The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Chang Geng went to the bathroom to wash his face, took a deep breath for a while, and after calming down, he came to Xu Yan's hospital bed and sat down.

For a long time, he joked that Xu Yan had a troubled physique.

It wasn't until today that I realized that compared with the overwhelming events that happened to Xu Yan, who was only a teenager, all the things he encountered now could not be called events.

Why did Xu Yan almost collapse because of a puppy on the airfield, and why every close contact would cause him to have a severe physical rejection reaction.

Everything has an answer today.

Chang Geng held a thick stack of somewhat yellowed paper in his hand, and he couldn't bear to read it within a third of the time. The records on it were written by Xu Yan himself during the 400 days of darkness.

Chang Geng finished watching the first third, which were the most painful days of Xu Yan's treatment.

These days, Xu Yan has been thinking about how to end his life every day. Every time he tried to die, he was rescued, and after being rescued, there was a new round of collapse and hysteria.

Various medications and psychotherapy tore his spirit and heart apart time and time again.This also includes the systemic desensitization therapy used today.

After Chang Geng listened to Shen Chuxin's inexplicable story explanation, tears had already blurred his vision.Unexpectedly, after the story was finished, he handed over such a stack of pens and inks wandering on the verge of death, causing Chang Geng's heart to be cut deeply by a knife, and the pain was so painful that he could barely breathe.

He sat beside Xu Yan's hospital bed with red eyes, holding his hand, resting his forehead on the side of the bed, crying silently.

Xu Yan only woke up when it was dark.

The first thing he said when he woke up was: "Chang Geng, what's the matter with you?" After speaking, he sat up and stretched out his hand to touch Chang Geng's eyes.

Chang Geng sat quietly and touched his face, letting him touch his face, and then got up to pour him a glass of water.

When Xu Yan drank the water, he never took his eyes off him.

Chang Geng took the cup, smiled lightly and said, "I'm fine, just a little tired."

After Xu Yan came out of the bathroom, he said that he was hungry.

Chang Geng ordered two takeaways, and the two ate them head to head.

Xu Yan asked, "When can we go home?"

Chang Geng stroked his hair and said, "You don't like hospitals, right? Let's do it tomorrow morning. It's too late now, and it's too much trouble to go back. We'll leave when we wake up in the morning, okay?"

Xu Yan nodded, moved to the side of the bed to make room, patted the bed and said, "Come on."

Chang Geng smiled and said, "Okay."

The next morning, Shen Chuxin came early to see Xu Yan before leaving the clinic.

What he saw were two people who obviously hadn't slept well. He sighed and didn't say anything. He just prescribed medicine and told him to come back in ten days for further treatment.If you want to go back to work, call him one day in advance, and he will go over to see Xu Yan's situation before making a decision.

Although the desensitization therapy was very torturous, Chang Geng obviously felt that Xu Yan's condition had improved a little bit compared to before.On the way home in the car, he felt much better, and the two of them could chat.

Went to the underground garage, parked the car, Chang Geng walked towards the elevator with Xu Yan's shoulders on his shoulders.

Xu Yan had some opinions on the fact that Chang Geng was on vacation because of him, so he hesitated and said that he should cancel the vacation and go back to work.

Chang Geng lowered his head and kissed his forehead, pinched his chin and looked up at himself, saying: "Don't think about it, I will accompany you during this time. I work all day, why don't I take a vacation?" Already? It's all right."

Xu Yan was struggling to say something when he was dazzled by the sudden flashing lights in front of him.

It is normal to have car lights in the parking lot, but the lights were obviously flashing at the two of them. Chang Geng was a little annoyed. After the discomfort in his eyes passed, he frowned and wanted to rush over to reason. One step and stopped.

Chang Geng froze on the spot like a sculpture, staring at the car not far in front of them, without saying a word.

Seeing that he looked a little out of order, Xu Yan came over to hold his hand worriedly and asked him what's wrong.

Chang Geng clenched his hand tightly, and said in a low voice: "I have something to do, I will send you back to your home now, and I will go find you later."

Xu Yan was puzzled and was about to ask, but Chang Geng had already let go of his hand and walked straight to the car ahead.

He walked to the passenger side, the car window was rolled down, Chang Geng bent down and said something to the inside, then straightened up and returned to Xu Yan, took his hand to find his own car.

Xu Yan turned his head to see who was in the car, but he couldn't see clearly.

After the car drove out of the community for a while, Xu Yan saw Chang Geng's tightly pursed lips, with a solemn expression, and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter? Do you know the person in that car?"

Chang Geng smiled wryly and said, "Well, I know you." The car turned a corner before he finished speaking, "It's my parents."

Xu Yan's eyeballs were about to pop out.

He has been relatively calm since he came out of the hospital, but this time he failed, his hands and shoulders trembled slightly, his teeth began to bite his jaw, and Chang Geng could even hear his breathing becoming short of breath a little bit.

