God said I would meet you

Zhang Xinli lived in Xu Zhao's house temporarily.

There is a small room with a single bathroom on the second floor of the duplex. The windows are not big and the orientation is not good, so it is always dark. There are only a dozen or so days left in the holiday. Lin Jinyu is often in the corner between his father and mother. In the gap between society and family, I found time to run over and stay with him.

Fortunately, with the cover of Xu Zhao, he had a very useful excuse.Since the two of them have been classmates for many years and have played together since elementary school, Lin Jinyu's parents are very familiar with Xu Zhao. He can stay at their house until late, and Lin Huainan will not feel that there is anything wrong.On the other hand, Xu Zhao only told his parents that he was a good student from other places in high school.

It was a very short period of time, but unexpectedly happy.

They can't see each other all the time, so they cherish the time together more, and they can't be obsessed with it, so they pay special attention to every time they hold hands. They haven't fully set foot in the society, so they don't have firewood, rice, oil, salt, chicken feathers, and there is love in the passionate love period. There is freshness and passion, and there is not so much pressure. I will never quarrel or cold war, and I will not lose my temper because of irritability.

Later, Lin Jinyu often felt that although it was like being in an ivory tower at that time, it was the most beautiful time of a relationship.

Except... some very rare times...

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Before the [-]th, the high school class organized a class reunion. The class leader and the party secretary yelled in the group. Before everyone was busy with internships and job hunting, everyone in Shanghai came to get together to share the feelings of classmates.

It’s been a long time since I saw each other, and Lin Jinyu really wanted to meet her old classmates. Their class atmosphere was not bad, harmonious and harmonious, unlike Zhang Xinli’s previous class, where there were endless fights, and the cigarettes smoked by the young lady in the bathroom on the floor could be searched. Fill a trash can, and most people who graduate will never miss that class.

The three of them happened to be together, so they also went to participate together. When Lin Jinyu opened the door, the windows in the box were clear, and the chandelier on the ceiling shone with crystal luster. When people heard the noise, they stood up and looked at the door.

At that time, the noisy class in the attached middle school seemed to be far away. Now we are separated from each other. The children who sat in the same classroom at the beginning have developed independently. The short-haired "tomboy" has long hair, and the boy who is sweet with her boyfriend and always scruffy suddenly wears a suit and leather shoes...

"Whale!" Lin Jinyu's former roommate named Marley beckoned to him, "You haven't gone to school yet."

Lin Jinyu nodded to him, "No."

Zhang Xinli followed behind him, feeling a little uncomfortable. 90.00% of the class were from Shanghai, and they communicated in Shanghai dialect.

Transfer students always have a feeling that no matter how hard they work, they are still outsiders.

A group of people greeted Lin Jinyu and Xu Zhao. These boys who used to wear crooked school uniforms now all look like dogs. Huang Jiayao and Chen Yewei went to the army together. One was admitted to the military academy and the other was transferred to the volunteer army; A certain film crew is making some small web dramas or something; Shen Lanxi has been admitted to the Conservatory of Music and is preparing to exchange abroad... Everyone is so different from those who are studying in university, those who enlist in the army, and those who are filming.

Teacher Xia didn't come because he had something to do, and there were only a group of classmates left to play more relaxedly.Only when Lin Jinyu arrived did she realize that this party was not just one of their classes. Because there were not enough people and it was difficult to book seats, it was organized together with the class next door. The two classes had many acquaintances with each other, so it was not embarrassing.

As soon as the beer, white wine, and red wine were put on the table, Lin Jinyu heard someone call him "whale!" super loudly before he was seated, and then rushed over and grabbed his hand.

Wang Xiu looked very happy and said: "Long time no see."

It’s true that we haven’t seen each other for a long time, and the two of them would chat on QQ when they just graduated, and they seldom contacted after that.In the past few years, Lin Jinyu has come into contact with a lot of gays, and many of them have feminine personalities. In the past, the tone and demeanor of Mrs. Wang Xiu always gave him goosebumps, but now he is completely used to it.

