God said I would meet you

Lin Jinyu secretly bought something online and at Watsons.

In fact, he didn't know much about it, so he just picked random ones, such as the intimate and ultra-thin ones, the warm and airy ones, the compact and passionate X series... It was a mess, so he bought it blindly.

In addition to these and other things, the things he is less familiar with are basically references made by Lin Ye for him. Lin Jinyu is bathing in the bright sunshine of early spring, looking at this handsome guy with slightly long hair covering the back of his neck, he is very serious. Instructing myself to buy lubrication and cleaning supplies, I feel very disillusioned.

"...Probably these are the preparations." Lin Ye really looked like a conscientious senior or elder brother: "Theory is empty, and practice is the only criterion for testing the truth. Just go ahead and try."

What he said, those who didn't know would think that he was going to follow up some experimental group's research project... Lin Jinyu thought it was a bit funny, and said, "Okay, I thought I was going to do some scientific experiments."

Since the last quarrel, he and Zhang Xinli hadn't spoken for a few days. In the past, there was a constant flow of information, so it was a bit unaccustomed to the sudden coldness.

Lin Jinyu studied the calendar and drew two red circles on the next Saturday and Sunday. During this holiday, she accompanied Lin Ye and his boyfriend to visit various attractions, and finally sent them back to the station as they were.

The next thing is... The problem has to be solved. It's not like children playing house. You can't just fight after a few words. Lin Jinyu really hates the cold war. He began to try to convince himself: meet first, then talk, what to say What, as for that... Try it.

He is a man. In the current social background, compared with women, men are under less moral pressure on gender issues, and there is no strict dirty concept of being in and out of sex, isn’t it that kind of thing? Is it okay...no big deal.

Anyway...you can't get married, Lin Jinyu thought: Without a clear contract, everyone just falls in love, lives together, and makes out.

Moreover, he was indeed at fault for the quarrel this time. After taking a vacation but not going to accompany his partner, it is inevitable that the other party will be unhappy... With this mentality, when another weekend came, he got on the seat to go to Zhang Xinli School. car.

Because she hadn't called for a week, Lin Jinyu didn't tell him in advance that she was going to go there, thinking that it wouldn't be too late to call out Zhang Xinli when he got there.

This month's living expenses haven't been paid yet, and Lin Jinyu doesn't have much money on him. He bought the cheapest ticket, wandered along the railway tracks for more than ten hours, and finally arrived at his destination after eleven o'clock in the evening.

It was raining lightly, and it was cloudy at Lin Jinyu's school. He was not the kind of person who was thoughtful in life, so he didn't bring an umbrella.At this moment, the drizzle was like ox hair, pricking his skin coolly.

But the coat he was wearing today was still without a hat, what a fuck.

Lin Jinyu checked the route with a map, and took the bus to Zhang Xinli School, but when she got off the bus, she found that their school had more than one campus, and they were not too close to each other.

There was no other way, Lin Jinyu called up the contact list, braved the rain and stood at the gate of the school, trying to call Zhang Xinli.

It was already late, the street lamps were dimly lit, and only the last few late returning students were left at the school gate. Lin Jinyu held up her mobile phone until the call sounded that no one was answering, and Zhang Xinli didn't answer it either.

What are you doing, Lin Jinyu frowned: Is it too much to be angry?

Time ticked by, and after about three missed calls, Lin Jinyu didn't know what to do. He touched his forehead, thinking it was really hard work, like coaxing a little girl.

The last couple of couples who came back late walked past him shoulder to shoulder and waist to waist. Lin Jinyu was exhausted all the way, feeling annoyed and didn't want to waste any more, so she went to stop them and said, "Student!"

The couple thought he was from the same school, so they stopped to listen to him. Lin Jinyu asked, "Do you know which campus the... major is in?"

The couple told him, Lin Jinyu thanked him, checked the map, and walked in that direction.

The bus he took when he came here was the last one. Now the shops on all sides are closed, the public transportation has basically stopped, and the bus can't get there. Lin Jinyu just walked along the street lights, in Niu Mao Walking forward step by step in the rain, bunches of dim lights fell on his shoulders, and he seemed to be wearing a goose yellow cloak.

The fine rain couldn't penetrate the evergreen leaves. Lin Jinyu finally arrived at the place after walking for half an hour. Standing under the tree, he called Zhang Xinli for the fourth time, but the other party still didn't answer.

It's so late, maybe it's because I fell asleep and didn't see it, or maybe... I don't want to pick it up.

Lin Jinyu was a little dazed, he didn't know what to do next, it was too late, and he didn't know anyone here, so he had nowhere to go.

"I'm at the gate of your school."

Lin Jinyu typed this sentence word by word, and then clicked send.

Before he came here, he thought very simply, it was nothing more than a meeting, as long as they met, there would be no conflicts, but the reality didn't seem to be like this, Zhang Xinli didn't answer his calls, what could he do?

There are fewer and fewer cars on the street, and it takes several minutes to see one or two cars flashing by with their snow-white headlights. Lin Jinyu's eyes fell on the dark street. The asphalt road is so dark and wet. Occasionally, when the lights flashed by, a pale shadow appeared on it, like a ghost.

