God said I would meet you

For a long time, Lin Jinyu fell into the observation of Zhang Xinli.

Because the two lived together, and Zhang Xinli was almost the only acquaintance with him, they basically moved together every day at school, between classes, at noon, and after school, and they were inseparable.Although they each have their own rooms when they get home, they are good at complementary subjects, so the time they spend doing homework together has gradually become longer recently.

This gave Lin Jinyu a lot of time and opportunity to observe Zhang Xinli every day.

Zhang Xinli was very kind to him, he knew this, not only he knew it, but many people in the class began to label them as buddies, teasing them all day long for being like brothers, doing everything together.

Small notes are frequently passed around in class, and sand sculptures are playing around between classes. No matter how late one party has something to delay, the other party will wait.

Lin Jinyu never felt that there was anything wrong with these little things, but once the colored glasses were put on, it was difficult to take them off.

His rationality repeatedly told him to wake up, you are in a daze!But the brain has its own ideas and does not listen to rational advice at all.

After he was distracted in class for the [-]th time and was called up by the teacher to answer questions without knowing what to say, Xu Zhao finally couldn't help it. He said, "Whale, what's the matter with you? Are you okay? You haven't I haven't seen you quarreling, why is it like losing your soul again?"

"Ah?" Lin Jinyu said, "What lost my soul..."

"It's just you," Xu Zhao said, "the last time you were arguing with someone, you also looked like you were out of your body. I called you three times in the morning and you didn't even hear it."

Lin Jinyu didn't know when Xu Zhao called him three times, and he said, "I... have nothing to do, I just thought about the topic."

He didn't dare to tell anyone about his entanglement, after all, it's too fucking unreal, and he didn't dare to tell anyone that he was stimulated by that rumored comic to think about it, after all Which boy would read something of this kind of subject, forget it after reading it, and take it into his heart, thinking about it, thinking wildly, it is really shameful.

Xu Zhao is now skeptical of anything Lin Jinyu said. He looked at Lin Jinyu suspiciously: "Really? You have some trouble with that person again, don't mess with me again, crab."

Lin Jinyu said, "What so-and-so, who doesn't have a name, can you just call him by his name?"

Xu Zhao curled his lips: "Cut."

"Fuck it," Lin Jinyu said, "You still lose to others. If you don't want to be called a big name, I don't mind if you insist on calling someone a father."

Xu Zhao immediately rushed over to tease him: "What are you talking about!"

"Yeah, neck...neck!" Lin Jinyu threw him away: "It's not easy or hard."

"You have weight, you are top-heavy." Xu Zhao looked at him, and after holding back for a few seconds, he said like a mosquito: "Why don't you persuade... that so-and-so, let him come to the basketball team."

"Ah? What is it?" Lin Jinyu didn't hear his humming very clearly, and asked again: "What kind of persuasion?"

Xu Zhao said: "I didn't listen to the settlement."

"Can you point it out, man, and make it clear, is the girl on the sedan chair? I'm ashamed to say it."

Xu Zhao was angry: "I'll go, who is the girl? I'm asking you! Why don't you persuade Zhang Xinli to join the basketball team? Can you hear me clearly?"

The thing this guy is best at may be basketball. He has always dominated others in playing, but this time he was crushed by others. It seems that he is rarely convinced.Lin Jinyu originally wanted to say "yo yo yo yo" loudly, but thinking of Xu Zhao's self-esteem, he temporarily braked the car, and said very normally: "Let me tell the truth, I persuaded him. I don't want to come."

"What?" Xu Zhao seemed a little disbelieving: "Didn't lie to me, he is so skilled, how could it be possible..."

"Why are you lying to me? It's not that I don't know how much Lao Hu has a headache for our outside line. He is scolded like shit every day. Can I not want our team to have a master?"

When Xu Zhao thought about it, it seemed that this was indeed the case, and he didn't know what to say.He said: "Ah, why..."

"You ask me, I'll ask the ghost."

"Is there some conflict between you two, or does he have some psychological trauma to basketball?"

"No." Lin Jinyu carefully recalled the relationship between him and Zhang Xinli these days. It was very harmonious and beautiful, and there was no contradiction... Except last time he flirted with someone's sexual orientation and pretended to be asleep, but Zhang Xinli didn't have mind reading skills, so it was impossible for him to know. of.

As for the latter... Lin Jinyu thought: Don't say it's really possible, every time Zhang Xinli refuses, he is very quick and straightforward, which seems a bit like post-traumatic stress disorder... But he played very well in the practice match Ah, if it were ptsd, it wouldn't be like this, would it?It seems that this is unreliable and rejected.

He and Xu Zhao sat opposite each other, and the two reasoned out all the possibilities they could think of like Conan solved the case, and finally found that none of them was true.

Why on earth?