Wang Xiu has always regarded him as a friend, probably because Lin Jinyu was one of the few boys who didn't give him a nickname and was willing to play with him when he was a student.

"Long time no see." Lin Jinyu said to him.

Xu Zhao's expression changed from the moment Wang Xiu approached. It was a kind of outright contempt, discrimination and dissatisfaction. Every line on his face that could be used to express "dislike" was wrinkled, as if cobweb.

Everyone present here is now an adult, so it is inevitable to drink a big cup or a small cup. People from the two classes were sitting together. Zhang Xinli and Lin Jinyu naturally chose an empty seat to sit together. Wang Xiu originally wanted to abandon the students in her class and come over. He sat with them, but before his butt could sit down, he was bumped by Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao didn't say anything, but calmly and unceremoniously half-bumped, squeezed, and pushed him away with his shoulder, causing Wang Xiu to stagger.

Lin Jinyu was pouring water for Zhang Xinli, and didn't pay attention to them. Wang Xiu was puzzled, and Xu Zhao said, "It's easy for you to be in your own class? Don't come over."

Wang Xiu was very familiar with that look. Many people have seen him like that. He said, "What's none of your business? I didn't look for you."

"It's none of my business," Xu Zhao said, "Don't sit here."

The tone was as if she wanted to throw away a rag but was only willing to pick it up with two fingers, so as not to pollute herself with it, Wang Xiu's face was downcast, and she stared at him.

Australia is actually much more tolerant of sexual minorities than the mainland, but unfortunately, so far, Xu Zhao still has not eliminated the repulsion and disgust. The roommate he shared with happened to grow up in a conservative Catholic family. They don’t use words like “gay” or “homosexual” when they talk about related topics in daily life, but choose to use “fairy”, “nance”, or even “faggot”.

Xu Zhao also looked at Wang Xiu with contempt. He has always lacked empathy for those who have a bad relationship with him.

Wang Xiu has a stomach full of swear words and can swear. Gay swearing is always very powerful. All kinds of unexpected swear words and swear words are flying all over the sky. Pediatric Arts.

Xu Zhao put the cup heavily on the table, knocking it with an air of not being messed with.

A few classmates noticed this side, but they didn't figure out what happened. Lin Jinyu, who was the closest, finally noticed it. Looking at them, she frowned and said, "What is this for?"

"I told him not to sit here," Xu Zhao said, "This is my seat, when will it be his turn, post it if you know him well."

He really didn't know Wang Xiu well. Lin Jinyu said, "Come on, isn't it just one?" He looked at Wang Xiu and said, "Don't pay attention to him, isn't your class over there? There is no space? You can come and squeeze. "

Wang Xiu's stomach was eager to try, and the swearing that was about to be sprayed out stopped. He glanced at Zhang Xinli next to Lin Jinyu, and then at Xu Zhao on the other side. Those two people surrounded Lin Jinyu tightly, probably because there was no room for anyone else. of.

He said awkwardly: "It's okay, I'm leaving." After speaking, he turned and went back to his class.

Lin Jinyu sat down, and Zhang Xinli scalded the bowls and chopsticks for him with boiling water, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing, just a little bit of friction," Lin Jinyu said, "Xu Zhao, you know, it's still the same."

"Hey, what's wrong with me?" Seeing the two of them biting their ears, Xu Zhao also leaned over, "Don't speak ill of me behind my back, do you want to sit with that sissy?"

Lin Jinyu shrugged: "I don't care."

Zhang Xinli said: "I don't like him too much."

"That's right," Xu Zhao said, "Men don't look like men, why don't they just change their gender."

From a psychological point of view, Lin Jinyu is not too interested in feminine men, but he is also a minority himself, and he can understand the feeling of being excluded, saying: "Let's say a few words, we are all classmates."

"I just don't like people like him, so I won't let you talk about it," Xu Zhao patted him: "I found that your elbows are turning outward more and more. Did I lose your favor, or am I not a brother anymore?"

"Okay, I know you don't like it anymore, don't run the train with your mouth full of words," Lin Jinyu said to Xu Zhao, "You like your female classmate who is developing, I understand." Then he said to Zhang Xinli: "You like...your date ,got it."

