God said I would meet you

Lin Jinyu was so convincing, Wang Xiu was not interested in arguing with others on this issue on the spot.It just so happened that Mr. Hu blew the whistle to gather, and the two said goodbye. One continued to go back to the field for training, and the other continued to stay off the field to watch the man.

On the surface, Lin Jinyu excused Zhang Xinli, but in his heart he couldn't help but think back to what happened that night again and again. Every minute and every second, every movement and detail of the two of them was dug out from the corner of his memory. I can't get it out of my mind.

Intellectually, he knew that Zhang Xinli couldn't be gay, but he couldn't help but think about it, he didn't even think about practicing, and was scolded by the old Hu several times.

Lin Jinyu trained in this absent-minded state.It's time to go home, but Zhang Xinli hasn't come back yet.

The teammates said goodbye to him one by one. Xu Zhao will not go home for the time being. He still plans to practice alone for a while. Lin Jinyu called Uncle Zhao. minute.

Lin Jinyu thought that it would be meaningless to just sit there, why not go to the second-hand bookstore outside the school gate and wait while reading.

Thinking of this, he put his schoolbag on his back, and then carried Zhang Xinli's schoolbag, and after sending Zhang Xinli a text message informing him of his whereabouts, he wandered to the second-hand bookstore across the road by himself.

This bookstore has been open for a long time. It has a small facade, just enough for people to squeeze in.The shopkeeper is an old man who usually works part-time as a key dispenser, collects old books and sells them.

Lin Jinyu is a frequent visitor to this store, and she likes to take a look at it every day after school.

The old man wears a pair of patched presbyopic glasses, he is quite friendly, and usually doesn't come to students who read white books.

Lin Jinyu looked at his watch, estimated the time, stood there, and picked up a few books to read.

There are no new comics in the second-hand bookstore. The shelves are stacked with yellowed old books that have been abandoned by some owners. There is a wonderful smell of wood and pages. If there is a smell of heavy years, Lin Jinyu thinks it is probably like this of.

The books piled up on the side facing the street face the newer the books.

Lin Jinyu didn't plan to stay for a long time, so he didn't go inside, but just flipped through the expired comic magazines in front of him.

Those magazines are also varied, there are crumpled old ghost stories, "Friends" with a very "graceful" cover, "Novel Painting", and the old version of "Rurouni Kenshin" with missing corners and missing pages... Turn over Flipping through the pages, Lin Jinyu's eyes suddenly lit up, and saw two copies of "XX Biography" sandwiched among the pile of expired magazines.

"XX" happened to be two of his favorite novels and comics. When he heard it, he felt the kind of love... Lin Jinyu couldn't wait to pick it up, and looked at the cover. The cover design and picture style are very different It’s very original, and he’s starting to get a little confused. He has all the original series of these two works, as well as extras and peripherals. It seems that he hasn’t heard of any rumors?

But this style of painting, this cover, is it really original, okay...Lin Jinyu began to wonder if he was ignorant and missed some official news. After all, although he has been chasing serials for a long time, he is a student after all, not a clairvoyant and a good ear. If you don't keep it together, you will miss some rumors and so on.

Lin Jinyu was hesitating whether to buy it or not, but before he could come to a conclusion, the phone rang.

He picked it up and heard Zhang Xinli saying from the opposite side: "Have you guys already been trained?"

Lin Jinyu said, "That's right, I sent you a text message, haven't you received it? I'm at a used bookstore."

"Got it," Zhang Xinli said, "Just to confirm, wait there, I'll be right there."

"Okay." Lin Jinyu hung up the phone and looked at her watch. Uncle Zhao was coming soon.

Lin Jinyu's consistent policy for things he was interested in was that he would rather buy the wrong one than let it go. He took the two rumors and didn't get entangled. He just paid the money and took it in his hand and left.

... If Lin Jinyu had the supernatural ability to predict the future, he would have thrown away these two "rumors" with unknown origins on the spot, or the kind of throwing away in this life and after seeing the rumors from now on.