They were playing a reasoning game with great enthusiasm, when Zhang Xinli suddenly shouted behind them: "Jinyu, I seem to have forgotten to bring the access control card when I went out this morning."

The security in their community is very strict, and sometimes takeaways are not allowed. If there is no access control, you have to knock on the door of the security room, and you have to provide a lot of information before the door is opened, which is very troublesome.

Counting the last time, this is the second time Lin Jinyu has been bumped into by Zhang Xinli, who was behind YY Zhang Xinli. Although the boss didn't know about it, he was quite guilty, and immediately said in a bit of a dog's leg: "Don't worry, don't worry, I'll look for it. "

Lin Jinyu found the access control that hadn't been used for two months in the interlayer of her schoolbag: "It's okay, I brought it," he said, "Fortunately, I kept it in here and didn't take it out."

Zhang Xinli was relieved after making sure that he had brought the access control card: "That's good," he glanced at Xu Zhao who ran to Lin Jinyu and sat next to him, and said, "Save the trouble."

Since Xu Zhao ate a zero egg in Zhang Xinli's hand last time, he was really a little scared of him, and he felt very humiliated when facing each other, and immediately didn't want to stay here for a second, his face collapsed, and he got up and turned back to himself seat.

Qiao Qian turned around and interjected, "You two still live together?"

The rest of the class didn't know about Zhang Xinli's relationship with Lin Jinyu's family, they just regarded them as ordinary classmates who had a good time.

Lin Jinyu said, "Uh...yes, what's wrong."

Qiao Qian showed an unbelievable expression: "You two are really brothers? You don't even look alike."

"What is it?" Lin Jinyu said, "His parents are his parents, and my parents are my parents. We are not related by blood. Isn't he a foreigner who came to Shanghai to study, and simply...lived in my house. "

Zhang Xinli said, "Borrow."

Qiao Xie couldn't figure out the relationship, and Lin Jinyu couldn't explain it clearly in a few words. After all, why he met Zhang Xinli seemed to be a very long story, so long that it had to start with his grandparents.

It's fine if you can't figure it out, Qiao Mo turned back.

In the afternoon, the test papers for the English unit quiz were handed out. Lin Jinyu's English was not bad, and he could barely squeeze into the upper reaches. He has always been very coping with his studies.

Lao Hu has something to do, so he notified in advance that he will only practice physical fitness after school today, and it is expected that training will end half an hour earlier than usual.

Lin Jinyu happily packed her schoolbag to go home from a day of study, and went to the back to call Zhang Xinli.

"Hey," Lin Jinyu stepped over with her schoolbag on her shoulders, ran up to Zhang Xinli, and said, "We left early today, come down with me."

When he said the first sentence, Zhang Xinli didn't reply, Lin Jinyu knocked on his table again, Zhang Xinli looked up at him and said, "What's the matter?"

"I said..." Seeing the expression on his face, Lin Jinyu didn't seem to be very happy, but for some reason, she just said, "The basketball team will play very early today, so come down with me."

Zhang Xinli only replied indifferently, "Got it", and stopped talking. He didn't mean to pack up his things, and he didn't look at him too much.

"what happened to you?"

"It's nothing," Zhang Xinli said impatiently, "Go quickly if you want to train."

Lin Jinyu didn't know where she had offended him, and seeing that Zhang Xinli was indeed in a bad mood, she didn't bother him anymore, she carried her schoolbag and went out, saying, "Then you stay in the classroom, I'll come up to you later. "

Zhang Xinli looked at the homework on his desktop and replied "Yes".

Seeing that the game is approaching, the team is going to order uniforms. This was notified as early as when I signed up. I bought it as planned, a set of 150, but the color and number have not yet been determined.

After Lin Jinyu and the others finished their physical training, they were all so tired that they lay on the ground panting like dogs.

Anyway, if she had time today, Qiao Mo came over and called them together to count the numbers and color schemes, so she could drop by the boss to pay the deposit.

The number is easy to decide, but the color matching is different.Xu Zhao liked Curry—even though Curry had only just emerged in the league at that time, so he wanted to choose the classic blue and white color scheme of the Warriors. Lin Jinyu was a follower, who liked whoever was famous, blindly worshiped Kobe, and wanted to choose the classic purple and gold color scheme of the Lakers , others either like Kobe, or pay close attention to the Rockets because of Yao Ming, and feel that the red and white color scheme is not bad.

In the end, after a lot of fighting, the Zijin Party and the Red and White Party had the same number of votes and it was a tie. Only Xu Zhao and another team member voted for Blue and White.

The two sides were at a stalemate, and finally Lin Jinyu proposed to expand the scope of voting, so that from now on, the first person in their class who had been here to vote should be brought in to vote.