Zhang Xinli raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes flickered, as if he was a little nervous.

Xu Zhao immediately put aside the Wang Xiu incident, and said in shock, "What! Are you dating?"

Lin Jinyu observed Zhang Xinli's expression and felt that he was a little guilty, nervous and avoiding, so he deliberately didn't speak, just looked at Zhang Xinli silently, Zhang Xinli's eyes were a little wandering, but he still looked at him as much as possible.

"Talk, is it true or not?" Seeing that no one was paying attention to him, Xu Zhao elbowed them: "Hey, what's going on? No one reported this first-level military intelligence to me?"

Lin Jinyu still didn't speak, Zhang Xinli hesitated for a while before saying, "...well, really."

"Damn it," Xu Zhao's shock was written all over his face: "Yes!" He gave a thumbs up: "Niubao, I usually keep quiet, but I didn't expect to make a fortune silently! Hey, who is it?" ? Do I know it? Pretty? Do you have a picture?"

"...beautiful," Zhang Xinli looked at Lin Jinyu. The latter kept silent, as if deliberately wanting to see his attitude, Zhang Xinli said, "Very beautiful."

This word is usually used to describe girls, Lin Jinyu turned her back to Xu Zhao, finally spoke, kissed him on the lips and said, "You are the beautiful one."

He was actually not too satisfied with Zhang Xinli's performance, but...forget it, so-so.

"Damn," Xu Zhao was stimulated again: "You are really good, when did it happen? Do you have any photos, show me quickly."

This time, Zhang Xinli didn't speak, and only asked Lin Jinyu's opinion with his eyes.Xu Zhao waited for a long time, then asked puzzledly: "Ask you, why are you flirting with him? I know, you two have already exchanged messages, am I the only one kept in the dark, right? It's so embarrassing." .”

He made up all the answers by himself, and Lin Jinyu said slowly: "There are no photos, but to you, it doesn't matter if you don't have photos."

"Why doesn't it matter?" Xu Zhao was confused when he heard that, "You're fooling me again."

Lin Jinyu looked at him and smiled, Xu Zhao was curious and baffled, he turned to look at Zhang Xinli, saw the latter shook his head, and took the kettle to pour tea.

At that moment, he had a feeling of being raped, that feeling was like he went abroad, and when he came back, he became a kid for someone else for no reason.

Xu Zhao went up to beat the two of them: "Damn, you guys are so unjust, you sneaked and didn't tell me."

Lin Jinyu quarreled with him for a while and ordered him to sit down.The dishes have already been served, and the tables are full. They are all drinking wine at this table. Rows of glasses are placed in the past, white beer, red, and colorful. Everyone is of the same generation. There is no messy respect and respect, only drinking when you are really happy.

Wang Xiuniang is a mother, but she is also half a bar fairy. Naturally, she sat at the same table with Lin Jinyu and the others. Xu Zhao looked at him from side to side to see if he was not pleasing to the eye. No matter whether Wang Xiu was serving food, pouring water, or talking, He felt that this male and female guy was extremely annoying.

"Hey, look at that." He hates it as much as he hates it, but he still loves to share it with Lin Jinyu: "The little finger is still curled up, isn't it disgusting?"

Lin Jinyu was drinking and eating. She didn't want to hear such words, but she didn't know what kind of tone to use to make him shut up without turning his face, and said, "Eat, you can't keep your mouth shut."

"Aren't I going to share it with you?" In fact, Xu Zhao wouldn't beep too much with people he didn't know well, and now he kept talking to Lin Jinyu, because he had no scruples in front of him, and he would say anything Novel: "Sure enough, gays are anti-human. Does his father know that he is like this? I'm going to throw up."

Lin Jinyu supported the chopsticks, her eyes fluttered around a little anxiously, deliberately avoiding the direction where Xu Zhao was sitting.

However, Xu Zhao didn't notice this, and still said: "I really don't understand how there are such things as homosexuality in the world, monsters and ghosts."

