God said I would meet you

"And..." Lin Jinyu said, "No one, just a friend."

Zhang Xinli didn't know Lin Ye very well, so he didn't think it was necessary to spend too much time talking about such details.

"What friend?" Zhang Xinli's voice couldn't hear much emotion: "We want to meet you at the hotel?"

"What do you mean..." Lin Jinyu felt that something was wrong: "What do you mean..."

But Zhang Xinli said with some awkwardness, "I didn't say that."

"Then what do you mean by that..." Lin Jinyu thought that was what he meant.He was a little aggrieved and unhappy, remembering that he would leave the board instead of skating, and not go to the library, so he sat here just trying to solve the problem between the two of them, but Zhang Xinli still said such things.

They are separated by hundreds of thousands of kilometers, and they haven't met in person for more than a month. The distance will breed estrangement and distrust. Lin Jinyu feels uncomfortable, and Zhang Xinli is actually wronged. He said: "It's nothing, let's not talk about it, when are you going to eat?" ?”

"Just say what you want," Lin Jinyu didn't like to pretend nothing happened: "I'm with Lin Ye, he came here to play."

"Lin Ye?" Zhang Xinli's voice became displeased: "Why is it him again? What is he doing at your place?"

"Play, travel," Lin Jinyu said, "What else?"

Zhang Xinli seemed to want to say something, but he didn't feel comfortable opening his mouth, so he finally said, "Can you... stay away from him."

Lin Jinyu felt displeased at first, but when he heard his half-speaking tone now, he suddenly became a little amused, and said deliberately: "Why, don't you...are you jealous?"

"..." Zhang Xinli remained silent.

"Speak," Lin Jinyu said, "As many times as you want me to say, say whatever you think."

After a few seconds of silence, Zhang Xinli finally compromised and said, "Yes, let's go."

Lin Jinyu was happy: "Good boy, I got it. Lin Ye came here with his boyfriend, it's nothing to do with me, don't worry."

Zhang Xinli always seemed to feel that Lin Ye liked him, but Lin Jinyu didn't realize it at all. Lin Ye was very kind to him, but he didn't feel that kind of secret and obscure desire from Lin Ye that he was ashamed to talk about.

"So the three of you are at the hotel?" Zhang Xinli said, "He wants you to play with them in the next few days?"

Lin Jinyu has studied here for a few years, and he is considered a small half of the locals. Entertaining friends, playing with them, and being a landlord is the right thing to do. It is a normal thing. He said: "Sure, what's wrong."

"Does he not have the ability to take care of himself?" Zhang Xinli said, "I need you to waste time with him."

Lin Ye was also his friend after all, and Lin Jinyu was a little unhappy when he heard his words so harshly: "What does this have to do with self-care ability, can you stop talking so harshly?"

Zhang Xinli's voice was a little softer when he said this, but he still said, "It was originally."

Lin Ye stood in the distance waiting for him to finish the call. Lin Jinyu remembered that on the other side of the phone, her boyfriend was still secretly speaking ill of others. She was a little embarrassed, so she said to the phone: "Stop judging the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. , I'll hang up first, and I'll tell you later tonight."

Before he hung up the phone, Zhang Xinli asked, "There are three days off for Ching Ming Festival on the weekend, can't you make it?"

Tomorrow will be Friday, Lin Jinyu recently learned to drive a license, and his life is muddled, so he didn't pay attention to it. He was eager to meet, but isn't Lin Ye here? He even agreed to be a tour guide: "Ah..." Lin Jinyu was a little tangled, and he said, "I've already promised him, how about...you come to my place?"

Zhang Xinli said, "It means you won't come."

"No..." Lin Jinyu said, "I thought it would be next week. I promised Lin Ye and I can't go back on my word. It's not the same when you come here. I'll reimburse you for the travel expenses."

"Do you think it's about the travel expenses?" Zhang Xinli's voice became a little cold: "Forget it, whatever you want."

"Hey, let me say..." Lin Jinyu wanted to say something more, but Zhang Xinli had already hung up the phone.

