God said I would meet you

The winter vacation is over soon.

When Lin Jinyu sent Zhang Xinli to the airport, he was very reluctant. He thought that it would be great if the two of them could stay together forever and never end, but the reality is like this. They are already adults and have their own studies and education. Life.

The coldest time has passed, and the weather is getting warmer every day when the school starts. Lin Jinyu looked at the get out of class schedule and found that there are many fewer classes in the third year. Maybe he can spare time to take a driver's license test, think about internships, and conceive a graduation thesis. ...

What else can be done, Lin Jinyu hasn't figured it out yet.His grades are not bad, almost all professional teachers have an impression of him, and now he has a boyfriend, which can be considered a double harvest in love and career, but since that time, he always feels that he is not at ease.

There is no couple in this world that doesn't need any running-in at all. For two people who really love each other, that kind of thing is important or not.Although Zhang Xinli occasionally showed a little bit of unhappiness when he was rejected, he usually didn't treat him badly because of it, and he wouldn't talk about it afterwards, nor would he throw face at him.

But Lin Jinyu knew in his heart that for a person with his personality, not saying it didn't mean he really didn't think about it.

However, this matter cannot be avoided. The two young men, who are full of blood, are normal in everything, and it is easy to be involuntary if they are a little closer... And Lin Jinyu clearly felt that since that time, when he kissed Zhang Xinli again, Zhang Xinli was like Zhang Xinli. He only kissed his lips lightly, and at most passively responded a little bit, instead of kissing him anymore... Although he rarely kissed Lin Jinyu except for those things before, Lin Jinyu took the initiative most of the time.

It's really a headache... The classmates and roommates around me don't know his orientation... Even if they knew him, they didn't feel too embarrassed to ask. Lin Jinyu could only sneak up on the forum by herself. It seemed that he was still at a loss. How does it feel? Some people say it's cool, while others say it hurts.

Lin Jinyu doesn't understand whether it hurts or it's cool, but he thinks about it, inserting that place...why do you feel it's cool?

This color problem troubled him for quite a long time, until one day, he suddenly received a message from Lin Ye.

He should have graduated from university two or three years ago. Lin Jinyu is very grateful to this brother with the same surname and three or four years older than him. Lin Ye once gave him help during those days when he felt confused, painful, and struggling. A lot of irreplaceable help.

The relationship between the two of them is a bit like a teacher and a friend. As the saying goes, the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. Lin Ye seems to have returned to his hometown after graduation. Since then, they have rarely chatted. Each other will not feel abrupt and awkward.

This time, Lin Jinyu was a little surprised to receive a message from him suddenly.

Lin Ye said that he changed jobs, and it was rare for him to take a vacation during this time. He chose a place to play and just remembered that he seemed to be studying here, so he came to ask him if he was free to be a tour guide.

Lin Jinyu wasn't busy with schoolwork, and Lin Ye treated him well, Dang even agreed to pick them up at the station, and the whole explanation service would be included.

It's been a long time since we saw each other, and the two of them didn't feel unfamiliar. Lin Jinyu didn't know much about his recent situation, and only saw a tall, dark man walking with him from the exit.

"Congratulations," Lin Ye said as soon as he came up, "Your wish has been fulfilled."

Lin Jinyu's comment did not block him. Although Lin Ye didn't like him, he probably saw it. He couldn't help but smiled and said, "Thank you."

"Tsk tsk tsk," Lin Ye said, "It really doesn't rain to suck the team. Thinking about it, you can really come together."

Lin Jinyu said, "I didn't expect that either." He saw that Lin Ye was so handsome and empty-handed, but the man next to him was carrying a bulging bag, and the man's eyes were on Lin Ye most of the time, so he understood a little.

It was a very handsome man with short hair, sword eyebrows and tiger eyes, a bit like a soldier.Lin Jinyu understood the "gay da" thing a little bit. Some small details on the body are really only noticed by gays. He looked at the man, and the latter nodded at him as a greeting.

Lin Jinyu said, "Ah, this is you..."

"Well," Lin Ye said flatly, "My boyfriend."

Lin Jinyu quickly said, "Congratulations."

Lin Ye didn't give too much introduction, Lin Jinyu only knew that the other party's surname was Lu or Lu or Lu...something messed up, so he turned around and led them to the hotel.

Lin Ye didn't seem to feel alienated from him, but he still regarded him as a junior. After some pleasantries, the two quickly returned to the state of getting along with them back then, and began to chat about some personal matters.

"How did you and your little straight man get together?" Lin Ye looked quite curious: "Can you get along well?"

This hotel doesn't look cheap, and the room is very tidy. Lin Jinyu sat down and poured a glass of water, and said, "We just got together like this, how do you get along...it's pretty good, but it's a little small contradiction."

Lin Ye asked, "What contradiction?"

"Just..." There were three people in the room. Lin Jinyu didn't shy away from Lin Ye, but for others, just...