Some old classmates who have a good relationship have not seen each other for a long time, and the atmosphere at the wine table is very lively. The lively boys in the class back then especially liked to drink one by one. A lot, Lin Jinyu didn't want to take the face of his old friend, so he drank a lot.

"Drink less." Knowing that he doesn't hold much alcohol, Zhang Xinli couldn't help but babble.

Lin Jinyu had mixed feelings in her heart, worrying about Xu Zhao's noise.During the last trial, he could see that he was very repulsed by this thing when he was young, but he didn't expect it to be so... It turns out that other people's malice can really be so great.

He said: "You think I'm still a middle school student, that kind of pouring a cup."

Zhang Xinli hasn't had a drink with him for a long time. He may be the most able to fight in the whole box in terms of drinking capacity, but he is too low-key and hardly takes the initiative to clink glasses with others. Occasionally someone comes to drink with him, and he also said that he is not very good at it. , just meaning: "Then take it easy," Zhang Xinli said to Lin Jinyu: "When others respect you, you drink more than others."

"...The anti-human things should disappear as soon as possible, and the world will be pure again."

Lin Jinyu had Zhang Xinli's voice in one ear, and Xu Zhao's in the other. Xu Zhao's voice was not loud, and he was the only one who could hear it. He was just complaining to him... Lin Jinyu became more and more anxious, Anxious and angry, with a little panic in the anger.

He knew that Xu Zhao was not some villainous villain, but just an ordinary college student with a little money in his family, but it turned out that he could be like this in the eyes of some people, so dirty, so unbearable, so heinous , it is not a pity to die.

He began to try to escape from all of this, stay away from Xu Zhao's voice, and join in the noise of his classmates. Someone on the table made a start, took five large glasses, lined them up, poured two-thirds of the beer, Then filled a small cup with white wine, threw it in with a "boom", and made a low-profile depth bomb.

This kind of alcohol has a lot of aftertaste, just like a bomb. I don’t know when that energy will explode from the deepest part. Those few old classmates took a glass each and asked, "Who else is coming?"

Lin Jinyu stood up, took a glass, and shouted, "Come on, do you have any more?"

Although he usually loves to play, it was the first time he was so keen to join in the fun. Not only Zhang Xinli, but also Xu Zhao felt strange. He finally stopped complaining about Wang Xiu and asked, "Whale?"

Lin Jinyu didn't know whether he didn't hear it or if he didn't hear it. Together with the others, he knocked the bottom of the cup on the eaves of the table loudly, and shouted, "What are you doing? Dare you?"

Everyone echoed and responded, Zhang Xinli tried to stop him: "Jinyu..." But Lin Jinyu didn't give him a chance to interject at all, and really joined that group of people, leaning back and drinking that glass of wine like beer.

Everyone applauded them, Zhang Xinli was helpless, Lin Jinyu looked as usual after drinking, sat down steadily, and then ate and ate vegetables.

Xu Zhao finally vaguely felt that he was a little abnormal, but he scratched his head and didn't understand why. He didn't know what to say, and finally became quiet.

The meal didn't end until very late. Zhang Xinli kept paying attention to Lin Jinyu, but he seemed to be doing well except that he was a little more excited than usual, and he was still making jokes... It seemed that he had less communication with Xu Zhao.

After the group broke up, everyone went back to each house to find their mothers. Xu Zhao stopped the car and was going to take Lin Jinyu home first, and then go back with Zhang Xinli himself, so he reported two addresses to the master.

Lin Jinyu was sitting on the far right in the back row. After getting in the car, he obviously stopped talking and shrank in the corner.

Xu Zhao asked: "Whale, is there anyone in your family? Shall I take you upstairs?"

Lin Jinyu didn't say anything, Zhang Xinli leaned over to touch his face, there was no redness, the temperature was hotter than usual, but it was still normal.

Xu Zhao asked again, Lin Jinyu simply closed his eyes, leaned against the car door and hummed a few words indistinctly.

"He must have drunk too much," Zhang Xinli concluded, "I'll send him up."

The driver said while driving: "Ala Xiaoben's business, don't spit on me and get in the car. I knew I wouldn't pull you."