Damn, you still dare to hang up on me?Lin Jinyu was also a little annoyed looking at the screen showing hangup. It's not that he doesn't want to meet, but what he promises is a promise. People have to keep their promises, and once they promise, they can't be changed.

Lin Ye folded his hands, looked at his frowning gradually, and said, "Why, did you have a fight with your little straight man?"

Lin Jinyu was a little angry and said, "Don't talk to him."

Lin Ye sighed: "It's inevitable that there will be friction in dating, just communicate more."

Lin Jinyu thought to herself: I want to communicate, but will he communicate with me?Hang up the phone every now and then.

"Let's not talk about this," he said: "You haven't eaten yet, I'll take you if you want something to eat."

The streets here are full of noodles. Lin Ye was born in a southern city, and he doesn't often eat noodles. Now he came here because of the reputation, but he wanted to try it, so he got up and said, "Let's go, you lead the way and I treat you."

His boyfriend was smoking in the corridor, Lin Ye called him back and asked him to bring a small waist to pack his things, and the three of them were ready to go out.

Lin Jinyu was very familiar with the menu here, and after asking what he had to avoid, he volunteered to order something. Lin Ye's boyfriend went to serve it with him, and Lin Jinyu looked at him from the corner of his eye while waiting... He must be a northerner, tall, Even in this place where the average height is taller than that of Shanghai, he is not at a disadvantage at all, with thick sword eyebrows, maybe because he is not familiar with him so he has nothing to say, but it can be seen that he is more polite, and he will politely ask Lin Jinyu to rest if there is something to do. Take the initiative to do it.

The two came back with hot bowls, and the man put one of the bowls with chopsticks in front of Lin Ye. Lin Ye glanced down and said, "I don't eat spicy food or green onions."

Lin Jinyu was adding vinegar to her bowl when she heard Lin Ye's boyfriend say in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I don't know."

Lin Ye picked out the hot peppers that were not evenly blended with chopsticks, and said casually, "Forget it."

Lin Jinyu mingled with his face in a playful manner. During this period, he sent Zhang Xinli a photo of mouth-watering pasta with a tenth-level beauty, and added a sentence "I'm eating~" and specially added a tilde, Euphemistically expressed the meaning of "turn over the unpleasantness on the phone, let's make peace".

At this time, if Zhang Xinli was interested, he should answer the conversation as if nothing had happened, and chat with him as usual, so that the little friction between the two of them would be resolved quietly, but the other party did not.

Lin Jinyu waited for a long time, but Zhang Xinli showed that he was online, but he didn't reply.

With a hot face and a cold butt, Lin Jinyu also felt that it was meaningless, so he closed the dialog box and turned to the table to eat his own noodles.

During the period, they chatted a bit about their current jobs and studies. Lin Jinyu found that Lin Ye didn't chat with his boyfriend very much, and only asked him to do something when he talked occasionally. His boyfriend didn't show any dissatisfaction with these imperative sentences, he just did what Lin Ye said.

Look, look at someone else's boyfriend, how good it is, Lin Jinyu couldn't help complaining in her heart: He's not like that one, it's okay to be angry, if he doesn't communicate, he will be cold and violent.

Taking advantage of the opportunity of paying the bill, Lin Jinyu secretly said to Lin Ye, "You two get along so harmoniously, I'm a little envious."

He was actually a little emotional, and he said it casually. Lin Ye heard it and said, "What envy?"

Lin Jinyu said, "You two have never quarreled, have you?"

Lin Ye said normally: "No."

"That's not enviable enough," Lin Jinyu couldn't help complaining, "It's not like that, he hung up on me when I had dinner with you."

Lin Ye smiled: "Oh... I'm jealous, right? Good thing."

Lin Jinyu said, "What a fart."

"A love relationship is one of the closest relationships in the world, and his reaction shows that he cares about you," Lin Ye picked and picked in the soup: "Only when one party doesn't care about the other party so much, two people will be completely helpless." Noisy."

"Well... that's true."

Lin Ye's boyfriend came back from the checkout. Lin Ye put down his chopsticks and wrote lightly, "Let's go."

