The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

The little boy who grew up in pink and jade since he was a child is not popular among boys. In addition, this child has always been quiet and likes to read and study, so he has no friends. After all, children of the same age are in Shangfang Jiewa punishes copying books, and he is not the same person at all.

Xu Yan grew up all the way to junior high school alone.

His adolescence came in the second year of junior high school. The little boy who had always been aloof and silent in his studies suddenly began to step into the world of adults with one foot, and he was somewhat flustered.

At this time, Xu Yan's parents divorced, and because his father had an affair, his mother became hysterical.

Xu Yan was sentenced to his mother.He watched helplessly that his gentle mother for more than ten years had changed into a different person.

During this important period of transition from a child to a teenager, Xu Yan faced the endless quarrels of his parents at home, and later faced the increasingly gloomy depression of his mother.

This is a period of days without sunshine, that's how Xu Yan felt at the time.

When he was out of breath, he would go to Shen Chuxin's house for a sit-down.

It's a pity that Shen Chuxin was already in high school at that time, and he often lived on campus, so he could only be taken in on weekends.When no one took him in, Xu Yan hugged his puppy to heal himself.

It was at this time that Xu Yan discovered his sexuality.

He discovered it suddenly when he was going to the bathroom at school, and he was terrified and overwhelmed by this knowledge.

Since then, he doesn't even drink much water at school, and he doesn't go to the bathroom if he can.

In a blink of an eye, I arrived at the third grade of junior high school, and my studies began to get tense.

Xu Yan, who had experienced major family changes, was always in a mess in his mind, unable to calm down and read books, and his grades plummeted.For this reason, the teacher contacted Xu Yan's mother several times, who was already suffering from depression, shed tears when she saw Xu Yan.This made Xu Yan's situation even worse. He refused to go home after school, but if he stayed in the classroom, he would be questioned by the teacher. If he had no other place to go, he would just sit on the basketball court and watch his classmates play. After everyone had left, he carried his schoolbag and headed home.

The weekend was a time for him to breathe, because Shen Chuxin came back from the school where he was boarding, and Xu Yan could go to his house.

All the boys on the field noticed this silent kid, and some tried to tease him, but Xu Yan didn't respond, with a blank expression on his face.Over time, no one paid attention to him.

One day, Xu Yan was killing time in the stands of the stadium as usual, when an urgent ball hit him without warning, and it was about to hit him in the face. He didn't stop the car and threw it in Xu Yan's face.

Then he heard this person yelling at the people on the court: "Watch out! Almost hit someone!" Then he turned his head and apologized to Xu Yan.

This man who killed all directions on the court has always attracted Xu Yan's attention. This time, his initiative to speak made Xu Yan's dull eyes light up in an instant.

Shocked by the sudden bright eyes, the man stood in front of Xu Yan holding the ball for a while before saying, "You, are you alright?"

Xu Yan smiled at him and said, "I'm fine. Thank you."

The boy scratched his hair and said, "It's fine. You're welcome." Then he went back to the court with the ball in his arms.

All the other boys in the stadium saw this scene, elbowed him by the neck and laughed at him, saying, "That kid actually smiled at you and talked to you? Could it be that he fell in love with you? Hahahahaha."

"That's right, you see we talked to him before, but we didn't get answered."

The boy scolded: "What the hell! Go play ball!"

This person was Chen Ziluo, whom Xu Yan met by accident when he went home for the New Year and visiting the grave.

Time just flowed away slowly like a day.

In the past few days, Xu Yan got a little angry, his throat was very dry and uncomfortable, he made an exception and drank a lot of water at school to make his burning throat feel better, but he was forced to go to the bathroom anyway.

He had just finished solving it when he heard someone beside him say, "What a coincidence? Why have I never met you in the bathroom?"

Xu Yan turned his head, Chen Ziluo didn't know when he stood beside him.

Xu Yan accidentally saw Chen Ziluo, his heart was pounding, his face was flushed, and he was so upset that he even forgot to put on his pants in time.

Boys used to fight a little in the bathroom, Chen Ziluo saw that no one answered after he finished speaking, so he poked his head over to look at them.After reading it, he was surprised and said, "Why do you...?"

Chen Ziluo's question in such a low voice was heard by the team members next to him, thinking that something happened, they came over.Seeing Xu Yan who was in a hurry to straighten his pants and the embarrassment that could not be concealed by the thin summer uniform pants, a quick-talking boy exclaimed: "You, you are gay?!"

Another boy patted Chen Ziluo on the shoulder and said, "Hey, has he taken a fancy to you?"

Chen Ziluo eagerly wanted to get rid of it: "It's none of my business, it's his own making."

Several people were chattering, Xu Yan wanted to jump downstairs from the bathroom window, his face turned red and then pale, he rushed out of the crowd and escaped from the bathroom.

