God said I would meet you

The kiss was so heavy that his lower abdomen involuntarily tightened, showing clear lines, and Lin Jinyu naturally stroked along the lines, causing a shudder in his skin.

Lin Jinyu looked up and looked at Zhang Xinli, seeing the different emotions flashing in those black eyes... He never thought that one day he would feel extremely happy because of the other person.

He bit the towel with his teeth, slowly tore away the fixed corners stuffed in, and let it fall to the ground.

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...I can't quite tell what it feels like, but it's probably...very strange.

After that, Zhang Xinli became much calmer. He no longer looked at him silently like before, and he no longer turned his back to him. Lin Jinyu was already drunk, but now he was sleepy due to lack of oxygen. He wiped his face with a tissue and wanted to get under the covers, but Zhang Xinli stopped him.

"After washing and sleeping."

Lin Jinyu was dragged by him, looked up at him, and lazily said: "Too sleepy, forget it."

The cleaning ability of the paper towel is not particularly strong, and there is still a faint smell after wiping it clean. Zhang Xinli pointed to his shoulder and motioned for him to put his hand on it.

"What are you doing?" Lin Jinyu lazily placed her limp hands around his neck, and Zhang Xinli conveniently held his thighs and hugged him.

Lin Jinyu wasn't fat, so it didn't take much effort to lift him up. Zhang Xinli just carried him into the bathroom, and put him on the washstand covered with towels.

Lin Jinyu didn't wear shoes, so he just sat like this, watching Zhang Xinli turn on hot water, wash his face and neck, and finally asked him if he wanted to rinse his mouth.

In fact, it wasn't that pretentious, Lin Jinyu probably rinsed his mouth, raised his chin to watch Zhang Xinli wipe himself...After wiping, he also washed the used towel and put it back, turned around, and hugged him as before.

Lin Jinyu looked at him for a long time, and suddenly asked, "Are you taking care of me like a girl?"

Standing between his separated legs, Zhang Xinli said, "Why do you ask that?"

"Just ask, it doesn't matter," Lin Jinyu said, "It's just a mouth, it's not that I can't walk, and I don't need to be hugged."

Zhang Xinli said: "You are not a woman, how can you be?"

Lin Jinyu knew that she was indeed not a girl, but that didn't mean that Zhang Xinli didn't treat him psychologically as a girl... Even including falling in love with him, Lin Jinyu couldn't be sure whether it was because Zhang Xinli accepted that she liked men, or because of the care she gave her when she was a student Or for various reasons, he was psychologically replaced by a girl.

... From a psychological point of view, it is not impossible.

Lin Jinyu said: "Yes, there is no need to 'take it as'."

There was no air conditioner in the bathroom, and it was much colder than the room. Zhang Xinli picked him up and said as he walked, "No."

Lin Jinyu put her hands on his shoulders and asked, "Really, why are you hugging me? I'm so fragile in your heart?"

Zhang Xinli replied, "I want to hug you."

This unexpected answer made Lin Jinyu feel comfortable all over. He hooked the silver chain on the back of Zhang Xinli's neck and felt Zhang Xinli gently put him on the bed.

Lin Jinyu turned on the bedside lamp, and said, "Don't rush to sleep, check to see if you got it on the bed sheet."

Zhang Xinli took the quilt away, looked at it, and said, "No."

That would save a lot of trouble... Lin Jinyu felt a tickle in her throat and couldn't help coughing a few times.While spreading the quilt, Zhang Xinli asked, "Have you caught a cold?"

"Why are you cold?" Lin Jinyu said, "That's...you are too cruel, old man."

There was no shy look on Zhang Xinli's face, he just stopped moving, looked at him and said, "You chose it yourself." He took off his shoes and went to bed, sat beside Lin Jinyu and said, "Either...change to another place next time?"

The "change place" he said obviously didn't mean changing the place. Lin Jinyu didn't know how to reply, so she made a face-to-face meeting with him for a long time, and finally said: "...we will discuss it later."

Zhang Xinli turned over and lay down with a bored look on his face.The feeling in Lin Jinyu's heart came again, why...why did it have to be that way?If it's a normal relationship, wouldn't it be okay to kiss each other?And... most people will be a little hesitant for the first time, unless it is not the first time...

The more he thought about it, the more he lost his mind. Lin Jinyu threw out the mess in his mind, pulled the quilt away and lay down. After a while, he heard Zhang Xinli ask him, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"It's okay," Lin Jinyu replied, "Actually, it's nothing, it's just hard to bear at the beginning."

Some people will object to this. After all, they are using their mouths to get rid of it... Zhang Xinli was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "Why would you rather lick than do the last step?"

Why... Lin Jinyu didn't want to admit that she was afraid of pain and mess, so she just said, "There's no reason, do you think mouth is harder to accept than that? They're not all the same."

Zhang Xinli is indeed the type of person who finds it more difficult to accept this than doing it. He said, "You...do you want to leave a way out?"

Lin Jinyu asked, "What?"

Zhang Xinli immediately said, "Nothing."

Lin Jinyu turned to him and said, "You miss that very much, don't you?"

"No," Zhang Xinli said, "it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't want to."

It doesn't matter how he behaved, Lin Jinyu said, "If you want, you can just say it."

Zhang Xinli still didn't answer directly, because if he paid too much attention to this question, it seemed that the purpose of his relationship with Lin Jinyu was just to sleep, so he just said: "When you said you liked me in high school, did you think about these questions?"

Lin Jinyu wasn't quite sure what problem he was referring to, whether it was the model or the sex itself, but recalling the past, compared with the physical pleasure, he was indeed gradually attracted by the feeling he experienced when getting along …When he was with Zhang Xinli, he felt safe, happy, and warm, and he was no longer a lonely whale.

He said: "At that time... there will be a little bit, but just a little bit. Just thinking about your eyes and movements has consumed more than half of my mind. How can I think about such adult things all day long."

It was a young and innocent age. The school uniforms of the teenagers were clean and simple. Their dictionaries did not include the messy words "look at you", "you send me back", "find a freshman", and they did not pick salary, pick Hukou, education, 1-year-old Lin Jinyu only pays attention to the shadow reflected in his eyes, and his own mood at that moment when he loves him.

Zhang Xinli said, "So you haven't considered it."

He felt that Lin Jinyu didn't care about this at all, but one of the biggest criteria for distinguishing love from friendship is... Sexual impulse.

"It's nothing like that, it's just...not paying too much attention to that," Lin Jinyu said, "Then what...do you have experience?"

Zhang Xinli said, "No."

"I have no experience either, so..." Lin Jinyu said, "So there are a lot of things to prepare, so give me some time to go..."

"Well," he interrupted Zhang Xinli before he finished speaking: "I know." Zhang Xinli seemed unwilling to say more, he motioned Lin Jinyu to sleep, pulled the quilt and covered him, and said, "Go to sleep." .” He closed his eyes.