Lin Jinyu was going to learn to drive in the afternoon, so she asked them to walk around by themselves first, and then go to the scenic spots tomorrow.Lin Ye agreed, and the three of them bid farewell. At night, Lin Jinyu returned to the dormitory, after much deliberation, he decided to condescend to call someone.

The roommates were playing games, watching videos, and doing their own things. Lin Jinyu sat at the table, looked at the number for a long time, and finally dialed it.

It took almost half a minute for Zhang Xinli to answer the call. The background sound on his side was a bit noisy, and Lin Jinyu said lazily, "Hello."

There was no sound on the phone. Lin Jinyu was mentally prepared for this reaction. He sat upright and said in very standard Mandarin: "Hello, please help me to transfer to Mr. Zhang Xinli, just say that Mr. Lin has finally finished his studies and misses you very much." He, so I took time out of my busy schedule to ask if he had dinner, thank you."

After Bilibala passed this passage, there was finally a response: "...No," Zhang Xinli said, "I'm teaching children."

It's already eight or nine o'clock. It's supposed to be the time for normal college students to take a shower, watch a movie, and get ready to go to bed. There are endless flowers anyway, let's share half of it with you."

In fact, he is a moonlight clan, and he can use a few thousand for food and drink, and the rest is spent on buying clothes, shoes, hats, necklaces, earrings, rings, and paying for various songs and novels, etc.

"No need," Zhang Xinli said, "You came back from having dinner with Lin Ye?"

"What the hell are we having dinner together?" Lin Jinyu said, "I went to learn how to drive in the afternoon, so I ate dinner alone."

"Oh," Zhang Xinli changed his words, "Let's have lunch."

Lin Jinyu didn't understand: "Why do you keep mentioning this?"

Zhang Xinli said, "Can't you mention it?"

This is not something that should be mentioned at all, Lin Jinyu became unhappy again, thinking that he was messing around.He repeatedly told himself not to be angry, not to be annoyed, and tried his best to suppress his temper and said, "You don't need to care about Lin Ye, he really just happened to come here for a trip, and he already has a boyfriend, why do you care about him?"

"I don't care," Zhang Xinli said, "I just said something casually, you can't even mention it like a guilty conscience."

Guilty?Am I guilty?Lin Jinyu was inevitably angry: What kind of words are these, there is something wrong!

He said, "Did you mention something casually? Explain clearly what you mean."

"It's boring," Zhang Xinli said, "If you don't come on weekends, then I don't have to adjust my class."

He actually canceled all weekend classes and took a three-day vacation, but Lin Jinyu didn't know, Lin Jinyu said: "I didn't tell you, it's not that I don't want to come, I just have something to do."

Zhang Xinli said, "Yes, I have something to play with Lin Ye."

Why did I go back to Lin Ye again? Lin Jinyu said: "What does this have to do with Lin Ye? I admit that I was wrong for forgetting to count the days, but I told you everything, because I promised him, so I can't go back on my word." Yes, and you can come over too, why do you have to let me go over?"

"You don't have time anyway, it doesn't matter if I can't come over," Zhang Xinli said, "You can do whatever you want, it doesn't matter."

"Could this be the same thing?" Lin Jinyu felt that the more he said it, the more it didn't make sense: "What far-fetched logic, if you don't want to come here, just say it and make such an excuse."

"I don't want to come here, I just..."

Before he could finish speaking, Lin Jinyu said, "Coincidentally, I meant exactly what you meant just now."

The two of you said something to each other, and no one would let anyone else. Zhang Xinli had never won a fight with him, and he was a little annoyed. He said, "Forget it, have fun, and I wish you a happy holiday."

Lin Jinyu was completely annoyed. He felt that there was nothing wrong with him, and that he was willing to take the initiative to call him as a gesture of goodwill, but Zhang Xinli was so shameless, and immediately said: "I made this call to prepare to talk to you, you Does it have to be like this? Why do you think I’m a guilty conscience when I say that I don’t want to come over, and you have reasons for saying that you don’t want to come over?”