After leaving the door of the second-hand bookstore, he ran into Zhang Xinli after walking a few steps along the street. The latter was holding a small bag from a stationery store in one hand and a bag of sauced duck in the other.

Lin Jinyu greeted him and said, "Uncle Zhao is coming soon, let's turn back and wait at the school gate."

Zhang Xinli took back his own schoolbag in his hand, and said, "Okay," he said, "Why don't you know how to wear a coat after playing? You're sweating all over, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?"

Lin Jinyu was indeed sweating on his back. After such intense training, he felt like a hot dog when he just finished training. He wanted to run naked. Why would he want to add more clothes? Although it's not hot anymore after slowing down for so long , Khan is not dry yet.

"I didn't wear it when I was hot," Lin Jinyu said, "And didn't I go out without a coat at first?"

Zhang Xinli said, "I've already taken it out for you, it's in your schoolbag."

What...when... As long as school is over, Lin Jinyu will not open his schoolbag until the last moment when he should do his homework, and naturally he doesn't pay attention to whether Zhang Xinli stuffed his coat.

"You didn't tell me," Lin Jinyu said to him, "I don't have clairvoyance, how would I know..."

Zhang Xinli tugged at his arm, motioned Lin Jinyu to turn sideways slightly, then unzipped the zipper, pulled out the school uniform jacket from his schoolbag, and stuffed it into his arm: "Use your brain, I'll take your schoolbag down for you Now, where else can the clothes be if they are not inside." He took off Lin Jinyu's schoolbag involuntarily, and said, "Put it on first."

This was a very common action, but Lin Jinyu had been indoctrinated by Wang Xiu half an hour ago, and now she had a ghost in her heart, and she felt awkward about everything.

Why do I get dressed?Are you afraid of catching a cold?My own mother didn't worry so much... Lin Jinyu was full of thoughts: So did I think too much, or did I guess right?Bah, bah, bah, didn't I make a conclusion early because I was thinking too much, why did I think of this thing again.

Zhang Xinli had a clean and neat personality. Seeing him lingering for a long time, he couldn't bear it anymore. He came up to find out the collar that was pressed by Lin Jinyu, and helped him open the sleeves, wanting him to put it on quickly.

When turning up the collar, Zhang Xinli's hand inevitably touched the side of Lin Jinyu's neck, and gently rubbed against it.

In fact, this action is close and intimate, and normal and normal. Everything is just between the promise and the promise... Lin Jinyu began to murmur in her heart again: Does this happen between friends? Turning over the collar seems to be nothing, but why do I feel so awkward?

God, God, is it my problem or his problem, can you give me an accurate answer?

Lin Jinyu was tangled there alone, and he was so depressed that he couldn't hide his words in his heart. Finally, he didn't hold back, and asked tentatively, "Why do you care whether I wear a coat or not?"

Zhang Xinli frowned, looked at him strangely, and said, "It's easy to catch a cold if you don't wear it. When I was in my previous school, the coach would tell us every time, so I got used to it."

...seems to be reasonable.Lin Jinyu felt itchy on the side of her neck where he just touched it, as if something was stuck to it, and she couldn't tell what it felt like... In fact, there was nothing there, it was all his own psychological effect.

He said again: "Don't you find it awkward that you still pull my collar for me?"

"?" Zhang Xinli really didn't understand what he was talking about today, he said, "What's so awkward? If you don't dawdle and wear it quickly, who is to blame?"

Lin Jinyu shrank her neck, and said to herself in her heart: OK, I'm sure I'm thinking too much, Lin Jinyu, Lin Jinyu, you're an idiot, thinking about something out of tune, stupid criticism.

He obediently walked back to the school gate with Zhang Xinli and got into Uncle Zhao's car.

……

There was quite a lot of homework today, Zhang Xinli went back to his room after dinner, without stopping for a second.

Lin Jinyu was dawdling as always. He ate the sauced duck bought by Zhang Xinli, carried a schoolbag, and carried the two books he bought in a second-hand bookstore, and went to the desk. He read comics for a while and wrote homework, comforting himself. combine'.