"If I spit out your car, I'll lose money so I can cut it?" Xu Zhao said bluntly, "My friend is not feeling well, so please drive steadily."

When they got home, the driver thought it would be troublesome to turn around, so he didn't want to drive into the community. Xu Zhao threatened and lured him, insisting on letting him in. Zhang Xinli went down, walked around to Lin Jinyu's side, opened the car door, patted him, and said, "Jinyu, wake up!" Wake up, you're home, can you still go?"

Lin Jinyu just closed her eyes anyway, frowning and shaking her head.

Zhang Xinli pulled his arm, wanting to let him get off first, and then put him up or on his back, but Lin Jinyu waved his hand away and muttered, "There is...no one in my house."

When his parents are not at home, Xu Zhao asked, "What should I do?"

Lin Jinyu went on to say: "Someone... can't go back, don't let my dad...see."

This is very difficult, Xu Zhao scratched his head for a long time, the driver urged them: "What should I do, I still need to do business."

"Forget it, forget it." It's not a problem to dawdle like this, Xu Zhao slapped his hands and said, "Go to my house, let's talk at my house."

Zhang Xinli did not express any objection, the taxi stepped on the accelerator again and arrived at Xu Zhao's community.

Lin Jinyu had been leaning against the car door, looking uncomfortable, but fortunately he didn't vomit, Zhang Xinli put his arm on his shoulders, and sent him upstairs with Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao's father was at home, but he didn't care much about them. He just met each other when they entered the door and said, "Hey, what's wrong with Xiaoyu, go to the room to rest."

Xu Zhao originally wanted to take him to his room. His room was on the first floor, with a large space and a large bed, but he was so young that he didn't know why he was in a daze, so he kept shaking his head and only held onto Zhang Xinli.

Afraid that he would fall, Zhang Xinli put his arm around him and said to Xu Zhao, "Forget it, let him lie down on the second floor for a while."

There is no reason to talk to drunks. God knows what their brain circuits are. No matter what they say, Lin Jinyu just depends on Zhang Xinli.

Zhang Xinli went upstairs with his arms around him, and entered his room. Lin Jinyu took his hands away from him, leaned on the wall, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down.

"Drink water?" The room on the second floor of the jump was not big, Zhang Xinli poured a glass of water, and said, "Tell me if you want to vomit."

"I can't even drink a drop of liquid," Lin Jinyu rubbed her face, "Where is my cell phone, I have to call my dad."

In the car just now, Zhang Xinli was afraid that he would lose his cell phone, so he put it away for him, and now he took it out for him, Lin Jinyu took it, pulled out the address book, called his father and said, "Hello... Dad, I'm playing at Xu Zhao's house, so I won't be going back today... I've had dinner, I haven't seen you for a long time, don't you want to catch up... OK, I promise to report back the next day, OK, hang up."

He hung up the phone very quickly, and the busy tone on the phone beeped.Zhang Xinli looked at him for a while and said, "You're just pretending."

"Nonsense," Lin Jinyu didn't feel much at the moment, articulate but a little sleepy: "Why don't you pretend that I go back to the empty room alone, it's too miserable."

He didn't take it seriously, motioned for Zhang Xinli to sit over, patted his thigh, and said, "I'm not as incapable of drinking as you think."

Zhang Xinli knew that it might just be that his stamina hadn't come up yet, but he looked at Lin Jinyu's face and didn't argue with him: "Okay, I know you're amazing."

Lin Jinyu asked: "What time is it, I smell like vegetables, I want to take a hot bath."

It was indeed possible to take a bath, so Zhang Xinli turned on the air conditioner, put hot water for him and let him go in to take a bath, while he stayed in the room to watch.

After drinking, it is not advisable to take a hot bath, let alone soak in a bath. Hot water will promote blood circulation, allowing more ethanol to enter the blood and aggravate the drunk reaction.Lin Jinyu tried her best, and didn't take it seriously when her stamina hadn't fully recovered, thinking she was fine, but after taking the bath, her calves became soft, and she became dizzy.