"Isn't it rare for me to go to your place?" Zhang Xinli said, "I didn't go during the Chinese New Year? Isn't that enough proof?"

This is the case with couples quarreling. First, it is easy to turn over old scores. Second, the topic is easy to get farther and farther away. They are dizzy and do not know what they are arguing about.Lin Jinyu thought to herself: Is there any inevitable relationship between your Chinese New Year and your reluctance to come now?Incomprehensible logic.

Reminiscent of all the things before the vacation, he said: "Okay, I understand, you can come during the Chinese New Year, but you don't want to come now, why? Just because I rejected you?"

Refuse to do that with him.

Zhang Xinli said, "You think so?"

"No, what's the matter? I can see it at home. If you don't let you, are you not interested in touching me? Otherwise, you can give me a reason. Why I don't go to your place is a guilty conscience. If you don't come to me Is it reasonable here?"

"I've said it before," Zhang Xinli also began to speak angrily, "I don't want to disturb you."

"Are you sick?" Lin Jinyu said angrily, "I'm convinced, I didn't look for you when you were in Shanghai? Didn't I go to you as soon as I was free? Did I leave you alone? And before , so many times, have you paid attention to me? It’s not that I took the initiative to go back to Liangshan, and we haven’t even seen each other, have we?”

"You know I haven't paid attention to you?" Zhang Xinli said, "Don't label me."

"When did you notice that you said, now you're so concerned about who will come and who won't come. If I don't go back to Liangshan, will you still have a chance to argue about this? I'm afraid you even forgot where I am and what I look like."

"I know where you are." Zhang Xinli said, "...I know."

Lin Jinyu didn't understand what he meant. When they separated, he was just a high school student who didn't even have full capacity for civil conduct. During those three years, he never knew where Zhang Xinli was beaten or how he was doing. He took Zhang Xinli for granted. the same.

"You know what you know," Lin Jinyu said, "Don't talk about what's not there, and don't keep talking about Lin Ye Lin Ye for no reason."

Zhang Xinli said: "Otherwise, how do you think Chen Hui knew which university you were in and sent you an invitation card?" He said, "I told her, and you said I didn't pay attention to you?"

"What?" This was a bit beyond Lin Jinyu's expectation: "How do you know where I am?"

"Huang Jiayao told me," Zhang Xinli said, "I asked him."

Lin Jinyu didn't know many of Zhang Xinli's friends, but thanks to those hundreds of days and nights as classmates, Zhang Xinli knew almost all of Lin Jinyu's friends.

So...During those years, did Zhang Xinli actually take the initiative to ask him about his recent situation?Lin Jinyu was surprised...why did you ask?He remembered how Zhang Xinli had clearly rejected him before transferring to another school, so how could he take the initiative to inquire about his situation.

"...That's it," Zhang Xinli said in a low voice, "don't accuse me of unnecessary crimes. It's finally a holiday. If you don't want to come, forget it. I wish you a happy holiday."

...The phone rang with a busy tone, and Zhang Xinli really hung up the phone.

Lin Jinyu stared at the hangup interface for a long time... As for what, is there anything that I can't talk about?Don't be cold and violent.

This small quarrel seems to have come to an end here. Once the phone was hung up, they had no window for communication, and there was no way to say anything more.

This is the case in different places. If they are very close and can see each other every day, Lin Jinyu can run down to call him out now, and the two of them talk face to face, whether it is giving a fist or a hug, there will be no overnight contradiction.

But they can't see each other, so many things can only end hastily...and face-to-face conversation always makes people more patient, Lin Jinyu thought, if they could see each other, they would definitely not be able to say what they had just had a little bit.

After making a random phone call, he digressed a lot, talking about some irrelevant past events.Lin Jinyu put the phone aside and started to look at the calendar... Perhaps no matter how strong the relationship is, couples still have to meet from time to time, and they can really touch each other, and many things will be different.

Whether it is the establishment of trust between each other, the families of both parties, and the inescapable things on the bed, they still have a long way to go.