God said I would meet you

This little temptation ended with Lin Jinyu's self-contempt.

Most men feel uncomfortable when they actually face this kind of same-sex issue... Respecting others is one thing, and it's another thing to really fall on yourself.

Lin Jinyu said to herself: Probably I was just thinking wildly. How could Zhang Xinli like a man... Absolutely don't let him know that I have thought wildly about this kind of thing, otherwise I will turn my face every minute.

Fortunately, Zhang Xinli didn't seem to notice anything. After Lin Jinyu smiled playfully and pretended to be upright to prevaricate, he didn't say anything, but went upstairs and returned to the classroom quickly.

Except that when Lin Jinyu was pawing at the test papers on his desk out of boredom, he stretched out his hand to block it and opened Lin Jinyu's dog's paw, Zhang Xinli didn't show any abnormalities.

The two returned home in Uncle Zhao's car as usual. After having an ordinary dinner together, they rested for a while and went back to their rooms.

In Lin Jinyu's math class, she had spent all her time guessing about his sexuality, she couldn't do her homework, she didn't know the origin of the formulas, and it was difficult for her to hold a pen.He had no choice but to take his homework and math books and knock on Zhang Xinli's door shyly.

Zhang Xinli sat in front of the desk and asked, "Why?" without looking back.

Lin Jinyu said, "Have you finished your homework?"

"No," Zhang Xinli said, "I'm... correcting the wrong question."

Lin Jinyu walked to the foot of the bed, and through the gap, saw Zhang Xinli's elbow pressing a corner of an unknown test paper.

"Have you finished your math?"

Zhang Xinli said: "The math is done."

Lin Jinyu began to use his brains. He put the small stool on the window sill on the bed, ready to solve the math that gave him a headache right here, and said, "Let me take a look."

Zhang Xinli said, "Let me take a look, or let you copy?"

"Almost," Lin Jinyu said with a playful smile, "Saving someone's life is worth building seventy, eighty, or ninety-level pagodas."

"Don't copy homework all day long."

"Then why don't you tell me about it?"

Zhang Xinli said: "I...you can go and see others, such as Huang Jiayao, my accuracy rate is not high."

It's not too high, but it's passable. Huang Jiayao won't talk about it. Except for the last few questions, the rest are basically like reference answers.

In fact, Lin Jinyu just wanted to fill in the gaps in the topic in a task-like manner, and didn't care about whether the accuracy rate was high or not. He pestered Zhang Xinli and said, "Just show me a few glances, just 15 minutes."

"It's meaningless, you can't do it after reading it, and you don't understand why you waste ink."

The meaning lies in finishing the homework... Lin Jinyu sometimes feels that Zhang Xinli is really out of group, isn't it natural for students to deal with homework, he is the only one who does everything seriously.

It's just 07:30, it's still early, Lin Jinyu couldn't do her homework for free, so she climbed onto the bed and said, "Okay, okay, I'm convinced, then tell me and guide me to study hard every day, is it okay?"

Zhang Xinli hesitated to speak: "I..."

After a while, he dug out his math homework from his schoolbag, took a pen and paper, climbed onto the bed and sat beside Lin Jinyu.

Lin Jinyu spread out her homework and sat down to listen to the lecture.

Zhang Xinli put his homework aside and started to talk about the first big topic. He said: "First look at the topic, from this part we can know..."

Lin Jinyu said: "Can you draw directly on the stem instead of holding a gel pen? If you really want to draw, you can use a pencil."

Zhang Xinli "..." changed a pencil after a few seconds: "Then start solving the problem now..." He wrote the word "solve" in the blank space.

Lin Jinyu said: "It's better to write smaller, it doesn't look good if the frame is in the middle, and it's easy to fail to write in the later process."

Zhang Xinli said, "Are you listening or not?"

"Listen, listen, I didn't mean to diss you, it's just that if you change your writing habits, the paper will be more neat." Lin Jinyu sat next to him, and said: "If you have good writing habits, not only the process will be clearer, but the paper will be more clear. It is also easy to give a few more points, although not many, but every point is very important."

"How to change..."

Lin Jinyu brought over his homework: "Let me see...you just write one stroke at a time, and treat yourself as a primary school student for the time being."

Zhang Xinli moved towards him, leaned a little closer to the middle of the table, and wrote a few steps. Lin Jinyu said, "Yes, that's it... make it smaller, it will look more delicate."