The manga is so beautiful, the style of painting, the characters, the lines, really reproduced, the plot...

???

Lin Jinyu was immersed in the joy of reading new content in his favorite comics... Before he had immersed himself in a third of the comics, he felt that the development of the plot seemed a little weird.

Why... he felt that the relationship between the first male and the second male seemed so... ambiguous?

Lin Jinyu really wanted to change an adjective to describe his feelings, but he really couldn't change it, just...it was really ambiguous, except for this word, there was no other word that could accurately describe his viewing experience.

Fuck...won't it be true that Wang Xiu led her into the ditch, Lin Jinyu thought: Why did I become like this, whoever is gay, this won't work!

He felt goosebumps all over his body, and he didn't know whether it was from reading comics or from the wind leaking in from the balcony.

Lin Jinyu was eager to prove that all of this was just an illusion of her own, and she didn't even bother to write her homework, so she just nestled on the bed, spread the manga on the pillow, and read it wholeheartedly while lying on her stomach.

Goblins, goblins, go away... Goblins, goblins, go away... Lin Jinyu recited this sentence a hundred and eighty times in her heart while watching, as if exorcising herself, hoping to purify the heart that Wang Xiu brought gay.

However... as one wished, Lin Jinyu read the manga for more than ten pages. Not only did she not purify the gay air in her head, but she felt that shit, this, this, and this, became more and more ambiguous!

Damn, no, what kind of evil have I fallen into?

The original book of this manga is a youthful manga with no emotional lines at all. Lin Jinyu didn't believe it anymore. He continued to read, hoping to usher in a very passionate but no emotional finale as soon as possible, and then use this mountain of ironclad evidence to convince himself: Haha, see?It's not that you think too much, thirteen o'clock!

10 minutes later……

When there are still eight pages before the finale, male one male two!Kissed!

Four pages before the finale, male one male two!What's the matter!

season finale!The second male was sitting on the bed covered with a quilt, looking at the back of the first male as he went away, and lit a cigarette...

This... this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this?Lin Jinyu was completely dumbfounded.

How can there be such a cartoon?What is this?Is this the manga I was chasing?

In fact, there were often such cartoons on old bookstalls in those days, some were produced in China, and some were translated from abroad. These are a kind of magical thing called "Fanrenben", which may not necessarily have anything to do with the original author.

Lin Jinyu feels that her world has been impacted... In fact, after careful inspection, there are no large-scale pictures... Mmm... But it's not completely clear, just... There are always some people who still hold the pipa half-hidden, unbearable The content of the speech.

Those pictures were so novel, frame by frame was like tattooed in his mind, and he couldn't forget them for a while.

I'm sorry, it's not that I think too much about feelings, but that I have a keen sense!

Lin Jinyu had 1 complaints in his heart, the manga was still spread out on the pillow, he didn't even bother to close it, he was already lost in thought.

The interactions between the first male and the second male in the comics, as well as the little things between them... Lin Jinyu thought about it and then began to think about himself and Zhang Xinli. At first, they were just close partners, and then they gradually fell in love during school competitions and getting along with each other in daily life. It deepened, and even when a girl confessed to the other party, the other party would be jealous, and finally erupted, and the fiery feelings were unstoppable... Bah, bah, bah, bah, Lin Jinyu felt that if she continued to think about it, she would be dazed.

He felt a little sorry for Zhang Xinli. He blamed Wang Xiu. What kind of tricks did he instill in me when he was free? Sarcastic at me saying that I am being sentimental, and then knocked a row of my teeth down.

Lin Jinyu was reviewing herself here when someone knocked on the door unexpectedly.

At this point, it is impossible for his parents to come back, and he wants to know who it is.When Lin Jinyu came in, he didn't close the door at all, it was only half closed. He was still catching rumors about YY's sexual orientation, but now he was startled by the knock on the door, and felt guilty of being "caught in bed". .

He didn't care about what was left, and with the speed of Foshan Wuyingshou, he closed the manga that was spread out on some pages that were not suitable for children, and fell on the pillow with a "pop" and pretended to be asleep.