Everyone had no objections, so Lin Jinyu said that he was going to the toilet, but in fact he ran to the corner, took out his phone and called Zhang Xinli.

Lin Jinyu chattered: "Hey, then why don't you hurry down now and look for me in the old place. If a bunch of people gather around and ask you which one to choose, you should say choose the Lakers, clear?"

"what?"

"Don't ask, come down quickly, it will be over if you are preempted by others."

Zhang Xinli was puzzled: "Have you been trained?"

"No, anyway, come down quickly!"

Zhang Xinli said, "What the hell are you doing, I'm not free."

Lin Jinyu remembered that he seemed to be in a bad mood when he got out of school. Time is his life now, and he couldn't control it anymore. He threw out a bunch of good words, and said repeatedly: "Please, please, please do me a favor by being merciful. I invite you to drink milk tea after school."

Zhang Xinli said: "I don't like sweets."

"Then what do you like to eat, what do you like to eat!"

There was silence for about two seconds, Zhang Xinli said, "Forget it, the playground, right?"

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes." Lin Jinyu spoke quickly, racing against time.

Zhang Xinli hung up the phone, Lin Jinyu stared at the pointer on the dial, waited in place for about 5 minutes, and then started to walk back.

This should be considered cheating...whatever it is, who told me to have foreign aid.

By the time he walked back to the court, the tally was clearly over.Zhang Xinli was talking to them in the middle.

Seeing Lin Jinyu coming, Xu Zhao said, "You've been peeing for so long."

"Can't you hold it in for a long time? It's okay."

Qiao Qian put away the pen and paper, and said, "Okay, let's set Zijin, you practice slowly, I'm leaving."

Everyone said goodbye to her.Xu Zhao said: "What are you practicing, Lao Hu has already left, so go home directly."

Lin Jinyu was so exhausted that he hit it off right away, we broke up, and went back to each house to find their own mothers.

It seemed that Zhang Xinli came down after hanging up the phone without taking his schoolbag, so Lin Jinyu put his shoulders on his shoulders and went upstairs to collect his things together.

Xu Zhao was not very comfortable in front of Zhang Xinli, so he didn't follow, saying that he had something to do, so he didn't wait for them and went home first.

Lin Jinyu pretended to be teary-eyed and said, "You actually abandoned me, tell me the truth, which little vixen are you going on a date with?"

Xu Zhao made a disgusted expression: "Come on, you like the new and dislike the old before the green, and you still beat me up." He threw his school uniform over his shoulder: "I wish you and your incumbent a happy relationship for a hundred years."

Lin Jinyu put his arm around Zhang Xinli's shoulder and said to Xu Zhao: "No, no, no, I still love you. I have always been exposed to rain and dew. You may be teammates in the future. How can you not get along well." After finishing speaking, she patted Zhang Xinli's shoulder: "You say yes."

Zhang Xinli gave him an idiot look.

Xu Zhao said, "What teammates..."

Lin Jinyu said to Zhang Xinli: "You come to our basketball team. The final roster has not yet been handed in. Lao Hu likes you. You must come to the starting lineup and not run away."

For the nth time, Zhang Xinli said cleanly, "No."

Lin Jinyu shrugged and made a "Look" gesture towards Xu Zhao.

"Convinced." Xu Zhao had nothing to say, and muttered, "You two live together, goodbye." He turned and walked towards the school gate.

With one hand still on Zhang Xinli's shoulder, Lin Jinyu said curiously, "Why don't you go? Can you give me a reason?"

Zhang Xinli said, "There is no reason."

Lin Jinyu persisted: "There is a reason for everything, how could there be no reason."

Zhang Xinli flickered for a moment, as if he wanted to shake Lin Jinyu's boneless hand on his shoulder, and said, "Will you go back..."

He didn't move much, just a symbolic urging, Lin Jinyu's hand slid down a little, but it didn't completely fall off Zhang Xinli's shoulder.

Lin Jinyu said with a playful smile, "Why are you in such a hurry." He didn't take his hand away, but slid down along Zhang Xinli's arm wrapped in the school uniform jacket unintentionally, until it reached the elbow, and stopped. continue down...

"Just now I want to thank you for being my entrustment... I promised to treat you to eat. You are not rude. Tell me, what do you want to eat?" Lin Jinyu asked for something, but in fact, she tried to make her movements look natural. .

There will be many natural intimate actions between boys, such as hugging shoulders, hugging, pressing on the body, and even just coming and going with each other like joking...but they rarely hold hands.

Compared with touching, holding hands and kissing do not have such a strong desire color, but only express pure love, it is a kind of too delicate emotional expression, it seems that it has nothing to do with the two rough men, but only belongs to the same mind Delicate girl with lovers falling in love.

Few fraternities walk down the street hand in hand.