When he reached the fifth step, he realized something was wrong: "Are you doing your homework or am I doing my homework?"

"Me, I'll give you a suggestion. I just saw your steps and I know how to do this question."

Zhang Xinli obviously didn't believe it, he returned the pen to Lin Jinyu: "Write it yourself."

Write it yourself, write it yourself, and I didn't lie to you.Lin Jinyu took the pen and finished writing.

Not to mention how beautiful his handwriting is, but it is much neater than Zhang Xinli's and looks very comfortable.

Lin Jinyu said: "How about it, didn't I lie to you? I said I saw it."

Zhang Xinli carefully read every step, and said, "Well...you are very smart."

"That's it." Lin Jinyu started to curl her tail after receiving a compliment: "I'm just lazy."

Although he is not very serious in class and does not work hard after school, the preparatory class is not for nothing, and his foundation is also there since he was a child. The reason why Lin Jinyu has maintained his current middle and upper grades is only because he is too lazy to work hard. Do your best to study hard.

Anyway, it's okay to be so-so now, it doesn't matter.

Zhang Xinli said: "You still know, since you know, why don't you work hard?"

"I used it," Lin Jinyu said, "It's just that I don't study 24 hours a day. My grades are not bad now, so why make myself miserable."

Zhang Xinli seemed to think about his words, and he said, "You know...there are many people in the world who can't learn even if they work hard. You learn well, but you don't work hard."

Lin Jinyu said: "Because there is no need for that, I like a comfortable life."

"Okay." Zhang Xinli didn't seem to want to talk to him any more: "You finish the math." Then he turned and prepared to get out of bed.

Lin Jinyu stopped him: "Don't go, I won't do it later."

"You can do it, you just don't even bother to read the title."

Lin Jinyu didn't feel embarrassed when he exposed him, but said, "I can't do it alone."

He didn't lie, he really got a headache when he saw those random questions, and his brain was as rusty as if he couldn't read a word, but if someone accompanied him and read the questions with him, he seemed I saw it without knowing it.

Zhang Xinli said: "Then force yourself to do it. Do you need someone to accompany you every time you do your homework?"

Ah...that would be the best...although it is a bit unrealistic.

Lin Jinyu propped his cheeks with his hands, and looked at Zhang Xinli with his elbows on the table... He felt that Zhang Xinli's tone of voice today was a bit heavier than usual. He had been like this since school, and seemed annoying... Although he tried not to show it, Lin Jinyu still Noticed it.

Did he annoy him because he came to ask questions, or did he annoy him by repeatedly harassing him on the premise that he made it clear that he would not go to the basketball team, or... something happened at home?

He said, "Are you unhappy?"

Zhang Xinli immediately said, "No."

Lin Jinyu said: "You're just unhappy, who is it?"

Zhang Xinli said, "I..."

"If you are unhappy, just say it clearly. If you don't want me to bother you, you can also say it clearly, but if you don't say anything and hold back, no one will understand your feelings."

"No, I..."

Lin Jinyu said: "When there is no one who doesn't want to talk to people, you can say what it is. I won't talk about you, and the basketball team too. I always beep you, and Lao Hu always To slap you on the sidelines, if you don’t like playing basketball, or you don’t want to be on the basketball team for some reason, you can say it, and if you say it, no one will bother you again and again..."

Under his fluent long-winded speech, Zhang Xinli finally interrupted him and said, "No!" He said, "I don't find you annoying, and I'm not unhappy when you ask questions...I'm not in a bad mood because this."

"Then why?"

"I'm just..." Zhang Xinli said, "I admit I'm annoying, but that has nothing to do with you, I'm just annoying that I can't keep up."

Lin Jinyu couldn't understand: "What?"

"English and mathematics," Zhang Xinli said, "I can't keep up... This semester has passed a little half, but I really can't keep up. How much did you score in the English quiz this afternoon?"

Lin Jinyu said a number.

Zhang Xinli said: "My score is only half of yours...and I spend three times as much time on English every day as you."

Lin Jinyu is really a little confused now... Yes, he has a lot of brains about the question "Why Zhang Xinli is in a bad mood", such as secret love, broken love, love triangle, mother's accident, father's accident, and the whole family... But In fact, Zhang Xinli is not that complicated. The most practical problem in front of him is actually just adapting to this new environment.