Soon, rumors of Xu Yan having sex with the basketball captain began to spread among the student community.When it got to Chen Ziluo's ears, he became furious, took himself clean from inside, and poured all the dirty water on Xu Yan.

Xu Yan took it hard, after all, it was indeed his fault.

In order to let the captain get rid of the rumors, the basketball team made more and more accusations against Xu Yan. In the end, the words "captain of the basketball team" never appeared in the rumors, and they just tried their best to exaggerate Xu Yan's sexuality.

The love and hatred of the student group came quickly, directly and deeply.

The rumors caused some harm to the basketball team, which made the fans of the basketball team feel completely unbearable, and all their anger was directed at Xu Yan.

Xu Yan suffered from campus violence, and it continued to escalate.Except for the teacher, everyone in the grade, even some lower grades, knew that there was such a disgusting boy who liked men.

Xu Yan, who was originally cold and aloof from dealing with his classmates, is now in a situation where he is being exposed to the public.

He didn't explain much about it, he just went to and from school silently.Turning a blind eye to the cold violence in the school, he closed himself against the world.

This blindness has angered some.

One day when school was over, someone came to tell Xu Yan that the captain of the basketball team was waiting for him in the sports equipment storage room and that he was about to settle the matter.

Xu Yan frowned, thought about it, and followed.

That day, he was stripped of his clothes and beaten by several people in the cramped storage room, and he lay on the ground with bruises, all of which were recorded.Those people kicked and beat him and said he was disgusting and perverted.Finally, the electricity was cut off, and the door was locked from the outside.

Xu Yan was locked inside like this for a whole night.

I don't know who rescued him in the end, and I don't know how long he was locked inside.

When Xu Yan came out, he had a high fever and passed out.

When he woke up from the hospital, what was waiting for him was the news that his mother committed suicide by jumping off a building.It was Xu Yan's father who told him the news.

Because Xu Yan was found injured and passed out in the school storage room, the school couldn't contact Xu Yan's mother. Fortunately, he had left the contact information of Xu Yan's father before, so he found an adult to visit him in the hospital.

Xu Yan had just experienced horrific campus violence, and his whole body was in a state of chaos. He suddenly heard such bad news. For several minutes, his brain could not make any judgments, and he sat on the bed blankly, without any expression on his face. Like a wooden man without emotion.

This reaction made Xu Yan's father very angry, feeling that he had no heart.

Xu Yan's grandparents were older, and the sudden death of their only daughter hit them hard.Therefore, even though the two had divorced, it was Xu Yan's father, Zhang Luo, who completed Xu Yan's mother's funeral in the end.

Because of this accident, Xu Yan's guardianship has been transferred to his father's name.

He came to his father's house with his puppy in his arms, and was greeted by his stepmother and father who kept arguing, for the sudden child and the child's abnormal mental state.

Xu Yan hasn't spoken since he entered the door.

No one in the family asked what he experienced on campus. After the funeral, his father sent him back to school.

What awaited him was more intense campus violence.

He was walking dead in the school as if ignorant and unaware, and sneering and mocking couldn't break through his hard body.

That day, when Xu Yan put his schoolbag into the drawer, he found an envelope inside, which was thick.

He opened the envelope, and many photos fell out of it.

When he saw one of them, his hands were shaking.

This is a photo of him being locked in the storage room and being beaten, and it just broke into his eyes so unsuspectingly.

The photo that fell on the ground was seen by the classmates, and the people around him cleared the space around him as if they were avoiding the plague god.

Xu Yan knelt on the ground and put away all the photos. Feeling a surge inside, he couldn't hold back the wow and vomited it out.

He left school early that day without finishing class.

This is his last visit to this school.

He was wandering on the street in a daze. If he went back so early, he would probably be scolded by his father and stepmother.

So he took a long detour, and when he was about to return home, he heard the familiar sound of a dog barking.

After his mother passed away, he couldn't do without the dog, and he had to hold it every day. It was useless for the two adults in the family to scold him for it, and he just wouldn't let it go.

Today, when Xu Yan was in so much pain that he couldn't describe it, he suddenly heard the barking of a puppy, as if he heard his mother's gentle call, a gleam of light shone in his dead eyes.

Then, he saw the puppy that was in his arms every day running out from the direction of home. He was very happy to see him from a distance, and ran towards Xu Yan with four little hooves.

Xu Yan thought to himself: I'll carry it back when it runs over.

The puppy could not be carried back.

A truck passed by, and Xu Yan's eyes went dark.

Xu Yan dropped out of school and was imprisoned in a mental hospital.

When grandma and grandpa heard the news and came to see him, their hearts almost died.

They had a big fight with Xu Yan's father and stepmother, took Xu Yan away, and sent him to a good hospital for psychological treatment.

That was nearly 13 hard days in 400 months.

The two old men survived with Xu Yan.After the doctor said that he could go back to school, the old man transferred Xu Yan to another school, away from everything in the past, and started again.