While talking, Lin Jinyu moved her hand down as naturally as possible, sliding along Zhang Xinli's elbow to the other's exposed wrist.

He had just finished exercising, and the warmth in his palms was still there, while the skin on Zhang Xinli's wrist was slightly cold.

Lin Jinyu seemed to continue down unintentionally until his palm touched the back of the opponent's hand... He thought: Would Zhang Xinli hold my hand subconsciously? If he didn't have that intention, then he probably wouldn't...

After a year of getting along with each other, Lin Jinyu vaguely noticed that Zhang Xinli didn't seem to like to have too close physical contact with others, and he hardly participated in the too intimate nonsense between boys during class, and preferred to be alone.

Everyone will draw a circle around themselves, no matter how close friends are, they need to keep a final distance. Zhang Xinli doesn't like to be familiar with himself, and he doesn't like others to get too close to him, just like Lin Jinyu doesn't like to live with others Same room.

If I go to hold his hand, the first reaction of a normal person should be to avoid it... Lin Jinyu imagined in his mind that if he goes to hold Xu Zhao's hand... Ah, that guy will definitely "snap" away, Then he said that he was a pervert with a disgusted expression as if he had eaten Xiang.

Lin Jinyu was a little nervous. He took a breath inaudibly, then held his breath, and inadvertently half-rubbed and half-slided to stretch Xinli's hand... His movements were not large, and the speed was very slow, so slow that Zhang Xinli had enough Time to realize what he wants to do in advance.

Lin Jinyu froze a little, and counted silently in her heart... one... two... three... He counted several times, but Zhang Xinli still didn't respond. He seemed to be frozen like Lin Jinyu, standing in place like a puppet, not moving. , and no expression.

Hey, hey, hey... Are you asleep? Give me some reaction. Lin Jinyu had already thought about it. If Zhang Xinli threw him away and scolded the pervert or said "Are you crazy", he would put on a look like you Such an expression that I can’t take a joke, and said that I think you are walking slowly and want to drag you back to the classroom quickly... If Zhang Xinli subconsciously grabs him, he will turn around and ask the other party directly What are you doing with your hands?

He thought that there were only these two possibilities, and he had already imagined all the retreats, but... what happened to this unresponsive reaction now?How can you let me go on to the next step? Could it be that the two of you just stood at the top of the stairs and stared at each other?

Lin Jinyu's hand had already half held Zhang Xinli's hand, but he hadn't grasped it firmly.He himself didn't know what to do next, would it feel like there is no silver 300 taels here if he suddenly lets go?

Forget it... just pull it, fuck it, and change the first set of plans a little bit, and run upstairs directly after pulling someone, explaining that I will simply pull you upstairs, nothing else mean.

There was a lot of people on the playground, and there was no one else in the corridor except them. No one in the huge campus seemed to notice the two boys who seemed to be holding hands standing on the steps of the stairs.

Lin Jinyu had made enough mental preparations, and her anger sank to her dantian... When Huang Jiguang was about to pull him up with the mentality of blowing up a bunker and breaking the boat, Zhang Xinli seemed to finally come to his senses.

When Lin Jinyu's fingers slid across his warm palm, Zhang Xinli suddenly dodged his hand as if being splashed by charcoal fire.

But he just avoided it, he neither scolded the pervert nor did anything, Zhang Xinli did not react in any way that Lin Jinyu imagined, but acted as if nothing happened and felt something, ignored him, and walked by himself go upstairs.

Lin Jinyu looked at his profile, Zhang Xinli frowned slightly, his expression was not very good.He said: "Are you going home or not? Don't dawdle when you come back, it's a waste of time."

What kind of reaction is this?Lin Jinyu doesn't understand... It looks like the first type, but it's not exactly the same.

Maybe... it's just that the reflex arc is relatively long, and I just realized it?Not impossible.

Anyway, it doesn't look like a happy expression.That's right, it's so awkward for two men to hold hands, and I would probably dislike it if I were it.

Regarding this result, Lin Jinyu couldn't tell how he felt. He thought that Zhang Xinli didn't mean that to him. This was the most normal and expected result, but he didn't seem so happy as he had imagined.

Oh, he doesn't like me.Lin Jinyu said to herself.

Zhang Xinli took a few steps up before, and put some distance away from him, and now he is far away from him.The sound of pattering footsteps upstairs broke the small silence between them.Someone is probably going downstairs and will pass here soon.

Lin Jinyu showed a "no big deal" expression, smiled at Zhang Xinli, and said, "Go back, go back, I just wanted to pull you away quickly, why are you running so fast, I'm exhausted, you wait I will."

Zhang Xinli was standing on a high place, Lin Jinyu didn't know if he noticed his smiling face without any hint of happiness... But he guessed that Zhang Xinli didn't notice it, his acting skills have always been good.