Lin Jinyu couldn't think of it, because he grew up in this environment, he couldn't feel the world in Zhang Xinli's eyes.

"That's also..." Lin Jinyu said: "It's no big deal, you can learn slowly, isn't your math better than mine?" He tried to relax as much as possible: "Everyone has subjects they are good at and they are not good at. I still worry about my math. Bad grades."

He was lying, but he wasn't worried at all.

Zhang Xinli said: "It's not because you can't do it, you just...you just don't want to do it, just now you saw it, even if you didn't pay attention to the class, you can solve the same problem faster than me."

Lin Jinyu had no way to refute.

He didn't speak, but Zhang Xinli continued: "Didn't you always ask me to go to the basketball team, but I kept saying I wouldn't go...because I don't have time, I've read the notice a long time ago, and you guys have to practice on Saturday, too late I was directly expelled from training three times, but I couldn’t go once. Every day after school, I have to stay in class for at least an extra hour. It takes two or three times the time to barely keep up with the teaching progress here. I don’t have time to do other things. You know, even so, I still can’t keep up. Made it."

Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli sat face to face on the bed, looking into his black eyes.

Zhang Xinli said: "...and I have no money, and I can't pay the 150 yuan team uniform fee, and I don't even have a pair of decent sneakers, which is too expensive for me," he said: "...too expensive gone."

Money money money money money money again.

Lin Jinyu didn't expect that he imagined a hundred reasons that might cause Zhang Xinli not to go, and Zhang Xinli happened to be the one hundred and zeroth one.

A pair of better brand basketball shoes can cost five or six hundred, or even one thousand and eight hundred... It may be more expensive to buy in a physical store in Shanghai. Lin Jinyu has a lot of such shoes, and there are many other ones that are just for looking good. However, it was indeed an unaffordable expense for Zhang Xinli.

Zhang Xinli looked at Lin Jinyu and said, "...are you satisfied with this answer?"

Lin Jinyu also looked at him. In fact, from the first moment Zhang Xinli spoke, his eyes never left him.

Lin Jinyu stretched out his hand and patted Zhang Xinli's back. Then, he straightened up, knelt up, leaned over, and did something completely unexpected by Zhang Xinli.

He stretched out his hand to half wrap Zhang Xinli's neck, and stroked Zhang Xinli's thick and short hair with the other hand until it reached his neck, and said, "Oh, I'm satisfied, I don't want to go if I don't want to go, it's not a city-level league." , what is there to participate in playing house in the broken school, and no money or certificates are given out."

Lin Jinyu was kneeling, much taller than Zhang Xinli who was sitting, stroking his hair as if petting a dog: "Good boy Wangcai, dad will bring a duck neck to visit you in prison on Saturday."

The tip of Zhang Xinli's nose was slightly pressed against Lin Jinyu's protruding neck. Lin Jinyu smelled very good. There was no smell of smoke or alcohol. It was just an ordinary, high school boy's smell.

Lin Jinyu took advantage of his stupefied intensification: "Call twice to listen."

Zhang Xinli laughed angrily at him, and lightly scolded him to get the hell out of him.

Lin Jinyu still maintained the posture of holding him: "You are too ruthless. I comforted you with good intentions, but you actually let me go."

Zhang Xinli seemed to hesitate for half a second before reaching out and patting him on the back twice... The gesture was a bit like hugging him back, Zhang Xinli said, "Okay, let go."

"Why, avoid suspicion?" Lin Jinyu let go, looked at him playfully, and made a joke: "Are you still afraid of falling in love with me?"

Zhang Xinli said, "You are a man." I don't know whether he was answering the first question or the second.

Lin Jinyu thought for a while and said, "What if I'm a woman?"

When he asked this question, he didn't think too much, but he asked it out of nowhere and naturally.

Zhang Xinli didn't look at him, turned over and got out of bed and walked towards the desk. He didn't answer the question directly, but said, "You are not a woman."

Nonsense, of course I am not a woman, unless I go for sex reassignment surgery and become a 1.7-meter Yujie in seconds, or the special kind.

Lin Jinyu watched Zhang Xinli walk back to the desk, picked up the pen again, and drew up the paper under his elbow, probably continuing the great task of correcting the wrong questions that was interrupted by Lin Jinyu at the beginning.

He shouted to Zhang Xinli's back: "Wangcai, do you want me to teach you to correct the wrong questions in today's quiz? I am very caring. I do volunteer work without charge!"