He just stood there, waiting for Zhang Xinli in the ghostly shadow, but no one came after waiting for a long time.

He began to think that Zhang Xinli was really so angry. He actually cared so much about Lin Ye, a person he never felt had anything to do with his love.

Lin Jinyu didn't know how long it had passed, he was too lazy to look at the time, he just vaguely listened to the faint sound of songs coming from the KTV hall diagonally across the street, changing about a dozen songs... He felt tired and his knees were sore, so he went to Under the canopy of the tree, I randomly found a low bench left by the aunts and uncles who took the students to the driving school by Zhang Zhi, wiped off the water and sat on it.

In the cold night, Lin Jinyu took out the cigarette in the cigarette case, lit it to remove the moisture, the thin smoke could not penetrate the rain curtain, and soon smashed into pieces in the night... He seemed to have thought a lot, but he seemed to have nothing think.

The darkness of the whole city surrounded him, Lin Jinyu just sat quietly, not going anywhere, doing nothing, waiting for his lover with a quiet back.

Three or four more love songs were missed, and the rain gradually became heavier. At the point where the rain turned into raindrops, and the cow hair turned into pearls, Lin Jinyu finally heard the shallow water on the road behind him. The sound of stepping on the ripples... The cold rain that accumulated on the leaf surface and gathered into beads suddenly stopped hitting his skin one by one, and an umbrella opened and hit him on the top of his head, like an eagle Spread the wings of protection.

"...Jinyu," Zhang Xinli seemed a little hasty: "I didn't look at my phone, today's match in the stadium, I stayed to clean up after the match..."

It costs 50 yuan to do one cleaning. In order to get more 50 yuan, Zhang Xinli cleaned the indoor field of several hundred square meters in the middle of the night by himself. Street back to the dormitory.

"Understood," Lin Jinyu brushed off the long ash from the last cigarette, and the burnt ashes fell down like a light snow: "If you don't come out again, I will go to one dormitory building and buy a gong." , knocking and shouting 'Zhang Xinli hurry up and die for me'."

"..." Zhang Xinli held an umbrella for him and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I came here when I thought about it." Lin Jinyu turned half her body and looked at him amidst the small but dense rain: "There is nowhere to go, will you take me in?"

Zhang Xinli sighed: "If you want to come, you should have said in advance."

"Didn't you not answer my phone?" Lin Jinyu "cut" and said, "See for yourself how many calls I have made to you."

"I was helping the referee team, so I didn't pay attention to the phone..." Zhang Xinli pulled him up, and said, "Come back with me first."

Lin Jinyu walked and sat in the rain for too long, his shoulders were wet, and there were even sporadic drops of water on his eyebrows. He said, "Where are you going back, don't you live in a dormitory?"

"I won't go back," Zhang Xinli said, "I'll sleep with you today."

Lin Jinyu didn't express any objection. He threw the cigarette in his hand and the cigarette butts at his feet together, stood up, and said, "Then let's go."

Zhang Xinli led him across the road, and Yuxi stood upright.Turn into the alley opposite the school.

There are always a lot of small hotels around the university, some of them are not formal, they are privately rented houses remodeled, usually for couples to stay on weekends, it was already late at this point, Zhang Xinli walked to the door and shouted a few times, the boss came down from upstairs , saw two men, stunned for a moment, and asked: "Does anyone live here?"

"Yes," Zhang Xinli didn't talk nonsense with him: "One night."

The boss said: "Standard room or double bed room? With hot water and air-conditioning, private bathroom, standard room [-], double bed room [-]."

Lin Jinyu thought that it would be priced separately, and he and Zhang Xinli said at the same time:

"King bed room."

"twin room."

Boss: "What the hell?"

Lin Jinyu said, "Big bed room, cheap."

Zhang Xinli still insisted: "Standard room."

Lin Jinyu looked at him: "Why do you always fight against me?"

"..." Zhang Xinli seemed very determined: "Standard room."

The boss couldn't figure out what was going on between the two of them, so he took his ID card to register.

Seeing that he insisted, Lin Jinyu didn't bother to argue, and asked which floor was which floor and went upstairs first.He didn't feel it when he was in the rain just now, but now the dampness and coldness may be coming up, his nose itched, and he sneezed earth-shatteringly.

Zhang Xinli opened the door and turned on the light, checked the power supply, and said, "Take off your wet clothes quickly."

Spring is the time when you are most likely to catch a cold. Lin Jinyu took off her wet coat and sweater, but instead of taking a bath, she sat directly on the bed.

"?" Zhang Xinli said, "Why don't you wash up?"

"Don't be so busy," Lin Jinyu said, "Let's talk about it."

Zhang Xinli looked at him: "What are you talking about?"

Lin Jinyu asked, "Don't you have anything to talk to me about?"

Zhang Xinli said, "No."

"..." Lin Jinyu was speechless: "Okay, you want to be like this, just right, you don't care and I don't care, Lin Ye and I have nothing to do, it's normal to play together once between friends..."

