked at the white lumps half hidden in the soup, sniffed, and said while chewing, "It's okay."

He ate very well: "It's all over."

Zhang Xinli thought: For him, it is all over.

As soon as the topic started, Lin Jinyu was able to take the opportunity to let it go, and asked what he wanted to ask without hurting face: "What about you?" Tangtangshuishui sucked, he seemed to concentrate on eating supper, chatting but by the way: "Leave Shanghai It should be much easier, why did I just hear you say that you still need to save money?"

Zhang Xinli did not speak.He saved money because... But it should be useless now.

"If you don't want to talk about it," Lin Jinyu thought that he didn't want his ex to spy on his life, and said, "I didn't mean to force you to account for the finances. I'll just mind my own business and ask casually."

"...My family needs money," Zhang Xinli didn't want him to misunderstand, and it is inconvenient to say the correct answer now, he said: "My younger brother, Zhang Xinhe, has been admitted to a junior college. My parents paid for the tuition fees, and I will pay for the living expenses."

And his parents also need money for the examination.

"Oh," Lin Jinyu expressed her understanding: "The boss in your place helps to raise the younger brothers and sisters, right?"

Zhang Xinli said, "Yes."

"Come on, the autumn recruitment has already started, I wish you a good job," Lin Jinyu smiled at him, an unfamiliar smile: "You are a college student in your family, and those who can do more work."

Zhang Xinli felt a little uncomfortable hearing the routine compliments. Lin Jinyu ate up a bowl of wontons, wiped her mouth, and said, as if she suddenly remembered something, "By the way, I forgot about finding a job. A few weeks later, Zhou Hui told me that the internship unit was contacting you."

?

Zhang Xinli was a little surprised, and said, "Why contact me?"

"Notify you to attend the interview." Lin Jinyu pretended to remember the situation accidentally, and explained the situation in detail. At the end, he asked, "...Are you going?"

The work unit in Shanghai... asked him to attend the regular interview?Zhang Xinli didn't realize it for a while, he was absent from work for so long because of injury, and he left early, how could this matter happen to him?

Originally, it would have been impossible, if it wasn't for Lin Jinyu who gave him his name on his own initiative, and greeted him back and forth, so that his colleagues who were interns at the same time would all vote for him - Lin Jinyu has a certain prestige in the internship group, because many times he was the one Stand up and speak for some people.The little man was surrounded by some in the group, but not all of them were sheep and blind people. People who didn't like the "clever" style of the little man would naturally stand by his side.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lin Jinyu urged, "I'm asking you, let me give you an accurate answer," he said in a casual tone, "Anyway... you have to find a job, how about..."

This should have been Zhang Xinli's dream opportunity—if Lin Jinyu was still single.

He showed a complicated expression of struggle, hesitation, and entanglement.

If only this opportunity had come up sooner.

Those who make up nonsense casually are confused, and those who listen carefully to the nonsense will understand that Lin Jinyu is the one who was broken up. He is naturally frustrated and takes it for granted that he has lost interest in himself, at least most of his interest. No one is a roundworm in someone's stomach. Knowing Zhang Xinli's mental activities, he only thinks that he is thinking about other things, such as family, career planning, etc.: "Whatever you want," Lin Jinyu said: "Either try it, it's not sure if you can get it, don't think about it first. too much."

In fact, as long as Zhang Xinli goes, he will do everything he can to get him this spot.

"...When the time comes, you can choose not to become a full-time member," Lin Jinyu added: "If you really don't think it's necessary to stay in Shanghai, you can run away with that certificate. The unit is famous and people in other places will recognize it." .”

One of the obvious advantages of a good unit and a good school is that it can be eaten all over the country, and it will not be recognized by the local people.

"I..." Zhang Xinli actually wanted to go, but he was very frustrated. What's the use of him going?He no longer had any reason to stay in Shanghai, it was too far away from home and the competition was too fierce, but if he really didn't go, he still wouldn't be reconciled.

He said: "I just remitted money to my family, and there is no money for the train ticket, you..."

What he wanted to say was actually 'do you want me to go', but it seemed inappropriate, too close, such ambiguous and affectionate words, how could he say it to Lin Jinyu who no longer loved him.

Lin Jinyu knows his financial habits, and will make a rough plan every month. It is the beginning of the month, and the surplus money from last month is probably given to the family. Lalong is another expense here, and it is normal if there is no extra money : "How about..." He said, "Let me lend it to you. I also earn some money as a tutor. If you feel uncomfortable, you can pay it back when you have the money. It doesn't matter if you don't. After all... After all, we talked about it, It would be a pity if you didn't go to such a good opportunity."

Zhang Xinli thought: 'After all, we have talked about it', yes...it's over.

But Lin Jinyu had already said that, so he said, "Okay."

"Wait," Lin Jinyu didn't stop there after the ticket money was settled. He helped Zhang Xinli think about what to do next: "You don't even have the money to buy a ticket, and I don't think you have any money for accommodation... I'm actually not very rich," he said. I still have to pay back the money: "It just so happens that I have to go back to attend the interview, why don't you... talk to Xu Zhao and have a rest at his house."

Zhang Xinli said: "What kind of interview are you going to participate in? I live at Xu Zhao's place. Do you... live too?"

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Lin Jinyu always felt that there were some cautious temptations and...expectation in his tone?No way, he said to himself: I must be mistaken.Lin Jinyu, stop degrading right now, don't think about how this heartless and unrighteous man has any feelings for you, it's all a lie.

"I'm participating in the waiver interview," Lin Jinyu wrote lightly, "If you pass the exam, you don't have to study hard, and wait for the first test... As for living..."

He would never live with Zhang Xinli, he would dream of having sex with him every night after thousands of miles apart, and he would definitely not be able to fall asleep if they were in the same room.

"Just live where I used to be," Lin Jinyu blurted out his plan without even thinking about it: "Lin Ye and I live pretty well, we have figured out each other's routines, and our living habits have adapted to each other...very good .”

When he heard that he would be exempted from the interview, the expression on Zhang Xinli's face was still mixed with surprise and joy. He was really happy for Lin Jinyu, but when the name "Lin Ye" came out of Lin Jinyu's mouth, his expression suddenly changed. changed.

——The name was like a bomb, and it set off a storm in his heart.

Why... is this person?But it doesn't seem unreasonable, if it's this person... then everything seems to be logical.

Zhang Xinli has a feeling of "enlightenment". He knows that Lin Jinyu can get along with everyone on the surface, but in his heart, he is as slow as him. Zhang Xinli feels that it is unlikely that he will fall in love with him in less than half a year after breaking up with him. To someone else, a whole new person.

But if that person is Lin Ye - he suddenly felt that it was possible.

Lin Jinyu used to love him so much, he gave Zhang Xinli the most sincere, direct and blatant love, making Zhang Xinli once think that he would always be his own, no matter how he treated him, Lin Jinyu would always love him.

He was too confident.

Zhang Xinli suddenly realized: Yes, he was not the only one who accompanied Lin Jinyu through those long middle school years.