Chang Geng was anxious, and quickly pulled over to stop the car, thinking that this matter came at an inopportune time.

After stopping the car, he unbuckled his seat belt, grabbed Xu Yan's shoulders with both hands, turned the person over to look at him, and said firmly but gently, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Xu Yan's eyes were flustered, and his voice was anxious and fearful: "What should I do? What will your parents say?"

Seeing his abandoned appearance, Chang Geng's heart was broken. He untied Xu Yan's seat belt, let him lean on his shoulder, patted his back lightly, and said comfortingly: "Leave this to me, and I'll take care of it. Trust me, okay? Don't worry, they won't scold me or beat me. I promise not to let myself suffer, okay?"

Xu Yan buried his face in his shoulder and nodded slightly.

After Chang Geng sent Xu Yan to his home to settle down, he went downstairs and drove back to his home after watching him gradually calm down.The second elder is waiting at his house.

Just now in the parking lot, Chang Geng walked to Chang's father's car, and the co-driver, Chang's mother, rolled down the window in shock.Chang Geng lowered his head and said to them: "I know you have a lot to ask, go up and sit down first, I'll be back soon. Let's talk again when we get back."

When Chang Geng returned home and opened the door, the two elders had already set up their positions.

This incident happened too suddenly and at the wrong time, at least Xu Yan shouldn't be allowed to face this kind of scene, Chang Geng felt a bitterness in his heart.But since the door has been blocked, he is not a person who is afraid of trouble.Coming out of the closet was sudden, but it was also clear and clear.

Today is a one-on-two interrogation mode.

After sitting down, Chang Geng first poured a cup of tea for everyone, drank it in one gulp, put down the cup, wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, and said, "Dad, Mom, we were all shocked today. But since we all saw each other , I won’t hide it either. I was in the parking lot just now, and things happened just as you saw. I have a date, and it’s Xu Yan, and you all know him.”

Chang's mother's eyes were a little red, and her voice was unsteady: "Xiaoyang, what did you say?"

Chang Geng couldn't see his mother like this, but things had to be explained clearly. He lowered his posture and said, "Mom, I'm sorry, I can't find a girl to marry and have children like you expected."

Mother Chang couldn't hold back her tears in the end, and hit the back of her hand straight.

Chang Geng continued: "In the past so many years, I didn't pay much attention to emotional issues. It wasn't until I met Xu Yan that I realized that I like men. I also struggled and hesitated, but in the end I still couldn't handle it. After all, emotional matters are coming, who can stop it."

Chang's father was furious, smashed the cup in his hand on the ground, and shouted: "It's a bunch of nonsense!"

It is very scary for a person who has been in a high position for many years to get angry. It is the first time that Chang Gengchang has seen his father's anger at this level.

The cup hit the ground and shattered all over the place, and the small fragments splashed across Chang Geng's face, making a small cut, and began to bleed.

Chang's father was furious: "What mess are you doing here, please clean up the matter for me first and then talk to us! Let's go!"

Chang Geng didn't expect his parents' reaction to be so intense, and the sound of closing the door perfectly expressed their two elders' feelings at this time.

It is clear that he is not given any room to speak. What does it mean to clean up the matter? Why do these words sound like he is playing the game life of the son-in-law?

Vice President Chang has always been peaceful at home, because he does not stay at home all year round, and he is very good to his family.However, his style of not dragging his feet and hitting the nail on the head is engraved in his bones. Once his attitude is determined, it is basically difficult to change.

Chang Geng knew that he had offended the old man, and his mother stood in the united front with him, the situation couldn't be worse.

Originally, Chang Geng planned to boil the frog in warm water for a long-term plan, but he was suddenly forced to the front, without any preparations. This state is the most taboo in war, and Chang Geng was very troubled.

And the worst thing was that Xu Yan couldn't avoid this matter.During the critical period of his treatment, the emotional ups and downs are the most taboo.But when encountering the things that are most prone to ups and downs, it is simply the enemy.

Chang Geng helplessly cleaned the debris on the floor, glass shards fell everywhere, and the carpet next to the sofa could no longer be left.Thinking that Xu Yan likes to sit on the floor, Chang Geng carefully cleaned it over and over again, for fear of leaving a little glass shards and hurting someone when he turned around.

When he finished cleaning things in the living room and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, he realized that he was the first person to be stabbed.

The small cut on the face is not easy to hide, Xu Yan will see it immediately, Chang Geng feels that his ability to find excuses is almost gone.

It's been too long at home, Chang Geng was afraid that Xu Yan would think too much, and he didn't care about the small wound, so he took the car keys and left.

When I came to Xu Yan's home, what I saw was a table of meals and Xu Yan sitting beside the table with eyes full of anticipation.

Chang Geng stood by the dining table watching for a long time, bent down and scratched Xu Yan's nose, and said mockingly, "My parents don't want me anymore, but luckily my wife left me food."

Xu Yan's face turned red immediately: "It's not a daughter-in-law!"