Lin Ye probably saw his concerns, called his boyfriend's name, and said, "Let's chat for a while, you go out to smoke a cigarette first, and I'll call you later."

It was a very commanding sentence pattern. After listening to it, the man said "Okay" without saying anything to protest, and opened the door to go out.

Lin Jinyu was a little surprised, but didn't ask any more questions, and just continued the topic just now: "It's just...that aspect is not harmonious."

They are all adults, so there is no need to pretend to be innocent. Lin Ye understood and said, "Oh, he can't get over the hurdle of having sex with a man, right? It's normal."

"No..." Lin Jinyu said, "In fact, it's completely the opposite..."

He told everything about what happened between them recently, Lin Ye was very surprised, and said: "I really didn't expect...he is not straighter than I imagined, I thought..."

"That's not the point," Lin Jinyu hurriedly brought the topic back on track, "The point is that I'm really...a little..."

Lin Ye said: "What do you have? Hit the mark? Do you want to fuck him?"

Yes or no, Lin Jinyu said: "Actually, I don't care, the main reason is that I'm... afraid, just this thing, why... doesn't it hurt?"

He spoke intermittently, but it did not prevent Lin Ye from understanding: "Oh, I understand," he said, "Is this all about feelings?"

What's wrong with this, is it really a little naive, Lin Jinyu thought: It seems to be quite naive, just like that kindergarten kid who is afraid of injections.

Lin Ye continued: "You have no experience, right?"

Lin Jinyu said, "Yes."

"Actually, it's the first time, it's a little bit," Lin Ye said, "but it's actually up to you, have enough foreplay, use more lubrication, and the other party can't be in a hurry... It's useless to tell you, I have to talk to yours." The little straight man said."

Where did Lin Jinyu let Zhang Xinli come to listen to this kind of lecture? He was too ashamed. He said, "You can tell me, I can't get over this hurdle mainly psychologically, just that place... um...how could it be..."

"It's cool," Lin Ye blinked at him, and said bluntly, "You may find it strange, but you know that there is a place called...then what, it will be very cool, of course, it needs your little straight The man has a little technique."

Technology... Lin Jinyu thought of Zhang Xinli's inexperience, and he was even more uncertain: "And I feel...not hygienic..."

"There's no such thing," Lin Ye said, "Just be prepared. Even if you're a heterosexual couple, you won't get anywhere if you don't take a bath before sex. Prepare in advance. After washing, the place will be cleaner than your hands." It's clean, and if you're really afraid of pain, you can use some inhalants with a relaxing effect... But I don't recommend it, there may be side effects, and the key lies in your little straight man," he said: "He must not be in a hurry."

What is the concept of not being in a hurry... The more I listened, the more confused I became. Seeing his preoccupied look, Lin Ye said, "There is an easier way, that is, you change positions, and you become 1, so you don't have this concern." gone."

The truth is this, but the reality is not like this at all. Lin Jinyu can see that Zhang Xinli is more repulsed to be a zero, although he doesn't know whether the motive is the same as his own, so he is simply cowardly.

He said, "Forget it, I'll figure it out myself."

"Think about it, this matter can't be rushed, wait until that step, it will be done naturally, communicate more, you two have to cooperate with each other, if he doesn't understand, you have to teach him."

This is the reason, it is rare for Lin Jinyu to find someone who can provide him with practical help, and he is a bit hungry for knowledge. He just wanted to continue to communicate with Lin Ye about some specific things, but his cell phone rang.

As soon as the exclusive bell rang, he knew who it was. He stood up and gave Lin Ye an apologetic look. Lin Ye signaled him to take it easy.

Lin Jinyu picked it up and said, "Hello? Have you finished class?"

He and Zhang Xinli were separated from each other, and they made many phone calls when they couldn't see each other. Lin Ye didn't intend to disturb them. He wanted to turn down the volume of the TV while walking, but found that the remote control was out of battery, so he rang the service bell.

"Well," Zhang Xinli said, "I just got off, have you eaten yet?"

"No," Lin Jinyu said, "What about you?"

"No, you don't have class today, why didn't you eat?"

"Oh, me, it's nothing." Lin Jinyu felt that these trivial matters were not important, so he didn't say too specific, and just said casually: "I have something to do, I'll eat it in a while."

Zhang Xinli asked: "What's the matter, I don't eat lunch."

The doorbell rang, and Lin Ye went to open the door. The waiter was a little brother with a professional smile on his face. He came in and said in a very standard front desk tone: "Hello, XXX Hotel is at your service, what can I do for you?" Can I help you?"

Lin Ye said: "Oh, the TV remote control can't be pressed, it should be out of battery..."

The tone of the waiter made Lin Jinyu feel a little funny. Just as he was about to complain to Zhang Xinli casually, Zhang Xinli was silent for three seconds, and then asked, "...are you at the hotel?" He said, "Who are you with?"