He started, but Zhang Xinli couldn't help it: "I didn't say what you have."

"Then you hang up on me?" Lin Jinyu originally wanted to say, 'Don't you think you are being unreasonable?'... However, he knew that personal attacks with vague and focused points are the most taboo in conversation, so he suppressed it and said: "What do you have? Just say what you think, I don’t think it’s a big deal.”

"It's not a big deal?" Zhang Xinli said, "Think about it for yourself, if I met someone who likes me in a hotel behind your back, how would you feel?"

"You?" Lin Jinyu was a little dazed: "I don't feel anything when you meet a male friend."

Zhang Xinli asked, "What if it's a woman?"

Girl... There was a girl who liked Zhang Xinli, and then Zhang Xinli said that he and her were just friends, and they met in a hotel behind his back... No, no, absolutely not.Lin Jinyu was a little dazed, and suddenly realized something.

Because he is the kind who gradually realizes his orientation halfway, so he is not as sensitive on the same-sex issue as those who realize that they are gay at a young age. Lin Jinyu has never regarded Lin Ye as a person who needs to keep a distance in a general sense. "opposite sex".

He was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Okay, I kind of understand."

That's right, you should be so calm and talk about it.Zhang Xinli's tone eased after hearing him say this: "...I was also wrong, I shouldn't have hung up on you at that time."

He was too irritable at that time. When he was working part-time, the children quarreled and his head exploded. Lin Jinyu looked nonchalant. In addition, after finally having the opportunity to meet, the other party said that he forgot and wanted to play with someone who liked him. ... who can stand it.

"It's good to know," Lin Jinyu said, "Don't be cold and violent."

Zhang Xinli got up, went to sit next to him, and was about to say something when Lin Jinyu suddenly froze as if he had been tapped... Three seconds later, he let out a terrifying sneeze.

"Damn it," Lin Jinyu scrambled towards the head of the bed, and took out three or four pieces of paper in a row: "It's just raining and I'm still sneezing."

"You don't care how long you've been in the shower." Zhang Xinli found the remote control and adjusted the air conditioner to 28 degrees: "Cover the quilt tightly tonight, don't catch cold, or you will definitely catch a cold."

"What's the use of the quilt, isn't the quilt still cold?" Lin Jinyu asked, "If you have to set the standard room, I won't die from the cold."

"..." Zhang Xinli seemed hesitant to speak, and finally said: "...a sleeping room is better."

Today is Saturday, Lin Jinyu said: "I'm convinced, I have class on Monday, and I have to leave on Sunday night, so I don't want to hug for a while."

"Sleep with you, I..." Before Zhang Xinli finished speaking, Lin Jinyu sneezed again: "Oh my god, it's over, I guess I can't escape the cold."

"...I'll accompany you. I'll sleep when you fall asleep." Zhang Xinli continued the first half of his sentence.

Lin Jinyu felt a chill in her chest, so she rolled out the quilt and went to bed.Zhang Xinli took off his coat, slept next to him, and stretched out his arms to hug him.

The combined body temperature of the two people is really much warmer than that of one person. Lin Jinyu was hugged by him, and the chilly feeling quickly subsided. He nestled in Zhang Xinli's arms with his eyes closed. He felt tired from the train for a day. .

Zhang Xinli didn't sleep, he hugged Lin Jinyu, tucked him in the blanket but he didn't seem to be going to sleep, but kept his eyes open, and occasionally patted him on the back unintentionally.

Lin Jinyu's feet were cold, his feet hidden under the quilt stuck to Zhang Xinli's calf, and rubbed gently, Zhang Xinli clamped him restlessly, and put him on his body to keep warm.

At the beginning, the two maintained such a posture, which was quite harmonious. Lin Jinyu's face was half buried in Zhang Xinli's neck, and his breath always gently brushed his Adam's apple... After about half an hour, Lin Jinyu's breathing seemed to be gradually steady However, Zhang Xinli seemed a little restless. He moved a bit, trying to avoid Lin Jinyu's warm breath. He wanted to move, but he was afraid of waking him up, so he hesitated for a while... probably because it had been a long time, and Lin Jinyu should be fast asleep. Only then did Zhang Xinli slowly withdraw his hand, gently lifted the quilt, and wanted to get out of bed.

Lin Jinyu closed her eyes and asked, "Where are you going?"

Zhang Xinli didn't expect that he didn't sleep at all, and said, "...Go back to my side."

The bed was warm and not cold at all. Zhang Xinli probably felt that he could sleep comfortably by himself, so he wanted to leave.

Lin Jinyu said, "Sleep here, go out now, aren't you cold?"

His knees that were sandwiched between Zhang Xinli's legs bent up and rubbed against his body, and his hands wrapped around his waist.

Zhang Xinli dodged uncomfortably, and said, "...Jinyu."

Lin Jinyu opened his eyes, and looked at Zhang Xinli's face by the dim light of the night light in the corridor... After a while, he said, "...Do you want to fuck me?"