He patted his face, reluctantly got up from the bathtub, wiped off the water, put on his pants, and walked out with the door.

The room on the upper floor was small, and when Lin Jinyu entered, Zhang Xinli was facing away from him, reading a book by the light of the lamp on the table.

Although his professional practice is more than theory, the fourth and sixth grades are a hurdle that every college student has to pass. These days, Lin Jinyu often sees him reading vocabulary books.

It is said that a man is most attractive when he is working hard, and his studies can be regarded as a student's job. Zhang Xinli took off his cotton jacket and only wore a loose gray sweater with a big dog sticking out his tongue printed on it. Broad shoulders, very homely atmosphere.

Lin Jinyu looked at the back, and suddenly felt warm for no reason, as if they had been living together, going out during the day and coming back at night, one went to take a bath first, and the other stayed in the room to do his own thing, waiting for each other, and went to bed after washing Lie down, say goodnight to each other, and sleep together in the dark.

He turned around and closed the door, walked behind Zhang Xinli, bent down, and hugged him from behind.

When Zhang Xinli heard the noise when he came in, he didn't show a surprised expression, he just looked away from the book, turned his head slightly, and said, "What are you doing?"

Lin Jinyu's face turned red, he put his chin on Zhang Xinli's shoulder, shook his head, and said, "Why not."

Zhang Xinli's upper arm was surrounded by him, and it was difficult to turn the pages, so he patted Lin Jinyu's hand and said, "Go to sleep after washing, and wait until I finish reading these pages."

"En." Lin Jinyu promised well, but didn't move at all. He buried his face in Zhang Xinli's shoulder, breathed in the smell of his body, and occasionally rubbed it lightly.

Zhang Xinli was very itchy by him, Lin Jinyu's breathing was drunk, scratching him again and again, moist and warm.

He moved his neck a little uneasy: "Jinyu," Zhang Xinli said, "What do I think of you?"

Lin Jinyu was a little dizzy. Usually when Zhang Xinli said this, he should let go and say "You are busy", and then go to bed to play with his mobile phone, but today he wanted to let himself go.

"Look," Lin Jinyu opened his eyes and looked at Zhang Xinli's profile. He liked the eyes, eyebrows, nose, and lips on this face: "I didn't cover your eyes."

Zhang Xinli had no choice but to use his theory, so he turned back helplessly and continued to read the words.

Lin Jinyu still half-pressed and half-hugged him, and watched the boring abc with him over his shoulder.Lin Jinyu was distracted by the rare opportunity to be alone. He pretended to be drunk and called his father because he wanted to have a chance to hug him quietly and without any scruples before Zhang Xinli left.

So he couldn't help sticking closer to Zhang Xinli, and kissed him.

Zhang Xinli read a few pages, couldn't bear it anymore, turned to look at him, and asked again: "What do you want?"

The light from the desk lamp shone behind him, Lin Jinyu looked at his expression, couldn't help but joked and dropped a nasty joke, and said casually, "Fuck you."

Zhang Xinli put down the vocabulary book, turned around, and faced Lin Jinyu.

They were very close, so close that they breathed and smelled each other, but they didn't really stick together. Zhang Xinli stood up, looked at him with lowered eyebrows, and said softly, "Oh... I want to do something bad."

There was an ambiguous factor in the air, Lin Jinyu raised the corner of his mouth, and slightly raised his head, implying that Zhang Xinli would come to kiss him.

The dry lips rubbed against each other, it was a long-lost kiss, after all, they are guests here at Xu Zhao, and they don’t spend much time alone at ordinary times, at most, they are the fragments when Xu Zhao enters the room to fetch things, pour water, or play games Take the time to talk quietly.

It wasn't until this time that the two sides realized how much they missed each other. They kissed lightly, just licking each other's lips, making out silently and lingeringly.

Lin Jinyu was drunk and couldn't stand still. Zhang Xinli put his hands on his waist, kissed and began to push him forward... Behind Lin Jinyu was the bed, and he was being carried like this, retreating a little bit with no escape, Until his legs brushed against the hanging sheet.