Zhang Xinli's knock on the door was originally just a ritual, but today Lin Jinyu's schoolbag was collected by him, as if he accidentally put in his English homework, so he had to come to get it.

He knocked on the door three times, but seeing no answer, he pushed the half-closed door open a little, wanting to see what was going on inside.

Lin Jinyu was wearing a school uniform jacket, unzipped, uncovered, and barefoot, lying on the bed with his back to the sky, the balcony window was open, and the cold night wind was blowing straight on his back.

Zhang Xinli walked in, closed the door behind his back, then walked over and closed the balcony window.

Lin Jinyu didn't dare to move, and pretended to be sleeping and doing her duty.

He closed his eyes, but he could roughly tell what Zhang Xinli was doing by his voice.He heard footsteps entering the door and heading towards the balcony. After a few windows rang, the piercing night wind in the room disappeared, and the room became much warmer in an instant.

The footsteps didn't stop, and then came to the bed again.Lin Jinyu felt that someone gently took her hand, and the school uniform jacket that he was half wearing was taken off, and someone spread out the quilt and covered him.

On the surface Lin Jinyu was in a deep sleep, but in fact her heart was agitated, and she was almost on the verge of drumming.In his memory, only his mother quietly covered him with the quilt when he fell asleep, and it was still when he was very young.

Will the buddies be so careful?Lin Jinyu felt that it seemed, seemed, maybe, it was unlikely.

Anyway, if Xu Zhao fell asleep like this, at most he would open and close the door quietly, so as not to disturb others, and cover him with a quilt?dream.

This is not over yet, before Lin Jinyu can define the operation of covering the quilt, he feels a hand holding his hand.

It's not the kind of holding hands or interlocking fingers, or directly grasping the part of his fingers that are exposed.

Lin Jinyu's hands were a little cold. He felt that Zhang Xinli shook the quilt after that, and stuffed his cold hands into the quilt.

It's this kind of... It seems normal, but it seems a little too intimate.Lin Jinyu began to mutter again: What is this?Where did it come from, was it just to test the temperature of my hand... Would men be so careful, probably not, but I can't tell... Fuck, who can give me an answer.

Lin Jinyu felt that she was going to be suffocated.

He was about to suffer internal bleeding, but he still tried his best to pretend to be asleep... After about three to five seconds, Lin Jinyu felt Zhang Xinli stop in front of him, and stood in front of him like that.

When people close their eyes, their ability to perceive light does not completely disappear. Lin Jinyu could feel Zhang Xinli's back to the desk lamp, and the gray-black shadow slantingly reflected on his face.

The feeling of shadow became heavier...more and more thicker...the bed sheet sank slightly, and Lin Jinyu guessed that it was Zhang Xinli holding his hand beside him.

He felt someone leaning down, getting closer to him...and getting closer.

The ghost knows how much willpower Lin Jinyu used to control his facial expression, and continued to pretend to be asleep without blushing, panting, or twitching his eyelids... Zhang Xinli's breath was almost on his cheek, that long, The long breaths at intervals gently and lightly brushed his cheeks and ears.

Lin Jinyu held his breath and focused. He was actually at the limit of his mind. As long as Zhang Xinli didn't leave for another three seconds, he couldn't help but open his eyes suddenly... But at this moment, Zhang Xinli left.

Lin Jinyu felt that the certain unspeakable side story next to the back of her head was gently taken away, Zhang Xinli got the side story from his pillow, straightened up, left Lin Jinyu, and put it on the table.

……

Lin Jinyu secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Nothing happened, he should be thankful, but it doesn't seem to be lucky... More than just lucky.

He also couldn't tell what he was feeling, maybe it was...hesitant, does this mean that today's wild guessing from the beginning to the end was just a farce that he was misled by Wang Xiu and made out of thin air, or did he say that from now on? He has to ponder this question alone for another ten days or eight days?

Because Lin Jinyu couldn't deny that there was a moment when Zhang Xinli bent down...he really thought that Zhang Xinli wanted to kiss him.