When Zhang Xinli clasped his waist, wanting to deepen the kiss, Lin Jinyu put his arms around his neck, and moved back a little with his strength, and separated from him.

Zhang Xinli was puzzled, opened his eyes to look at him, and leaned forward again, but Lin Jinyu still stepped back, preventing him from kissing her: "...I just want to hug you."

The big dog on the sweater was sticking out its tongue, Zhang Xinli's eyes flickered, and he said, "Just a hug?"

Lin Jinyu knew what the implication of this sentence was. He put his hands on Zhang Xinli's shoulders, looked at him carefully, and said, "It's not that I don't think about other things, but... can I try it for the first time? You can come later as well." .”

In fact, he has no attachment to 1 and 0, but is afraid of the unknown, has no idea in his heart, and has a weird mentality of "predecessors exploring the way".

Zhang Xinli breathed out, let go of his hand after a while, straightened up, spanked his butt, and said without reading the book, "Turn off the light and go to sleep."

Lin Jinyu made an expression of "Okay then", without forcing her, and followed him to take off her shoes and go to bed.

The desk lamp went out, and the room was plunged into darkness. Lin Jinyu was lying on his back, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw Zhang Xinli's shadow lying with his back facing him.

They haven't quarreled since they got together, and they are very harmonious most of the time, except for some very rare times... such as now.

Many things need to be worked out, including this of course... Lin Jinyu doesn't want to wrong him, but he doesn't quite understand why Zhang Xinli always wants to be the last one. In his opinion, the two men don't necessarily have to be like that. No, you can live your life.

And...he always had a feeling of unreliability, Zhang Xinli was so obsessed with this matter that people felt that he was with him just... wanting to sleep with him.If not "only", it is "main reason".

This is very tangled. Lin Jinyu knew intellectually that he couldn't be this kind of person, but couldn't help thinking about it over and over again.

Maybe... He is very curious about the thing between men and men, and he does have a physical impulse, so he wants to try it?

Under the influence of alcohol, Lin Jinyu's mind became dizzy, and she unconsciously thought about what was there, if it was curiosity...

Thinking about something messy, Lin Jinyu forced herself to stop.He lay on his side, looked directly at Zhang Xinli's back, and thought: He is not such a person.

A normal man would be a little unhappy if his boyfriend didn't touch him much after falling in love.

Zhang Xinli was lying with his back facing him. He should have heard the sound of Lin Jinyu approaching, but he didn't move.

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Lin Jinyu took off his shirt, leaned over, rubbed his bare chest against his back, stretched his hand from Zhang Xinli's waist to the front, spread his five fingers, touched his lower abdomen under the quilt, and then went up, rubbing it all the way to his chest .

It was impossible for Zhang Xinli not to notice his movement, but he still didn't move.

Lin Jinyu hugged him from behind, closed her eyes and kissed his back, kissed the raised or sunken scars on his back, Zhang Xinli's chest rose and fell slowly, and Lin Jinyu kissed his neck.

Zhang Xinli didn't move at first, until Lin Jinyu leaned over to kiss his ear... He exhaled an unknown breath from his chest, suddenly turned over, turned around, and pressed his shoulders heavily to press him on the bed sheet.

His movement was so sudden that Lin Jinyu was caught off guard and almost knocked on the bed.

"What exactly do you want to do?" Zhang Xinli bent his elbows, propped himself on top of him, looked at him with a slight frown, and said, "Huh?"

"It hurts to see you," Lin Jinyu's bare neck line was faintly visible in the night, and he said to Zhang Xinli with a smile, "What are you doing?"

However, he didn't get the answer to this question. Zhang Xinli pressed down and kissed him brutally and intensely, the kind of kiss that didn't leave a single gap and made people deprived of oxygen.

Lin Jinyu touched his back very lightly and gently, as if to comfort him silently.

The second kiss didn't last long, but it was as intense as something. Lin Jinyu was pressed by him, and she wanted to push him away when she couldn't breathe, but Zhang Xinli didn't let him go. The more Lin Jinyu struggled, the tighter the pressure , with his left hand wrapped around Lin Jinyu's waist as if welded to death.

……

Lin Jinyu let him kiss, let him kiss enough, Zhang Xinli finally let him go temporarily.

……

During the intense action, the air conditioner was slid down a lot. Lin Jinyu didn't struggle much, but he didn't take the initiative either. Zhang Xinli stopped and asked, "You don't feel it?"

He seemed to have never paid attention to Lin Jinyu in the past, but now he asked him specifically for this kind of question, which surprised Lin Jinyu: "I don't have the strength, and it's like this after drinking." Lin Jinyu's face turned red because of the effect of alcohol , His hands and feet are a little weak, and he has no strength.

If you drink a certain amount, the energy will come up again, and people will indeed feel weak in hands and feet and have no strength.Zhang Xinli hugged him tightly, and Lin Jinyu was shocked instantly. Zhang Xinli had never treated him like this. In the past, even if the two of them were unclear and hadn't talked about anything, he would just hug him casually.

Lin Jinyu actually understood, he wondered if Zhang Xinli still regarded him as a girl, and it was normal for straight men not to like too close contact.

He was a little ashamed and embarrassed, and unnaturally pulled the quilt to avoid the touch of Zhang Xinli's hand.

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"Hiding for what?" Zhang Xinli looked at his face.

Lin Jinyu's eyes were unnatural. He was afraid that Zhang Xinli would feel disobedient because of this, and that he would suddenly lose interest, but he didn't know how to say it.

"I didn't hide," he said in a loose tone, "I'm sleepy, I really don't have the strength... I shouldn't take that bath."

Zhang Xinli understood this state of being unable to control himself, his palms were pressed against Lin Jinyu's skin, Lin Jinyu was sleepy, and afraid that he would be unhappy, so he raised his head and kissed his neck with great strength, just right.

Zhang Xinli was made anxious again by him, and his hand slipped down to pinch him.

Lin Jinyu rubbed against his lips for a moment, feeling that his attention had almost shifted, and before the fire burned hotter, he motioned him to look at him and listen to him: "Get up," he said, "It's late , go take a shower, come back to bed."

Zhang Xinli looked down at him, and that look was obviously not happy.

Lin Jinyu inexplicably felt that he was quite childish at this time, and he felt a funny and soft feeling in his heart. He kissed the corner of Zhang Xinli's mouth and said, "Good boy."

Zhang Xinli looked at him for a moment, then snorted softly from his nasal cavity, let him go and got up.

Lin Jinyu also got up and sat cross-legged on the bed. Seeing Zhang Xinli get off the bed, she took off her underwear with her back to him, found a towel, and went to the bathroom with bare feet.

The muscle lines of his waist and back are smooth and graceful. His shoulders are wide and his waist is narrow, but not too exaggerated. It is a very comfortable line. Lin Jinyu stared at it for a while, and joked: "You are really not shy."

Zhang Xinli put the towel on his shoulders, turned his face, and said, "Don't you want to see it?"

Hmm... Lin Jinyu couldn't deny that he really wanted to see it.

The hot water boiled, and Lin Jinyu sat cross-legged on the bed and waited for him, remembering that she had dreamed of taking a bath with him before... At that time, she thought it was a delusion that would never come true in her life, but she did not expect it to come true now.

Five minutes later, Zhang Xinli came back. He only had a bath towel around his waist, and there were still tiny drops of water on his body.

Lin Jinyu sat cross-legged on the bed, Zhang Xinli didn't move when he walked to the bed, just looked at him with lowered eyebrows, as if waiting for his further instructions.

Lin Jinyu turned over and sat up on her knees, beckoning him to come over, Zhang Xinli walked over, Lin Jinyu straightened up, and kissed him for the last time today... He didn't dare to kiss him after going to sleep, for fear that he would feel uncomfortable.

After he kissed Zhang Xinli's lips, he continued to move down, leaving a kiss on his chin...then the side of his neck, Adam's apple, and chest, without any haste, step by step.

Zhang Xinli stroked his hair and the back of his neck, watching him kiss him little by little.